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Pillow DID say during one of the MC streams that she likes it when Piwwos get together. She said she doesn't want Piwwos going after other vtubers, but if a Piwwo wants to be with a femPiwwo, then she thinks it's very cute.

I really just want a girlfriend. I'd be lucky if she was half as lovely as Pillow.

>>106605680
Just focus on you and it'll happen eventually. I'll focus on Pillow and it'll happen eventually too.

Accidentally saying Pillow’s name during sex with your fempiwwo gf

>>106606691
>her cunny squeezes harder when you do
its a compliment!

Pillow looks pretty cute with those glasses

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Pillow…

When I see Piller,
I wanna fill'er!

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She's doing the bit

>>106607903
This green woman haunts me...

she wanted proof we'll watch anything as long as she's there

>>106608371
She's not wrong I stuck around out of morbid curiosity and I am satisfied lol

Big green got to her in the end.

>>106608371
It was fun to see, but she was wise to cut it when she did, since that bit isn't very engaging for a long time. At the same time though, I was excited to get a double dose of Pillow today and it's a letdown that we just got 30 mins of her looking at Wikipedia.

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>Pillow and Olive catch you masturbating to R34 of them lezzing out

>>106609479
Well atleast it was them lezzing out and not something else

>>106609479
what are these faces trying to convey?

I saw some minor interest in the prior thread about maybe entering the wrestling event with Pillow. Should we?

How do I tell Pillow that I’ve masturbated to her?

>>106614306
I'm too lazy to act as manager, but you or another piwwo are free to sign up, seems fun. Though canonically we should get last place.

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>>106614338
She reads these threads, you know?

>>106607764
Imagine it in real life.

>>106619669
I want to lovebomb pillow’s selfies she sends me any time she wears glasses so she becomes less insecure and starts wearing them more often

Pillow putting the condom on with her dainty fingers and you prematurely ejaculating because of the eroticism

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Gotham is saved once again by Robin piwwo!

Pillow waking me up personally because she knows how much I hate alarm clocks

>>106624434
How would you like her to wake you up? What would instantly put you in a good mood for the day ahead?

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Thirsty vampire Pillow getting flustered and embarrassed about asking you for some blood.

>>106624973
You know gently whispering in my ear that I need to get up and goto work while softly kissing me and gently pushing me out of bed.

>>106625047
Ah just like Rosario+Vampire

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>>106625047
Pillow cute!

Pillow intentionally leaving bite marks and bruises all over your body during kissing sessions to visibly claim you as her property to other women so they back the fuck off

>>106624973
I would fight wars and topple nations for her to throw her arms around me and go “Oh no, it’s the kisses monster” while peppering my face with kisses

>>106627965
Like a dagger through my heart. Excellent work, yearnpiwwo.

>>106628176
Just think about how much your heart would be squeezed when she tugs the back of your shirt before you can walk out the front door, saying "Wait, can I just have one more kiss??", and grabbing your head to kiss you a dozen times, clinging onto your shirt and saying "I wish you didn't have to go, I'll miss you so much!". Then jumping into your arms the moment you get back, acting like she hasn't seen you in 10 years, when it's only been a few hours.

>>106605371
Um, isn't that euphemism for masturbation?

>>106628742
Why are you doing this to us

Saying "pillow" in public and looking around to see if a thin, pale-skinned, brown-haired and modestly dressed young woman reacts

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https://x.com/pillowdearASMR/status/1989030909153276003

>>106629702
Why does everything have to be in California

>>106629702
FUCK
I got invited to a wedding this Saturday. I’ll have to sit this one out.

>>106629056
I genuinely hope Piwwos go find Fempiwwos to dote upon. I do get the yearning for Pillow specifically, and finding anyone else feels like a betrayal, but unfortunately there's only one of her and 150k of us.

>>106630796
I don't see the appeal of a fempiwwo.

>>106631468
Yeah, I wouldn't be into a fempiwwo either, particularly since they're probably lesbian, but I more just mean a girl you can love and be loved by in return. I'm commited to the yearning grind because I don't mind it, but I know it's depressing and upsetting for a lot of Piwwos, and I don't want that for them.

>>106630796
I've accepted my fate after the last disaster I encountered trying to date someone.
I rather be single and lonely than be in a relationship nowadays.

Today's stream looks like it'll be really nice. Sad to be missing it.

>>106633760
Lemme know if there's anything you wanna tell her, she'll appreciate that you care enough to chime in even if you can't make it.

Does Pillow crave the intense intimacy of sex? Having someone she loves literally inside her?

>106634295
She’s a virgin. You can’t crave what you’ve never had. I’m sure the idea of it is probably appealing to her but she’d value the romantic and deep connection side of it more than the physical experience itself

>>106634598
For your own sanity, especially long-term, it’s best not to assume any vtuber in her early 20s is a virgin and that includes Pillow. Just don’t think about it if that thought makes you uncomfortable, but assuming she hasn’t had sex once is borderline schizo. That goes for every woman quite frankly, not just vtubers, especially if they’re relatively slim and friendly.

