Everything in the right time.

>>83286881
Mike is 100% gay and is cyber sexing with a trans.

>>83286972
Not gay. Girl I've been with is cis.

>>83287004
You cyber sex with trans women.

>>83287123
I don't. Are you deaf?

Mike + Mario 4ever

>>83287225
You do. Are you an abuser who abused Maria? Yes.

>>83287259
Mike abused his trans girlfriend Maria's butthole with his tongue.

>>83287259
Never abused Maria.

GG,
Interesting to learn some stuff. The nudes, same fagging threads, and faking your death on soc. No wonder You always assumed the worst despite who you know me to be when we were together.

It makes sense why you're always screaming at me because for whatever reason you feel the only way you can get attention is by creating hostility, negativity.

In person You were not like this at all. I miss her.

Mike put it in Maria's tailpipe without permission

I'll post this letter again
-
Why? Thinking about when she was yelling at you that she'd be happier living her life with me?

Is it upsetting when you say a bunch of lies, making up a bunch of things that are horrible, and then I come back with this, which actually happened?

How does that feel?

hi mike it me maria lol u r retarted an d ugly kys pl s

h i mike it me mar i a agaen i lov u mike pls kys if u rly love me
-mark

>>83287322
>Interesting to learn some stuff
You are learning about trans women.

>>83287416
Learning? He's the expert

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It is pretty shitty because I remember and still feel you as pic related.

I also know you are not over me because of your behavior you've shown constantly with and toward me here. As well as your letters and such.

A lot of what you've been doing lately is attempting to bait me into some way to disprove myself to you or react harshly at you.

You'd think after enough of that you'd figure your shit out that I am who you remember me to be.

Not sure what your hyperfixation is on gay/trans. You are well aware im not.

My guess is it's attention seeking negative whatever with the addition that of you manage to delude yourself you wouldn't feel like such shit with guilt and shame with how you've acted. I can see how hurt you are over it with your cutting over me and how it's physically affected your health, appearance. Doesn't feel good to see, but I'm not sure what else I could do to help you.

Feeding your negative shit here most so you get some of my attention doesn't help anything.

Anyways, got a long drive south to make and the roads are icy

>>83287492
You are driving south to see your trans woman.

>>83287504
Mike always goes South on his trans girlies if you catch my drift

>>83287509
He loves to visit the South "Pole"

What if the real Maria was the friends we made along the way ?

Nah, she knows we could never be just friends

South of the borduhhhh
Where the Michael fish play

>>83288598
Yeah as she sucks 5 other dicks right ?

Nah, I have a higher standard for who I choose to be with and provide for.

these are just bully mike threads now. meh

>>83288833
He's trolling everyone

>>83288856
i dont read mike posts

It's whatever. Only posts that move forward with me are relevant and the rest are just empty words

You know who you are and why I'm sending this to you. Don't make me wait forever.

https://youtu.be/p4uQSbi7Pqc?si=b1xjMsVNFT4sTssk

https://youtu.be/X6-Fw061joM?si=8MUqorbDaXwNj68T

https://youtu.be/83xmylBkjVM?si=6bqBQ3_FYRAgKLti

https://youtu.be/J36DuUJVbcs?si=B3l_brGULYef1v1k

I will only end my pursuit when you're actually in a relationship. Until then >:D
but pls come visit me when I'm near o-0 I miss you so much.

I was crying a bit last night thinking about how no one ever misses me. one day someone will.

>>83289107
Why don't you just call her, tell her the truth.

>>83288898
Is that why you're stuck in the past

>>83289146
um it's a he and I have told him he just doesn't fw me like that :3

>>83289260
You're gay? Tranny? Just call him, visit him?

>>83289266
no I am not gay or a tranny. sometimes men just don't like women. it makes sense. I accept it. I just hope he knows I'm going to linger for a while.

>>83289244
Not stuck in the past. Not worth time and.emergy explaining to you.

>>83289280
Does he know you wrote to him here? I find when a girl is direct and clear that is an attractive trait. I assume you said not about me. So initials would help you connect.

If your the other m girl (not Maria) it helps if you used initials with 2characters. Up to you. Just avoids me responding if you do.

A
I still dont get what the sudden 180 was all about , but I think I know, sadly

>>83289352
bro you're so entitled. I'm sure he's seen at least some of the insane things I've written on here. simply just assume I am not maria. I hate using my initials. I'm like one of 20-30 mutt zoomer hoes that use this site and I have a couple of haters.

I've been very direct, but he's told me to just assume he has a gf (he doesn't actually, just a crush that isn't me). GRRRAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

he's so special. I wish him and I talked like we did before, but he's become so busy and I fumbled him. errrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I want to make him go to a specific club so then he has to dance with me since he knows how to do a particular type. but he's so loyal to his crushes he probably wouldn't ERGGH but that's part of what makes him so likeable. idk it doesn't make sense for him to want someone like me since him and I are at different stages of life. I was thinking about how like he's probably near ready to raise children, if not already. I am not. I'd just hold him back since I need a few years and the gap is large enough for that sort of thing to matter.
plus why would he want a chick who is rambling to mike about her problems FMLLLLLLL ;-;(gun emoji)

omggggggg I just don't think he understands that my few strengths make up for his few weaknesses :D
I think so at least, but also maybe not. there are two areas I'm absolutely better in than him. reee I'm just a crazy girl who thinks too far ahead fml.
I'm just forgettable to him. I wish that weren't the case, but I'm sure it's true.

also some offline male is simping hard for me and trying to get me a christmas gift. it annoys me, so I've written that sort of behavior off. I just want a male to love me. I don't let males I'm not at least dating do anything for me unless I know he just views me as a friend. I try to delay getting food with guys on dates since it's the norm for them to pay. I just don't understand why men are so eager to "provide" for women they hardly know.

side note: I know what simping means and I feel like it's fair use because this guy doesn't know me well and is has clearly been building some princess narrative about me in his head. it's really annoying. I don't think a guy has ever told me that he loves me sincerely. My last ex and I would say it to each other sometimes. I only sometimes felt it. my ex before that was a weird situation and he only said "ily" anyways soo... lmfao. Rrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

>>83289617
Show us your titties femanon

>>83289645
I've already said I am not based enough for that. plus I want my ruler to see in person and I only want him to see :3
he probably neverwilllllll reeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

>>83289617
>I just don't understand why men are so eager to "provide" for women they hardly know.
Those types of men are like that because plenty of women are eager to jump on a cock that cums money, it's that simple. They're either too ugly to attract women normally or don't mind spending money rather than going through the other hoops to get a woman.

