>Take some edibles for fun and because I read it has legit medical uses>My mind dulls>No more thinking of obscure battles and arguing about mech warfare and politics with people who haven't left their city>Laugh at the other things people do>Feel emotions like..funniness and whimsy?>Feel sadness and...longing for people I knew?>Realize I can feel again, like before the bullying and internet>Realize this is what normies feel like everyday>I actually am an autistic fuck and was just always in denial>Remember every social interaction, every face, every hope I had with renewed vision>They could just tell, and I never figured out why they gave me those weird looks sometimes>No one cared about my automatic turret schematics or my suit to fight mind control>I have to be high to be a normal person anons>I'm gonna cry>I always was an autistic loser>I still have 3/4s of the bag left fuuuucccccccckkkkkkkkk>I want to be a normie anons>I just want to be normal
