im severely depressed. can't eat, can't get out of bed, can't even feel. I try to play games but I sit there holding the controller until the console shuts down due to inactivity. i used to be happy being a loser, but now im a loser that knows what it felt like to be happy and loved, a dog that remembers the table fondly while eating scraps.i go entire days without eating and i cant even brush my hair. do i go to the hospital or something?