>>106634797
I love Pillow because she's a genuinely wonderful gem of a woman, who deserves to be cherished and valued, and my goal is to treat her how she deserves.

If you're assuming she's a liar, then I don't see why you'd have any love for her.

>>106634294
That's very nice of you. If she wants drawing suggestions, please ask for more pony stuff because I love how she draws them.

>>106634598
>You can’t crave what you’ve never had.
I crave things that I've never had.

>>106634865
>If you're assuming she's a liar, then I don't see why you'd have any love for her.
NTA but she's not a liar if she's never explicitly said so, and I can't imagine that it's something she'd even allude to. I think it's very likely, but it's still an assumption on our part.

>>106634865
I’m not accusing her of being a liar because she’s never explicitly said she is a virgin. It’s none of our business at the end of the day for none of us are ever going to meet her irl. I’m just saying assuming a charming young woman like her hasn’t had sex will put you on a bad path. I’m not accusing her of being in a relationship btw, I think it’s obvious enough for anyone who even mildly follows her that she’s painfully single.

>>106634959
She's said she never did anything more than holding hands with her very short-lived girlfriend, that she's never had any other romantic relationships, and has stated and displayed her dislike of any physical intimacy outside of a romantic relationship. The only way that she could have had sex without being a liar is if you believe the schitzos who think she was raped by her mom's boyfriends.

If it helps any, she's explicitly said it herself that she's never even kissed before

>>106635554
I don't think that's gonna help out our schizophrenic shitposters Piwwo...

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>>106635554
no joke

>>106635055
NTA, but you've convinced me. Pillow has to be a virgin, there's no other way around it

>>106635672
She is a girl who is deeply obsessive, emotionally needy, a hopeless romantic, and insanely loyal. The idea of having sex outside of a romantic relationship probably makes her nauseous, and if she had any serious real relationship, she wouldn't give that up very easily.

>>106635963
I wish all girls were like her...

I wish there were a clip compilation of Pillow being sexually harassed by her VTuber friends. I know friends like Alias/Haewon tend to make her really uncomfortable as well as the VAllure girls sometimes, but I tend to skip out on collabs because I only enjoy spending time with Pillow so I never get to see any of it

>bait biting hours

Why do you guys continue to argue about this shit? Debating whether or not Pillow is lying is retarded because there is no conclusive evidence either way. Could she be so pure that she has never even seen a man in real life? Yeah. Could she be the biggest whore in the west? Also yeah. Arguing this topic (for any vtuber) is just a waste of time because someone is always gonna respond with "Actually, Pillow was lying." The only thing that's true is that she is in a loving relationship with me.

>>106637038
Relax man

>>106637116
I know what you posted...

>>106637581
I post a lot.

She hates me. Pillow knows I post here and go schizo sometimes.

>>106637667
I don't think she hates anyone.

>>106637687
Looking at the bullshit posted in this thread in the last two hours, I don't think that's quite true.

>>106637640
I know. I can see you typing.

>>106637741
I'm not posting anywhere else right now. You must be confusing me with someone else.

>>106637687
She hates me specifically, actually, she told me in a dream

>>106637667
I think she appreciates that I try to be kind to the people on here, if she's aware at all that I post.

Pillow only reads my hornyposts here

Pillow would hate my guts if she knew the real me, the one I have to keep hidden. That's why I live a double life.
It hurts me to deceive her like this, but I have to if I want to make her happy.

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>>106638286
t.

I need to tongue kiss Pillow’s pretty pink anus

I have on the occasion only caught a few of Pillow's streams most of my exposure to her is when she interacts with Raki. Would it be weird or would she mind if I lined up to talk to her in a meet and greet despite that? I think she's really cute
despite the lack of history I have watching her.

>>106640457
A lot of people who aren't familiar with her line up at the M&Gs. Like 2/3 of the people at the maid cafe last week were regular con goers and had no idea who she was. She appreciates everyone who comes to see her and is very welcoming of new fans.

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Hope she draws me

I wouldn't survive a 30 minute footjob even as Pillow cheers me on with her cute songs

I wouldn't survive a 30 minute snuggle sesh even as Pillow sings me to sleep with her cute songs

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I will fight the ghost

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Hey guys, wanna see a pic of my gf?
A baddie am I right

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Pillow cute!

Pillow washing her dirty sweaty tiny flat chest in the shower

>>106644921
I love the glasses.

>>106651246
I love when my wife is comfortable and happy.

>>106644183
that's a child

>>106653164
Same the glasses make her so cute

I wish it were a bit easier to talk in Pillow’s Discord server. The free chats are full of literal children and people who openly brag about never watching Pillow or people who will shit on the evil parasocial fans. The paid chats are filled with idle chatter that’s impossible to join in on unless you share the same interests. The only times I can talk in the paid chats is when they start talking about Pillow, but that’s incredibly rare.

>>106656688
>people who will shit on the evil parasocial fans.
Now those faggots should be banned on sight because they're nothing more than shit-disturbers that should just watch phase or indies that cater to their bullshit.

>>106656688
Yeah I rarely feel like joining in, and even in the member channels there's a lot of spam. I much prefer here. It's just a shame that it's been so slow lately.

