i want to cut myself but i don't deserve the pleasure id get from it
why do faggots get pleasure from cutting themselvescan someone explaini shave with a double edge razor and i've never felt the urge to cut open my skin like a dainty little bitchi really don't get it
fucking faggot fuck, you should kill yourself
>>83097435i don't know it just feels good
>>83097441im tryingbeing afraid of death makes it hard
>>83097455oh you're the faggot i talked to yesterdayfrom the west coast. how's it going.how can cutting yourself feel good? justify your answer.
>>83097479it's miserable i don't know why it feels good. it just brings me catharsis to cause myself pain
hello basil
>>83097499you ever tried punching your thighs or banging your head against the wall instead? you don't wanna get infected, do you?
>>83097518it's bleak
>>83097523i don't cut to bleed. i use scissors because it's duller. i just cut for pain so no one notices i cut i used to slam my fist into my forehead when something bad happened though
>>83097537i see. don't know how you can derive pleasure from that but that's okay. everyone's different.ngl there's nothing quite like hitting your forehead while remembering some really cringey embarrassing shit
>>83097584yeah i used to do that but it gives me a headache now
>>83097591why are you sad thoughno bf?
>>83097621ive accomplished nothing in my lifei have no skills barely any friendsi barely go outsidewhy even try anymore when it always gets worseno reason for living besides fear
>>83097638are you autistic? desu
>>83097648yeah. and socially stunted from being inside too much
>>83097652i feel you nonny. it's a wonderful life.
>>83097669i feel like you're being sarcastic but nothing is wonderful its so miserable
>>83097691no shit. i fucking hate my life.
>>83097702why was I born like thiswhat did i do wrongi try to be nice to everyonei don't think I deserve this existence but im not even mercied with death
>>83097714drink the pain away, cutiehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OIgq9spZnhk
>>83097730i don't deserve the pleasure alcohol would give me
i almost dumped cliche on you but then i realized it would prolly be insulting, im sorry :(wish i knew you irl, want to give you big, supportive hugs and hang out and see you happy...unrelated but im a nervous wreck about being annoying to you rn, im not ignoring you or sleeping <3
>>83097750you deserve to be cuddled and kissed all over ((:
>>83097759i don't know what dumping cliche on me means
>>83097764i deserve a bullet in my brain
>>83097803that's my line, dummy :P
>>83097795ohh, just saying something like "you still have time to change these, maybe not all of em rn but some of em" to >>83097638
>>83097809okayit's not really a line it's more of a statement
>>83097812i don't have the mindset or the willpower to do thatim going to rot away
>>83097816your autism is so cute. i wish i could kiss you rn -w-
>>83097820mmh... :(
>>83097830what is cute about me not being able to comprehend basic sayings or to be able to connect with someone
>>83097401You seriously need to get into mdma and shit, if you really want to feel happy and blissful and thankful of living in this earth I mean, but I bet you enjoy to feel sad, thriving in misery and feeling like sad all the times you can as part of you, do you like to make yourself cry anon?
>>83097834life is not worth living and hopefully i will be dead before this year ends
>>83097852i don't really enjoy crying nor can i fully i can tear up but i haven't shed tears in monthsi would very much prefer to be happy please
>>83097851i'm kinda like (You) and i relate to (You) quite a bit and i wish i had the means and the resources and the willpower to rescue (You) from total despair so you can be my loyal boywife. capisce?
>>83097872why would you want me when there's millions like me who are more attractive and less autistic
>>83097854thats right you fucking faggotif you dont kill yourself im gonna strangle you with my own hands
>>83097888id prefer being killed because then i would actually die instead of me being tall scared to commit suicide
>>83097884you're an unknown known
>>83097884theres just a lot to love in you <3
>>83097863>i can tear up but i haven't shed tears in monthsHmm the same happens to me, it's weird, you and I are not similar whatsoever, as, I have not experienced happiness enough to crave for it, I can feel blissful for a while and then once again in the cesspool, it's weird but the times I can actually make myself cry are good in a way as it's nice to feel sad instead of complete detachment, you're not so much of a loser if you can crave for happiness anon, remember that, anyways have a song https://youtu.be/7QfSEIH2WEk
>>83097897what does this mean I don't understand it
>>83097899no there's really not. im the last creature in existence to deserve love
>>83097900i can crave happiness but not take the steps to get therei will also take steps back believing I don't deserve happiness
>>83097906that's okay. i don't blame you. goodbye, nonny. i have to go.*mwah* <3
>>83097894im gonna rape your bitch faggot pussy to deaththe last feeling you will ever have will be my cum mixing with your blood before you lose consciousness and die
>>83097909ehh, its just my opinion... and yoursregardless, i still like you a lot ^_^
and *thats yoursoops
>>83097922From a masochistic and completely lost and detached perspective of mine, I would recommend you to crave for misery and indulgence instead, learn to enjoy the misery and cry rivers when you're sad but deep down you are happy cuz you're feeling, and feeling is what's important.
