What game(s) should I play before I inevitably rope? And are there any that will distract me from roping?
Void Stranger
>>727629081Like a dragon infinite wealth unironically helped me to not rope myself
>>727629081Don't rope yourself, there's another wayAlso play Prime 4 it's an amazing game
half life 3
>>727629081>And are there any that will distract me from roping?This seems illogical. Why would you want to distract yourself from suicide if you didn't want to live? Have you tried not being a coward?
>>727629081Persona 3 Reload is exactly what you're looking for. It explores the theme of death, and JRPGs are literally the genre for depressed people seeking escapism.
>>727629081Genshin Impact is free and gets updated every 6 weeks. Don't give up.
>>727632015But thats a game for Straightcels, it does not cater to my needs
>>727629081deus exgenuinely an amazing adventure from begging to end
>>727629081Unironically, Cyberpunk 2077.
>>727629081none? who fucking cares
>>727629081Don't give up, anon. You should play Kirby Air Riders instead, it's fun :)
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>>727630014is that actually her feet? damn
>>727632153Can I just go guns blazing in this game? I'm tired of stealth takedowns and creeping through vents
>>727632178Anon thats just mean
>>727632305That deus ex revision mod lets you customize a LOT about the game. I'd play around with those settings and see if you can't make something work.
>>727629081Anon, I've wanted to die for 20 years. I get you, but consider those you leave behind. If you're anything like me, you'll have friends and family that will be devastated and wonder if they could've done more.
>>727632113It's not just for straight people, it's for everyone. Don't give up. It will run even on old computers and phones.
>>727629081Dispatch will be a good experience until afterwards where you wish you had a girlfriend like BB or IG.
>>727629081Song of Saya
>>727632307I don't think it's mean at all, it explores death in a way that at least made me think a little about it.
>>727632426>friend-haver>thinks he understands OP's plight.Let me guess, last time you felt "suicidal" you just turned to your wife and had sex and later had an expensive dinner with your friends.
>>727632783No, I was ugly crying and had a belt around my neck 2 weeks ago, but I decided to try one more day. I get it if you don't believe me though.
>>727632783when you're messed up in the head, friends can feel fake, like they are pretending or even talking shit behind your backI wouldn't say having them helps
>>727632603You REALLY think that?Spoilers for anyone who cares:>You either have a choice between killing yourself in a blaze of glory, letting someone else take over your body (you still die) or curing yourself which means you're given a week to live after that.Yeah nahh, thats just some writer's sick obsession with killing themselves and if you refuse one of his shitty endings he says "fine, you're cured but theres a catch LMAOOOO"
>>727629081Outer Wilds (unironically)
>>727629081move to a different hobby. Are you in the US? unless you live in a Liberal shithole get into guns. Luigi may be a schizo, and so was Kazinsky, doesn't make them less right.
>>727629081Don't do it anon, I would be very sad to see you go, genuinely. Keep on living friend.
Wow, I thought jannies would have deleted this thread by now. Glad to see so many recs. Thanks /v/ros.>>727634884Australia, unfortunately. My guns were confiscated. I do like firearms, though. Just not legally able to own them anymore due to my diagnoses (C-PTSD, schizoaffective disorder, ADHD, and possible dissociative identity disorder). Nothing I can do about it though.>>727634907Thank you, fren.>>727630552It's mostly I want to hold on just in case things improve, but given I recently graduated from college (TAFE, it's like a mix of trade school and university) and I'm back to being a NEET on disabilitybux, who knows if things will improve. I figure once my grandmother and mother both die, I'll take the coward's way out. >>727632426You might be right. But honestly, it's gotten to the point where I simply don't care. I have a handful of good, close friends, but as >>727633365 said, they feel fake even though I know they probably aren't. It might also be paranoia from being an irl schizoposter.
>>727635498If you post hand I can help you
>>7276356914chan is a brown website
>>727635691I'm white, if that's what you mean.
>>727635774We're all brown here. I'm brown. You're brown. You must be, or you wouldn't have come here.
>>727635498You might be young enough to never have tried VTMB, maybe give that a shot. If you like it, maybe try finding some IRL tabletop group(s) to play with, system doesn't matter.Just remember to use the unofficial patch.
>>727635824Lose some weight, then play NFSU2 while blasting 80's music off a playlist or the radio. It helped me, might help you.
>>727635824Go outdoors in the sun, if you are in Australia maybe not in peak sun hours but you need to spend time outdoors,skin exposed.(Vitamin D supplement is not an alternative)Drink as much milk as you can and cheese.If lactose intolerant canned fish with bones like sardines(they are soft)And lose weight, become active.As much animal foods as you want.The most important is the sun exposure and calcium(milk,cheese,etc).
I can't wait until December 10 when all Australians are blocked and /v/ can be good again.
>>727632301I know right. She's taken gallons from me
>>727636034I've heard of it. It came out about 5 years after I was born (26; 1999) I think.Isn't there a new one that was a massive letdown?>>727636110Thanks fren. Working on it. I put on a bit of weight after I was put on antipsychotics. But I go to the gym 3 to 6 times a week now. Mostly focusing on building more muscle and toning up. Gym helps, too. >>727636207Yeah, I try to get a bit of sun every day. Usually just get a book and read it in the sun. I live rurally so there's a lot of nature around here, just not many services to help mentally. That's probably why I am the way I am. I'd rather this than the city, though.>>727636210Not happening. It's only social media. 4chan isn't being blocked. Anons were saying the same about the Britbongs when Starmer required use of online ID there, too.What I find nasty though, is that Pedo HQ is unblocked (BlueSky). It really goes to show, doesn't it.
