At this point in my life I genuinely believe I'm happier just fantasizing about women and living in a fantasy world with regards to them. When I look at things realistically, I enjoy my solitude too much, and I would probably get tired of being with someone in the same space for too long. Furthermore, I realize that, even if I could get a woman, she would likely not match the beauty I have in my head, and would come with a lot of things I dislike, since my standards are simply unrealistic for the times we live in, my age, status, etc.Sometimes (rarely), I get matches in dating apps and I talk to them for a bit and then just get bored. The thought of asking them out isn't a particularly pleasant one, and the logistics of relationships, and the way most women view relationships and are clearly just scared of being alone is very offputting to me. It is also very difficult to relate to other human beings, so it's very hard to feel like I actually like a person in the first place, let alone like them enough to go through the whole song and dance of relationships.I think I'm alright.