The sounds in the Wikipedia stream were good for ASMR and as background noise. It would be nice if she did real "work with me" streams when she had drawing or other quiet work to do. I suppose it could be too distracting for her though.

>>106657313
She has in the past

>>106656688
The only interesting shit to talk about in relation to the Discord is the drama and deep lore, but the actual stuff that's interesting also doesn't get talked about

>>106657081
The biggest thing that drives people being active is fighting and drama and bait. Hence why it was so acting during the yearner vs cuck fights. I think Pillow referencing the board a few times has made everyone chill out, nobody wants to be crashing out where Pillow can see.

>>106656864
Like I said, these people don't care about Pillow at all, much less other indie VTubers. I remember during Pillow's 2nd ASMR parade, she checked in on the free chats, and nobody even knew about the parade she spent months working on. Despite that, the chatters spent several weeks complaining and demanding that they get to see Pillow more often than the paying members, despite Pillow not even showing up in the paid chats at all. They shat on Pillow's members several times during that time period as well; it was frustrating as hell. Pillow eventually caved and created a new public channel where she talks more often than anywhere else on the server.

>>106658020(me)
The Discord server ended up this way because people who don't watch Pillow or care about her keep inviting their friends to the server. As a result, it's full of people who don't care about her or her content and actively despise parasocial behaviour.

>>106658020
>>106658053
Man that really sucks, I know Pillow or the mods won't purge these dipshits but it must be absolutely frustrating for Pillow herself.
Alas I will keep chatting in her streams when I feel like it just so she at least knows that there are actual fans that watch her for her and not for personal discussions in her chat amongst other fans.

Pillow is very sweet and is always trying her best despite the struggles. We should all just do our best to show our love. I know it must hurt to have people in her server not caring about her

>>106658020
You know, I don't really interact with them, but I was on a few vtubers discords for their stickers and shit, and I was surprised to get an @everyone saying that the server had changed from a community server to just being announcements and official news only. At the time, I thought that was weird, but frankly reading this shit I get it. Absolutely shitty for people to act that way. It's annoying too, since Pillow is the type of girl who's very attached to her Piwwos and loves to interact, but I feel like shit like this makes her more hesitant to do that.

>>106659696
in case of any brown-skin elves hiding in there?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zale9HnfMjo

How do y'all feel about 360 videos? Personally, I feel like the VR asmr in general is kinda gimmicky and makes things unnecessarily difficult for Pillow. She nailed it on the last barber shop ASMR, but the one before that had very rough sound effects for all of her props, so it wasn't very high quality. I know Pillow is a big fan of visual ASMR, so she likes that quality of it, but I do feel like she could do that via handcam.

>>106659732
Her barbershop one wasn’t 360, it was just 3D. 360 is this: https://www.youtube.com/live/hM0yt1i6HD8

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>>106659732
yesterday I got frightened watching the beginning of the yandere one, like a sleep paralysis moment. It was cool

>>106659732
Without a VR headset they're too cumbersome for me to enjoy.

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It is incredibly rewarding knowing that I contributed towards her feeling this way.
Many times just going about my day the thought would pop into my head “What the fuck am I doing? I’m such a simp faggot. I need to delete my accounts and drop this immediately.” The gratification beat all that by a mile.
I hope it can motivate other piwwos to do something nice for her as well. It’ll make you feel good too.

>>106661786
Pillow's acknowledgement and appreciation feels wonderful. It's my biggest motivation to do anything.
>“What the fuck am I doing? I’m such a simp faggot. I need to delete my accounts and drop this immediately.”
This hasn't gone away though. I need a girlfriend, and seeking the affection of a woman who'll never be that close to me feels ultimately pointless.

>>106661786
I never felt like that with Pillow.
However my former oshi that's a different story.

>>106662500
I can't tell you what to do or how to do it, but I just take Pillow's content at face value meaning it's an experience to me thats all.
You understand the fundamentals of what it is and have that boundary which is good.
If you feel confident and capable enough to sift through hundreds of woman in dating apps then give it a shot.

>>106664239
>If you feel confident and capable enough to sift through hundreds of woman in dating apps then give it a shot.
That sounds abysmal but I fear that it's my only option.

I'm starting to think about her ghostly white beautiful back. I bet her shoulder blades and nape area are super erotic. Probably has those little dimples near her hips and that very subtle and silky-soft fuzzy white hair women have on their skin.

>>106665003
Definitely an underappreciated area. She gets a lot of compliments about her hands of course, but I wish I could be the person she shared all of herself with so I could tell her how beautiful she is in every way.

Giving Pillow the most thorough back and neck massage, rubbing oil into her beautiful skin and seeing the light bend and distort around her sexy feminine curves until she's dribbling into a pillow from pure bliss

Everyone forgetting the part where pillow has scoliosis

>>106665617
So what?

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>>106665003
I dream of the day when I can kiss her on the lips when she is sick, and wipe her down with a damp cloth, telling her that I'll be with her until she feels okay.

