Anon, I'm a balding 38yo virgin. All the hair in the front is like see-through and it makes me look like a creep. I mean all jokes aside it is a fitting look, but it is also demoralizing as fuck. You guys always ask me why I'm lazy, depressed, mentally ill.... I mean, does there need to be any other reason than the fact I'm a middle aged virgin with the sex offender haircut? I'm also poor, which gives me stress. The stress has probably accelerated my hairloss.As my last attempt, I coded a FOSS social media site but people didn't want to use it because they said I had the personality of an asshole. So I wasted 3 years of my life coding it, and thousands of dollars. I've never landed a gurl in my life. Today I went to talk to a bunch of women and I could tell the cutest one was just looking at her phone, not paying any attention to me. This is how it went in my 20s as well. Today, like a flash before my eyes, I realized why. A girl who has anything going for her, will be bombarded by attention on social media. This fulfills all her needs for socializing. Outdoors she has no interest to actively seek out guys or get to know them. She's "full" so to speak. I'm the opposite of that. I have a hunger for female company so I proactively seek it out, whereas they try to avoid it. Thank you, Internet, for making women like that. Technology is one of the biggest incelers.I have two STEM degrees and I can code websites but in reality I have nothing going for me. I will most likely just live in my car and see how long I can survive. Wont be posting a lot of posts in the future.
There's nothing quite like noticing that ur going bald
>go talk to a bunch of girls all excited>expecting them to be naturally interested because you're a male and they're females>they just talk to themselves, look at phones and go away
>You have lost. Thank you for playing Life.
Fuck it's soulcrushing to find a girl you like and see her not pay any attention to you
>spend your entire life trying to get a gf<she's not a virginSIGH.
>>83101564i think non-virgins are just practise gf material. thats it, thats honestly all they're good foryou want to use them to build confidence, to learn sex, to learn how girls work. its like learning how to ski or play the violin or how to drive. you learn by doing, and thats what non-virgins are forand when you can find better girls that are sexier, will spoil you more, are less demanding, make you happier, are virgins, you just drop the practice gfpractice gf's are not for loving>>83101306yeah just wait for ai robots to flood the market with loverbots. thats your only hope. lots of people like you, you arent the only onepower dynamics must shift eventually, and as long as you are around to be there when its shifts, you ought to have your day in the sun, if nothing catastrophic happens
>>83101306>I have two STEM degreeshow the fuck are you poor? And virgin at 38? get a hooker.
>>83101613>lots of people like you, you arent the only oneI'm OP and this is one of the only things that make it feel not so bad.This is truly the era of the "it's over" males.
>>83101621>how the fuck are you poor?The job market is horrible and I just cant land the jobs I apply for
>>83101306>Anon, I'm a balding 38yo virgin. All the hair in the front is like see-through and it makes me look like a creep. I mean all jokes aside it is a fitting look, but it is also demoralizing as fuck. You guys always ask me why I'm lazy, depressed, mentally ill.... I mean, does there need to be any other reason than the fact I'm a middle aged virgin with the sex offender haircut? I'm also poor, which gives me stress. The stress has probably accelerated my hairloss.Damn......you over here collecting problems like a Pokemon trainer
>>83101650I'm OP and I often laugh about this too. I've literally checked every box in the "it's over" lottery.Like, I've faced every hardship in life except cancer
>>83101658All jokes aside I hope you're able to get your life together. Reading your original post made my heart drop and that's rare for me especially on this site.
>>83101707That's too bad because I didnt even tell the most horrible parts lol. They're just too much, I dont even wanna share.Probably the reason why my life went down the shitter.I'm one of those people who can consider staying alive a great accomplishment.It still sucks though because I yearn for a cute tradwife and a successful career as much as the next guy but I have to live knowing they're out of the question with a probability of over 99%. Nothing's ever 100% but we're close
>>83101707Also, because you're a good guy, I'll give you my favorite Angel Beats picture.
>>83101306Alright, one question. What did (You) do to offend sex?
>>83101306height? it's not genuinely and naturally over if you're above 5'9"
>>83101899I'm OP and I'm 182 cm tall, I think it's 5'11 and a half, I dont know the American system.Tru, I could be shorter, but this size has yielded no results so far.
>>83101895People these days are just too sensitive about that stuf
>baldings>over it is
