Unmedicated speenPrevious: >>106072532Youtube: https://youtube.com/channel/UC1CfXB_kRs3C-zaeTG3oGygHaachama Dark Web: https://youtube.com/channel/UCHj_mh57PVMXhAUDphUQDFATwitter: https://twitter.com/akaihaatoちゃまヲ: https://twitter.com/HAACHAMAsubTravel log: https://haatofanserver.github.io/chama-map/Fan site: https://red-hearts.com/Red Heart: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A9HY4DsRTCg Infinity: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9mj2QJE-UOI BUTA: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jWd6cpvnfd0 Girl with pink hair: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nDJtcmSbyUA ECHO 【Cover】https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z8TnOhIxN90ブタサンダー【Cover】https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GozEv0IruEEBoo!【Cover】https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AXasW1OSb10Ban RTA: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8WphWiNYbzk 撲殺天使ドクロちゃん【Cover】https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T0DBq0wuk0I5th Single【 Who2 】https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=11wxYePRtYY めちゃゴミ完全食!! : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EbwwnZLfLew モニタリング/赤井はあと×ロボ子さん(cover) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4q5Q4pa89rs モエチャッカファイア/赤井はあと×星川サラ(cover)【歌ってみた】 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O6jtnpzklOQ かわいいだけじゃだめですか?/赤井はあと×水宮すう(cover) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wT6AdbV1Rbo ふ・れ・ん・ど・し・た・い / ホロライブ1期生 (cover) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_R-6VsimnsQ 感触 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sPVnvaBjQI0 お人形 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I6jeNGNExWA&list=OLAK5uy_kspgeUCf1P-6mo2CC40Yjw3unti5USLXo じぶんROCK / 赤井はあと(cover)【ONE OK ROCK】 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FgKlerazTDk チェリーポップ / 赤井はあと(cover)【DECO*27】 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vfwk5m_zwv8 Latest: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xbmN18q1yDE
Me without Chama
>>106110420Pigfish...
Me with Chama
just checking inhas she killed herself yet?
>>106110386Gonna post the EN lyrics from 糸 (Thread) as it got buried in the previous and I think it deserves more visibility. Maybe it cheers you up. I'm sure she'd hope for the same.>Why we encounter each other>We truly know nothing at all.>When do we always meant to be with>We are always unaware.>Where had you been?>Were you still alive?>Two Stories Under a Distant Sky>The warp thread is You>The thread beside Me>The fabric women will someday wrap someone>May be able to warm.>Why we go on living>The trail of days spent lost in the fine split>Running after my dreams>A splinter from the day I fell>What on earth can such a thread be used for?>In the wind that trembled with uneasy heart>The warp thread is You>The thread beside Me>The woven cloth one day may>shield someone's wounds.>The warp thread is You>The thread beside Me>To encounter the thread destined to be met>People call it happinessVocal by AkaihaatoClimbing by HaachamaMovie by TaranchamaInst by Trifrontierhttps://x.com/akaihaato/status/1982771097994182973
I love Haachama
As an ex Haaton I'm sorry to hear about Chammers situation and hope she can get through this in the best way possible. Is there anything I should know to avoid spreading half truths?
>>106110420chat is this real?
>>106110688I would just ignore what you read since much of it is rrats, second hand accounts, and AI generated summaries. Just hold tight to see what happens next.
>>106110679You still didn't change it from rushia, fuck off.
Based JP pigs
>>106110624domo arigato
When she comes back, im going to donate a red super chat, just to flex on the antis and SEAn*ggers
Was she just having a bad day? I often rant and say things I don't necessarily mean if I'm having a bad day.
>>106110624this song's older than chama herself and been translated to hell and back why did she have to put her own ESL rewrite onto it...
>>106110561>fat lazy eyed drama nigger reports on the latest brownvtmemes twitter postKill yourself
>>106111216She had been acting strange all week beforehand. She was off her meds and hadn't been sleeping.
>>106111353>Lack of sleepThat'll do it. I suffered a decade of sleep deprivation and noticed periods where I went on 10 hrs in 7 days that I'd get paranoid over anyone and everything.
>>106110624why would schizo ramblings cheer me up?
He's so blatant. I wonder how long he'll shit up our thread for.
the disgusting things will eventually away
>>106111712>eventually awaynice one ESLchama
>>106111712Unlike our brown "friend" who doesn't watch her, any actual Haaton understood the very blatant Haachama reference in your speech.
>>106110420What a Zako
>>106111756Da pepaloni?