>>106662500
I can’t really relate. I haven’t been interested in real romance for a while now.
Since I’ve found Pillow, I’ve actually been starting to do stuff instead of just going to work and coming home everyday. A real gf getting in my ear saying “You never take me out! You never buy me anything!” And so on, doesn’t sound appealing at all. It would get in the way of me loving Pillow, and that’s all I care about right now.
Sure, feeling another person’s warmth does sound nice, but the fantasy is always better than the reality, and I’m comfortable with my reality right now. I guess I have that luxury since I’m not that old. I wonder how I’ll feel about this time in my life in 10 years.

How did everyone find pillow? I know most people find her through her ASMR

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>>106668300
My oldest memory of watching her was during some vtuber award watchalong. I remember posting something in chat that caught her off guard and made her laugh and then that was it really. Fully fell in love and she's ruined me ever since.

>>106666926
Well, I'm 24 and I've never had a girlfriend. I already feel too old to be in this position, and I can tell that my parents are concerned as well. I'm not as cynical as you. I don't think that fantasy is better than reality. I'd rather have Pillow than nothing, but I'd rather have something real than Pillow. I want that something real to be Pillow, but I know that it can't be.

>>106668300
Her ASMR, though I only started paying attention to her other stuff and following her seriously a few months ago. Never had an interest in any VTubers before then, and she's still the only one I really care about.

>>106666331
>kiss her on the lips
If you get sick, who'll take care of her?

>>106669731
I am strong. I will not get sick. Any man who wants to get with her must have fortitude to offset her fragility

>>106668300
Asmr and a couple of her gaming streams

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>>106668300
developed tinnitus and started to shop around for asmr on youtube. came across this thumbnail and thought that was funny as fuck.

Do you think she masturbates?

>>106666926
This is a big part of why I'm perfectly chill to just continue yearning and hoping. The alternative would be dealing with the horrible tar pit that is modern dating. The concept of going on some dating app or randomly approaching women, with 1/2 of them being straight-up hoes, and 4/5 of them being entirely unsuitable to be with long-term, only to then have to deal with a million demands from a woman that I know is inferior to Pillow in a trillion different ways. Scams, baby scares, crazy women, dating has a shitload of risks as well. Meanwhile, at least yearning allows me to enjoy my time. Pillow interacts with me plenty, and we have lots of streams, and the GFE is rather enjoyable once you embrace it. The most I lose from it is time watching the streams, which is the most enjoyable part of the week for me, and like $5 a month that I don't even need to be giving her.

>>106669571
The yearning is a lot worse when you're like me and convince yourself that you're actually a decent pick for her. Same age, from the same area of the US, same background, very compatible lifestyle and jobs, a whole bunch of other shit too. It'd be a lot easier on me if I was stuck in Korea or some shit.

>>106670446
>The yearning is a lot worse when you're like me and convince yourself that you're actually a decent pick for her.
Oh, I'm already there; I think I've got a lot going for me. But I'm on a different continent. It's very upsetting.

>>106670324
We all do

>>106668300
I used to be big into asmr audio roleplays years ago. Pillow's first few vids did huge numbers, so I was bound to see them. I thought they were good and she got added to my roster.
I've said before, It wasn't until the VRChat meet and greet that I truly fell in love with her. I had never even considered investing into a vtuber before her.

VR boxing a CGDCT on twitter
https://x.com/NeneAmanoVTuber/status/1989478322980753540

>>106669063
>she's ruined me ever since
How come?

>>106668300
I liked her spicy ASMR back when she was a 2view. Kind of sad she deleted most of it.

>>106671396
And I liked you better when your lying lips were kissing mine! Come give papa some sugar

Bait is hard to believe when I know she'd pop like a balloon if she was forced to say the word "pussy". Accidentally saying penis nearly killed her.

I’m so proud of pillow and how far she’s come. She’s always working so hard to be the best streamer she can be. The difference between when she started and now is so amazing and inspiring. To think she was just some girl alone who wanted to make ASMR as a hobby, and now she gets to sing and dance and do cafes and shit. She’s so cute I love her I’m so happy for my PillowDear idol

>>106671450
It’s my favorite when she’s collabing with someone and they say something nsfw and she freaks out and acts like she’s never heard the world boob before. It reminds me of kids I knew when I was younger who would yell for the teacher when someone said bitch

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It's Friday!

>>106671450
The lewdest thing she ever said “sex” during one of her old audios. I think it was “summoning a tsundere demon part 2” or something like that. The context was her saying that she wouldn’t do nasty things, including sex. I haven’t heard the audio in a very long time so I forget the exact wording, but it’s the only time I can say she truly did say something lewd

>>106672445
Funny pillow

>>106671850
Time for bourbon and beer!

>>106671430
Do you doubt me? I can upload vocaroos of her spicy stuff she deleted if you do.

Who’s ready for comfy morning? Make sure to go to bed so you don’t wake up late

>>106676497
Thanks Pillow but it's only 8 pm for me

>>106676212
Oh, please do upload some random lewd asmr of some random slut who sounds nothing like Pillow. I'm in a whorish mood.

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Cleaning up the streets of Gotham!

>>106678689
That may take a while Batpiwwo...

