It's so difficult liking and wanting to be alone most of the time then craving intimacy at certain points. It's a constant horrible cycle. If I really had the motivation then I would just try and connect with some anons but then a friendship comes with responsibilities and expectations. Where are the fucking degenerate NEET hermits that don't mind if you just message them randomly whenever and it doesn't have to be a regular normal interaction at regular intervals?
>>83099438>Where are the fucking degenerate NEET hermits that don't mind if you just message them randomly whenever and it doesn't have to be a regular normal interaction at regular intervals?Not a neet anymore but other than that I am one of those. Meeting up a few time per year worked for me, but that is not considered a real friendship by most.
>>83099589Not even meeting up in person either I just mean online. >that is not considered a real friendship by most.That's why I can't connect. Unless it's some degen anon like me then maybe I would want to be more social but only with them.