>>106112451how about I gut you like a fish
https://x.com/akaihaato/status/1253621021933858816
>>106112583how about u neck urself along with ur menhera
https://warosu.org/vt/thread/61733294#p61736008I tried to tell them, they didn't believe me, again.Haachama has been acting like the self-deprecating crazy character for stream entertainment since forever, and this has cultivated an audience who likes her for that character. While I like that character, personally, my intrique and concern came from her trauma past which I related to, especially the feeling of isolation and disconnect from others when you lack normal childhood and adolescence. The parts of her telling stories about Philippines prison-like school and such, to me felt like cry for help disguised as a funny story, because it's difficult for her to express the genuine grief part because as an entertainer everything must be a joke and fun.Basically, her past (which she has always been consistent about) is clearly full of traumatic experiences and the schizo arcs were always real, in the sense that it was based on her genuine self-expression, even though crafted into a commercial stream experience.Whenever I've expressed genuine concern, I was shut down by people saying it was just acting. The EN community making fun of her English is basically a running gag, it's mildly funny but becomes excessive when they don't have any other way to engage with her. I was always a bit uncomfortable with it, but I didn't know what to do about it. Unless she's actually crying, nobody hears the pain behind her experiences, and when she does, haatons default to pacifying her with cheap platitudes. I think this drives away genuinely empathic people from her viewerbase, making things worse. This is why people who care, leave and only come back when she has a breakdown, because it's too painful to watch the unhealthy dynamic unfold on the daily.In short, Haachama is a deeply troubled girl who uses her real distress as circus entertainment, and she does it because she has always done this and has nothing else good going on.Also, this next part is kind of a personal rant, but psychiatry and mental wards are actually the most immoral, worst crime against humanity. Mental wards exist to help "normal" people feel good by controlling the lives of people whose feelings they are afraid of and don't understand, while giving the illusion that their targets of obsession are given good care. I've basically never heard anyone having a good experience being forcibly imprisoned and drugged with permanently brain-altering chemicals that are certainly not safe nor effective. (1/2)
>>106112863come here fishy fishy
When Haachama came back in 2023, she wasn't the same. She felt like a shell putting on a familiar routine while not understanding it anymore, not knowing her audience, not knowing Hololive. And as always, people thought she was just acting for content. Most likely she got chemically raped in a mental prison (you may use different language but I'm using that because that's what it actually is)and put on powerful antipsychotic drugs. It's also ironic how people who do/let this happen are completely unaware of what it's actually like and then label people who they traumatized with it as paranoid schizophrenics, like it's abnormal to not want it to happen to you.She is the sweetest and most well-meaning girl, almost unprecedented for a modern woman. I don't remember her ever acting out of malice, nor has she ever reacted in a disproportionate or unfair way, the most extreme thing being the rap drama where she got the hate rap and had prepared her own hate track to get back at them. As an online celebrity, she has taken at least 5 times more beating than what she has sent back. Haachama never did or said anything wrong, so why is her life made to be hell? This is the reality she ranted about in the mental breakdown stream, the reality which most people are too weak to acknowledge. She was right about most things and it made me love her more.I deeply regret not being able to communicate my genuine love, care and concern for her. I don't know what happened between 2023 and 2025 because I didn't watch her much, due to general falling off from vtubers and due to the aforementioned reason of it being just too hard to watch. Excuses I know. I'm sorry. I don't have money and I don't live in Japan and I don't understand half of what she's saying, so my ability to help are slim.I hope she can safely get off the meds (cold turkey can cause brain damage), get away from her abusive family, find people she can trust and help her to live a healthy, dignified life. The challenge is that mentally "healthy" "normal" (unaware or desensitized) people lack the understanding to help her, and depressive realists and empaths who relate to her are likely too damaged themselves to be able to help her. The other challenge lifelong abuse victims can feel taxing to be around, which leaves mostly people who are in it for the fun and games or abuse. Most of all, I hope she doesn't get subjected to another round of mental prison chemical rape, next to that I hope she doesn't kill herself. She's a good-natured, young and attractive girl, it's not over for her yet if she leaves behind her abusive family, black company and unhealthy stream dynamics. (2/2)
>>106112112You know the zako? Zako is means like a fish, the... most weakest fish, in the world. You know it? It's called zako, in japanese. And... that's you!
>>106112966>>106113006>black companycool story nijinigger, suicide when?
Go self-reply in one of the slide threads antichama, you won't get your (you)s here
>>106113210If you actually watched Hololive, you would know it became shit after public company. But whatever you think about Hololive is my least important point. The important point is that it's unhealthy for her.
Genuine question haatons, from what I've read , her schizophrenia is so severe that she should be in a straight jacket. She sounds like a threat to herself and others around her.Has there been any community effort to involuntarily commit her?
>>106113538cool story nijinigger, suicide when?
>>106113621She's already been institutionalized.
>>106113678But why has she been let out? Sounds like she's only gotten worse.
>>106113621She was literally committed for like a whole year, you cannot be this much of a tourist.
last time I watched a 'chama stream was the peak collab w/ irys and shiori.i remember being massively annoyed that neither of them seemed to be trying to interact with much of anything haachama did or said.she desperately needs a friend i think :(
>>106113918Which is cleary not enough. She needs to be in a straight jacket probably her whole life.
>>106113755Because a lot of schizophrenics are in remission most of the time and can live a relatively normal life if properly medicated.
>>106113621Another round of chemical rape and imprisonment won't save her, you don't care about her, you just want to make yourself feel good.
>>106114123Sounds like you need to be in a straight jacket too.
Well?
>>106114311She's right.
>>106114311I am sorry Haato my soul is corrupt
>>106112966Most of what you're saying here is true, but you genuinely were wrong about her amnesia back then.
>>106114311>>106114326>>106114336well what? that shes a literal schizo?in that case i agreealso good job cutting off the last 2 schizo linesthat'll fool them
No one wants to hear this but Hololive is second only to Niji as being the worst place for chuuba mental health support. The western indie scene and one corpo in particular can relate to Haachama's situation and provide better care and support.
Holy fucking cringe. Kill yourself
>>106114392my bad, forgot she added more. Even better.
>>106114509there we gonow thats a full case schizo
>>106114392>that shes a literal schizo?But everything she said was true. Live in the real.
Give Super Nintendo Chammers some magic mushrooms.Studies show they shock-reset your nervous system and basically cure depression and maybe schizophrenia too.Then make sure her family can't contact her.There, I saved your oshi.
>family is the problem>not having real friends is the problemCover needs to make a dorm for members.In the meantime she should live with her (new) manager (me).
>>106114677Yeah. My name is manager.
>>106114662>studies showChrist, I fucking hate "X drug will solve it" faggots.Shrooms fucking suck at that, they just make you have panic attacks for hours and then make you feel drained of all ambition for weeks afterward.
If chama leaves then 1st gen will pretty much be dissolved. Aki and Fubuki have already abandoned the gen and Matsuri wont be far behind because she'll have nothing left in Hololive.
This poster clearly doesn't know what they are talking about and is speaking confidently on matters he is clueless on.