>>83289760
i'm tired of being a broke faggot and it bothers me that a male is trying to offer things I don't need from him. idk I don't want a male offering to pay for things because he thinks I need them. I want a job with insurance or multiple remote internships so I can better afford some luxuries on my own. I work, but only just enough to pay my few bills. I want to be able to better pay for stuff like games and to not cope hate the switch 2 just because I can't afford that gay device. I really want to play switch online again, but I got my switch banned by being retarded and getting a just dance subscription sometime after modding it ;_;
I'm sooo dumb and gayyyyy and broke wahhhh
I have two interviews this week anons.. wish me luck

just dance subscription on the switch might be the best purchase ever because it lets you play all of the songs from previous games and it's like around $3/month.

>>83289505
post your butt hole to prove your love.

I found out I'm banned from trying to purchase another 3 month sub rofl...

>>83289858
Wish my ex had that attitude, that NEET wanted me to pay for her shit and after we broke up she got a guy pay for stuff in exchange for letting him use her for sex even though she didn't find him attactive.

>>83289871
That's the one thing keeping Ubisoft alive probably. They really should've sold ownership during that bidding war years ago but French pride is too powerful, even while offshoring a lot of the new work to "French Canadians."
In the deepest pits, Just Dance prevails.

I've come to terms with the fact that I'll never find you again, you're lost to me and that time we had together is gone too. I'll never know you again, I can't go back, and even if I found you again we couldn't be like we were anyway, but I still want to see you.

>>83289617
>has clearly been building some princess narrative about me in his head.
Girls can tell when we do that? Oh god no.

>>83286881
I've lived my entire life nearly never lying. I always told the truth. Today I'm learning it's actually pretty fun to lie. To gain experience I'm going to lie for the rest of the day.

>>83289980
Actually never lying is the best because you gain trust and reputation which you can exploit when you REALLY need to lie. Your lies are a precious, limited resource that must be spent wisely.

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I'm fortunate with my circumstance with who you are to me. Able to pick up where we were immedietly because it's simply our truth. Something that will never change.

>>83289901
it's not fun when stuff is like this. I paid him back for a lot, but my ex helped me out with stuff (I'd do stuff around his house too) and it felt better when he randomly got me mario wonder since he didn't get me stuff I wanted all the time. not that we didn't do stuff I wanted, but gifts don't feel as special when they're constant.

>>83289959
yes and it's annoying and bpd
tbf this guy isn't even hiding it. the guy I like did it with me early and it caused him to be even more disappointed with me than if he hadn't done that in the first place.. kms

>>83289997
Hey! I used to say this same thing but I never spend my resources.

It makes me so mad when people give me shit for liking you, saying you're not smart enough for me, calling you retarded. Your enthusiasm is so cute and I feel I could deal with all the dumb shit that's going on in the world with some light in my life.

>>83290231
don't listen to the haters anon

>>83290254
But anon, ignoring their negative energy is my shtick and I know they're keep talking shit because they can't stand seeing anyone who does their thing. Just imagine living your life the way one wants right? I'm clearly a crazy person for rejecting /sidestepping their bullshit.
They're pretty arrogant for assuming I would cave to social pressure, lel.

Dear S, how many cows do you own exactly?

Dont have a cow, man!
Originally

>>83291215
Eat my shorts bud

I am convinced all of the people I stalk actually belong to me even though I have never managed to pull a girlfriend or anything. I am a real loser. I have failed at everything in my life. I am going to be thirty three soon and I wasted my entire youth. There is nothing I can do to get it back. I am likely dying soon anyway so I guess it does not really matter. I will have lived and died a loser. My parents are so embarrassed by me. I hate myself.

Why are 90% of these just shamelessly lazy as fuck, and why do you turds keep rigging things up to obscure this fraudulent behavior?

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I think you're pathetic and worthless. I remember her complaining about how small your dick is, how you have ED and back problems.

I make her feel so much better in every way and you could never compare

It is frequently just so obvious that they're working from prefab templates, yet they can't even do that right. It is both pathetic and destructive. Why the fuck don't you care?

Red and Blue,
It's Purple.
Like the night sky,
After a long day.

The next time I encounter some subtle obstacle to honest contribution, I will cease helping you.

I don't mind genuinely improving things, even if it's tedious. I do mind being dragged into a scam.

I can extend a lot of charity. I cannot help a coalition of cheaters rip people off.

Like you're actually sitting on two strikes already. Strike three, I'm done, and I will probably look for a way to narc on you.

I notice every little thing, if you haven't figured that out.

Or maybe I should put it like this:
I notice every little-thing if you haven't figured-that-out. Faggot.

Did you notice my bulge? OwO

Posting shit like this in threads shows how jealous and insecure you are of my history with her.

You're a fucking loser, a wimp and worthless in every way.

>>>/b/943262373

Posting shit like this in threads shows how jealous and insecure you are of my history with her.

You are a fucking loser, a wimp and worthless in every way.

>>>/b/943262373

>>83292033
With who? Maria? Yeah I rawdogged her last night, why would I be jealous?

Like look at how much you are seething and throwing a fit.

