How do I cope with the fact there's so many awful people in the world? Just so many truly awful... heartless human beings. Especially nowadays, compared to the past. So much ego and narcissism. It weighs so heavily on me I feel like some alien who perceives emotional pain at 10x intensity to average human. I can't just be like "wow that guy/girl's an asshole" and move on, I genuinely dwell on how awful they are so deeply it weighs on me and holds me down. I know they shouldn't have that much power over me, it means they win. But I can't help it.
>>83099165I tore out my humanity ages ago. Hated people so much I tore out all the social wiring, realized I was being manipulated by these things into something outright violent.I look at people like I look at animals, animals are too stupid to know any better. If they can't be above their worst stereotypes then they are slaves to rote animal behavior, trained like a dog by our society, our culture, and act predictably so. No better than a flesh golem piloted by their neurotransmitters.Unfortunately their wires are much stronger than mine were, so I can't do them any favors and tear them to shreds. It's all they will ever know until they die a violent death, with their bones broken along with their minds.
>>83099165That's what I don't get. They want to fix and strip me of my personality for no reason. I don't want be normal or healthy because the average human is an oxymoron of those things
For every asshole there are more people being ok. Narcissists / egoists aren't as common. If you don't like that you can join them. Think of the world like a computer game where you fight back at bs. Always be righteous and just. Use your power against it. Don't slight people that are true.
>>83099165me i choose to divert my attention toward gushing over the few nice people in the worldit's mostly what you choose to occupy your mind with, as you can already telllots of shit wrong with the world so focusing on what's right does it for me
>>83099165Honestly the only cope is to try do some introspection where you describe and analyze your own emotions to yourself when they get you down, but in this instance it's really tricky because it's actually justified. But still, even if the problem is real, you've gotta recognize when your own emotional reactions are making things worse for yourself.Ultimately yeah, the world is full of assholes, humanity is its own worst enemy, and you being so conscious of it does have an upside which is that you can always remember that, under the right circumstances, ANYONE including you can choose to do horrible things. It could literally be you as the psycho in a gore video.
>>83099449but I don't want to be the psycho in a gore video, I just want to be happy
>>83099526OP here, I think what anon was trying to say is because of one being so conscious of, what he just said about the gore videos, therefore less likely to do such a thing. I interpreted it that way. Thanks for these responses, I've found all of them insightful and helping.