>>106110646>sphaton>SPHatonPlease humiliate me bugwoman uwuwuwuwu
Getting worse and worse. You are terrible at this, not even a hint of the real thing
>>106114707I did shroom therapy. I agree about the panic attacks, and only felt drained of ambition for like two days afterward.However, by the time I was done (four dozes), my depression was basically gone. Now I only do two or three dozes a year.Granted, I also paired this with lots of meditation, deep introspection and a spiritual journey that had me face some harsh realities and inner demons, so your mileage may vary.>>106114677This, or maybe a small apartment building, would be good.But probably way too expensive.
>>106112966>>106113006Yeah she is a sweetheart. Having adverse experiences when you're young can build rare empathy and a depth of feeling in people, it happens. I don't have any doubts about her. It's more about what she needs to do for herself. If she wants to make dark, difficult and challenging content, or take her creativity in new directions, what support and guidance exactly is she getting from Hololive. She's dropping 10 hours of karaoke in her bedroom with nothing but a sleeping bag and a box of cookies like an indie, meanwhile Holo has her playing musical chairs or simply doing projects mostly on her own. Something just isn't connecting here. How did we even come to this.
>>106114311It's pretty much this. Bkub is right and so is Haachama.
>>106114662I did shrooms once. She doesn't need them. The last stream was equivalent to the kind of realizations and clarity you can get with them. The awareness of how the world works can increase anxiety and paranoia though, wouldn't recommended for schizophrenia-like states. Quitting her drug (probably a powerful antipsychotic from the involuntary confinement) might even simulate the effects of psychedelics, suddenly increasing the neuron connectivity after having them suppressed.
>>106114707>Shrooms fucking suck at that, they just make you have panic attacks for hours...This happened to a friend of mine. He had never had a panic attack, then the first time he tried mushrooms, had a panic attack and then continued to keep having them about once a month for several years after. On the other hand, my sister fixed her fucked up life by doing shrooms a few times and reflecting a lot on why she wasn't happy and successful. She turned around her entire life, has a good job, married a guy who is WAY better than the losers she used to date, now expecting a kid.It's cool that drugs somehow help some people, but it's not magic, and it can just as easily make things worse.
>>106110679>HoloEN>潤羽るしあ
buhi buhi
>>106114509Isnt Haachama the one putting up a farce by larping as a character? Why doesnt she act more like herself instead of her character? Most of EN doesnt have this issue. The only soul that is wrong here is her, unmedicated, deluded, shifting the blame onto others, which I dont discredit being partially a problem going by her family, but wanting to be seen while pushing everyone away is not the way to do it.Haachama, wake up. You are the one not living in the real here.
https://x.com/mameiriko/status/1983911780134035686
>>106116510hit the spot, huh?
>>106116577God, I wish she would lure me into the woods and eat my flesh
Chama leaning hard into her rock and roll arc. I get it.>One, nothing wrong with me>Two, nothing wrong with me>Three, nothing wrong with me>Four, nothing wrong with me>One, something's got to give>Two, something's got to give>Three, something's got to give>Now
this thread lacks images like this
>>106116846
>>106116877>>106116895>>106116946What are you trying to accomplish here?
>>106116846>>106116877the other people are skinwalking me
AWAY
>>106117028Cramped box with a bootless Haachama in it... home...
I am in love with Akai Haato AKA Haachama AKA Chamao AKA Taranchama of hololive generation 1.
So someone has the whole transcript of the stream right?
>>106117080Now edit phase, niji, and vshojo on the pizza. I'm too lazy myself.
>>106113919She put on the brain damaged act and it makes it impossible for English speakers to take her seriously. I think she realised this which triggered a change in character. I was also kind of confused when she was collaborating with all the en members, they didn't seem at all interested in getting to know her. She is in a very strange position of being way younger than them and also very senior so people were probably freaking out and nervous when haachama just wanted to be treated normally or like a younger sister.I think also because she is young and insecure she doesn't know how to be entertaining beyond the crazy shit yet she knows that's why people used to like her. She made a lot of references to viewers having fun watching broken humans. I can tell she is attracted to raden as an example of what she wants to become, there was also a desire to be friends with gigi and kronii.
>>106113919>pale, japanese young girl>amongst a bunch of browns, hags and bananasIt's jealously anonymous
>>106113919As a pig, I thought that one went pretty well for a group collab.
>>106117859the ones that float around conveniently leave out the fact that she was riled upe by antis
>>106118173>pale, japanese young girl>paleAnon...
>>106118655for an asian she's pretty fucking pale
https://x.com/slapdashtw/status/1983868354122412530
Knowing Haachama is already a broken human being when shes just one year younger than I does make me feel better about myself, that said, is there any reason why she doesnt attempt to get along with younger girls? Surely Hololive isnt just hags
>>106119953Shion and Aqua already quit lil bro...
>>106120029EN also has younger girls
>>106120681Does it??? Are any of them also Japanese?
>>106120744A handful of them are in Japan yeah, and know how to speak JP, Haachama also knows a bit of English at least
>>106118173Ur soon retarded she's half flip you know?? Your soul is wrong.
>>106119953She has shit parents, she wants to be friends with intelligent older sister types. She also has an interest in fellow outcasts, I don't think she wants to adopt a younger sister.
How are there still people that think she is from pagpagtopia???????
I'd like to assume that my piggies are not the ones that would bite into green potatoes
>>106121005Her mother is from there retard.
>>106114171Hey retard, japanese mental health shit is awful. Hell, mental institutions in places like America ain't shit either, usually just prisons with a different name.
>schizophrenia she hasn't been hallucinating or hearing voices, why are you such a retard?
>>106121283Because they got rid of the mental asylums. Sure, they were also prisons in a way. But they were specifically designed for mental patients.Hospitals are too overwhelmed to deal with crazy people so they try to discharge them as quickly as possible. Heck even literal, drug addict, will stab you in the neck schizos don't get locked up and instead get monthly injections of stupid juice, and that's if they even cooperate and don't just hide under a bridge and not take their meds.
>>106121117why did you lie
>>106114311Her handwriting is infintely better than pretty much all "native" english zoomers and probably half of millenials.
