Clear Water Edition
Unfortunately CLarped like crazy last night. My last post last night is>>85456455Everything below my post such as these are describing his issues >>85457108>>85457169These are Coltonlarpingas me posts attempting to trick maria>>85457570>>85457596
If to me, know you were not writing to posts I made>>85457620
>>85459385That one could also just be him faking he is me to trick her into be pushed away. Can't wait until he is out of our lives
Fuck you tripfaggot. My name is not colton and I don't know a Maria. I have no idea what you are talking about. Get stuffed.
>>85459418Nice Try , Colton . It's So Obvious That It's You .
colton, bent overcolton, bends YOU overcolton, has the mummiescolton, found out he was a pharaoh from 1525 BC
>>85459430I hate you. What did I do to you? Why are you attacking me? My posts are about a man.
>>85459430Yeah, using details and shit that describe me like I'm talking to her in an attempt to trick her that I said those things is pathetic behavior. It's all he can do to harm us is trick her with lies. He can deny it but she sees the posts and if she was tricked by them or sees how it'sLarping as me then that is actually good for us.
>>85459446See Below , Colton>>85459456You've Been Called Out For Your Narcissistic Larping Here .
>>85459355There's no point in using these threads. A couple of retards samefagging all day and making up fake drama. There's no room for real posters to make letters to actual robots who exist.
Nah. ColtonJustLarped as me and possibly her to decieve and trick each other away from each other just as he did in the beginning. It's all started with his lies and continued with his lies. I hope she sees the truth now.
>>85459484i'm here to collect the chaos emeralds
>>85459456Is this your general? Do you own it? I don't even know anything about your stupid e-drama. I'm not involved. All my posts are about a gay man I knew for 2 months.
a,it was good to see you and hear from you again. you look like you're healthy and in good spirits and i hope you enjoyed your break and have many more like it. i don't know what's going on in your head or what's happening in your life that you decided you wanted to talk now all of a sudden, i have a feeling that maybe you saw my self indulgent post in here bemoaning how i'd mistreated you and took action based on that. i understand that things are different now and i don't want to make your real life circumstances difficult or stress you out, so if we don't speak again i just want to say that i hope good things come your way and you get everything you need and want in life to be happy and feel safe and content. please try not to be so self deprecating, you're the most important person in the world to someone who needs you. i hope you look after yourself.
>>85459493That gay man's name?MIKE
>>85459663wtf no, his name was cuter. I need to go to sleep. Stop bullying me please.
>>85459355Dear World,I am God. You are utter trash. My very existance is too good for this reality. You should count yourself lucky I ever existed. For your many attrocities against me and my kingdom. I will never live in the world I wanted. Your selfishness and sadistic egos destroyed the live I could have had.When you sin against God. You sin against your soul. I look at you and now see a souless shell. Just sadist abusing the powerless.You won this war. Hold your head up high. The life you live is the life you chose for both of us.
>>85459699Stop bullying Mike with your false narratives, he misses his big gay bear lover. Now talk to him, he's right there in front of you and you're too afraid to take him. Tell Mike you love him rn. He won't wait another five years.
God is a fat ugly autistic mixoid. Says a lot
>>85459718wtf mike is for maria only as far as im aware. even though he's a tripfaggot, maria is still a girls name. I don't know any maria who is a big gay bear. wtf you're funny
>>85459757Mike's free use
>>85459380What happened was not fake and cringe. It was real thoughever I will admit it that it seemed dreamlike the way it played out. I was sat all the way at the back of the bus so I had both the right and the left isles of passengers in complete visual harmony, their stares converging in a perfect cone towards this designated schmuck that is me. Their conversations suddenly stopped in unison, strangely enough, as if on cue so they could all turn their heads and do their thing at the same time. It was a golden ratio of humiliation that came out of nowhere, yet it feels like the whole thing was designed. Rehearsed. Providenced. The scene was just missing short of a droning ambient of I dunno trumpet ?! Tsukasa's recorder would be more apt desu, and it would have been peak Lynchian.
oh wow, I never realized we had lotus' shitty art in here; I guess that's information huh
... I think?tf is this kek
I'm out of my Hell and am onto new beginnings or smthn. I've mainly lurked over the last month, ok? I feel like this person sees me and I want to be good, for us.
OK guys, I've got some weird books here. I never actually looked at them before.Do you guys like weird books? Any tips on effectively annotating books for prosperity?
You hate me. I warned you I was poor, a drug addict, sexually inexperienced and had mental problems. I even tried to break things off. Now you just hate me and look at the whole relationship with shame. I'm sorry I couldn't live up to your expectations. I'll be shocked if it's actually you in these threads writing about me. I feel like I must have hurt you so badly but I never got an explanation of anything really. You left me so confused. Why even give me a chance like that? Do you know how ugly I feel sometimes? I'm a fuck up and I have your attention? Why? You don't explain anything to me. You just insult me. Yes, I'm a cringe retard with bad social skills. I don't leave my room and I'm depressed and angry. You didn't know what you were getting into? I hope you don't come here. I hope you don't think about me. I hope you moved on easily like a normal healthy person. It's probably my retardation speaking right now. You will read this and laugh at me with your friends. "hey look, this loser still thinks about me". Yeah, how sad. Maybe that was your plan all along. Just talking to me to hurt me.
The older I get, the less impressive you people are, I swear.It's really no wonder you were so eager to fuck with me in my early 20s, but now that I'm a little older, it's crickets.
You're paying attention, right Mike?To the whirlingtwirlingcurling (lel)ACTor whatever?I'm feeling a little insubordinate again -- feeling a twinge of that ~subversive dialogue~ you warned me about. I guess you'll have to come fix me some more. Put in the work, "Mike."
What is this a picture of, "Mike?"
>>85460380you're responding as if I'm your girl, yet I'm a man.
>>85460420Ah! And what's missing from this stall, "Mike?"
That's OK. I can now run the situation by other AI's too.
>chestvoice lesbian awayo wayo noises
Dear I,I'm over you, but I'm afraid that came at the cost of our good memories along with the bad. I wish I could hold on to the happiness you gave me forever, but it's getting less vivid in my mind, it's like I'm losing you a second time, as even the image of you is leaving. I will miss missing you. It's a strange void you've left in me.
should do like a tarzan album or something
>>85460592Are you H?
I would photograph the weird aerial vector art from this book and ask you about it, but somehow I don't think you would appreciate my sense of curiosity.
No not really. I have the books right here; I'm just getting analysis paralysis.e.g. "Similar sentiments are on the tip of my tongue" is probably code for sucking dick or something, so it's tempting to ask an LLM to extract all the subtext and go from there, but then it would also be funny to make a darth fuckhead bot.Just lots of different directions, and then I do kind of wonder if I'm really in the mood whatever attention it draws but meh, I don't get very much attention. Could be nice.
I really regret not getting the password from her for that archive. I guess that really just makes it a time capsule though.
I mean honestly, I would balk at inflicting a nascent intelligence with such a trash ass soul anyway, so I guess that idea is out.
whenever you remember me, just run your eyes along an object with a complex edge. you blew me off when I tried to apologize, and I moved on. you'll never hear from me again.
>>85459380oh la la what a buckbroken raped faggot
Cool. You people owe me shit, and I will simply take it if you ever give me the opportunity. I agree no talking will be required.
I often regret that I just don't quite have it in me to act nicey nice so I can get closer to your community and then I would get to exploit people without having to feel bad about it.Ironically, if I were capable of such behavior, I would just be one of you though, huh.
I left your full name and info in my suicide note. I don't know what will happen to you, if the police will contact you or what. Maybe no one will contact you and you won't even get to find out I killed myself because of you. Either way good luck dealing with it
>>85461845>comitting suicide because of a foidLoser
Oh I wonder if I have broken a timeline, I hope everything is okay. Aaaaa. I feel so unsafe and unsettled. Sorry if I ruined anything.
Life is so difficult I can't stand it ,but I'll continue. I have to
Does letter writing day matter if I already frequent the thread?
>>85461923nope mikey is clearly seeing colton everywhere again like the deluded raped faggot that he is
>>85462009>more things that never happened and wishful thinkingyawn
>>85460354It's where you hide the bodies :O
>>85461221The mercenary? The masketta man?
No one will ever like you as much as I do. I think you know that and it scares you.
