Why is it so freeing a liberating to give up on ever having sex? The further I descend into wizardry and away from the chance of having a normal relationship, the better I feel.
>>83104052You're a broken, misshapen failure. But now you aren't pushed into a mold you can no longer fit in. You don't fall into tricks and deceit that you will be 'okay', that there is an escape to your life.You were always an outcast, but now you are no longer contained to fit into a standard you were never going to fill. Now you can be the failure without a hint of shame or remorse, since you are never going to escape what you are.It's over, and that let's you be whoever you choose to be, instead of being made into something you could never become.