Haachama Tower in Neu Holoserver? Haachama Tower in Neu Holoserver? Haachama Tower in Neu Holoserver? Haachama Tower in Neu Holoserver? Haachama Tower in Neu Holoserver? Haachama Tower in Neu Holoserver? Haachama Tower in Neu Holoserver? Haachama Tower in Neu Holoserver?
>>106121511Mental asylum were full of abuse and rape
>>106121646So it's better the crazy people abuse and rape each other as homeless under a bridge unsupervised right?
>>106121547can you kys
took you a while to find this thread, hope it takes less for you to leave.
>>106121702Haachama has not been raped, thankfully. When you put 'crazies' in what is essentially a concentration camp, rules and oversight quickly become irrelevant.
>>106121825>vague posting Chams would be disappointed, let them know they're hated.
The way they dealt with Ao makes me think cover regressed at menhera control when the company went public
>>106122238>cover regressed at menhera control when the company went publicTo be fair to Cover though, Adjustment disorder is retarded and looking at Ao-kun's track record of switching persona/company every 2 years like 5 times i'm not surprised she left.
If Haachama doesn't get terminated I'll finally try the pepeloni but without pepeloni
if she had a bf I don't think she would have been in a bad place as she is now. her condition proves that she remained an idol
>>106122298>switching persona/company every 2 years like 5 timesAnother catalog nigger spotted. Ao was changing underground Idol groups. Those groups have different dynamics that working in a company and most of the time they don't last enough because the members pull to different directions. She actually hold very well when she decided to became a streamer.
>>106121283Oh look, already proving my point. Where do you live? So I can contact the nearest police station to let them know that you are a threat to others and need to be locked up.
>>106122506No, that wouldn't fix anything. Getting plowed by someone doesn't fix the hole of having a trash dad and mom, and builds bad habits. Stop thinking about your dick.
Why doesn't she go back to Australia? Even just to vist?
its truly over, pigs...
this is our future. comfy? sad? :<https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jnmhdiV7R7I
>>106122802she should rather go to austria, so I can hop across the border and save her
Goodnight piggies
>>106123761goodnight pig
>>106123761what u gonna neck urself like ur menhera oshi?hope u dont wake up!
Wishing Chama and pigs a good day.
page 8 is for the pigs
I'm blaming your schizo oshi for making Miko cry, it it wasn't for your schizo oshi Miko wouldn't have been catching strays from antis
>>106125270>>106123761Day or night, hope pigs are alright
>>106126039What happened with Migo?
>>106102871delet this.
>>106125270Amazing pic
>>106122238the way they dealt with ao was pretty much perfect from the company's POV though, there was virtually zero drama
>>106127394I wouldn’t really call a sudden(though expected) graduation, with no chance to say goodbye to her fans, not even through a recorded message, ‘perfect'.
>>106127624Ever thought that maybe that was Ao's decision? It would make sense considering that the likely source of her anxiety were the streams
>>106128010yes, still not perfect from a company's POV. can't fully milk the graduation
>>106126806Holoantis posing as Haatons have been harassing her. She broke into tears on stream before cancelling it and starting a member's stream explaining things.I should note that nothing was said regarding Haachama's status or blaming Haachama for the mess.
>>106128831Ah. We've gotten a lot of those here too.
where is she...is it truly over?
Can someone spoonfeed me on her relationship with Roboco? Nene? Matsuri? I thought they were friends. I know Festival is a basket case, but didn’t she take a long trip together with Roboco recently?
https://x.com/HASECO777/status/1983898603338002896
I've been looking at cool photos to cope
silence all day. this isn't a good sign.
>>106130030She has friends in Hololive, it's just her low self-esteem, trouble maintaining friendships, and being in a dark place due to being off her meds making her think she has no friends. I'm sure the three you listed, Miko, La+, Su, and plenty others would consider her a friend.
>>106131041What about erotic ones
Maybe she needs to have that "no BS" talk with Kiara that Coco had with Kiara and really appreciated, since Haachama and Kiara have hung out a few times. But maybe she's not in the right mental space for it
>>106131105>She has friends in Hololive, it's just her low self-esteem, trouble maintaining friendships, and being in a dark place due to being off her meds making her think she has no friendsA bit bloggy, but it really reminds me of my mother when I was younger. She had a bunch of friends but one of the things said about her was that while they liked her, she was hard to stay friends with because she didn't really do the reaching back you need to do to stay friends and connected with people. Then there was a period where she became more emotionally volatile, cut off all contact with the friends she had and it culminated in a huge breakdown where she went around the house just smashing things and crying about how she's a complete failure fuckup and nobody really cares about her before locking herself in the bathroom and trying to kill herself. My dad broke in and stopped her and went through the process of getting her on meds, going to therapy etc. and while I won't pretend it just completely solves everything and makes you a perfectly happy all the time outgoing person, she hasn't had any breakdowns or episodes since.While I can't really truly understand what Haachama is going through, it still makes me believe that Haachama can get back on track.
Queen of controversy does it again. I believe shell be here at least another three years as she has said many times before.
>>106131787>the guy named "dead"
She should form a new stable with Kson and Mike, she's been slowly spiralling since they left. I love watching her when she can just be her crazy self but this bullshit where she has to put herself in the nice idol shaped cookie cutter is just draining all the life out of her, torch it all down on the way out tell all these cunts to eat shit and die, I will follow
>>106131105We don’t know where she’s located, either. How close does she live to her friends? Are they even in the same city? Maybe that plays a part in her feeling isolated.That being said, yeah, it does sound like this was just her mental state and anxiety taking over and catastrophizing all over the place.
it's over, there's no coming back from this
So where will she be posting the screenshots I want to see her burn it all down on the way out
>>106132802No. A lot of people seem to be suggesting she goes solo, but that would almost certainly be worse. Cover obviously will do whatever they think is best for Cover, but people in a situation like Haachama’s are much better off *with* expectations and structure and workloads imposed on them. They just need to be calibrated correctly. Take those few structures she has on hand, away, and she will be truly in the void, with nothing to hang on to. That’s much more likely to get her spiraling and into a much darker place. Sadly, it’s true that the Japanese are woefully underqualified to deal with mental health. Just in general they’re terrible at care, never mind something as complicated and hard to navigate as mental care. Let’s hope they manage it. Unlike other people in here or twitter, I actually don’t think Chama is so terribly unwell. I think she’s very manageable—more manageable than, for example, michael cat—but it’s a matter of finding the people able and willing to do the managing.
