I have low self esteem. I have low self esteem and i attention fag on 4chan so that i feel less bad. But then when i'm done i still feel bad, and i actually end up feeling way worse. But i don't want to talk to guys irl, i don't feel ready for a relationship/marriage. How do i cure myself of being this lowlife who seeks attention from dudes constantly? I'm trying to seek something here, but what is missing in me?