>>85462544https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Plagiarism
So... This is miserable. It's horrible. Do you want to leave it this way? Do you want to feel this hate and shame for the rest of your life? You opened to me. I've known and seen all of it. I still remember everything. You humiliated yourself, lost sleep, lost appetite. You tried to kill yourself. Over love for someone who was just faking any affection towards you, as you imagine it. You were forced into accepting being ugly, fat, unloved. You're too scared of people to ever date or even get a close friend. You torture and torment yourself regularly. You'll be alone and crying yourself to sleep hugging your pillow. While I find another girl and make her happy. I did that to you. This is how you want it to be. Someone must be completely insane and hate themselves to death to choose it.
W/SIm still here. Despite everything. M
>>85462807Shit like this is never okay to say. It sounds like the person you're going through already has so much on their plate. Stop being such an asshole.
LI still saw you blow that dude in his car before work. Should have told your fiance about that instead of me.N
>>85463051damn first letter on here where the initials match up for me but there's no way the M i'm thinking of is writing a letter to me here. if you're my M i haven't seen you in years but i want to talk to you again so bad. i really want to be in your life
>>85463083Yeah nah she wrote to me before
Why does this sissy keep replying to me and begging for my replies all of the time?
>>85463193Has she finally returned, is the hour of Maria upon us?
>>85463201Lmao you replied to him that mean you a sissy
>>85463208Definitely not meant for Maria or Mike. I bet she is a nice hottie though id take her out for some chicken wings while Mike grovels
>>85463220You better gimme one now *puckers up*
>>85463228Personally there is this great spot thats got a variety of wings like Korean bbq but also pizza fries. Id have a sesh with her and take her out and she wouldnt forget it.
>>85463232My ass is disgustingly hairy so good luck fag boy
Me and Maria would just be gobbling on them sweet spicy tenders and I would dethrone Colton forever
>>85463251Itsame Is Colton Donkey Kong in this case? Or possibly Wario?
>>85463245I just posted some words and you start sissying and gaying shit up and posting your review of Mein Kampf
>>85463265Does this make Mike Peach? How does the dynamic work?
>>85463286Mike needs to earn it. Nothing he does right now is going to win me over. Not the sun and moon poetry especially. Needs to step his game up and get some chicken tenders.
>>85463306Maria = MarioMike = PeachColton = Wario Interesting dynamic indeed
STOP TALKING A OUT MY EGF MARIA. SHES MINE LEAVE HER ALONEEEE
You faggots are copying my posts, signing your name to my letters, creating entire trip fag personalities off of shit I did months ago. Then have the audacity to say I'm copying you... You don't have a soul. You are a golem.
Lady Maria, I am a robin
ctrl+a backspace
>>85463305>win me over The boys persues the girl. You win her over.
I really do miss you, and I wish things didn't end this way. If I could take back the things I said I would. Maybe we could have been alright.
>>85463075>Luna>NuSolWhat did Maria mean by this ?
>>85462917Completely wrong.>>85463069This person is doing all of it to herself. I had unending love for her just so she could make me a villain of her life and accept that destroying herself is the right thing to do because of it. She's done the worst ever shit to my mind and can't even accept a single bit of responsibility. She's never going to read anything from me, but I hope she knows that I understand what's going through her mind now.
you are an unattractive awkward ass nigga with no ambition or education or noteworthy accomplishments besides loitering around ivy league campuses like a loser on a field trip keknobody worth a damn will ever take you serious. it is so mega fucking sad you had to spend like $10000 on some fugly mentally disturbed bitch who rejected you many times over just for her to give you a half assed blowjob kek. you got rejected by countless ewhores and only scored nudes from some really ugly down syndrome adjacent whale. the jokes write themselves. now go back to pounding your pocket pusy and getting rejected on facebook dating. you will never be happy and you will always be but a wind breeze away from bursting into tearsyou never loved anyone, not even yourself. you are a selfish deluded liar who only takes takes takes from everyone unfortunate enough to be in your proximity
>>85463742>facebook datinggenius. i'll get on that once I get in shape
pocket puzy
it definitely wasnt your intended effect but you massively improved my self esteem
>>85459355https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JzSUgOmP66Q&list=RDJzSUgOmP66Q&start_radio=1
>doesnt play along with delusional larps>u hate me anyway>plays along with delusional larps>u hate me anywaychrist
keep wondering if u ever loved me at all or could even love me now. or was it always just a purely manipulation/control thing. i guess i just have to keep being mean so i dont have to fret over if you are capable of emotions and feeling things. i feel soothed when you cry. but i still wonder if this is all some insane act.
>>85463451M,If to me,We still can. I'll start from that Saturday with you because that true love. M
>>85463453Who knows which larp is her. Does it matter? Why listen to lies meant to harm how I perceive her.
>>85463742Agreed. Colton is a nightmare piece of trash to discard easily
>>85463619If Mike , maria knows you understand her. Trust each other over other losers who try to jump in the middle.
>>85463877Obviously because you are a lie, always have been. Worthless and the worst mistake in this life , can't wait until you are gone completely C
>>85462807is this directed at me? damn
I don't want to see you with anyone else, that's why we can't be friends.
>>85463986Then let me go already. Stop pulling and pushing.
If I ever had the chance to be with you, I don't think I'd ever let go. I want to give you everything you want, but I don't know if I am or ever could be one of those wants. I'm sure you'll hear those three words from me someday, but you may believe the context is different. Guess I'll love you from afar
I love you. I've never felt as deeply for anyone else before, somehow through everything's despite our differences I always come back to you and try to think about how it could work, and when I do I think about how good it could be, and would be, and I feel convinced as though nothing could ever feel that good on this earth, but I never tell you because I don't want to lose you again, I've lost you more times than I'd care for and if I lost you for good again I feel like I'd spiral because of this place. I know you've most likely ruled me out for good, and that I've probably fallen out of your orbit, but I wish that you were mine (If you know it's me and you don't feel the same, please just play dumb, or at worst politely admonish me. I don't want to lose you again.).
Oh that girl? She's boring and unfunny. And she doesn't drink water or eat properly. Just enjoys her rotten life and cuts her arms. Who ever wants to deal with someone so dysfunctional? She can say "I'm your chubby slut" like it's so cute and then you can make her stuff her hole on cam. Because noone ever told her she's attractive. She doesn't have anyone. Too scared of people and immediately assumes they hate and despise her. It might be true in case of her family. Really no guy wants to date her. That's why she says she doesn't need nobody. She can only threaten to kill herself to badly manipulate someone to give her attention. Any guy who would be nice to her would receive her "love". She'll really do anything for it, that's how pathetic she is. She can be a side hoe, a nudes dispenser or a shoulder to cry on. If she got a boyfriend, he would never be happy with her. Nobody can. Because this girl takes too much maintenance and brings nothing to the table. And she's addicted to pills.
>>85463881bro please its not for you please stop responding ot my fucking post god damn
>>85464179a good man would never say such things about a woman he decided to be with.
>>85464179what the fuck is wrong with you youre fucking weird
>>85464330I didn't say a thing she doesn't agree with
>>85464383doesn't matter. this is why you're fucked.
>>85464383I'm fucked because of all the trauma she put me through and then blamed me for. Like I did it. Like she didn't ruin her life herself.
>>85461197Yeah actually, that's a bit uncanny...
almost posted something very dumb and hypocritical shiii
>>85464075Bullshit, choose now or lose me in this life. I won't be here as you slut out for another.>>85464142 I've kept my promises, my love and loyalty to you. I need the same. -m
>>85464075You are my want, need , desire. The context, everything falling into place. I just need your love -sun
>>85464075>>85464142It's so intense reading these and reading as moon to sun and then sun to moon. The only thing I know is every word is true-m (knife)
>>85464202I won't argue. Maria know what is to me, about me, a copy of what I've written before. I trust her. No I will always choose her over any complaints or attempts to harm us
>>85464585You're genuinely so fucking mentally ill. I hate that you respond to my shit all the time. You're probably not even rallying the message to her. Maria is long gone its been 5 years from your screenshots. If you think you're relaying a message by responding to everyone then you're fucking wrong and delusional, obviously not everyone is Maria. Right? RIGHT fucking idiot
>>85464075>>85464142Is this for S?