>>106131272I wish I could be horny about anything lately...
I don't understand why twitter peeps are sweeping it under the rug...
>>106134393There is absolutely nothing wrong with Chama. She is miserable as fuck because she's a crazy freedom lover who wants to be crazy and happy and very entertaining but she can't because she feels like she needs to be something that she can't be. Her loyalty is admirable but misplaced, her streams whenever the real Chama comes out are fucking gold and we cannot lose this just for the sake of the fucking stockholders, fly free Chama fly close to the sun and make it all burn
>Just in general they’re terrible at carereminds me of the Japanese "deep cleaning" videos i happened to watch weeks ago. the fact that japanese people die alone and they'll be only discovered dead after 1 month when their corpse stinks all over the neighborhood shows the real grim state of Japanese care. this is why i think chama really needs someone to help her, and Cover really only cares about PR, they could do something actually good and send assistance to her.
>>106134817that doesn't happen until>Notice regarding Termination of Our Contract with “Akai Haato"drops
>>106134822>There is absolutely nothing wrong with Chama.This is exactly how people spiral into committing sudoku, while everyone around them just looks the other way, convincing themselves nothing’s wrong, pretending everything's fine, eyes shut and heads buried deep in denial. You must be one shitty friend.
>>106134936That's not a problem unique to Japan.
>>106134822There is, though. At the very least she currently has an anxiety disorder that has spiraled into an acute depression. Other anons were diagnosing her with paranoid schizophrenia but I think that, even though some of her statements can be taken that way, that’s going a bit too far. Thus far, everything is explainable by an untreated/undiagnosed anxiety disorder that has been allowed to linger for too long. Anxiety compounds and can lead to really dangerous levels of stress, which itself can cause symptoms that mimic things like paranoia. On the other hand, her having been admitted is not really an indicator of anything because within the Japanese healthcare system they’ll try to admit you for fucking anything. They’re just extremely bad at it and want to treat everything with as blunt an instrument as possible.But anyways shitty healthcare aside, Chama is a sensitive girl with some clearly disruptive personality traits that both let her be creative and get in the way of her social life. She needs some help managing herself, but it shouldn’t be this hard. She’s also at an age where it’s common for unconventional people to face mental health/personality/developmental crises. I really think this isn’t as bad as it looks mental health wise. It’s a different matter if: 1. Cover will care or be able to do anything about it, and 2. The Japanese will be able to provide the correct solutions.
I hope the anon spamming about wanting Haachama to kill herself here and in Miko's thread to be shot in the dick, raped by a violent criminal, tortured by people he loves, and then murdered.
Is there an actual proper translation of what she said?Keep seeing misinfo everywhere and dont even know what to believe.
>>106135608No because it wasn't a short crash out it was slow dripfeeding info over hours. Nobody is translating all that manually.
>>106135608My Japanese is not as amazing as other anons, but for my money the chatGPT thing someone posted had good recaps and the translations were accurate. I think someone posted it on this same thread, but maybe it was the last one.
>>106135274it might be, it's just Japan is particularly bad at it https://www.japantimes.co.jp/news/2025/04/13/japan/society/japan-lonely-deaths/
>>106135608I would trust nothing honestly unless you understand Japanese and watch the stream yourself. And even then, much of it was her responding to topics antis in chat brought up, which is always neglected to be mentioned.
Pigs, I'm afraid. For her and of losing her like this
>>106135734Theres no need. Shes been in deeper pits. Trust the strongest
>>106134817Only the EN side, the JP side is pretty much a civil war right now, a loooot of talk about cliques.
>>106135768Trust the 10 year plan
>>106135789If you consider antis pretending to be fans fighting actual fans to be a civil war.
>>106135695It’s not even that they don’t try to care. They try to care and just don’t know how to. So they try to do outrageous things like paying for your entire stay at a clinic, while having no patience at all for even finding a proper diagnosis, first. The problem is embedded in them as a people. It’s a blind spot.
>>106135789That's quite the logical outcome. It is the JP side who understands nihongo the most.
>>106135834I'm not sure, but what haachama said is polarizing at best and disruptive as worst, so obviously people are picking sides.
>>106135834This. Of course drama loving retards are going to run with any narrative. The reality of the situation is inconvenient. Fact: cover has always backed haachama. Fact: haachama has said worse things. Fact: she has always been allowed to speak her mind. Fact: a single day of radio silence is far from the longest hiatus she has taken. Haachama will be fine. Cover will be fine. Controversy creates cash.
>>106135834Yeah I saw someone posting a machine translated japanese tweet of out of context holo quotes as evidence or something or other except I actually knew what some of the quotes were referring to and the original japanese tweeter seemed to be deliberately misinterpreting them to try to create a negative picture. Bad actors everywhere.
>>106135990If anybody mentions cliques in hololive, those are very clearly antis. That's one thing our brown ESLs here post about here and mentally ill jap antis post about in unison.
>>106136040>If anybody mentions cliques in hololive, those are very clearly antisHaachama very clearly did though. Do you really think that cliques are not a concept in a corporate enviroment full of women?
>>106136040don't forget the chinese
>>106136075Honestly, if you think I don't know what you're doing, you would have a sub 100 IQ.
>>106136075You mean the cliques that gen 3 decided to make an advertising point? It's more nuanced and complicated that even she understands.