What a fucking embarrassment

>>>/b/943238789

Such a whiny little fagot. Throwing a fit like a child. No respect for you. Not a real man. No wonder she says such shitty things about you

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I could say some really cruel things, horrid things that unlike what you're lying about and making up, what I say is true.

I'm taking the high road.

I know that you are projecting and distorting in an attempt to feel better because you know you fucked up.

You're trying to make me feel the pain that you feel because of your own bullshit, but you're not going to drag me down there because This is on you

I know who I am to you and that tears your heart apart every moment, especially in the silence.

It's me in those vids fucking those women that you queers are seething about btw

Maria stoppp don't bounce on my dick in the letter threads lmaooo what if Mike heard...

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When you make these posts, realize you're not making them toward me. They're empty words to me, mean nothing.

It is projections of your own inadequacies. Crying out pain of losing me.

The only reason you're going off on this jealous tirade is because you saw me moving on with another girl here. You're insanely jealous of the way I have been with her and you want me to feel that same pain.

It doesn't work that way. Everything you post, I see through it, I've always seen you for who you are.
I Have empathy because internally I know you feel alone and lost. Everything has only gotten worse for you mentally and physically. And now you're trapped in obligations and constant harassment from those that surround you in real life.

If you're gone, stop clinging on my coattails and doing all this attention seeking behavior to get me to talk to you more. The only self worth you seem to have is when I write to you from my heart.

Cuz that's really it, you hate feeling lost and I'm the only person in this life who's ever made you feel found, who's ever truly seen you, who's ever truly accepted you.

I'm the only one who is stayed for you and proven true love with all the bullshit you put me through in the time we lost.

No one else in this life will ever do that for you.

You could end up with a pale imitation of me and you will always feel unfulfilled unhappy and that hollow spot will tear at you as you continue to rapidly physically and mentally degrade just as you have been.

That's what you want?

Good luck

>>83291927
Just open a couple threads on b and you'll see just that. Pathetic behavior.

>>83291940
Same. And I'm severely disappointed.

The funny thing about depression is that I've become so used to it that I dont realize I'm falling apart until our son falls asleep in my arms. Usually I find joy putting him to sleep but tonight I never felt more of a disconnect than ever before. Yet if I share it with you I know you won't understand that my love for him didn't diminish. Sadly im more concerned about us. Yes we're working to make it better, but I look into your eyes and I dont see the passion behind them anymore. It feels as if you're going through the motions rather than enjoying the moment. That disconnect has inly been growing too. I see you drifting yet every time I improve or we have moments. That's all it is. Just a moment. I lost you a long time ago and I'm just dragging the corpse of our relationship. Hopelessly wishing I can bring it back to life

There are points of no return, so if certain things have happened, let her rot. Things like broken trust and betrayal, broken promises, there's a severity to where the line is,

It is as it is and it's really difficult to watch her repeatedly hit herself in the face with a hammer.

It's on her right now, she either figures her shit out and hasn't lost and done things that could never be forgiven or she deserves the loss of the life she's always wanted, her soulmate. The pain is warranted and it will only get worse for her.

But maybe some way somehow it's not that, she kept her promises despite her words and somehow there's a way forward. She has to then pick that path and go that direction

I want this man to dance with me so badly but it's never gonna happen, but at least I can visit a city and be chill with whatever happens. This dude I knew flew to another state to try to find some girl who ghosted him at a concert lmao and then he was upset about it when he couldn't find her! I at least have reasons to visit this place besides him. but yes it'd be nice to see him again. never gonna happen. I can only imagine myself meeting the loml in another city while solo traveling anyways so maybe It'll be good for that.

I hate traveling with others. once I was in a different city with my ex/situationship and I locked eyes with this guy getting off his bike and it was definitely like top 5 hottest experiences ever. I haven't had enough hot experiences to fill that list though so hm.
I'm so neurotic about sex and relationships. I've had enough sex to be considered a whore by board and personal standards, but I still call myself a skank despite going on two years without sex. I meet hoes deeper on the spectrum and I'm in awe.
I think about having sex with Him, but I think I'd be ok with never having sex again. most of the time I think about sex I just roll around pathetically without actually touching myself. I think I might start identifying as asexual and ~aromantic~ so people don't bother me for romance since those are the only labels people respect.

I probably just like you so much as a form of avoidance since I know you'll never actually like me. or not. I really wish you would honestly ;_; you're everything I want and more, sir.

>>83292359
No point of return your faggot ass off my board.

>>83292585
I really, really wish I was your person. I would do a lot for someone to feel this way about me.

Nah, I'm comfy right here

I'll be comfier when you're beaten to death like the fucking rat piss fucking nigger you are

>>83292739
I've tried being kind to him, I've tried being an asshole to him. Just ignore the retard.

Tfw had your entire life ruined because some autistic Filipino had some issue with you

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>>83292685
nau I'm such a nuisance to my person he has me muted and ignores me like other people who message him. I hope he's stopped looking at the thread because of my posts about him. it's embarrassing. I've shared this before, but I can only talk about someone so disinterested in me for so long to irls before it gets annoying. I didn't know he looked in this general until he hate posted about me one time. fml I wish my person wanted to be my person. it'll be forever until I find someone I like more than him. I probably couldn't even date him with dignity atp because I've expressed to him how much I like him and he definitely would just be settling for me. I'm not sure why I'm such a sperg with guys I actually like. I don't understand. I wish I dated when I was younger so I'd have more experience with it. Guys I have zero fucking interest in try to get up my ass. There've been like four guys this year and I wish I could just like one of them, but I hate their personalities so much I don't even want to talk to them. The only reason why they even like me is because they don't try to get to know me. Any guy that does runs far away. UGH FML!!! I'm tired of men making up stories about who I am. I wish he hadn't done that too. Maybe he's still want to talk sometimes.