I was going to type a long diatribe, but brevity is the soul of wit.I love you.I'm sorry that you were too afraid. I wish you could at least try to make it work. I promise you that I will never forget you, and I already miss you... too much. It will be very difficult to get over you, but I must--even though it means I will finally have to give up the silly dream of waking up next to you each morning for the rest of our lives, 'til death do us part. I only had eyes for you, you just never believed me.You know, sometimes wonder what your dad and mum saw in each other back in the day that made them fall in love and get married, and if we're just another iteration of those same two souls, doomed to fail, forever locked in a twisted waltz of heartache destined for the same premature ending for all eternity, in every form. Maybe one day, in some alternate universe, our hearts will join as one; just like maybe in another universe your parents are still together and in love. Or maybe that's just me just trying to wax poetically to close this out and failing miserably xD This feels too long now, goodbye.
>>85464603No, not everyone, just dealing with your garbage and involvement with her and I, which I will continue to fight for my moon until the very end. She's not goneHere the little flower bloomIn the longest midnight gloomToo scared of the morning sun.No true answers yet but one.Too scared of a little rain.Again it is naught but pain.All over the floor it is,I wonder who ever sees.Do you wonder who knows?Never would I boast.-m
>>85465579I"M NOT FUCKING DOING ANYTHING MIKE I"M TELLING YOU YOUR REPLYING TO MY POST YOU IDIOT AND NOW YOU THINK I"M MANIPULATING YOUR NONE EXISTANT RELATIONSHIP
What has happened, is happening to bring us home to each other, M. I love you with all my heart. Nothing will ever change that. Dream good dreams. I can't wait.
>>85465584Here's a truth to help calm. I know the history of what you've done, so it does not sway me when you put on a show to try to twist perception of me. I'll even do you a kindness and tell you both ways this will go. if you are honest then you just need to be kind, not be cruel, and have patience. If you are the enemy, then the fight is almost over. Then you can mimic my letters, same fag, larp all you want here because neither of us will care to even look at what you say ever again.
>>85465507The first sign of justice.
>>85465649I'm not trying to twist perception. I'm telling you the reality of the things you do bro. This fucking battle that you got going on for Maria is ridiculous. If she wanted to be in your life she would be, and wouldn't resort to getting messages from an anonymous letter thread on 4chan. Use your brain bro
>>85465694Hello, this users inbox is not available. For your response,Please refer to >>85465649
i really did mean what i said. i strongly feel i dont need you. i enjoy having you around but i also would not care if you died. im not attracted to you and i dont expect you to be attracted to me. you are as undesirable as i am, if not even more since you lack a wet slit between your legs.
>>85464839Not for the sun and moon LARP if that is your question
I dont want to please you really. I have scarcely tried to. I am too selfish. You called me lazy in bed (and in general.) Despite my low sex drive and starfishing I do enjoy when you fuck me to some degree. I think its like a mutual exchange for obsession. I dont mind being used for my holes. I give you such bad head, you fake your moans I can tell. I think I am truly a narcissist because I really want you to worship only me. Do everything for me. Wipe my ass for me. Im your baby after all.
kek you literally find anything with a fuckable hole attractive you are such an easy creature. i bet you would fuck a dish spongei dont find your compliments flattering. it does nothing for me
>>85465507Thank mew. Let me task my brain to think of a response. However it might share zero brain cells like the children going back to school tomorrow.I always wondered why some parents decided to doink right as their kid went back to school, and their sibling plopped out next summer. It is a mystery to me.
I hope that in the future, there are piles of amputated, raped women screaming and wailing, or piles of dead slatterns killed by themselves, or their beloved third world pets. It would be a beautiful sight to see, and if I saw you in that pile, I'd be more than happy to deface and disgrace you even further. I hate and despise you. I hope you're dead or in something much worse than that. All things considered, maybe you're having a real ball getting tossed around like one by niggers.
i've been diarrheaing up a god damn store it will not stop, it will not stop, it will not stop, it will not stop, help me, help me, help me, help me
>>85465866This is literally every woman in her heart btw they can't help it
>>85465584At least he is only responding to you. He responds to nearly all of my posts (I'm male) but he also says some of my posts are his words. I can't wait for someone to Bianca this fool.
G,Why are you being like this
>>85465584Mike thinks random posts are Colton all the time. It just a part of his acts of love. You should be honored
>>85466820I remember reading the exact same sentences from his past letters and you repeat them claiming they are yours. Didn't you start screaming about your gay fantasies the other day too? When you get caught for being a daft cunt then thats fair love. I doubt you are even a different poster than the other one complaining. You do the same shit on gioyc
>>85467378>gioycI don't post in those threads or that board. Do you think it's impossible that more than one person can dislike you for your behavior? Do you have any idea how annoying you would be for the average person posting a letter here?
>>85467393Based on who you are It's more probable that you are the same person and feel lying and making up another same fag personality will make others side with you.
I think I did see him at my workplace last Wednesday. Or my mind is playing tricks on me again.
>>85467393Kek I just caught on. You are also the person who accuses everyone of being mike. SO YOU ARE THE SAME PERSON SAME FAGGING. hilarious
>>85467429>>85467416You're wrong but let me ask you one question. How could anyone prove your delusions wrong? Can you think of a way for anyone who is not you to prove you wrong?
>>85467755Says the delusional poster accusing others of being mike. MEDS
>>85462463>Paine pushed for extreme, direct democracy>He rejected elite safeguards like the Senate, the Electoral College, and powerful single executives.>Wealthier founders like George Washington, John Adams, and Alexander Hamilton feared giving ordinary citizens that much direct power>Despite Paine's fame, his face was not well known but it has been preserved for posterity in his death maskIn a way he was the masketta man of his time
>>85467368D,I'm sorry
is it my legs or your cock deformity? hmm
>stop stabbing meOHHHHH THE IRONY BABY
you are such an inconsiderate impatient prick its so funny. but yeah im sure just jamming it in will work lmaoat least it wasnt painful this time regardless of my condition. it was obvious how you originally didnt want to use a second finger. i know you thought i didnt catch on but i am very much aware its because youre a porn addled deathgrip loser who thought a second finger would make it looser and therefore wouldnt grip the fucked up nerve endings on that sorry smelly fucked up bent thing. i didnt mind you being sexually inexperienced, i am too, but the only other explanation if not deathgrip is you simply wanted it to hurt more. im sick of watching you panic and get stressed over nothing everyday. calm the fuck down and learn patience before you have another melty. i hope someone scalps your foreskin and makes you eat it
>>85467888What's the second letter?
Literally all because of some stupid whore, think about it, I could have lived a normal life by now
>>85467948And yet you fucked him. What's that say about you? Loser lmaoHoes never consider what their selection criteria say about. But I'm sure you were just tricked lol
its really not my legs. you know its your bent up cock. its the reason why you panic and lash out. i was surprised when you pulled it away from my pussy and it was all bent up like that. when i asked if that was your cock i didnt mean was that your cock inside me i meant WAS THAT YOUR COCK? as in holy shit gawdayum how did it get more bent. like is that even possible. you know.
>>85467994oh big whoop, i fucked his penis, be fucked my hole, just like every other woman on earth does with her man. mine just happens to get frustrated and emotional easily. am i supposed to feel ashamed or like he conquered me or something kek? cause i really fucking dont and as patient as i am i think his autistic ass needs to be more locked in what is your point? mmm yeah i spread my little slutty skank holes for him oooooh shiieeet im such a gross disgusting easy bitch whew lad
>>85468036No, my point is the men you select for incessantly frustrate you. Doesn't that make you pause lmao
>>85468050you right but i get a rush from being angry ig nigga
yes you pathetic bitch cryyy cry on the couch turn your back to me bury your face in the leather and cry lolcry
Ultimate scrote: suggesting fucking in his mamas car
>>85468069I think you smell bad, I'm sure of it in fact
labias don't deserve any better, especially the broken worthless cunts that would post on /r9k/>im such a gross disgusting easy bitch whew ladyes. you're also fucking annoying and you have no moral leg to stand on making fun of someone as you air your dirty laundry in a thread like this. hopefully you drive this dude to the brink and he biancas you.
>>85468147probably smells like the ocean if it were next to a toxic sewage disposal. i have a feeling i know who this cunt is based on their obnoxious posting style, always bitching about men they deem beneath them but it's their choice to be around them in the first place. wow you're such a dommy boss bitch settling for someone you hate because no one else can tolerate you. be prepared for several more threads of seethe from this cunt.
