>be me>get drunk on halloween night>head home from normie party, I didnt even have fun or feel comfortable in my skin>all my money is in my phone card wallet>think it'd be a good idea to call a cab just this once, I usually am pretty okay with walking home but it was like 10km away from my place and it was freezing cold outside>try to open phone>Wrong patern, please try again>try again>Wrong patern, please try again>realize I cant remember my fucking phone password to pay for cab>walk back home, arrive by 7 am, easily one of the worst walks of my lifeFfw 13 days laterI still cant. remember. my. damn. patern. password. I am so fucking fucked, I have tried EVERYTHING, went to all phone repair shops, no dice, tried to get a backup, nope, didnt make any, tried to remotely unlock it via a feature, didnt have it activated beforehand. I have drawn over 50 possible patern models, and NONE of them are right. I have tried them all, I am geniunely freaking the fuck out, how could I forget? Someone please explain to me, how the hell did I forget the same damn phone patern model that I've had since 9th grade over 2 devices for 7 years? Pic rel is one of the pages of my attempts. And NO, I did not black out and change it or get drugged or something.