>be me, get a message from exgf at the time that sets me to the edge>life was already miserable >get off work tired and frustrated>get booze and end up hurting someone who didn't deserve it badly>get sent to jail for 45 days>come out, family hates me >all I've done is work and game and spend time with gf>they all hate me just after that>call gf>find out she cheated on me just after 3 days>extremely broken and tired the cold grasp of the world strangles me, I feel so sick>I stay with gf just to have a semblance of my old life>continually struggle to keep jobs/get jobs because of guilt and regret >7 months later get into bad car accident>exgf curses me and calls me everything you can imagine under the sun>doesn't even care I nearly died>leaves a week later>end up in jail again for probation violation >out after 40 days>find what little I did have sold by family>call a friend and now am staying in Appalachia >each day is so cold and empty it hurts and burns>thinking about how I'm supposed to make it>it all looks so grimI want to lay out and die in the woods, I'm so damn tired, so so tired...
>getting loosh farmed by the archonic algorithm in 2025