>chewbaccacore>postyodeling
>>85467888I was not writing to you whoever you are
>>85467888>>85467954>>85468216Regardless I think I know who it is and I wanna know what the 2nd letter of the name is to make sure. The 2nd to my G would be R
>>85468077If I was there and I saw you wrote that I'd be out of there , but if you are writing about a moid then that's fine to judge him.
its my gas in the car bitch besides where's your car
Sunlit rays of LoveIn warmth I drownI rememberMy lonely star aboveSo bloomAll of meTo youThere's this empty part inside me that needs you so fucking badly, I can't ignore it.You're my dream come true, I want you just as much as you want meThe air I breatheEncompass HomeYou complete meI complete youI love you moreM, I love you, Remember thatMy heart,M
Took you long enough to realize, sucks that you didn't before we met.Could have saved us a lot of time.
I love my cat
>>85469117Initials maybe hmmm?
Dear nofuckingbody,My life fucking sucks and is about to end soon, I have no one to tell that to, so here you go, nobody, now you know.
>>85468230Third letter? Is it A?
>>85469639The name is Grace, yeah. If you are who I think and you think I am who you suspect then add me. And I'll talk to you this time.
>>85469367Hello Anon,Hope you like this cuterious seal.Seal = better than no sealAnon.
So how do we make it work? If you still have discord my tag is the same.
>>85469836Don't try and play. You know my tag. You came to me last time telling me how sorry you were. You weren't ready to be honest about what it was you were sorry about. That's why I shot you down. You know what I expect and you know my tag. Add me and I'll accept and we can talk.
>>85469877Did you change names? I got errored.
>>85469897https://voca.ro/1dJI9zzc6lod
I love September already.
Recently I've been very conflicted about my future.I would really like to move to Japan, I have wanted to since I was in High School.I went there on Vacation this past summer, and I enjoyed it very much.I didn't really do tourist things, I mostly walked around and analyzed the peoples behavior the whole time.I was studying the country deeply, figuring out if I'd like to live there or not.I really would. However, it seems that Japan's sentiment towards foreigners grows more hostile by the year.Understandably so.I cannot in good faith attempt to move to this country and become part of the problem, especially as an American that believes we have our own border/immigrant problems.Maybe if I was born sooner, but white people being in Japan and speaking Japanese isn't special anymore anyway like it was in the 90s.I would only contribute to the decay of their country, and I would never truly belong. I've known this for years, since around 2022 when I was taking Japanese classes in College I realized it, but recently it really hit me in the face.As an American, I am cursed. I have mutt genetics. I am Italian, Polish, Irish, and Greek. I literally don't fit in anywhere.I am trapped in America for life, I have many homelands, but I cannot go to them because I cannot reproduce there and start a family.If I went to Italy and met an Italian girl, our children would be ruined, they wouldn't be italian anymore.I will never escape the United States. I am marked. I will die in the 2030 reset.I should have lived more while I had the chance.
>>85469647You're not my person. I hope they come back. Maybe you could reach out, but I don't know enough about your situation
5 years and still think about you when laying in bed
>>85459355zi'm both driven to get off the sidelines and not miss out, but also i don't feel like doing much, so conflictedi'm still writing, i have so much to convey, that comes to my mind every day, and I'm posting it at the special place i made, but in stages, every couple of weekswouldn't it be nice to just, be, and do, together? maybe somedayit's a small world miraculously, but stilli'm connected, yet isolated, surrounded, yet alonei do wonder if you were watching what i was, or if you ever do think of mewell, i'm very stubbornso i've gotta try bestwonder if you've been drawing something tooi always loved seeing the life in your charactersi need to try to have some of that myselfit's the last day of augustand i have lost much but in doing so i'm realising that maybe i don't need all that much eitheri guess, i just hope sometime you hear or maybe read these songs, because they were for youj
>>85459355Posting this again.. >>85410971I wonder if you browse this website.. I want to get to know you more. Look, we met recently, i noticed you looking at me and we made eye contact a couple times. We didn't talk much but you seem really nice. I didn't get your name, but I think it starts with the first letter of the alphabet right? If you know this might be you, respond to this and drop whatever contact you got.
VIf you don't stop I'm going to file a restraining order. Leave me alone
>>85410971>>85470630maybe personals would be better or like give him a note at least?would be insane if he were randomly here in this thread of all placeswish you luck though
>>85469176Platonically, orrrrrr?
>>85461197>>85464419Can you say something else you know about me? I wonder if it's really you.
>>85467976All it takes is one moment and a very willing chorus to just do you in. One moment your just trying to get your life together, the next moment people will ruin you for shits and giggles
>>85470616Gotta up your game up man, just look at Mike
>>85471625I have sent you a friend request if you wanna talk for closure. On the accounts I know (I forgot the strawberry one's name).
>>85471779Sorry, I'm not your H apparently
>>85471662I am him fren
Something I would not send you. I had some kind of a limerence feeling for a girl. It's really embarassing, to be honest. I wonder if it's something wrong with a lonely mind. Or maybe it's just the first time I ever found a girl to be fun to be around. I kept it to myself. She didn't know, maybe suspected. We never were romantic or sexual. I just liked talking to her, so I did. Not unlike how I would sometimes talk to guys. It was infrequent after a while. Then we drifted apart. I messaged her, found out she's having her own life. Felt so stupid with something that I said. Although I am quite fast to put some irony into my words, I still think I was a bit too poetic. I just hope she just took it as a compliment. It was, basically. It's not like I would want anything from her or to intrude on her things. I never spoke to her again. I didn't want to. Hope she's doing fine, enjoying her stable course of day and spending time with her bf, or maybe her husband already. I'm still lonely though. So I contacted you. We talk we talk we talk. But for some reason it's different now. I don't know why I don't feel embarrassed to have feelings or immediately try to get rid of it and stop bothering people. I guess this is how it feels to be obsessed. Or maybe a justification of having pure love is too strong. Or maybe deeply inside I feel like you are my property. People would always tell me to stop or that I should have some self-respect not to interact with you. And even if I see it from your side, where you can never do anything wrong, of course, I am a loser that doesn't take no for an answer. Maybe I could stop even the feeling that motivate me now, but every time I try you just make me love you more. Oh and other girls. I felt nothing for them, got bored.
>>85471829I'm somewhat relieved I can block her again.
>>85471981I'm thankful maria is my soulmate and we are made for each other. We were VERY sexual and romantic. >Mike, I love you, remember that.>"I love you too. That makes me feel at ease">"You're the only thing that matters now, it's been like that for so long. Nothing will ever change that.">"I'm only yours Mike, I love only you">"I'll always love you and care about you, no matter what. You mean so much. You complete me, I complete you."
I will not live in the world where I lost her. I already have my exit if it happens-m
You sound relieved to lose me. You seem to be okay. Honestly? That set me free too. It gave me closure. We will never meet or talk again. This is it. This is my last letter to you too. Don't look for my posts on here anymore since I won't come here again. Go live your life and do things and meet people I won't ever know about. I'll do the same.
>>85470354Oh I won't. She knows why. Just because I still love her doesn't mean I'll spare her the difficulty of admitting what she did. Or that I'd take her back in any case.I generally don't believe in closure. But then it would be nice to hear her voice again. It's been over half a year.But on account of the dynamic it'd be foolish for me to take that step. It's gotta come from her.I hope you find your guy anyways
>>85472797i will spam call you unless you talk to me
>>85471935We are all Mike in a way. I understand
10 years ive been suffering because of this bullshit, but I will take my life back
She didn't say hi this time. Not even a second of eye contact.
>>85471320Yes both is good
I have something to tell you. But I need to take a picture first. It's just a place, but I think it can help me put the words in a proper context I hope you're not going to be upset that I'm going to send it on weekends. That's less than a week from yesterday. So doon again. If I can't even get any pity or few genuine words out of you I still have the option that you've decided to leave for me by declining my offer. I'll use it to tell you about how it has been. What I felt. You should know. I understand that you feel a little bit of empathy now. It might hurt you. I'm sorry, the guilty have to accept their mistakes. But really I want to express how much you matter to me.
Why did I have to survive a fucking car crash? I was completely at fault. I should've died that night. Would've been perfect.