>>106136036>>106136116Slit your wrists
>>106136075Just because a few friends hang out regularly doesn’t make them a clique. A clique implies exclusion, secrecy, and a hierarchy, something deliberately shutting others out. A group of friends laughing together at lunch isn’t some secret society plotting against you, it’s just friendship. She's paranoid
>>106136146no u
>>106136165>She's paranoidMaybe, but how can you know for sure? Isn't it better to consider both possibilities?
>>106136196It's the same schizo who spams the Pekora thread too sometimes isn't it
>>106136257Choke on it you garbage eating, mud hit dwelling, poverty stricken, barely literate, subhuman.
>>106136312Oh man, this got him. He really is a projecting pinoy, lmao
>>106136287let's try>pewhora
>>106136342Honestly, the fact that you felt the need to defend yourself when nobody was replying to you says all we need to know about your origin.
all I see is 2 pagpags fighting each other
All I see is a schizo shrieking after being called out and desperately trying to save face by doing a "no u"
>>106136505no u
>>106136740you've put a lot of thoughts into that, are you Pinoyophile?
>>106134822Would a change in streaming location help her? I've heard about how youtube restricts her.
>>106135789Yeah I'm getting those JP schizos all over my twitter feed too. Bunch of them are just vtuber antis as well.
>>106135768This feels different. Normally I tell doomposters to fuck off. I hope I'm wrong
How did Haachama studied in Australia? I'm not familiar with whatever system there is. Did she have a dorm or rented an apartment alone? Was this a scholarship or is this not costly?
Past 5 PM and no announcement yet. We live to see another weekend.>>106139297Probably your standard study-abroad program at a girls' only academy. No one what her exact living sitation was like, but her family apparently fronted the costs.
>>106139297In Australia our universities receive many foreign students who generally stay in student dorms for foreign as well as those from rural towns and farms so we all get mixed in.Student village life is amazing but I think she was staying with relatives so she might have just been going to a technical college or finishing high school anyway we have hundreds of thousands of foreign students here
>>106139297It sounded like a foreign exchange student program from what I recall her saying.I don't really know how they work, but a friend who lived on my street parents were regularly hosts, so they were also rotating through random girls that couldn't speak English at their house all the time.
I just woke up from a dream where another pig and I were with Chama in some building, comforting her. At some point, the other Haaton got up from his seat to take care of something. Chama and I were staring at some screen, and then she burst into tears about Coco. I was crying too, and she hugged me. Then I said something about how pigs love Chama a lot and wish for her return. After that, she expressed her will to return to streaming. The other pig eventually came back, we looked out the window, and the dream became more abstract.What a self-serving dream. I hope Chama returns, though, happy and healthy.
Japanese are so conflict-avoidant that there are middlemen services for quitting jobs and even ending relationships. Am I dumb for thinking that Kson could help? Friendly enough to care and listen, social enough to give advice on making and keeping friends, business experienced enough to give an objective opinion on her conflict with the company, foreign enough to know to separate someone from an abusive family, if true. She could do a home visit checkup in the form of a friend visiting, and shield her and help her move out if necessary.
>>106140772>middleman services for quitting jobsTo be fair, some actual black companies will do everything in their power to keep you from quitting, especially if you're too young and stupid to know better.
>>106140521damn free rotating pussies all the time
https://x.com/natsuiromatsuri/status/1984186679339663368Peekaboo and Baubaus in Machu's show.
>>106141304Festival rabu
https://x.com/kinnotamadx/status/1984175551570178533
You think we would've gotten the Doll MV today?
>>106140772Leave Kson out of this she has her own shit to deal with
>>106142213That's what I was guessing too, but despite its release being a couple of days before Halloween I'm pretty sure the Ito cover was meant to be the "Halloween" thing she released this month
CHAMA LOVE
>>106139297She was fostered by family/friends that live there I think? She never went into too much detail about it from what I've heard her talk, she did mention multiple times that she was practically invisible to other people when she was there and that she barely interacted with the people she lived with or at school.It didn't seem like a student exchange thing. She just went there to graduate high school I guess. She didn't seem to be in good terms with her parents either so idk.
>>106140772These services exist not because the japanese are scared of confrontation, they exist because the companies do everything to make you not quit.
>>106138759She spent 10 hours singing her heart out for pigs with nothing but a sleeping bag and box of cookies, then stayed up with chat the next night for 7 hours refusing to leave until her body passed out on her. She loves performing and she loves her fanbase. Everything makes a lot more sense if you understand she took the decision to leave, including getting so emotional at the very end. >>106142502>CHAMA LOVEIt's hard not to.
Each hour of silence is starting to get to me, at what point does it pass the threshold of ‘no good ends beyond this point’?She was talking about streaming the next day, now there have been 2 days of no streams nor even a simple tweet explaining a delay. And then there is Mio asking us to wait and that management is involved.I’d like to think that they are finding help for her but deep down I feel like it’s more likely they are reprimanding her behind the scenes and determining what punishment to give her most damning remarks.This silence is killing my Halloween mood…
>>106142905sadly im losing hope tooim thinking they waited for the lamy contest and matsuri 3D, then we'll maybe have news..
>>106142786Then rephrase it as "scared of being troublesome".
>>106142905>>106143150Same. I'd like to believe they'll get chama to have some talk about what the heck happened and how to move from now on, what she needs and wants and such. But also afraid it's just gonna be a "you did a no-no" bashing instead.Hoping for the best, but expecting the worst. Love chama.
You degenelates will be alright. Just keep that sight on the Horizon.
>>106143449Meru love!
>>106143449the sexiest hololive model, we lost so much on this day
Life was so fucking good when Chama could enjoy a comfy Christmas with Coco, Rushia, and Kanata. I fucking hate whatever this is now
>>106143449Thanks Kapumin, Banpire very Sexy
>>106143622fck you, they deserve better than your AI Slop
>>106143681This is by Chama's Papa, though?https://x.com/haruyuki_nijyou/status/1183611707106586624
>>106143681Fucking retard.
