>Love interest is the ideal woman in my eyes>small frame, small tits, huge ass>autistic, likes niche things, is overall cute>the cons are that she was a turbo slut, even though she said she only saw 2 dicks her entire life>we live 250 miles away>her ex was "abusive" and "made her jaded to relationships">said she needs to wait at least 8 months until we can attempt a relationship, because her friends would "kill her">is "hypersexual">is going to get her nips pierced this month.What am I in for boys, should I just let her go or should I ride the wave.My heart tells me to stay and enjoy the little attention and "affection" I get, also while getting peak nudes and other benefits.But my brain tells me that it's going to end horribly and I will regret it for the rest of my life, though I've already attached myself emotionally to her very hardShe's also inspired me to get back in shape and quit smoking, all the while getting my life back together. The confidence boost that the type of girl I was dreaming of was already attracted to me was incredible.Wat do.
Also, my instincts tell me that I'm going to get cucked bad and probably be forced into my old lifestyle again, which I really don't want. I also don't want to rely on this glorified fleshlight for my wellbeing and sense of worth, hard to do because I dreamt of women like these all my life, seeing them with other people was the norm, but now I have one for myself, mostly. We're not in a relationship yet so things may be unstable but even if we were, I doubt they would be any different. Long distance fucking sucks ass.
