i just checked my total hours played across all steam games and its like barely 3000h over 160 games. if I add console games it's probably closer to 3700h and that's nothing. it seems like I watch youtube videos for an hour a day on average, and read books sometimes. i barely watch anime nowadays and i dont have a job.where did all my time go, then? these are normalfag numbers, and yet other aspects of my life are far from a normalfag. so basically it seems like i suck at everything. i cant get a social life or career, but cant be a proper, archetypal nerd either. this is a really rare type of depression. i must've wasted all my time thinking about nothing or nervously stimming for an hour, preparing to launch a game that i will end up playing for 30 minutes.i literally suck at everything there is to life. what do i do bros? where do i fit in?
>must make number go upskinner box hylic
one of my steam friends always has idle games running and always has like 360hrs played over last 2 weeks. you could inflate your stats that way, but i understand it might feel fake