>>727629081Chime.
>>727636406There is no VTMB2, it doesn't exist.
>>727632426>muh friends and familyAnon. How do you think anybody gets to the point of attempting suicide? Do you really think any friends or family that person has are worth sticking around for?
>>727636514Is it this one?>https://store.steampowered.com/app/2600/Vampire_The_Masquerade__Bloodlines/I'll buy it if so. It looks interesting.
>>727636527yessome depression is genuinely mental illness, you can have people who care and still be auistic enough to not feel anything from them
>>727636570I heartily recommend it. Again, remember to install the unofficial patch. https://www.moddb.com/mods/vtmb-unofficial-patch
>>727636667Thanks, anon. And thank you for not listing Nexusmods. I avoid that shitsite like the plague.
>>727629081Wait for Half-Life 3That's what I'm waiting for
>>727636406There's a sneaky porn ban happening on the 27th. Tick-tock, Australia. You're time here is almost up!
>>727637058Doesn't matter, I still jerk off to the nudes a few of my ex-girlfriends have sent me. I could probably hit one up and ask for a root if I was desperate enough, but I don't like sex that much.4chan will still be readily available, anyway.
>>727629081For me it was funnily ff7 remake, i am autistic and get hung up on little things. The music from 4:00 filled me with some hopehttps://youtu.be/lhb2ePyiIB4?t=3m57sHope you pull through brother
>>727637954Thanks anon. I'm about halfway through FF7 Remake. It's a pretty good game.
>>727629081Anon, take care of yourself. I got out of severe depression, but I admit I got lucky because several things simply clicked for me at the same time: meds, reconnecting with friends, paying for entertainment (which gave me something to look forward to, like concerts), etc. My depression came from shitty work conditions. I see from what you write that your case is more complicated, but that will make your return more glorious.Some colorful and humorous games were helping me, like Cats in Time, A Hat in Time, Gal Gun (I know, I don't care), Yooka-Laylee and the Impossible Lair, Wreckfest, Puzzle Bots, Abzu... Several darker, but really brilliant games also helped distract me and ultimately feel better: Donna: Avenger in Blood, A Nightmare on Duckburg (both really niche point and click adventures so if that is not your style, ignore these). Again, take care and don't off yourself.
>roping instead of taking revenge on those that ruined your life either directly or indirectlyYAWN, play the kingdom hearts series.
>>727639017>take revenge>now stuck for decades in hell getting raped by big bo
>>727629890I would say Yakuza 7 is even better to help with that suicidal ideation.
>>727629081If you just got outta school it's way too soon to decide things will never change or be better. You'll die no matter what so why rush to the end? You indicated you have people who care about you so I feel safe suggesting you adjust the ratio of time around real people to time online to heavily skew irl. Saw you calling strangers pedophiles so it's probably the right move, that kind of online/head space probably isn't great for someone who's fighting uphill against inadequate healthcare access to handle overlapping mental disorders. Real community is likely a better salve.My video game recommendation shall be Easy Delivery Co. Probably my favorite release this year that I actually played. This is all just my opinion so use at your own discretion, I barely know you after all, but I hope you feel better.
If it makes you feel any better, suicide won't make the pain go away. Some days ago an anon explained how dying feels like and other anons, including myself, can attest it was somewhat accurate.Imagine you ran out of breath and you are desperate about anything you can to breath again, that's the first part. Everything is wrong, you feel your blood stopping and gravity crushing you, and you try to scream for help more than anything but your body is shut down. You began to feel how your face turns cold and adrenaline rushing in, and your vision begins to blur into hallucinations and obscurity. You have remorses or memories that brings you a lot of pain? Prepare to see all that in 4k over and over to the point you will pee and shit your pants. If you think your life sucks 24/7 and wants to end it all, that's what you're going to see in your final moments. All despair, no blissful oblivion awaits you or anyone who dares to kill themselves.For videogames? Dunno, man. Maybe some Tetris or The Sims. Play games that looks fun to you, don't just play games just to fill a checklist before you leave.
>>727639931I second this, I'll also recommend trying tabletop RPGs (especially in person). Just try not be THAT guy, and you'll find it helps you socialize and maybe even find some meaning.
>>727629081Become a martyr to your nearest belief if you want to kill yourself
>>727640353I second this. Also a pretense to host and be hosted, which is one of the joys of knowing other people.
>>727640121A gunshot to the head gives you instant oblivion tho
>>727636406You are very demoralized. I remember holding the kitchen knife to my hands in the bathtub but I couldn't do it. Unironically do what used to make you happy. Play that childhood game, jerk off to whatever picture, any scrap to bring you closer to sanity. You will only hurt the people who care about you. The subhumans who created this mess, like Starmer, will still be there. And your family will be marked for the rest of their days. And you waste your chance to do something for yourself, or enjoy life for another day.
>>727640560This. We need more luigis
>>727632426>If you're anything like me, you'll have friends and family that will be devastated and wonder if they could've done more.More like they'll be financially destitute by the flashbang suicide. Nothing shatters a broken family more like a bill they can't pay. That's why I'm holding off until the disposal instructions can be penned down in blood and followed to the letter.
>>727638117Stick around for rebirth and part 3.