>>106143681KEK, nice bait
>>106143791poor*Go samefag elsewhere.
>>106143681seethig about ai doesn’t make you an artist
(you)
Is okay to admit that I'm enough of a holonoob that I never saw Mel?
I miss my Chammy...
>>106143954you missed out on peak, especially early Mel
I really do feel like Cover think they are being generous with the no interest loans. But garnishing wages is not a good practice. They should also prevent talents from taking out loans until they've paid back the loans they owe. I love Chammers but I feel like she made a mistake taking out too many loans for cover songs and Cover is at fault for how they provide and take loan pay back. Such a shitty situation.
This whole situation is why I believe that the whole idol industry and its surrounding culture needs to be banned or more strictly regulated for minors.I think many of you here would agree with the idea that vtubers and idols are expected to sell the girlfriend experience and the "gachikoi" element is part of that. Isn't this basically prostitution? They are selling not their bodies but the experience. This makes the fact that she was apparently signed as a minor predatory from the company and highly questionable to me.Just to be clear, there is nothing wrong with 16 year olds having natural relationships, it's the prostitution aspect that is wrong.These young women grow up to be warped and psychologically damaged. Akai Haato/Haachama is just another victim of the exploitative industry. It doesn't help that Japan doesn't deal well with people who suffer from mental illnesses and development disorders.This entire situation just makes me sad that another young woman is suffering alone with millions watching her.In part she chose this herself when signing the contract, but then there's the environment that has fed her lies about "being an idol." Now she is dependent on her viewers validating her existence. It's just sad.
REPS FOR HAACHAMALOVE FOR HAACHAMA
If you see anyone talking shit about a Holomember, even if they are praising one but putting down another at their expense in the same breath, then you have encountered a bug. Fuck all bugs, SEAnigs, antis and zhangs.
>>106144060you're wrong aaaaaand, you're wrong
>>106144139I want to burry my face in Coco's fat tits
>>106144160
>>106144139What an odd thing to post in a thread for a half Philipino girl. You just literally talked shit about half the roster lmfao
This stream was just one month ago.One month ago.What the fuck happened https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9dpdepyMm-I
>>106144060It hurts to say when it led to me meeting my oshi, but I can't deny that hiring minors was a mistake. I wouldn't quite put in on the same level as prostitution, but certainly on the same level as prominent child actors in other industries, and those turning out poorly is a tale as old as time. It's good that Cover stopped doing it, but what's done was done in Chammers' case. Obviously dropping her after changing their hiring rules wouldn't have been a fair choice, but simply keeping her on and leaving it at that wasn't enough; she should've been getting extra mental and emotional support this whole time.
>>106144326welcome to the wonderful world of mental illness
>>106144293BUGS AWAY
>>106144340I blame Japan's lack of mental health awareness and their tendency for passivity when dealing with troublesome situations. If at least a couple of the other members had had the cajones to put their foot in the door before Haachama could close it and insist they were there for her and spend time with her whether she liked it or not, maybe some things could have been different.
>>106144142>can't even provide any argumentkys retard
>>106144384You didn't have to say goodbye I don't care that you're leaving
>>106144139>see JP schizos seething about both holo and nijis>turns out it's shit that happened like 4 years agoyeah it's just antis screaming about how they hate vtubers
>>106144499Not wasting time engaging with with a wordy clown who only wants to hear themselves talk. Farming your reactions for the laughs is much more entertaining and requires much less efforts.
>>106144624Get the fuck out of here you dramafag, you don't give a fuck about haato. Fucking clown shotting up the thread like a subhuman.
>>106144444>If at least a couple of the other members had had the cajones to put their foot in the door before Haachama could close it I'd just like to remind all of you that most of the older members aren't really known for being well adjusted adults themselves
>>106144659mmm delicious, more
https://cover-corp.com/en/news/detail/c2025103101is she coming back, or is she getting the Ao treatment
>>106144792She was in hiatus longer than Ao before coming back iirc
https://x.com/akaihaato/status/1984244912142102688from manager.. and they mention after consulting with familydont know if its a good thing after how she described the relationship with them
>>106144792>>106144854So not a graduation. At least not yet.She's been thrown in the psyche ward and we'll see her in a couple months
>>106144792>>106144854this is definitely just a precursor to graduation (forced)
>>106144792She didn't namedrop anyone, what the hell are they talking about.
>>106144854I especially don't like they didn't allow her to make the tweet herself but via a manager, shows they have no faith in her to do even something as simple as that. Not a good sign
I just want her to be happy
Literally going to be Ao 2.0 This seems to be their new method for terminating problematic girls. Fuck Cover.
I hope she will get better
>in addition to statements made by Akai Haato being taken out of context and inappropriately circulated online as rumors, other talents, including those that have been mentioned by name on-streamThis part is straight up a lie, the only person she mentioned in that stream was Shion, and that was because she was reading from chat.
>>106145078did she say fubuki's name when she answered her chat? i dont remember
>>106145127Fubuki was literally in the chat at one point.
Pretty much what I expected. They can’t terminate her outright for PR reasons, so a hiatus + quiet graduation was their only option. Hopefully we at least get a proper goodbye stream this time, unlike Ao
>>106144963At this moment, it's just too delicate
>official menhera stamp of approval from coverTruly, the stlongest idol.
If they're going to part ways with her, i just want them to do it after they see to it that she gets the help she needs.Miracles could happen and she might recover enough to still want to be part of Hololive and stay.
>>106144792Honestly grim statement. More lines on how this affects "other talents" and measures taken against defamation against them, than anything regarding Chamas well-beeing. Looks like they are more interested in protecting their image than the talent
>>106145220that fact that you think it's her choice is pure delusion
I believe Cover will let her stay if she wants to, but I'm no longer sure if she will. I won't act like I never had moments of doubt, but I never seriously believed that she would graduate during the 2023 hiatus. After this though, I'm just not sure.