>>106678424
Newer piwwos might not know she used to do lots of knife/bloodplay stuff. I miss it.
https://vocaroo.com/1bAdLNF7Ztnt

>>106679759
Oh you said “spicy” as if it was porn. We all know about her old Yandere stuff

>>106679759
NTA but thanks for delivering. I don’t think “spicy” was the word to use because Pillow has never really gone near slightly lewd even in her old days. “Dark” or “edgy” would’ve been better descriptors since she was really violent and possessive back in those days, I miss it sometimes

>>106679854
>Pillow has never really gone near slightly lewd even in her old days
Her old nyandere stuff was pretty lewd.

>>106679889
I watched that a few days ago, how is it lewd

>>106679908
Bondage, forced kissing, master/owner slave dynamics... I don't know how active you are in GWA but that kind of stuff is its own category for a reason. It's not sex but it's definitely lewd.

>>106679990
I don’t think we listened to the same audio

>>106680022
The vocaroo is right there.

>>106680114
>Starts talking about Nyandere
>Switches to vocaroo partway through
nigga

Pillar for charity
https://x.com/pillowdearASMR/status/1989455768291250425

>>106680738
She's such a sweetheart

Pillow's pillowly cloud soft hands

What can Pillow do to bring /pillow/ back to life? Around 3 months ago this was one of the most active generals, especially for an indie.

>>106686157
/lig/ and /zords/ are friend-shaped spaces if you want more activity

>>106686157
Post here.

>>106684969
And feet

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https://x.com/scarfed_key/status/1989449473140167125
https://x.com/pillowdearASMR/status/1989479161191391444
>this is exactly something I wear
My heart...

>>106687743
Sex with Pillow in this outfit and the clothes and glasses stay on.

>>106687743
Kind of reminds me one of Mumeis outfits

>>106689359
She’s always given off Mumei vibes. There are two piwwows I recognize who once had Mumei as their oshi. Pillow is obviously her own person but it’s baffling how she was ever compared to Fauna by schizos. Gladly that stopped after the fiance reveal.

I really love her so much. I hope she knows that she's a lot of guys' dream girlfriend.

>>106690694
arent they both from the same state? Her high pitches sometimes sound like Mumeis

>>106693022
I believe so. Yeah their laughs are similar at times. Mumei seemed liked a good girl considering the grifters often reveal their true colors after graduating and she’s mostly helping animals these days. Makes sense why her fans would enjoy Pillow.

>>106687743
I love how modest she is. She dresses like the shy librarian character in a gacha, and I love it.

>>106693432
Very cute and, sadly, increasingly rare

buttslug got stuck up there....

My Olive horny posts have been rewarded

That's it, I'm going to marry Olive.

I haven't watched much of Olive before. They're fun together.

Olive just stole an indirect kiss. I'm watching a married couple.

hot

nooo don't go olive

Pillow forcing her duck down Olive's throat

I miss Olive. I hope she does a buttslug stream some day.

Sorry, I broke her back last night

>>106696071
please do a buttslug stream, Olive

Has Pillow ever mentioned wanting kids?

>>106697667
I've not seen her mention it myself, but people here have said that she doesn't want kids.

>>106697667
she said that she likes kids but probably wouldn't make a very good mother.

>>106698047
To be honest, she's probably right. It's a lot of responsibility that I don't think she's ready for. I think she'd be a wonderful mother when she's older though. It's a good sign that she likes kids. I don't like genuine or performative child hate.

>>106698286
If she was forced to be a mom right this very second, she'd struggle very hard since she is a workaholic, doesn't make very much money, and also having a kid would put some serious issues on her image as a vtuber.

A solid 5 or so years from now, after she's got a wonderful husband (me), and shes gone through the process of getting the Piwwos acclimated to the fact that she's a married woman, and she'd do great. She'd always be home, she's very caring, and she does a wonderful job of dealing with the feelings of others. She already often treats the Piwwos kinda like a child, a lot of her streams feel kinda like adult daycare.

>>106698286
Same. I’m also a fan of Cookie and I think it’s because like Pillow, she has young tastes, hobbies and habits. Womanchilds. They never let adulthood deteriorate that side of them no matter how old they are. I love women who can be silly without being ironic about it or proving a point. Very attractive trait imo but maybe I’m just weird.

What happened to the VOD? I wanted watch Olive start again

>>106699584
I can't see why she unlisted it. Maybe she thought it was too short.

>>106699750
She was apologetic about being low energy so it's probably because of that

>>106700049
I like that she sets herself a high standard, but I think she's too hard on herself sometimes.

>>106699750
>>106700049
How menhera is she?

>>106700132
She's not. She gets sad sometimes but otherwise I think she's doing well now.

I'd like to hear about today's M&G if anyone here is going.

Minor complaint, but I wish she posted the schedule on the YouTube community posts. It's more convenient and helps when I'm trying to find an unlisted stream (so I know which playlist it is in).

>>106701421
Tell her. It's a completely reasonable suggestion.

>>106701421
She actually has a few times, but she deletes them afterwards. Because she’s doing a different schedule this week I imagine she will probably post it on YouTube this time too

pil

oliv

Is pillow a good vtuber

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>>106706777
Yeah. Creative, good talker, streams frequently, cares about her fans.