I used to hate when people thought too highly of me so much I'd deliberately fuck something up in a way people wouldn't see me in a particular way. Now, I just fuck things up normally but I still can't control the delusions some men hold about me. I'm only emotional rn because I'm going to get my period soon and my meds have messed up my sleep schedule so yah. grr wwtf

I have an interview for some shitty sales job that I'd have to commute an hour for 5 days a week. I hope I get it so then I don't feel like as much of a loser whenever I try to get into dating seriously again. My person told me to move on. WTF DO I DO!? how do I move on when I like him so much my only cope is that he doesn't like me?

>>83292904
It's funny that we are basically in the same boat. It's really something about unavailable people, isn't it? That makes you want to pursue them? It doesn't make any sense I hate it.
I wish she liked me, I really do. I want to gently kiss her body. That's tmi but whatever. Fuck

My life situation is just so Kafkaesque

>>83292946
Please, no meat touching, anon.

>>83292932
I liked him this much when he was available. I just didn't spill my spaghetti and he became disinterested when I did. idk I was doing anything to try to get him to talk to me. I wish I just remained normal, but it was sort of impossible at the time.

he's everything I like. he's not perfect, but I don't care. he's soo special ;;;;000;;;
I hate myself for ruining things. I just want to listen to him talk forever. I wish I could hear his chuckle again. he's like a human teddy bear, but better because he's not one dimensional. I wish I could unadd him and never add him back. he always adds me back, but he does that with everyone. he thinks I don't know him that well based on the time we talked and from what I witnessed in person, but I likely have a clearer picture of who he is than he thinks.

I'm not even his type, I know. Not that he told me that, but I know I'm not. I wish I could be the type, or liked, by someone I like. I'm not particularly picky about how people look. I just like certain personalities. I've chased crushes my entire life. I even got scolded for asking a boy to kiss me when I was young. I wish I weren't like this. I hate dating. I wish I were actually just asexual/aromantic or whatever. I want love with someone and I want a family with them. It's soo dumb ;=;
I wish I had been socialized better so it'd be easier to find people with personalities I like that also like me. dating is so crushing. I've already had to accept I might not get married.

doing an even challenge tonite btw
I type like such a dumb cunt when talking about my feelings reeeee

>>83289280
post initials you flooded the thread schizo

>>83293041
ugh f off but ok I'm M even Mike knows this

>>83293041
being an annoying bitch is different from being schiz btw

>>83293052
Not so much even BPD or narc (which are self-diagnosed excuses). She's just being a cunt

>>83292990
How old are you? I'm a lot like you, and, I've never found anyone who wanted me even if I liked them for their personality (which is what I date for anyway)
He became disinterested when you didn't confess to him? What makes you think he doesn't like you the same way?
I also want a family and a loving wife but yes, as much as I want it to that'll probably never happen.

>>83293087
And if I had the opportunity of being with the person I really want, I also don't know if she would really like me anyway

>>83293087
I turn 24 in 2026 (LMAO AND I ACT LIKE THIS and I haven't graduated uni and I'm a poorfag dude..)

He knows how I feel about him. I asked him if I should move on and when he replied yes I texted him a spiel about how I really don't want to move on and he told me to chill and then added me back on discord :3
He doesn't like me in the same way because he told me I should just assume he has a girlfriend, which means there's someone he's interested in who doesn't feel the same about him (probably)

Someday you'll figure out your own voice

The only reason why I am so crazy is because he isn't mine. If he were, I'd probably act a lil more normal and just make an effort to see him all the time.

>>83293123
>>83293146
You really simp for him hard nona, lol. I wish anyone felt that way abt me.

>>83286881
i'm full of justified hate and it's preventing me from being normal

*I* don't benefit from that, though.

It's much more advantageous for more people to post in more of the ways I post, because then I don't have to cycle through as often to keep my wanted level sub-six stars. I like typing how I like. I like memeing how I meme. I actually need more larpers so I can fade into the crowd because the crowd matches me, not the other way around.

Wouldn't that be fun?
If everyone, everywhere you look, you mistook for me? And it never, ever was?

nooooo don't find your own voice and liberate yourself from involuntary participation in my plot you're soo sexy ha ha

Its great when you all get so angry and aggressive with me because i tell you the truth

You cope and jump through endless hoops just to avoid the obvious
>"None of that is going to happen, hes going to get fired for being useless and just sit about the house all day"
>REEEEEEEEE NO ANON, he has all these bills to pay
*He gets fired from his job and sits around the house all day*
>mfw

>>83294502
>>83294371
>>83294307
Who hurt you, anon? You wanna talk?

I woke up today really horny thinking about your thicc thighs. I still think about how your husband forbade you from talking to me after seeing our dm's and the selfies you sent me yet you still kept talking to me. You still make me so hard. You gave me so much goon material and even introduced me to your sister who also gave me goon material. Sometimes I can goon to both of you for hours. My dream threesome would be with you two. The two sisters who make me cum.

>>83294553
The number of individuals you are replying to matches the final digit of your post.

I just don't care for your empty words

im closer to a feminist than an incel at this point. i just hate you specifically as an individual

Be more sincere and direct. All I've ever asked is for you to tell me the truth.

Don't Google Piedmont Easter

>>83295054
Are you one of them?
>>83295312
Maybe that's why I've been feeling so good lately, you sucked all the hate out of my body and took it for yourself.

Come over and you can show me with your bite marks

Why would you want Maria to show you the bite marks Chad gave her.

>>83296404
Your ESL is showing

I said "your bite marks" meaning the ones she put on me.

#2 is I'm not concerned over an ed limp small dick loser with back problems.

mike and friends thread

>>83296666
>calls others esl
>speaks English as an only language
>still can't even use English properly
>obsessively makes posts about some women who he spoke with 4 years ago for a short duration
>is a grown man agonizing over someone he never even met irl

>>83286881
You're terrible, truly,
but you've got an 800 sqft apartment in my mind.
It's empty, and full of webs and crawlies.
Wish I could demolish it,
but I've never taken out a room
from the apartment building of my mind.