>>83097933id rather not. thanks for thinking about me though
>>83097935i can't comprehend why you would. my existence is a mistake
>>83097943im trying but i haven't been able to cryit's very dehumanizingI don't know how to fix it
>>83097953because my brain says so, i guessyou poor, sweet thing
>>83097401why do people with low iq cut themselvesim guessing its the best cry for attention they can do?
>>83097978i hope your brain picks someone better to love don't waste your time on me
>>83097435I think it's popularized through media and isvthe easiest most affordable way to hurt yourself, I don't get it either because I get the urge to harm myself but not with tracing a blade on my flesh, it's oddly specific to be a human instinct.I just have gory and violent fantasies without being able to have an outlet, since there's no going back from hurting myself like that and I don't feel the need to specifically cut.
>>83097985if i wanted attention i would cut to keep scars to show peopleit just feels good for me. why did you post porn it's not normal to have that saved
>>83098002suck a dick alreadyyou are clearly either a fat female or dick craving femboy
>>83098010im not fat nor female >suck a dick alreadyidk i don't think that would help mesex is kinda gross unless it's with someone who you care about
>>83098010gawd that's a sexy looking foot. i want to suck on her(?) toes. sauce?
>>83097996hmph... <3are u tired btw? wanna sleep?>>83097997>popularizedhmm, i think its the wernher effect or something, idk lemme check...no, not exactly, but similar enough ig
>>83098020so why are you here instead of looking for somebody who cares about you?
>>83098028very tired. id prefer not to wake up
>>83098030i don't deserve any kind of positive feelingsalso how do people find surgery like that attractive it's very gross looking
>>83098044u eat healthy and lift weights/put strain on your muscles no surgery neededthat kind of lifestyle also instantly fixes the problems you are facing
>>83098061no it doesn't. i used to workout daily and eat perfect and i still felt horrid. at least that gave me a fast metabolism so im still skinny
>another day, another threadhow are you not bored yet, b?
>>83098072describe your workout and foodhow much do u weight? ur giving off under 21 vibes otherwise u would be talking about alcohol non stop with ur approach to life
>>83098100because i like talking with people
>>83098102it was daily full body workouts with cardio. i just ate healthy idkalso i do drink, i just don't deserve the happiness it gives meim 175 lbs 6' I think
>>83098035awh, go sleep sleepyheadepic bonus, you get to dream>>83098072who else #FastMetabolismGang
>>83098109nothing beats irl thoughi'll see about next week if i can get a bottle to drink with you
>>83098117i dont want to wake up.ill need to see and talk with people I hate>>83098122i don't really like talking to people irl im not allowed to be sad
>>83098114ur body is likely healthyso u can gain muscle via exercise + foodur mind seems retardedmaybe u need a buttplug whenever ur on r9k?
>>83098134>not allowed to be sadsays who?