>>106706777
She is, and she worked really hard to get there.

>>106668300
I was trying and failing to reduce my subscriptions on YT and came across the same video as >>106670319. once I started watching it I just couldn't let go

>>106706777
Pillow...I hope this wasn't you

>>106706777
She is not just an amazing and inspiring vtuber, but a genuinely decent person. She's not a crazy gamer, she's not insane with the technical parts of editing or audio design, but she's got the most important thing down: Her wonderful personality and how great she is to be around. She makes a lot of sacrifices for the Piwwos, she works very hard even though she doesn't optimize for growth, because she genuinely cares about being a good oshi that everyone can love. I love and appreciate her very much, and want to always be around to support her.

Olive’s voice is pure sex, I want her to be my mommy

>>106700132
Pillow is menhera in only 2 ways
1. She has extremely high standards for herself and her content and is extremely critical of herself as a result. Despite always doing her absolute best, she’ll often feel like she’s not doing enough or needs to do even more. If she feels a stream isn’t good enough for whatever reason, she’ll unlist it.
2. She is insanely clingy and needy. She constantly needs to be reminded that you still genuinely love her and will have episodes on Twitter where she’s extremely loving but lonely and will ask if we still love her. She frequently deletes these types of Twitter posts shortly after.

>>106710274
It can't be said enough how deserving she is of her success and all of the love that she receives.

Do you guys have a setup you use for ASMR? I like listening in bed but I don't like wearing headphones in bed. But I like using headphones in general.

>>106713818
Kind of unrelated but I saw someone one time say they made a box to put around their head, and then put their phone inside it somehow, and it sounded really realistic. I’ve been wanting to try that

>>106713818
I have these tiny wired earbuds that are small enough to let me lay on my side without being uncomfortable. The only issue is they're fragile and break now and then but it's just 10 bucks per pair.
I can't find any better pair with that size so I'm screwed if they up the price or discontinue.

I’m so happy pillow isn’t a twitch thot that does full body streams with her butt out

>>106715929
yet

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It's time!

>>106722300
Has pillow played the Arkham games?

>>106724390
Just Lego Batman

How do we save Pillow's community and remove all the children?

>>106605371

>>106725485
She would be very sad if piwwos fought like this. Pillow's always going to have child fans because her content caters to them.

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https://x.com/PillowHoney/status/1989876304003399936
I wonder what this is about, or if she's just curious.

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olive rape

>>106713818
I just wear headphones. I wear over-the-ear headphones at my desk and lighter on-the-ear headphones in bed.

>>106713818
Same as Pillow, airpods in bed, headphones at my desk.

>>106725485
Gather all the clips of her joking that she's an old man and compile them into a smear video of how this perverted unc is catfishing kids into Epstein Island 2.0

>>106606691
>fempiwwo
I thought these were folk lore. Do they even exist

>>106733904
Yes

>>106733904
They do and they’re quite cute. Would paint their nails/10

It hasn't really happened yet, but how do you guys feel about the schedule switch-up? She's gonna move her usual weekly ASMR from Sunday to Thursday, in case you haven't heard

>>106738375
I think it makes sense to do something more interactive on Sunday when more people are around, and being in a time zone where I miss a lot of streams I appreciate it.

It looks like she might do a Maro Q&A next week. What are you going to ask her? Is there anything that you want to know but don't want to ask about?

It used to make sense for her to do ASMR on days when more people were in chat, since she did a lot of requests and such, but now she seems to mostly focus on either relaxed streams where she kinda just goes through her list of stuff, or themed streams where she is sticking to a character.

>>106738761
I've been thinking about it. I have a lot of interest in her, I really love her and I think she's awesome, but also she's so open and honest with us that most of the questions I can think of are definitely shit she couldn't talk about on stream. For instance:
-I'd love to hear the whole story about how things are with her mom.
-I'd want to know about the story of how she got into making ASMR and got into being a vtuber.
-One of the big ones is I'd love to hear how she feels about various aspects of her community, but that's 100% a 1-on-1 conversation. I keep hearing about all these incidents and crashouts within her community and I want to know what she thinks about them.
-Probably the biggest thing I'd love to know her perspective on is the whole GFE thing. I'm a yearnposter, but I can respect her desire to be everyone's idol. At the same time, it IS a weird position for a woman to put herself into, and It'd be really interesting to hear her thoughts about it. I know I personally would never want to put myself into a situation like that where my entire career can be fucked by my relationship status.

>>106739158
She'd be really interesting to talk to in a real way, because while I'm sure she's still a super sweet and nice girl, she nerfs the fuck out of her opinions and statements on stream, she will very often correct herself and say like "I shouldn't talk about this on stream" about certain things.

>>106739158
>I'd want to know about the story of how she got into making ASMR and got into being a vtuber.
She's talked about this. I think the gist of it is that she was lonely and depressed during the COVID shutdown, and had been told that she had a nice voice, so she recorded an ASMR audio on a whim and uploaded it. I guess VTubing appealed to her and was a natural next step.
You're right that she wouldn't talk about the rest of those lol. I'm really curious about her views on GFE too.