And I was in such a good mood yesterday. Look at me now. And I thought I could change.
i showed and gave you all of me and now i am getting slowly replaced..i can feel it and it just really sucks to watch and experience i'm always so scared to getting close with moids because this always happens. why can they move on but you cant? i will move on one of these days. i think its because i've never been so vulnerable with someone its making me get hung up. i wish i was enough for you but i have to accept that i never will be; at least it seems like it. do i need to find a replacement for him like he's doing for me? it makes me so sick i want to vomit vomits in your mouth*****
*opens wide*
>>85473752is this H?
>>85472797I had to shake the hands of the people that helped murder my dad. It was a very difficult thing to do as you can imagine. And to do it not just with composure but with a smile? You have no idea. The appearance of being okay does not mean I was or am okay with it at all. I had to kill a part of me that day and you're doing the same to me again. You're killing me baby *chugs a jar of skittles* YOU DID THIS
>>85473813no im not sure who h is
Never abandoned. Never dismissed by the person you love. Never replaced. Never used up and thrown away. Always loved. Always cared for. You're such a lucky girly. Why do you try to forget everything then? You're not unsafe for being needy, dependent and submissive.
>>85473953then what is your initial?
>>85473771does the vomit taste good i think i ate some extra cookies
>>85473966it's g.........
>>85473981l LIKE YA CUT G
>>85473981omg Grace?
Master B SenseiPaul Blart Mall Cop is NOT SHIT
>>85473752Who's this for? What's their name? Or initial?
>>85474031ahh no im not grace i dont know who she is either....
>>85474014i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate yue i hateyuou ihateyuiou
>>85473974Your bodily fluids taste great, miss ;p*licks lips*
>>85473727You were spared from that street lamp for a reason JB. He loves you.
This seems as good of place as any, since you blocked me from everything.All I want to know is: Why? I'm used to it by now, but I'd at least like to have a heads up. Not even a discussion, just tell me you've had enough of me.That's all.
>>85474642hkekeekekeke ;3
Rb, I'm sorry for everything. I never really thought going our separate ways was the right decition. I just fucked it all up. I was panicing becaquse i thought i was loosing something really good that could lead to something great. While it did open a lot of doors for me and ended up not being so bad i do despice her from time to time. Whenever i get a moment to reflect i just cant get around the fact that i threw my best friendship i'll probably have in my life for smeone who in all honesty i don't particularly enjoy the comany of. If you read this i know you think i'm the biggest fag for comming back here, for doing everything i did, said, felt. But i just needed to put everything somewhere, i have nobody to talk to these days. I really do want you to know i am sorry for eveything, and it's really all my fault. Its something i'll carry with me for the rest of my life, along with the happiest moments of my life that i shared with you. Thank you.-rb
>>85469212Posted on a different board.
Waah being tripped and constantly having my head bonkedPlease sir have mercy
I feel stupid because I can't get up and have circles run round me
I brought you a selection of fresh oranges for ginger cat day.
Dear Anon,Today I ate some mashed potatoes. They were pretty good.Sincerely, Anon
>>85473515No, I am him you retardhh
>>85475601your opponent's okizeme knowledge and execution is too strong, work on your ukemi
hi melina
>>85476994Yeah I guess you do have a certain Mike like quality to you, I can see it
>>85477083No one knows what that means anymore old man. Just say vortex.
You're not even the only woman that asked me to fuck her. And you think I'm desperate like this.
>>85477096Did she offer you an accord ?
>>85477152vortex was a term coined as far back as sf4 vanilla in 2008 little nublet, i think you've lost your notion of time. oki and ukemi are also general martial arts terms used outside of fighting games and tekken players still use both.
>>85477210actually scratch the part about okizeme being a real martial arts term, this is wrong. ukemi is though.
>>85477210Ok say rush down old man
>>85477249*alucard voice* i will not
>>85477251Say aggro old man. You may as well be speaking Latin at this point.
>>85477324>Say (sic) aggro old manyou are clearly the one being aggro, also you can barely type and revealed you don't actually know anything about the topic you're pretending to jealously guard, phonefag or just dropped on head when baby?
>>85477142Ok miss flirts a lot
>>85477165posting stuff like this does make you desperate, anon.
>>85477165No girl wants that with you and the fact you need to write it here is not convincing
>>85477165All girls want that with you and the fact you chose to write that here is proof of your desirability
>>85477358Don't make me shimmy Kara your ass old man.
A,My final act of love was allowing myself to be the villian in your story. Please go back to hating me. It was so much easier that way. You were right by the way. I didn't stay sober. I'm so far at the bottom there's no light in sight. But I like it here.-RPs I still check my spam folder.
You are so damn hard to not like. I find myself irresistibly infatuated with you. Just everything about you is "Chefs Kiss." Even your crashouts. I still like you when you're mad, sad, or not even particularly happy. That's not to say that i don't want you to be happy just that I still like you and enjoy your company. It's true I've been feeling incredibly frustrated at times but I need you to know that I'm not mad or upset with you. Just that the situation sucks and I can't handle it in the way I'd like. It's not really fair to you for you to have to have that on your mind. It's not your fault I'm some deranged retard who's obsessed with you. It shouldn't be your problem. I should be giving you your space but I keep checking to see if you're around for my own selfish enjoyment of you. I'm sorry about that. To be honest you should block me. As much as I'd love to be your friend and possibly more, I know that I'm not good enough for you. That's the truth. I've been thinking of taking a break from this entire place because I think it'd be easier on you. There are other things I'd like to say but there's eyes in this place and the others as well. I think we were right about one of those theories we had. Anyway it's always lovely to encounter your positive vibes.
>>85477446Girl, I could have any if I wanted. Instead I don't try and still try to french kiss a corpse.
>>85477578You wrote that like a guy who is so unattractive he's gay. You prob think a tit feels like a muscle
I don't care about what's best for me. I want to be there for you. I want to be useful for you. Help you. Make you happy. That's what I want to do.
please don't ever leave me. I need you, because you make me want to live life again. it's not that it didn't exist within me, but I just didn't see a point without someone like you and have kind of just been waiting to die. I've tried to improve as a person as best as I can to improve the circumstances of my life, but I've just felt unlovable and alone. you make me feel so warm and joyful. I'll lose my mind if someone else takes you from me. my special person... you're wonderful :) you're more than enough for me. you rock! I hope you weren't hesitant because of anything you're insecure about. anything you're concerned about with yourself, I am not. I want you. I need you in my life.
I'm so happy I get to know you at this time in your life and see you grow and mature as a man it's sooo beautiful ;o; I've been so terrified of how good it could be to date someone age appropriate. idk why I do things to myself like imagining you sour towards me in the future. sigh. my fluttering heart got a little heavier ;_;
>>85477674>>85477735All the lies a woman can come up with to pretend that she is capable of love. It's so obvious for me now. This is the succubus' spell and too many men are vulnerable to it. None of it is true, none of it holds up to a gust of wind that is in her head.
>Winston had disliked her from the very first moment of seeing her.
please don't hate me. i need to tell myself a lie. a lie that you love me. it's sick and perverse but it's the only way. if this spell works. even i could be a hero. someone important. someone useful. ive always tried to be very honest with you but please don't hate me if i tell this one lie to myself.
I couldn't possibly hate u bb <3
https://youtu.be/ki5M06uYTk8
To S.What's the point of telling me you still think of me and just... going back to the usual of not doing shit about it? Is that what I am to you, just a distant dream you'd rather not be present to see as it rots?I don't even exaggerate, we could be good friends man, have fun and enjoy each other's company, without sharing the misery. But that's just not my own choice, I guess.To E.I know what you're trying, and though part of me wants to engage and give you a reason to, I can't. And you know I can't, too. I'm not even sure I told you where I'm headed, but I think you can sort of guess it too, I don't wanna drag you there and though I'm aware you are a friendless fuck, I'm the wrong friend for you, and I like part of you but the other end is infuriating also, very annoying. Go find a nerdy boy you can pester, go go._S
>>85478639That was not written to you
>>85478096Absolute truth spoken
>>85478586Lies never work out.
>>85478901You dont know that bbygril
Do you like bad boys so much? Good thing they're fictional. You don't know how people like this are. I was pretty awful most of my life too. Nothing cool or dignified about it. Really. Life of regretting being mentally fucked up. Maybe that's why a sick girl like you can bring such joy. I wouldn't push her out the door and tell her to have a stroke or come from behind and grab her ass. You really thought I had so much sexual experience. But if you don't fit, you don't fit. You even thought I was a rapist. Did you think I would like lock you up, rape you for days and then sell you or something? Fucking ridiculous. For all you know I'm such a good boy that doesn't do anything wrong, not even that racist. I'm not even good as a guard dog though, I don't know how to protect you right. Would punch someone if you told me I guess. You wanted me to come stay with your family. What's that for? Bragging rights? I could appear like a nice boyfriend but I can't deal with your mother. Sorry, that's on you. I can't empathize, I try to avoid my family.