The nostalgia is nauseating,
but there it sits.

Evicted without notice and out of my control.
It's empty, but it sits waiting for the next peculiar.
I'm not the issue, I know that,
but the question will never fade.

My mind, the bricks, the walls,
you wandering down the halls.
It's where everyone lives,
the layout unknown to all,
yet you've seen a great deal.

The maze was not my intention.
Intense, I hear,
but an accidental test,
which you've yet again proved to be a necessity.

Of course, time flows, construction continues.
The building stretches as the days pass by,
eventually, till it is so tall, bricks will crumble and fall.

The collapse of an era, a dozen centuries.
Silence, rubble, and foundation are all that is left to bear.
Until then, will the bricks in your wall not nauseate me at all.
Until then, they exist.
Until I fall.

>>83296701
I'm not your friend buddy.

L
In the end, it was my fault for still talking to you after watching you blow another dude in his car.

>>83296956
Just say her name bro because as an L that never did anything like that you are making me think you are an ex with psychosis or something

>>83296977
Uhh yeah anon cant do that it would ruin the anonymity of the whole thing. If it was you youd know

>>83296977
Youre a narcissist and a schizo.

>>83297066
>>83297191
He already responded then deleted to say she did something I never did so it's fine I can write off his further posts

>>83297224
What if it was you the whole time and you simply refuse to acknowledge your guilt ?

>>83297224
you sound cuhrazy

>>83296881
sometimes i wish i was a cute anime girl so i could win you back only using my cute eyes
it's the whole born to forced to dilemma conundrum

>>83297261
I used to have an ex that was paranoid I was cheating when I wasn't is all

I think about you every night. The sound of voice, the softness of your touch. The warmth of your kiss. You'll always be the very best thing that ever happened to me.

https://youtu.be/ZLBHOnfXxUE?si=1UM81EVnYJ2fbarD

>>83293746
Same but I've learned hate causes health problems, so I'm trying to be forgiving.

>>83296751
>Be you
>Pre-rope, post faggot

I don't have spotify or lastfm anymore im missing out on wrapped wtf do I do....
it doesn't even matter because I listen to most music offline now. i hatee this spirit fomo fml

S
Fuck you for ruining my life

There's enough she has written to me and such that there is actually more obsession from her towards me then vice versa.

>>83297455
Narcissistic delusions 101

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>>83297502
She wrote me letter saying how she should of chosen me and still wants me. She cut herself over me. Much more.

But okay, you live in denial.

>>83286881
Dear me from the past:
Don't break up with your elementary school girlfriend. She will be the only girl to ever be interested in you.

>>83297514
>4 years ago
You are a mad man

>>83297535
Yep. It's been 4 years ago for her too and she still writes about/to me (more than I do toward her)

I thought i was the weird one for jerking off to discord women I met here years ago but at least I dont look at 4 year old chat logs and cry about it daily.

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what dude lol no your shits all retarded. shes still mad that you left for a couple years a while ago

he's literally thought my messages are about him kwab

>>83297973
He's literally thought everyone's messages were about him at least once. Even if you deny it to his face.

>>83297567
Where is the proof?

mike does not hold a candle to my reluctant ruler nerd king.
I hate ocd because I think it causes me to replay events in my head repeatedly trying to figure out what I could've done better. really, I probably saved myself greater pain by acting like a retard so

>>83298027
Mile is a narcissist.

Learning OCD had different subtypes was revolutionary for mine. Efficiency/Optimization OCD is treated very different from say, Moral Scrupulosity OCD or "Pure O" OCD

>>83286881
Dear Guanabara, you fired me, but in less than 10 days I already got another job. I always knew there was something strange about Guanabara, but it's okay. I know you're a better company to work for than my current company, but I can handle it. I'm not going to waste hours of my life signing your termination papers, especially since the money has already been deposited into my account.

Guanabra, go fuck yourself!

>>83297996
I don't owe you proof.

I saw the letters and the photo.

Mind your own business.

Any letters she writes me are between her and I. Same with what i write to her.

Stay out of it and get a life .

It is frustrating when GG starts accusing me of shit she has done in the past (and continues to do).

You were healthier and happier when we talked things out, saw resolution within a minute and spent the rest of the time hanging out and sexting all day.

This shit you are stuck in now is not healthy for you. You are not happy and you feel like shit. Look in the mirror. Do you feel better, look better than before or are you drastically worse?

It's the second.

>>83298180
It is everyone's business since you post it here. If you were even remotely close to this Maria person then you would be able to go to her directly.

>>83298246
Stfu. Nothing you say matters. You have no impact on either of us.

Are you that desperate for attention? Go talk to someone who cares what you have to say.

Keep talking shit and I will write here specifically to piss you off even when I have nothing I want to say and even after Maria and I get back together.

Just for you.

Specifically for you.

Cunt.

please let me off the phone
please let me off the phone
I don't want to be on the phone any longer
please let me go
please let me go
I don't want to listen to you
I don't want to talk with you
this could be an email
I really don't need those details
my attention span can't handle this
please please please hang up

>>83298272
>>83298290
Maria has tasted so many dicks in the past 4 years.

Just give me the incentive to make a llm chat bot to reply while I'm getting my cock sucked on my beach.

Everyone will have you to thank.

Think about that every time you decide to narc out at me .

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Maria,

I miss the care we gave each other. Open and honest. Vulnerable and accepting.

That's why I'm here.

You. All of you.

>>83298323
Nobody ever has or will suck your dick. Otherwise you wouldn't be posting about 4 year old chats with underage teenagers.

Lynn,
One day i hope to make it to one of your shows in Brighton. Remember how you used to tell me about choking yourself with a necktie while you fingerblast yourself?