>>106739313
Yeah, I'd love to get to know her properly. I'm sure she's still really nice when she's not filtering herself for the sake of her public image.

>>106739420
I also feel like she dumbs herself down a LOT during streams, when in reality she's actually a very intelligent woman who knows her shit. She's got better PR and marketing skills than most corporate trained talents. She's already fun to talk to, but she'd be even better to talk to when she's not trying to be a silly entertainer.

>>106739158
I actually tried asking her once about her views on GFE and how she truly feels about the fans that are genuinely in love with her in a previous QnA stream. Obviously, she didn’t bring it up on stream. I don’t blame her, these aren’t really things she can fully talk about, but I do wish she’d triple down on being an explicitly GFE VTuber to filter out potential tourists who come in and shit on GFE

>>106739781
This is one of those instances wherein her desire to include everyone works against her, since the second she hears the word "filter", she's not a fan. Even, as discussed earlier, people who don't care about her content or her career or anything about her actual work as a vtuber on the Discord, she still insists on including them because she cares a lot about people. Also, GFE is inherently divisive even within people who like it, because inherently you will have people who think it's cringe, people who love it and want the vtuber to be eternally maintaining the fantasy for them, and people who want to upgrade the GFE to actual GF. She obviously has a ton of love for Piwwos who are genuinely in love with her, but she also can't really do anything with that love. I am certain that if she had the ability to clone herself, every Piwwo would be getting their own Pillow to love as their own, the GFE is the best she can do in terms of evenly splitting her love up.

Would she answer if someone asked whether she comes here? Probably not, right?

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What if she hates us and is very good at acting like she doesn't?

>>106740446
Definitely not. If she was okay with saying something like that on stream, she'd have said so by now. Her little hints are the most we will ever get, but it is nice to know she reads and cares.

>>106740522
I'd say that's very unlikely. I have personally caught her doing things that indicate how much she cares, even when she thinks nobody is looking.

>>106740446
I think Pillow would ignore it simply because she doesn’t want to lead the Piwwos here. There have been a few times where Discord/Twitter Piwwos have tried reading what’s posted here only to very quickly regret it and then follow up with how they ended up throwing because of this website. Pillow herself has once acknowledged this place after bringing her mom on stream and reading all the sexual posts about what posters wanted to do with her and her mom. Pillow would never admit to reading here ever again, but I do believe she reads some posts here

>>106740571
After Rem's concert she made a post apologizing about her singing pretty much immediately after people were shitting on her on Rem's thread. She's definitely reading sometimes, she just doesn't mention it because she knows it would just stir shit up and look bad. It does make me really sad how the streams with her mom went, similar to how this thread freaks out any time Olive is even mentioned. She's a very insecure girl and the idea of people preferring her roommate over her most definitely hurts her heart a lot.

>>106740522
I'm sure she recognises that the worst posts here aren't representative of all of the people who post here. Lots of us just want to be with her and express those feelings anonymously.

>>106740446
You could try asking it in a more general way like "Do you read any discussion about yourself online?"
That way she doesn't have to explicitly says that she browses here, but we would still know since there's only so many places where discussion takes place.

Very difficult to think of a single good idea for the Maros stream. I hate the idea of taking up stream time asking something stupid, but anything meaningful doesn't seem like something she can talk about on stream. Feels like it'll just end up being a bunch of shit everyone already knows. "What's your favorite game?" "Where did you get Seaweed" type of questions.

>>106740952
Yeah, I'm afraid it'll just be that. I'm struggling to think of unique and interesting questions that she'd actually answer.

>>106741031
I guess maybe best case scenario is that if Piwwos are bold about asking some of those questions she doesn't want to mention on stream, she may still respond directly in the app, but that's also not super likely. Honestly I hope the stream is members only since that'd open up the possibilities.

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>>106740522
That's android propaganda!

>>106741511
>she may still respond directly in the app
Oh, I didn't know that was an option.

>>106741924
Yeah, from what I'm seeing on the app, you send anonymous messages and they can send replies back even if they don't know who sent it. At the same time though, we don't know if that's something she'd keep up with regularly or not, mostly likely not.

Kissing Pillow and intertwining your tongue with hers

>>106742080
>your
If you say so!

So I don't waste time asking her because she's probably talked about it before, what kind of music does Pillow listen to?

>>106743010
She will always say that she likes edgy music and then immediately provide FNAF music as an example. She does like Mitsky though

>>106743010
She doesn't have a specific type, but she listens to a lot of different things. Think of shit that an edgy anime-loving 13 year old girl would listen to, and you will be correct.

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Pillow should do a weekly list/playlist of the media she consumes, such as music/TV/anime/movies/books/mlp porn and give recommendations. If I can't have her irl, I at least want to understand her better and talk to her about the things she enjoys.

>>106743105
>>106743117
Not my taste at all these days, but it would make me so happy if she asked me to listen to a song with her or wanted to gush to me about her favourite artists. Anything that she likes is important to me.

