>working at a Mc Dollans>have a good relationship with everyone>always helpful, proactive, empatic and kind>a bit of a weirdo, I'm usually quiet unless I'm spoken too and when I talk is to crack a joke, often self-deprecation, cynical, stupid/dumb or gay jokes>people assumed I was gay for the first few months until they asked me about it>every girl seems to have some kind of special relation with me;>>one newbie girl in particular always grabs me by the ribs everytime she pass next to me>>another serious one always comes toward me when she has a cynical joke to tell>>one is always singing my name, yesterday she hugged me out of nowhere>>an immigrant one says I'm the only one that understands her, also she often jokes wondering If I'm an actual native because of how different I'm in comparison to the other co-workers>...>>there is one girl in particular, we starded jokely flirting and gaslighting our collegues, but she started being too blunt, I joke about she calling me a cheesy nickname, she jokes about kissing me, has mentioned multiple times that we should go out, she has a bit of a girlboss attitude, so she has defended me in public, demanded me to hug her and give her a b-day present, other day wanted me to expose my tummy to her, she is always way to close, calling my name for no reason and all of that just happens between the 1-2 hours we pass together at work due to our workshift hoursI'm not gloating here. I'm an autistic fuck that has been masking for so long that I genuinely can't interpret what these people feel towards me. Are they just being nice? Does the last girl have an interest in me? Just thinking about it fills me with anxiety; I'm just not equipped to deal with this. Also, I wish they didn't touch me so often. Why do they feel like touching me so much?
>>83099872other day a superior trainer (female) started rubbing my ribs under my clothes while I was punching in my hours. She started pinching me when I cracked a shitty joke to a newbie in trainning recommending the newbie to break the rules.This particular trainer barely knows me, in fact I kinda hated her before knowing her but today at the rare moments we are together, she already feels confortable to talk to me about whatever shit is going on with her.
>>83099947keep acting like you hate her
>>83099872dont be fooled. they WILL use rape accusations against you.
hell, all I do is kinda phony>always pay attention to see if the person is confortable>when someone gives an opinion that I disagree or have no interest on, I rather reply with something that supports their point of view in a indirect way >if I notice someone is feeling feeling uneasy, I always try to subvert the situation in a way they feel heard, related and supportedMaybe I hate myself too much to validate my behavior, to me it is just basic social ethics.>>83099990I will always pull the "gay card" if something like this ever happen to me. But considering my reality, I'm always passive towards their advances. I never make a move.That particular girl that I jokely flirt with, got warned to stop talking to me that way as if she was verbally sexually harassing me.>>83099975Nah, I've seen her she is "complicated". She is in a position of power but has zero touch on how to deal with underlings and is obcessed with following the rules, she feels like everybody hates her but that is just because she is too socially inept.