>>106145272I doubt they will terminate her ever. Her contract will not be renewed if she stays in the hospital by the time the renewal comes up. If she gets out it will be her choice. That's what im thinking honestly
>>106145260What can cover actually do to help her? Genuinely.They are a contractor. Contractors can't force you to take your meds.
She already sounded confident by the end of that stream that shit was coming to a close.Even if they don't fire her, I doubt she will stick around, not now, not this time.I feel for the girl, I really do. I hope she can find some help, and peace, from her struggles.
corporations are never your friend
>>106145272Congratulations. You don't fucking watch her. Go back to the catalog where you came from, scum.
trust the godchama
>>106144792Haachama will return, stronger than she's ever been before.
she needs a good cock in the chamussy and everything will be fine
see you in a few months when the graduation (without concert) gets announced
>>106145016>>106145039Your VPN acting up trying to peek over The Great Firewall, bug?
>>106145220Anon, Hololive exists now to secure revenue with partnerships with McDonalds and Coca-Cola. I cannot think of a worse place for a unique and exquisitely sensitive artistic soul like her, except perhaps a mental institute where they actively attempt to file off all the corners of her personality to please other people. She needs to get away from this situation and fast. I think she knows that herself, but it would have been easier to quietly slip out the back door like Gura than square off against on the entire world the way she's doing now. I get it. She's young and idealistic, been there too. I just hope she comes out of this alright. It's not going to be easy.
>>106145220I can't believe that she, in her right mind, wants to leave. But I understand everything that's against her too. I still don't fully understand what happened with Ao but my understanding is that even Regloss were surprised by it and thought she had wanted to come back. So I don't know how much soft pressure to leave they can exert. Still, even from a purely business perspective I think even if they're "troublesome" that it's in their best interest to keep people around because everyone who leaves plants doubt in fans' minds about "investing" in talents. I don't know, just my rambling thoughts.I will wait for Haachama as long as it takes.
im glad she wasnt nukedwill she be back i dont know, but im glad she will forever be part of the talents and what she did remainsi will cling to the hope she comes back, its all i have for now
>>106145260Even in her own announcement she is just an afterthought to them.Literally dumping her into the hands of her abusers and Cover telling them to handle it while Cover focuses their attention on putting out fires elsewhere
I hope your chuuba comes back safely
she's not coming back. but i do hope we get a nice reincarnation.
Cover news: she's on break to recuperate https://cover-corp.com/en/news/detail/c2025103101
>>106144792
lol
I'm not sure if that was intentional or not, but I'm glad they kept her cover video pinned
>>106145368I've been membered for 38 months, but anyone can fake a screenshot. Pigs shouldn't fight.
honestly i was fearing a way worse outcome than this, so im relieved
Cover getting their lawyers to stick boots up anti's asses.
>>106145366lol try explaining that to holofans
>>106145957Nobishiro shika nai wa.https://youtu.be/J-XP9div4bs?t=37636
Why was ao graduated
>>106145957yeah agree, it is the most ideal outcome
Haaton forma de managerhttps://x.com/akaihaato/status/1984244912142102688
>>106146239No one truly knows. Rrats say she was a flake before Holo but all the "proof" was her participation in short-lived idol groups.
>>106146374over in the main haachama news thread about the notice, one gay claims>She had no interest in being part of Regloss so she tried using a mental health diagnosis to get out of the group activities. Cover put her on a forced break and wouldn't let her come back without agreeing to go back to Regloss activities.>She skipped several Regloss collabs and dance lessons at the beginning of the year. She even ignored Raden's invitation to all talents for the holo haniwa project and then pretended to be upset that she was "left out".If she's such good friends with Regloss and wanted to continue with them, why is it that Marine is the only person in holo that has her contact information?
I've been waiting for this but it finally happened, a vtuber with actual and authentic dissociative identity disorder.I really feel sad for her but it was bound to occur on someone. The whole vtuber ordeal can have drastic consequences on ego and self esteem.Imagine waking up everyday, you are a nobody, but on the internet many knows you as haachama. The only things people know you about is from this internet persona and everyone expects you to be this internet persona.You look into then mirror you see your face, you look into your screen you see this anime character, who is the real you? The one you think you are or the one the world think you are?From the outside, her situation reminds too much of perfect blue to ignore, trying to use the pretext of Chamao more often is a proof of her attempt of fighting back her own vtuber self.This is truly something I am both fascinated and concerned about, I and none of us can put ourselves in her situation. She is both anonymous and renowned at the same time, she has to struggle to live around this dilemma, no wonder she's the one who made an arc about schizophrenia years ago.
>>106144060I don't think it's a coincidence that the two countries with uber-prevalent idol culture (Japan and Korea) both have issues with high suicide rates.
At the end of the day, I can only hope for her health and happiness.Good night, pigs.
>>106145558>exquisitely sensitive artistic soul like herRaden is equally artistic like her and even if she thought of quit at the start, she feel more comfortable than ever in Hololive.
Tomorrow is one of the holiest days for us Haatons and we should all remember that. She has come back before and I have full confidence that she can and will be back.I hope you can all join me in prayer to our oshi.Putting on the veil of Haato,my skin is an iron armor,my blood is strong and red,my bone is a steel sword.Faster than arrows,sharper than a falcon.Armor is on me.The Haachama is in me.So that there will be a tomorrow.So that there will be a peaceful dawn.So that there will be victory.Akai Haato will rise!Indeed, she will rise!
I stand with Akai Haato
we'll never see haachama again except in the pre-recorded festival concert
Akai Haato please stand on me
She'll stand at the top!
>>106110386>>106147892>>106147892>>106147892NEW BREAD!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yu3Xj37zdzEmiko about to address the slanders? maybe?
Dad Haaton here, I sincerely hope Chammers will get all the support and help she gets! I'll be waiting for her return whenever that may be.side note, antis are really retarded their narrative is collapsing.