>>85477565hi, whats on your mind right now?
>>85478096not the person who said "idc what's good for me". I've found a guy who is smart, nice, and handsome... and you think I'm lying? I fantasize about linking our legs together and holding each other while we cuddle, and dancing with him.... so keep your hateful heart out of my letters......you have no clue how much love my heart has and how ready I am to love another person -_-
>>85479480This shit is just lies. You're just used to believing your lies. One day you will decide he's not good enough for you and you'll think he's a fucking loser and you'll believe that he was just pretending to get good pussy. Of course you'll think that you're worth so much and he must have had to tricked you and you never loved him. We men have this kind of "love" untill we ejaculate. Women just take a little longer and get so emotional over feelings that don't matter. That's not real love, you're just acting out a role to get what you want and when it's over you will not give a single shit.
>>85479639whatever you say, but you seem like a loser.
>>85479663Whatever let's you sleep at night while being so vile due to your nature
you're just a very mean and nasty person. you've come here to attack me for feeling strongly about a man. yet you wonder why your ex thinks you're a loser.
you are a broken person and I hope you can restore yourself eventually.
>>85479443I am wondering why you are asking me this.
so broken that you come to this thread to tell happy people that they must be lying about their feelings. I'm sorry you have such little experience with others that you can't imagine a reality in which a woman cares for a man. I'm sorry something has built up inside of you that's made you angry at strangers online for being inspired by someone they like. and ofc I'm sorry you were left, but it shouldn't be my problem.whenever someone's left me, I can only think about what I can do to improve for the next person. you people can't imagine the future, and that's why you're dead.
>>85479852Lol. You're so in love you shrug it off and go do this shit to another guy. You don't even possess the ability to understand what love is. You're not a happy person, just a typical woman with her manic delusion.
matt,stop trying to add me.
>>85479880people like you ruin the letter threads.
>>85479934Why are they randomly replying to letters that they know aren't written for them? Who asked for commentary or debates about our heartfelt letters
>>85459355Why even ask for my number if you are going to ignore me, what a pointless humiliation ritual.
>>85479955because they're broken.
how could you revoke my permissions to call you sweet nicknames
I wish you were here
Somehow im the problem and not them
Literally all just because some whore told people to follow me around, to think I could have lived a normal life by now
showing me what kind of person you actually are brought me relief that I never made any promises to you.
>>85480978You already promised me you would come back, Maria, and I wait for it.
>>85480990You are not me asshat. Don't larp at her like you are. She did make me promises and >>85480978Is clearly not to me-m
>>85481048LARP all you want, I already know what she meant to me >Mike, I love you, remember that.>"I love you too. That makes me feel at ease">"You're the only thing that matters now, it's been like that for so long. Nothing will ever change that.">"I'm only yours Mike, I love only you">"I'll always love you and care about you, no matter what. You mean so much. You complete me, I complete you."
>>85481069I swear I'd hurt you
>>85481069I signed my trip with my passcode retard. She sees you are larping. You just copy pasted her words to me. Whatever , you larping only proves what c did to harm us. M, look for my trip passcode to know it's me.
>>85481088Good attack the larping asshat. Thanks for recognizing that is not me.
Do you want to get married and move in together?
>>85480990>>85481069LarpingAsMike proves how you liedAndManulatedMaria.
>>85481625I've stayed for 5 years for you. Of course I will. Us together, that's a given. All my heart-MSun
Oh right, I forgot you're an insane person with a slew of mental disorders and tried talking to you like you were normal. Oopsie. I forgot about your latent psychopathy whoops my bad, that's on me.
>>85481749If it's you message me
I know you drink juice. Stop pretending to be tough online juice drinker.
>>85481967Yes, it's m1ke , You have my insta and discord. I sent you a text message. I think I might be blocked on some and you'd have to unblock.
>>85481938You know my discord is the same as from 5 years ago. You have my insta and cell. If you are talking to any other account then you are being catfished.
>>85482152Is this some juicepilled nonsense im hearing?
>>85460170>annotating books for prosperityUse a hongbao as bookmark and write your notes on it
the night a few months after our breakup, when we met up late at night to share some pills and some company together. we both needed to feel something so bad, something we could only feel from eachother. we talked and hugged and cried, talked about things we miss, then started to feel better. then we had some laughs acted silly again n pretended it was all okay for a while. i wish i remembered more, i didnt know itd be the last moments of joy we would ever have together. it was so fast after that, when i heard that... sound. seeing how your body contorted after you hit the pavement.. im glad despite being fucked up i still got you to the hospital so quickly i want even thinking i just knew it was bad and i had to stay calm for you. i want to stop thinking about you. its been a decade and its still almost daily reminders i see you in everything. a life together growing old wouldnt have been so bad. in another life maybe. i love you but please let me forget you
>forest fire smog didn't wreck havoc on sickoid lungs somehow>2 weeks worth of work gets corrupted but find you have an updated back-up saveShe may not love me but good ole Sky Daddy does. Thank you big guy.
>>85461884It's not your fault, but you were the last crack that shattered it all.
>>85482606Thou art my beloved Son, in whom I am well pleased
>>85467898ure cock legged
>>85459355j imy
>>85482730Jimmy>Oregano
If only I took you up on your offer. I lack courage
I'd really like to be friends with you again. I really enjoyed your companionship.
MyMoonYouAre so special to me, Do you remember how we fulfilled each other in every way? Our mirrored hearts. I miss you. Our love, lewd, and you know you were my best friend. It hurts so much every day feeling you missing your place inside me where you reside,where you complete me. It's been 5years and I'm still here keeping my promise to you, never giving up on you. I pray every day for God to guide us home to each other, to live the life he made us. If there is anything you need know id do anything that you needed. If it's something applicable to life here then I will adapt at that time with you. I don't see doing something for you as my choice. Whatever it is all of me is yours. So when I do what you need, don't look at whatever as something I want and choose. Theres a ton that if it were my choice I wouldt do. But your needs for us over ride my choice. So with that,All I ask is you don't shit test me by asking for things you don't want. Dream good dreamsRemember, I love youAll of my heart,MMSUN
jump off a building head first into a rusty spike?
>>85470664V who?? I know a V but they don't strike me as being obsessive like that
>>85484422I think it's for vamp
>>85484228Send a friend request if you're not blocked, if you are, well...deal with it.
>>85484431Oh ok yeah I don't know a vamp
>>85484432You don't type like my person but I'll give it a shot.
>>85484432It said I'm blocked. You could have told me before getting my hopes up.
The things you get offended by are quite telling. I now know how you feel and think. You really deny what happened and how you really were. Bringing it up hurts you and you want to push the blame on me, say that it was me doing it. But it's something I never saw as negative. I thought you were cute, pure hearted. I really thought that I received it for caring about you and trying so hard to make your life better. Maybe not at first, that had no reason. You should not be ashamed of it. I know it mostly brought you pain, so you probably want to deny that you did this to yourself. But I was there for you and I always thought that it was different in your case. You really have to think that I'm a villain to despise yourself so much you deny who you are. I could reawaken you, probably, but I don't know if I can handle it again. Yes, I'm sorry, I am not certain I can give you what I always wanted to give you. It's all different now.
this gen makes or breaks people. either they come out slightly more aware of their own insanity, or they sink deeper into it.
>>85484422She doesn't come on here, I'd rather vent here than text her, as bad as it sounds
I'm not sorry for taking an out.
>>85484432If you blocked then it's on you to add the other.
>>85484505Probably not your person then, and now you have to deal with it. At least you don't have to deal with a venomous tongue.
>>85484523Is this to me?-Sun
>>85484659Nah, I'm good. Blocked for reason, counter insurgency is met with exile.
>>85484681Id rather you said nothing at all. Jumping in and projecting your harassment of others. You go straight jail, do not pass go, do not collect. -m
>>85484668No it's not for you, Mike, stop getting catfished
>>85484765It is always quite amusing how ironic your projections are. Always good for a laugh and a mood boost. Whenever one of us think we've reach rock bottom, we open up the thread and we are reminded what rock bottom actually is. Thanks Mike, you're an inspiration.