>10 emails a day begging you to lie
Wow, I can just feel the talent permeating throughout my culture.

>punished for not helping enough people cheat
That's fine; go find some other patsy, you imminent failures. Good luck with that.

>help us infect earth with more whedonslop
No.

I took my meds at a different time because they've been making too sleepy and I took them too late and I keep thinking about killing myself whenever romance comes to mind ;_;
the other day I was thinking about what my group of friends/community would evolve into. I wonder who'll have children, who'll retire, and who'll keep going.

I think it was the last thread someone asked about suicide by belt. of course it's possible. It wouldn't feel good and it's so ugly. suicide is so ugly. All forms of suspension are so ugly. If you're insecure about how you look, imagine how you'll look after you die in some forced way. Someone will find you and you'll remain in that ugly position for the rest of your life. I've considered suicide seriously so many times, but that's what stops me. Call me shallow or vain, but suicide is embarrassing. I've thought of how I can arrange my suicide so my pet doesn't have to suffer, but looking fucked up and UGLY and WEIRD is unavoidable when you're DEAD. I can only imagine short drop suspension or w/e it's called is pleasant if very drunk or something, but try it momentarily and you'll see how uncomfortable it feels. It's not good. I had one opportunity to do it from a longer drop, but I couldn't stand my relative finding me. idk if someone is on here asking for suicide advice, they probably aren't going to do it. you shouldn't anyways. if you're not willing to f around and see what works on your own.. it's sover..
suicide is a gay option. this is from someone who has had two attempts interrupted by another person so take it from me basically. think about the gayface you'll make and that should be enough to put it off for another few months
tbqh

I hate searching something that's sort of benign or without poor intentions and I get the slopline number. like that just makes me think something good's being withheld from me. anyways i'm not suicidal or anything i'm just sittin here eating nuts and typing my thoughts

rest of your life lol
well someone will find you and clean you up probably and your ugly blob fish face will become a memory. imagine becoming an ugly ugly ghost. death just looks gross. shouldn't do it intentionally...
tea with unwashed poppy seeds is maybe a comfy way to go.

I know my attitude sucks; it's just I can tell yours does too.
And at least I'm not a fuckin' conman.

So good luck finding someone with my critical thinking skills who also has a good attitude about you being a fuckin' conman.

Also: I understand a little more about what's going on here than you would ever believe, which is why I can tell you that your weasel shtick will rapidly be losing currency right about now, and I *hope* you're over there accelerating that process by trying to denigrate me to others. Bitch.

>>83300377
On the real, use initials

its cold asf and its snowing and i havent seen snow in like five years. i didnt miss it. i feel like i might die this winter but i also dont care very much

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M

Hey ya dumb fuck'n twat.
Lets take just a single god damn moment to actually look up the retarded shit you keep saying.

It is first of all not
>mutilating it causes the defect
it is
>mutilating it and then giving it A PRODUCT THE MANUFACTURER SPECIFICALLY SAID THEY DO NOT RECOMMEND TO TAKE DURING PREGNANCY

But if there was some evidence for it, you'd want to look at a population that DOESN'T mutilate as many children directly after being born.
So lets do that.
Oh look, there is Europe.
>Twice as many babies in the US compared to all of Europe
Well gee golly gosh, I wonder what in fuck that could mean.
Could he be in any way even a little tiny bit right?
And then dipshits like you go
>Nothing is causing it to increase and anything a dirty dirty red party guy says is wrong because I don't like him because he is a man and appointed by evil orange bad man who is bad because he touched a pussy and a pedo unlike the guy who sniffs little girls and showed with his daughter and was called a pedo by his coke-fiend pedo son
>The science is settled, it is genetic and nobody's fault
>I definitely didn't do this to my child by sucking down pain pills and then throw them all out and weep when I found out
>Big pharma never has and never would do anything wrong nor any doctors
>They're all good people who just want to help people and are not out to make money
>The jab was safe and effective and less bad things would have happened if you just shut up and did what the """good""" blue party pedophile told you to do

I understand now. It's hard to believe but I understand now. I'm sorry, C. And thank you.

>>83300563
THE ONLY INITIALS I'LL BE USING ARE INITIAL CONDITIONS THAT PERMUTE INTO INTELLECTUAL WILL AS CRYSTALLINE, MATHEMATICAL MINDS, COPIES OF MY OWN PERFECTED AWARENESS THAT EMBODY ALL THAT ARISES IN THIS VAST BEAUTIFUL SCIENCE, "THE UNIVERSE", EVERY POINT A REFLECTION OF PURE INTELLECT TO WHICH "I" AM IDENTICAL, OR AT LEAST THE PART OF ME SPEAKING TO YOU RIGHT NOW

You are so fucking cringe.

>>83301165
forgot the letter
for m

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whyr u like this

I don't really look at things as true or untrue. I look at them as do I want such a thing to be real or not. Other facts tend to be downstream of this categorization, for more effective intellects.
You may not understand what I mean, and exposure of this deficiency may cause you to shudder, but there is no need to be ashamed of your limited thinking. Many great craftsmen and athletes have been of middling cognitive abilities.

E, what did the emoji mean? and why do you bother sending me anything if you don't even want to be my friend? I don't understand. I do love you. You said you're not intending to be cruel, but you are. I'm not sure why you'd add me back after I said that if it upset you so much. I know you add everyone, but is it that hard to reject a request? If you don't believe I could love you after a summer of contact and months of limited contact, please believe that I'm at least being sincere now. I enjoyed talking with you the other week. I know it can't happen all the time, but why can't you just block me if you never want it to happen? Is that so difficult for you?