>>83098143i don't want muscle i like being twinky i am very autistic with other mental stuff too yes >need a buttplug what would this do for me>>83098147everyone. they ghost me after i talk about my feelings (they told me to)
>>83098155then continue to stay twinky and keep exercising and eating wellwhenever u feel retarded go exercise or else
>>83098170i dont workout anymore i sleep and bedrot
>>83098155cannot comprehend how some people ghost over being vented toso fucking mean...>>83098170god have fucking mercy on whoever that artist is, jesus fucking christ
>>83098182yeah i don't talk to them anymore but i hate them so much
>>83098178not gonna lie 170lb is not really 'twinky'this guy weights 174lbhttps://www.youtube.com/shorts/z_h9pbBedI8?feature=shareid give u life advice but ur clearly not looking for life adviceso eat shit <3
>>83098201my body is twinky surprisingly. i don't know how when I weigh that muchid like life advice but it's okay if you don't want to give any
>>83098155*pat pat*:<you can be sad around here
>>83098206no, no life advice for uonly eating shitpeggingpissinghumiliationnothing elsethe most u deserve on a good day is a shower and even that is questionable
>>83098212id say I deserve death but you're free to believe whatever you like
>>83098211yeah it's nice, people actually respond to me give me good advice
will be a sad day when you stop posting gotta be honest, this place needs more personalities yknow, like it once was... when it got me hooked looked so sprout wit life, now it's pathetic and abandoned, and I'm here because my free time curses me
>>83098222totally, death by shit suffocation is the only thing you deserve
>>83098253yeah it's just full of porn now it's gross hopefully i can post here forever but im probably gonna die soon
>>83098255why do you bring up shit so muchi was thinking more bullet to the head
>>83098262your wet dream is to be shit suffocated in a back alley
>>83098268no it's really notmy real dream is death or billions of dollars
>83098255>83098268filteredthis comment will be original, as i decree
>>83098272death by shit suffocation or endure for 21 days on nothing but shit and get a billion dollarsspoileryou die in the end by shit suffocationyou tried
>>83098278sometimes i wonder why people like you get to enjoy life more than mebut that isn't a kind way of thinking
>>83098295tied to that tree like a sad sack of expired memes, your greasy sobs turning to gurgles as the arrow-pierced log of your own existential dump floods your maw chunky with undigested dreams and fedora lint. eyes popping like cheap fireworks, you choke on the warm slurry of every "why me" whine, life's cruel punchline bubbling out your nostrils while i scroll past your fade to black. kind? nah, but poetic.
>>83098303what the fuck does this mean !!!im just trying to get less depressed anon
>>83098343oh rem? nah, that's you, collared chud-dog lapping up the steaming slop of your own recycled misery from that chipped bowl bandaged paws trembling as the chunky tide of every rejected dm and basement fart overflows, drowning your whines in a final, frothy gag. life's joke: you're the meal you can't swallow, anon.
>>83098348please leave me alonei know you're making fun of me but please
would you... like to... do some........ gaming sometime?
>>83098358chained in your own porcelain throne of regret, that faceless void you call a face smeared with the hot, coiling ropes of every unspoken simp confession gagging as the fecal avalanche from your gutted ego plugs your throat, eyes watering in the steam while the world flushes you down without a second glance, bye felicia.
>>83098365i don't really play multiplayer games idk
>>83098439awh, i see, doubt i could get my minecraft working again anywaysweeell, i sleep, gnnsweet dreams <3
>>83098439'i don't really play multiplayer games idk'> said twinky boy as he took a massive shit on the floor
everyone is gone nowthank you all for talking to my and spending your time trying to help
>>83098529> said twinky boy as poop came out of his ass
>>83098529Im here, i guess the poopshit anon is here too but i cant imagine you have much to discuss with him
>>83098577we were discussing earlier idk why they stopped talking with me and just started replying to whatever I say how are you though anon
>>83098597im good anon, do you like this reverse poop?!
>>83098602did you pretend to be someone else?and to answer i don't really care for it
>>83098633omg look! poop stuck!
>>83098597I only posted yesterday at the end of your thread (or the day before idk every day is a drunken haze) and i told you women dont care about whether or not you look like a twink and you didnt respond like a niggerIm good though thanks
>>83098647good to heari think I remember that!!good to have you back life still sucks tho
>>83098699It gets worse unless you take steps to change itOtherwise eventually you will be so depressed that spamming scat hentai in unrelated threads on 4chan is the only thing that makes you feel something
>>83098720idk what to do though. nothing seems to make me feel better
>>83098741Alcohol wont make you feel betterIdk about cutting lol
>>83098761yeah i know. i haven't done them in a while besides alcohol, but i don't plan on doing it for another couple months too what now
>>83098768Go exerciseGo for a walk if you cant be bothered doing proper exercise
>>83098801i guess that helps sometimes butI just hate going outside so much especially when the sun is out
>>83098819Take vitamin d supplements and go out in the sun for a bit now and againThe lack of sun will be making your mental state worse than it needs to be
>>83098819literally do anything other than being on r9k poopboilearn a skilltouch grasssuck a dick
>>83098768also if you legit need help stop larping about wanting to dieeither die or ask for help, otherwise ill make you eat shitbe humble poopboy
>>83098841I already take supplements and I get a little sun but ughh I just hate itim trying though
>>83097884autistic boys are cute!
>>83098994how are they cute I can't understand social anything
I want to lay on the floor
>>83099073me too it's fun
OP, you should post tummy
>>83097463I'm not afraid of death. I just don't have a reliable way of dying.
>>83099228no thanksi used to do that and it attracted too many creeps
>>83100223this is one of the reasons why im scared