>>85484815Are you saying it is written to me but it is a catfish?
You'd be happy to know I don't read the trash larp threads on advice and skip over comments made from that narc. I don't allow his bullshit to taint or influence. I choose my m, all of my m and our promises with each other. -sun
Yet still I'm at 60 percent taking my exit. Just waiting on the other thing to show the name or a photo. Then I'll go immediately. I keep it next to my bed son I can leave quickly
hier from der king mountain view...hier from der wyald dream come true...
This is why mComes home to me. YouLarpingAs me is pathetic https://archived.moe/b/thread/953359344/#953359344
I've proven that together I'm willing to stay with you no matter what happensSun
>>85482681You have the wrong guy Im capital s SHITE not capital s Son
>>85483635>JimmyHOWZAT
>>85485075She chose herself and her happiness over a miserable life with a socially inept npd buffoon.
grim. i can't believe you forgave her.
>>85485966Nah, i make happy and she is miserable now in the mistake she's living. Here is who I am to her:>"I love you, remember that.">"I love you too. That makes me feel at ease">"You're the only thing that matters now, it's been like that for so long. Nothing will ever change that.">"I'm only yours, I love only you">"I'll always love you and care about you, no matter what. You mean so much. You complete me, I complete you.">"You're the only home I have free of judgment and anything that will upset me, I'm crying because I need you, this argument is temporary, but I'll always have that empty part needing you. I'm your home too. You are perfect. I love you more">"I know I feel both with you and I can dwell in both love and lust, we will fuck each other's brains out and then care for each other, Spend so much time.">"Everything is perfect with you, dream good dreams, I can't wait.">"You're the love of my life, everything I've ever wanted, everything I've ever needed
>>85485966Also you are projectingThis is colton:miserable life, a socially inept npd buffoon.
All you need to know is colton makes the trash larp threads on advice and needs his narc bullshit to taint ,influence, and con her into being trapped
Once I see the name switch on the other profile I'll call it and be done with this life.
>>85486159I'm happy that Maria escaped your mental abuse and got her happy ending after all.
T(M),You won't read this, I know. You probably think I've moved on. I have, but it still sucks being done dirty like this. You wanted clingy, but then you pull away when I am. In the back of my mind I knew something like this would happen. You could have said something though. You still could.-B(C)
>>85459355I DON'T FEEL HORNY ANYMORE
>>85486627I never mentally abused her. In fact c larping as me shown here is mental abuse toward her>>85485244
Plus all the larp threads toward both of us on advice c made. You can project all you want but the facts are there of his mental abuse toward both of us.
Luck, I have no fucking luck
I'm a horrible person. I don't want to be the only one having a shitty life in my friend group. It seems like everyone else's life is pretty chill, and mine is the fucking worst.
That's so cool and great how everywhere I go, it's just you assholes gatekeeping shit.>Shit everyone knows glowies will do if you let glowies get out of control and is the reason everyone hates glowies who isn't a glowie and any country that doesn't already have glowies tries really hard to make laws about how there shouldn't be any glowies
S/WHonestly K was way hotter, if only I went for her instead of obsessing over you. In hindsight you were average at best. She was hot and had a tongue piercing though. She wanted me but my shitty friends cockblocked me from her, which is a good thing whatever happened finally gave me the courage to cut off from them. M
>>85487451What if Mike is secretly a glowie and all the Mariaposting is a psyop?
>>85487530Mike is literally secretly a bunch of glowies and their bot and all the Mariaposting is a psyop.
>>85487552What is Maria really a code for? Him targeting random posts and thinking they are larps or Colton?
People who has at least read one or two of these threads 5 years ago would know. My lips are sealed.
>>85487575Is this all part of some grand master plan?
>>85487570Well if it's anything like the Rose situation, it started off as them harassing someone in particular, but then they thought it was funny to let the bot keep obsessing about Rose for quite a long time after that was over.
Sorry, Rose, my sweet gentle lover. I'm not yours anymore. I couldn't find you so I found another. She busts my balls and hates me. She tells me to leave her alone but she IS the one! And her name starts on K btw.
LYou could have fixed a lot of my problems
>>85487523>inb4 it happened a long time agoI have every right to take my life back, it doesnt matter
>>85487570Hey retard, colton is larping as me herehttps://archived.moe/b/thread/953359344/#953359344Not made up.
>>85487789Thats literally a random dude quoting a Dolly Parton song
>>85487523Looks like M for matt signing this one
>>85487575More like you spreading lies like you did then as well.
>>85487590Just dealing with narc colton making shit up and larping as me
>>85487664A alcoholic anon who went by the name chicken was the one doing that retard.
>>85487818Who the fuck is Colton. Am I Colton? Is anon above me Colton?
>>85484523Wait why does this person have to think you're the villain to despise their self?
>>85487843oh ok thanks for the inside scoop
>>85487800Fuck off It says Mm-mmNot to mention Colton's larps on advice. Maria sees it and knows it's him. That's why you've been narcing out so hard trying to lie and trick her with your larp. That's the only way she's ever looked at you in the first place.
>>85487843Rose was harassed by chikin?
>>85487847The anon larping as me is colton. The anon creating the larp narc threads is colton. You could be colton same fagging. I'd believe it at this point with the way you are trying to spin it around but are to narc retarded to realize it's obvious when Colton makes those posts what a pos he is
>>85487865You should probably get checked by a psychiatrist ngl
>>85487875Yeah. Chikin stalked her and harassed her.
>>85487880What if the real Colton was the friends we made along the way?
>>85487884>>85487911You should drink drain cleaner ngl
I appreciate that tidbit actually. It wasn't her or certainly wasn't just her, but if she were involved, it would connect a few dots and indicate some people whose asses I should definitely go kick.It seemed more like "Mike" suspected Rose of being chikin though.
>>85487940It would really make the world a better place if you got checked and diagnosed and cured from whatever been plaguing you
>>85487955No I had nothing to do with it.Chikin stalked and harassed rose. I never once thought chikin was her. I always knew he was an alcoholic asshat narc
>>85487963Only thing plaguing me is narc colton larping and same fagging. If you are not c then you are a fucking retard.
>>85487976Ok Mike make sure to sleep with your night light on and make sure Colton doesnt get you in your sleep
A few years ago "Mike" became obsessed with someone he called "Rose" and they even did a voice call and everything. "Rose" even ended up hanging out with "Mike's" friend "Honey."Let's keep comparing notes, though. I could be talked into taking a little road trip back to my old neighborhood.
>>85487992Kek one limerent obsession to another, classic.
fuck off. C has been the worst. I need to remember to take the trash out before I leave the house. Remind me when the time comes.
>>85487992>>85488019Not true. Fucking liar. Let me guess l, this is the lie you told her
>>85487848Because vulnerability creates hurt
Let me guess. You are chikin. Makes sense you made up the lies.
>>85488019It's glowies fucking with people in retaliation for "agitating," and then they just let the bot keep going because it's funny.I wouldn't be surprised if someone told them to cut it out at some point though. The way they enjoyed doing donuts in the yard with their classified-at-the-time technology strikes me as objectionable and immature.See also: all the "e-girls" who were obviously stable diffusions in retrospectSee also: #sharenting
>>85488066No it's C's agenda and when he gets caught he tries to pass it off on Mike, glowies, etc because he's a narc who can't take accountability for what a POS he is
I wonder how your head would spin if you ever found this thread from the clues I've laid. If you even care to try to find my posts. Don't worry, they are not talking about you. It's just schizobabble.
>>85488059That doesn't follow. One does not need to villify to have either vulnerability or self hurt. Now you're really making me wonder how much of the posts here are bots.
Look behind you, its C!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=07rI45N-nMI
>>85487523It's a good thing desu, you would've been in shambles like before
>>85488174The only time ive been in shambles was after you
yeah I just don't think you'll like me and I think you probably have a false idea about me.
>>85489244I do not dwell on ideas about what you are let alone on thoughts about what you ought to be, I don't think I even have that. What I only think about are the times when we shared a space together, for us to just stay there. For that to never end. If only.
>>85489244LlKE YOU?!?
>>85489427nigger as long as we're in this thread, you aint my father!
Time to start logging his appearances at my workplace in here.
I had zero clue the smell was that unpleasant. out of hell now at least.