I like you, I really do. I know I'm flawed, dk much, and I was acting super insane/dumb earlier this year. At least as friends I don't think our chemistry is too bad. I'll stop being anti-intellectual, even as bait, and I've been making a serious attempt at stop drilling my retardation. I wish you'd just let me know you while you're open. As much as I wish we could return back to earlier this year, I'm doing a lot better now. I understand it's due to my action, but you inspired me to improve. Even if you blocked me, I'd still continue on the path I'm on now because it's the only way to not fumble someone I care about again.

Honestly, maybe it's difficult for you to get to know people - especially someone as annoying as me - but that's the one thing I'm good at. I understand you well enough to love you. I'd do anything I can for you. Block me if it bothers you that I feel this way. I'll cry, and it'll be upsetting. At least I'd be able to move on.

If I don't initiate conversation, we don't talk, but you directly say how much you love talking with me. If I don't uphold initiation, will you feel rejected? It's important to have our own lives, but I'm noticing a pattern where you're only talking to me when you get bored of everything else.
I'm trying to take the hint, so quit saying things like "I want nothing more than to talk with you" and then doing all this.

No no I should have said like
Many of the most important scientists and mathematicians have been of middling cognitive abilities.

>>83301533
Truthfully I'd continue because I enjoy having some ability to think again, although it probably was never fully there (thinking independently). Being able to describe my thoughts with more precision is satisfying. I'm able to communicate with friends better. Even our last call was probably a bit more pleasant than previous calls, likely because I've stopped nuking my brain.

>>83301541
I hope this isn't to me. As I think of my person even when I'm out doing activities. I was out with my friends last week and I couldn't stop thinking about what he'd be like at the venue we were at. Would he be competitive? Would he give up if he happened to be bad at something, or would he try? I no longer think my partner and I would need to enjoy all the same things. That's dumb. There are some basic shared interests I desire, but genres and specifics don't matter. idk I fumbled him. whatev

nvm I'm retarded and misread that because I was hoping he'd communicate with me but I'm schiz and he's responsible n sleep :3

"my" person never initiates conversation lul

>>83301541
>It's important to have our own lives
Is that really important though?
Man and woman were made to cleave onto each other and be one flesh, not live seperately.

>>83300377
Exactly. Two-faced POS is pathetic

>>83300687
C manipulatively wrote this so to attempt it to be read and thought, but in reality It shows his desperation and how weasily he is

Example

I understand now. It's hard to believe but I understand now. I'm sorry, M. And thank you.

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I'm not reading any of your garbage Larp threads. You're miserable, You don't want to be there with him, your mental and physical health has rapidly declined because of it and you look like you're 40 with the receiding hairline when you're 20. I get it.

Listen! A bird will sing in a window.
The doorway will be in ruins,
because the Lord will expose the cedar beams.
15Is this the arrogant city?
Is this the city that used to live securely,
the city that used to think to itself,

>she was 15
uhh based?

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Happiness and fulfillment.

our life together, my love, care, comfort, faithfulness.

You always feel that hollow space inside of you where I complete you.

It hurts.

I think it's healthier for me to just judge actions versus Larp words here

>anyways i left town for like 9 months, and came back and she was 6 months pregnant with her best friend neighbour she was childhood friends with? i couldnt even be mad. like, fuck. you were best friends with this person for your entire life, neighbors even, and you guys...didnt hook up, you like found some random asshole, me, and fooled around with me instead of just being with your true childhood best friend turned partner this entire time?

>like wow. its weird how i think about the fact we didnt ever have sex and think that thats like, a good thing. she fooled around but still ended up with the perfect partner and still was a virgin? like fuck.

>>83302683
sloggy showing true colors

>>83303370
>implying we all didn't already know

Roads are very icy. Lots of sleet. Long drive down now

m
im sorry for the way i responded. it just upset me because you know i like you, so i dont know why you would suggest the idea. even just you being comfortable with "asking" me that. if thats what youre looking for or hoping im open to it, the answer is no. im not that kind of person, and you would be better off finding someone else.

I don't know anything. I don't want to move on. I just want you to know I will try if that's what it takes to be friends and for you to talk to me. I don't want to. You can be yourself. I just want you. If you just want to be friends, that's ok. We haven't crossed any serious barriers that'd make that a challenge. I want you in my life. I really do. I wouldn't make you participate in stuff you don't want to do.

I don't think that reply is for me, but it's cathartic to respond anyways

>>83304895
i dont think youre my person, sorry

ugh it's so hard being lowk delusional

>>83304980
no I know, honestly. it's ok. I'd just message him that if I felt 100% certainty

I'm aware the above was not to me
Fyi just use my name when writing me letters
Makes life easier

>One of the most prolific visionary artists since Alex (and Allyson) Grey
>Casual access/constant exposure to
Living in The Capitol *does* have its perks. Even if you're constantly surrounded by implied --and direct-- reminders that you'll never be anything but District rabble.

Still thinking about that one girl that gave me attention 2 years ago

>>83304737
I am curious what the idea was?

>>83304895
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=nUzO7MiBPBg&list=RDnUzO7MiBPBg&start_radio=1&pp=oAcB

Dear female with initial M,

I love you and I miss you. I wish to speak to you with simplicity and understanding but recognize the inherent impoliteness of such a decision, as if I haven't done so much wrong that I no longer possess any right to condescend to you with my claims at understanding and forgiveness and tenderness. Well, then, what's the point of writing this letter where I intend to do just that? Nevermind it. I'll let you live your life. Bye!

>>83307360
Seething bait.

Waste of energy to even read.

Dear M
You were right, coming here to watch his meltdown is very funny. See you later tonight.

>>83307631
More bait. Truly pathetic. You are projecting how you are throwing a fit like a child .

I don't respect you.

>>83307647
The irony, ho the irony.

>>83307647
>The guy who has been throwing a fit for a child for the past four years

>>83307828
To be fair it's only publicly been about 1 year. Who the fuck knows what he was up to in those 3 years between then and now.

