I still dream of living and working in Japan; of making a new life abroad, even if it isn't Japan, but somewhere else like Korea, Singapore, Vietnam, or even Brunei. It's a dream I've had for several years, throughout university, with the highest likelihood of it happening after I graduated in 2016. I had done everything in my power, including an internship at an NGO, but to no avail; REJECTED by every job, even English teaching positions. Yet, the older I grow, as each day goes by in this warehouse, it becomes less and less likely that I'll ever achieve that...what I set out to achieve so many years ago. Yet I insist. Am I insane?