Tfw no shambles gf
>>85489477Noted baybee gee, I'll act more catlike on my next appearance so much so that you'll not notice I'm there until I jump on your lap.
I hope I don't get bonked in the night. Wish me luck frens.
Korean massage ladyI enjoy your services
little buddyd'aw
Oh my, someone is wasting tons of tax dollarinos on tokens to generate this crap no human brain reads. Good job! So efficient, much effective - wow!
Nyeh heh heh, with my latest LARP technology, Mike will never notice!
Brother, you know I see you right? You are doing it again. Stop copying every idea or thing I do. It's already annoying watching you spam the thing I did months before then watch you lie and act like you came up with it on your own. How many times do I need to prove I know it's you? How many of your fake personas must I expose? Stop repeating my ideas in a different thread to try and look cool or seem deep. Don't piss me off again. You remember what happened last time.
No one will ever notice!
>>85488074I asked you if C faked your suicide too and I got a vague kinda spastic response, which makes me think it was just you, so no, not all POS behavior is C larping, sometimes you really are a massive retard
Oh yeah remember when someone claiming to be Mikes brother said he committed sudoku like two weeks ago? Weird how hes back
>>85490725well he wrote in his return so
Anon you need to take a break and do something more useful with your time instead of spamming this tread talking to yourself
Maria I hope you think that LARPer isnt me. He doesnt even have his trip!
>>85491009we all know you wrote that to yourself anon. yes anon not mike, not colton and not maria just anon. you need to let go of these fake people you made up anon and come back to the real world.
>>85491000Yeah, Mike would never LARP about killing himself . Well, besides that one time with the dehydration thing. Luckily he learned his lesson when so many completely random anons came to his defense during his short period away from us.
*farts real stinky style*I miss ya babe
>>85490988See? the question was about that suicide stunt and you start going off about some other shit, it really was you my guy, this C individual barely has to try to make you look bad, just leaving you alone here is enough
Hot chickenKiss another man while Im workin in the kitchen
>>85489706Why would he come back to this dumpster of a country
>>85491051Yeah I kinda miss those anonsI suppose they only come around when mike is away? Oh well
>>85491239That's cos I love you like a cat loves dumpsterdiving for leftover fish. And you're a gotdam half eaten freshly opened can of tuna.
>>85491467Mmmm fish. I wonder how often the sushi bar combination Chinese restaurant gets strays. But please do not stay long. God knows what will become of this place if orange man actually gets a third term.
>>85488656I don't know you. You were in shambles because of S
>>85491599Maybe you should gain weight too you breadstick armed embarrassment
>>85491610I did in fact suffer much because of S, and N. It sucks, it been almost a decade. I tried so hard to push through but they always found a way to kick me in the teeth when I least expected it.
>>85491699Are you mike or another M? I thought you improved your life.
I suffer because I'm in limerence with you. I want to be your best friend, your only friend. I want to listen to you speak for hours while I cradle you in my arms. When I'm sad I want to lay on your thighs and feel the caress of your touch. Let's go on adventures and get lost. All of these possibilities that'll never be. Do you think about me? I miss you every night. I suffer because I dream of you. https://youtu.be/qKOJ6IlBZUM
>>85491765Initial? Strange song, btw
>>85491052That poop joke in the Librarian game made me happy and think of you, babe.
>>85491801You aren't my person. There's no need for initials with them. They know it's me even when I try not to make it obvious.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eiiU-Fky18s
>>85491943>>85491924My post has nothing to do with you or any of those people. Stop replying to my letters, I didn't mention you or any of those people. I don't want anything to do with any of you.
knowing you're still the same evil fuckin retard as back then makes me regret nothing
my heart is breaking listening to a video and thinking about the sort of pain you've felt in your life. I hope you're feeling better recently. I'm sorry for saying too much. I'm sorry for saying everything. I really am. I've said too much, and I find it horrifying. I need to stop.
>>85492140I have changed but you're right that I have been an evil bastard back then and your rage is warranted. You were a victim of mine.
>>85492237Dog keeps chasing tailFinally he catches upIt was his own tail
it's not that I pity you, I just know you're someone who deserves more. I don't know why I care about you so much. Maybe it's just because I have few people to care about. I thought you might be partnered, but I realized it probably was just that retard I never liked. Even if it was, I hope things are good. I really do. The world's brighter when people like you are happy.
>>85492267Notice how that cat looks content both with and without his apple. Lots to learn from that.
>>85492076who the fook is this guy?stop posting my fucking handle and suck start a shotgun you cretinous mongoloid
>>85492298initial of your target?
>>85492327he's not awake at this hour.
>>85492345Oh, I wish my person wrote nice things like this about me.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=3cW0hJZmqRE&pp=ygUYQWx3YXlzIGxlYXZpbmcgd2FsdGVyZXRj
More larping as me>>>/b/953391310
>>85492571Kek, it's quite telling that you think it's a larp. How many skeletons are buried in that closet?
>>85492345>>85492191I am awake and I need you to speak up more
>>85492360You are a cool person. You are also a handsome fella like your mother says. The world is a better place that you're here.
>>85492862It doesn't count. You aren't my person.
>>85492634If you read it In the reply chain someone made a post acting as if I wrote it and then implied I was op
Jantor needs to get a life and stop messing with posts. Annoying to have to now go to desu to even read the entire thread. https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/85459355/#85459355
>>85491762Fyi, those posts like the one you are asking about and ones like >>85490428 Are larps of him. Unfortunately have to deal with C larps and with a lot of mikes posts deleted you will need to use the archive to be able to known which ones are C because mike points it out. God bless
>>85492233no nigga i have no idea who you are
Let's keep it bumped in the night
Can't sleep.5 years and still Thinking about that text from you about wanting to dwell with me. I still dream about what you will feel like. Our first kiss.
I hate this life. Life is unfair
What can I do? I love you and now I see that. I am not well. This is not good.
You killed me. I loved you and I thought we'd be saved. You killed me.
wow. confirmation in this very thread that you still think of me. i'm surprised and flattered i guess. did i really mean that much to you?
>>85493926we'll meet again in hell
>>85493936Which post are you referring to?
Sorry I broke your heart so bad you had to flee the country. I guess this makes us even.
I told my friend to post what I want to say tomorrow for me because I won't be able toGoodbye my moon
>>85491052Exquisite thick yet delicate umami flavor
Embarrassing moments won't leave me the fuck alone
Life is embarrassing, unless you're a little courageous.
Sorry I'm such an embarrassment life feels like a cruel joke I know you all think I'm a pathetic weeb chud gooner I don't know what I'm doing anymore nothing ever happens
I'm really at myself for not being delusional enough to kill myself, now I have to live with the consequences of my own actions.
>>85495094*mad I'm such a fucking dumbass, I can't do anything right
social facilitation is real. increase what you're good at, or find activities around what you know. men have it so easy, they don't even need to tell people how good they'll be at something. if you're a woman and do that, people just think you're a scammer and not a humble princess.
>>85492571Is this your coming out story, Mike?
>>85493099I am not a LARP, schizo. I simply have initial M. You should take your meds and stop ranting about your made up boogeyman and obsessing over years old discord chats.
I could have lived a normal life by now. Literally all just some stupid bitch told some spics to follow me around.
>>85495139>men have it so easy
I need a win in life, just once.
>>85495843Then do it sucka
SWhat doth life, are we just fleshy blimps in a sea of nothingnessOr is it vice reversa?
I can't even lie to myself that everything is okay
>>85493082Die in a fire.>You have been muted for 2 seconds, because your comment was not original.
I have a weird quiet in my head. It's just the embarassing things and worries now. I still think about you but it's like if I had courage to tell someone about what we had. I don't know why my desperation is not as strong now. Perhaps it's because the last time we spoke you gave me something to soothe my soul. A little bit of human connection and a pinch of clarity. I might feel something I don't realize consciously. Like if my words worked and I really did free you of such bad bad thoughts. I hope I was useful to you once again. You are very cruel to me but even then you allow me to learn more. I don't know if I'll leave you alone for longer now. I hope you are okay and you feel a little better after what I've told you.
>>85496269I didn't read your message at all actually
>>85473700>doon againNo, dito. Hanggang dito na lang </3
>>85492886You don't knowe that.
>>85496777I do. My person would not post here and we can sense each other's post. I don't sense them now so it's not them.
>>85486024I'm very weak against your mother.