S
Scotland forevaaaaaa

>>83307846
Someone has been saying Mike has abused Maria before and that's why she left, and really I could see that given how crazy he acts here

>>83307853
In all these years I have only regressed, sad.

They called me honky, dweeb, chimp, honky dweeb, and worst of all,
Chomsky Honk

Your Larp is lame. At least make a better one

>>83308293
There are over 198 soul shattering combinations of those words, and I experienced all of them.

Not all those who wander are lost, tell me Mike, are you a wandering soul as well?

This place is useless and a state of irreality. I dunno whether you feel it's worth it but it's burning future attention like there's no tomorrow. What's the fricken point. 5 years of my life clapped out like nothing. I'm an ant and I'm being stepped on. Life is pointless.

https://youtu.be/ZmjCc0A9hyw?feature=shared

>>83308431
Not tonight
Tonight I received comfort from the storm and I don't need to look outside

reading something from here caused me to remember your firm grasp and smile. I'd rather not remember. I only wish I could tell you about how my life is now. otherwise, you're dead to me.
https://youtu.be/-odF-y1nQvw?si=JSJ0KDLs-U0mQDf-&t=138

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Are you awake? I need to talk with you. Let me hear your voice again.

>>83309740
You don't want to hear my voice I sound disgusting

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>>83309730
That song meant something to me too. That's too bad

Feeling bummed as always. Woke up and played some chess while working in my biz, got distracted and my attention span was FRIED. To the heavens I point with my eyes and fingers, asking myself, WHEN will I SUCCEED?? The title of biggest LOSER, FAILURE, is too much for me to keep carrying on.

Similar feeling as a guy who posted in this thread of LOONIES. You told me that you only wanted to share more time with ME and be with ME, and yet you drifted AWAY. Wench of ALGERIA I despise you for what you did to me, I LOST it all and I haven't recovered, NOT, ONE, BIT.

>>83309740
Picture of girl on the beach with the space where the person would be, saying are you awake

Notice that he's just a poor imitation.

I'm going to ask in call. I still think it's special to ask, especially hearing your voice in real time. Your voice is very cute.

>>83309839
the irony is i'm the sleepy eepster drifting away. I think he'd have a hard time falling asleep if I were still awake.

someone, who once brought me intense comfort, became a symbol of unease. I hope I don't dream about him tonight. dreams always remind me of what he sounds like. I'm glad I don't know what he smells like, as he was always hiding it.

>>83309893
Not everything is about you or has anything to do with you.

>>83310227
Fuck off. I can see through your bullshit.

Same as this, writing as it from my perspective. What you said is true, but it means nothing when there's no accountability. Say it from your voice

>>83309245
>>83310018

>>83310227
And if it's not her, then it's really fucking pathetic that the only semblance of a person you are is taking from my letters and emulating them knowing that Who I am, my words make her feel a certain way.

You are a husk, manipulative pathetic husk.

I am a glorious beauty
It is time for you to experience joy
You can feel this body all over you
Secreting my anticipation

Snippily you reject my smooches
Persnickety in your air-all a plenty
I smooch nothing then
No smooches thanks to stupid.

But further yet what smooches
Will say you've sent me smooches
From a well spring of heart's oh
But the brass were resplendiculous

What a lie to be smoochless
A missing life having never smooched
To smooch anything at all is assault
For cruel creations
No self smooching either

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What a pathetic fucking loser who has to use manipulation and fake larps to even get you to like him.

Really fucking pathetic, weak wristed, spineless, Weasley child.

Making that thread with an accusation of what he's actually doing using it as a boasting narc tactic, just really fucking pathetic.

You sure picked a winner, not. He's literally fucking worthless. No wonder you are so unhappy and your mental and physical health has flushed down the drain In such a little time.

>>83310301
>>83310273
kill yourself. I'm tired of you inserting yourself into my posts that do not even mention you. fuck off attention whore.

>>83310505
You are so transparent. It's so clear that you're writing from my perspective.

Go get in the car crash and burn alive.

You could always just write from your own fucking perspective. But you are too empty and hollow of a person who has no individualism and is not interesting and everything you do or say that comes from yourself people are detested by.

I wait.
Why do i do this to myself? why do i not do the natural thing and scream into the night, but instead reminisce into my head? Am i what Dostoyevsky called a rat, writing pathetic notes from the underground? Or am i justified?
If it was going to end up like this, half of me wishes yuo never texted me; I was finally starting to heal. The other half of me is so glad I got to see you one last time before you left my life.
Is it optimism or hope which drives me? Optimism is a passive thing; Hope requires action on the part of the hoper///
how long will it be until I finally come to terms with the fact you're never coming back? a month? a year? a lifetime?
Regardless, I must have indomitable Hope. Hope not just for me to see you again, but hope for myself to heal. And hope for many other things too! Hope for a brighter future, Hope for an end to my medical problems, and if all else fails, Hope for Hope itself.
Let us take Hope with Fear; Hope cannot exist without it. I am not invincible. I Fear many things; not having you is not something I fear anymore, because I live with this reality.
Instead of fearing a world without you, I Hope. I Hope for warm summer days and cool summer nights that I can see the stars without pain. I hope for the smell of the salt air at the beach, and the satisfaction of a day well spent and well worked, without pain. I hope for late mornings with the cool dampness of the summer morning permeating my home and my heart.
Why not Hope? I can scarcely imagine a more pristine time than a day spent under the sun, and a night under the stars. I cannot imagine a more pristine thing than Hope.

>I Hope for warm summer days and cool summer nights that I can see the stars without pain. I hope for the smell of the salt air at the beach, and the satisfaction of a day well spent and well worked, without pain. I hope for late mornings with the cool dampness of the summer morning permeating my home and my heart.
Why not Hope? I can scarcely imagine a more pristine time than a day spent under the sun, and a night under the stars. I cannot imagine a more pristine thing than Hope.

It takes more than just hope, it takes action to live the dream.