>>83097794
I unintentionally did a no nut october without even knowing it because I just didn't jack off for some reason for like 5 weeks. when I finally came again it actually hurt

>>83097804
How could you not be horny within those 5 weeks. My libido is through the roof yet I have no outlet so it's torture

>>83097810
I dunno, I look at porn a lot and get aroused but I don't masturbate. It's weird if you wait a long time between cumming through.You have like an initial cum shoot out that's really watery before you even orgasm and then when you actually finally have the "real" orgasm it feels like someone's forcing a metal rod through your urethra, I think because either so much is coming out or because your muscles aren't used to it since it's been so long or something

>>83097794
the concept of a soul is fake and gay.

go crazy. go stupid.

nut away~

>>83097849
I didn't mean soul literally. I'm afraid whether gay sex will taint me forever even though that's all I think about

>>83097874
yeah ik. but what exactly do you fear about say gex? this is the safest time in history to get freaky

>>83097810
Hormones are weird, cycles are weird, I have gone a shockingly long time without jerking off.
It just kinda happens and you dont think about it until you nut. Big nut though.

>>83097794
I went through an entire phase where I got kinda fem and tried to find guys to fuck me. I even met up with a guy once but he was so unbelievably ugly irl that I had to make up a story about how I actually had a girlfriend and we just went out for breakfast instead

>>83097904
Did you find anyone actually attractive?

>>83097945
Kinda, there was some veteran guy that had a lot of mental health issues who wasn't so bad looking, but he was looking for a deeper connection and I was just looking for dick so I eventually stopped talking with him. Kinda felt bad for him. There was also an older guy, like in his late 50s or something that I was talking to but he was kind of weird and was often grumpy that I wasn't responding in a timely manner to his messages and stuff, but he wasn't that good looking. There was also a cop, some femboy from Texas, and some random guy from kik that really liked my dick, but nothing ever happened. It honestly was really nice to hear for the first time that people actually were interested in me, thought I was hot, and want to have sex with me, but ultimately I never had sex with any of them and I just stuck to dildos and gay hypnosis. Still kinda wish I found someone to fuck me, but oh well I guess.

>>83097885
he's probably from the south

bump so i can explain

>>83097794
so basically its a prank, bro. after a while your semen breaks down and rots, so your body breaks it down and re-digests it. its like eating a load, just, its your own. so your body gets a shot of testorene, and you create estrogen in response. this makes you moody, femmy, irraitable and emotional, while at the same time pent up and desperate for release. so its basically open season for us gays, and why we promote it so much. its like a gift before christmas for when we go out on the prowl.

>>83097794
nigga just jerk off before you get hiv you fuckin tard

>>83097841
i know what you mean by watery cum, i went 100 days once and thats exactly what happened.
but the hurt didnt compare to cumming after gooning for 30+ hours on stims. felt like my dick was being electrocuted

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