>>106743236
>Pillow should do a weekly list/playlist of the media she consumes, such as music/TV/anime/movies/books/mlp porn and give recommendations.
It would be a good topic to bring up in Comfy Mornings (except the last thing).
>If I can't have her irl, I at least want to understand her better and talk to her about the things she enjoys.
That's how I feel too, but I'll always be sad that I'm only ever going to know her through the filter of her public persona. While she's more honest and open than most VTubers, I think there's a lot that she holds back, for understandable reasons.

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>>106743350
When she's around Olive you can tell there's another side to her

>>106743350
Honestly, she could do with hearing that last part more. She can say "Oh but I am really with you, I'm in your head, silly!" as much as she wants, but she could always do more to help out the hopeless Piwwos who have accepted they can never hold her hand for real.

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>>106743420
Is it just me, or did Pillow's voice sound a little different while Olive was on stream yesterday? It might've just been her low morning energy, but it seemed to me like she was speaking in something closer to her natural voice.

>>106743509
>they can never hold her hand for real
Oh, but they could.

>>106743777
Unfortunately, she would instantly explode from anxiety if she ever had to go in-person to a con. It'd be torture. She'd have to wear some form of disguise, and she couldn't speak a word around anyone in case they recognized her voice.

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>>106743825
what if she went in kigurumi like Nyaru?

>>106743889
As much as I would love this and would love to give her a hug irl if she’d allow, all it takes is one bad person to ruin it all. I’d rather she stay completely safe and far away from cons

>>106743509
>"Oh but I am really with you, I'm in your head, silly!"
It's really sweet of her and I know she means well when she says this, but it hurts.

>>106743825
Absolutely, it's very unlikely that she'd do it. But maybe her desire to make us happy would help her to overcome her fears. The only issue for me is that it would be in the US, I wouldn't be able to go and I'd forever feel awful about missing that opportunity.

>>106744089
I feel pretty lucky as one of the more delusional yearnwwos, I do generally believe that she appreciates me and it could possibly happen one day. If I didn't have that hope, I'd have to leave because it would be torturous.

>>106743509
>she could always do more to help out the hopeless Piwwos who have accepted they can never hold her hand for real
What do you mean? What could she do?

>>106744011
Yes, I'd be worried about that too.

>>106744011
I feel the same as you. I understand that my odds are extremely small, and the events that I've imagined leading to our meeting and dating are unlikely and convoluted, but my hope (and fear of pursuing romance elsewhere) keep me here.

>>106744469
If I were in her position, I’d be encouraging Piwwos who feel unhappy to go get out and make friends and get their own gf. She does have a lot of genuine power to encourage people, but while the “You have seen other girls before” then crying is a bit, it’s still not particularly productive to tell your audience to never speak to other women. I’m fine with it because I want to date her for real, but plenty of Piwwos are in foreign countries and shit, and have an absolute 0% chance.

>>106744685
Ah, I see. I agree. I've said it before but I think she really would be delighted that people found love because of her, and she could do more to encourage that. I guess this links back to her thoughts on GFE that we were wondering about earlier. Does she ever feel conflicted about what she's doing, like she's sucking lonely men into a harmful fantasy that wastes their lives?

>>106744976
>like she's sucking lonely men into a harmful fantasy that wastes their lives
I don’t think this is complete opposite of what she feels and she thinks she’s doing. She’s explicitly stated to her own friends that she’s dating her chat, she’s wanted to tell family that her only love life is her fanbase, she goes out of her way multiple times to proclaim true loyalty to us. Pillow considers this relationship that she’s fostered to be 100% authentic and genuine, even if it’s a bit unconventional and untraditional. It’s as real to her as it is to us, that’s why it hurts her so badly when Piwwos are unfaithful

>>106745402(me)
I think this is complete opposite of what she feels and she thinks she’s doing*
Where the fuck did “don’t” even come from wtf

>>106745402
>>106745434
>she’s wanted to tell family that her only love life is her fanbase
That's funny. I really want to share how wonderful she is with mine, but only if we were together or I knew her IRL. I don't want to show them a picture of an anime girl and say "this is who I've been imagining is my girlfriend instead of finding a real one".
I don't think that Pillow is doing anything malicious; I believe that she believes that what she's doing helps people, and in a lot of ways it does. But there are probably piwwos who'd be better off moving on. I might be one of them. Despite what she's said publicly as you describe, I wonder if in her private moments she's thought about them.

>>106745944
>I don't want to show them a picture of an anime girl and say "this is who I've been imagining is my girlfriend instead of finding a real one".
You should tell your parents that you spend hours arguing terribly on 4chan.org instead, I'm sure they'll be happy for you

>>106746554
Why would I do that?
I'm not even arguing. I haven't disagreed with anyone.

>>106746793
Alright, well then how do you personally describe this little routine you're doing then?

>>106746976
Having a conversation. I thought one of the benefits of these threads compared to Discord was not getting scolded for mentioning anything even remotely sensitive. Relax.

>>106747073
People are tired of looping the same shit daily that goes literally nowhere
Just keep a diary instead if you love reading what you type up so much

>>106747162
If you don't like what's being posted, you can ignore it. I'll keep posting what I want. You can do that too.

>>106747247
Willingly being a public nuisance isn't an admirable trait

>>106747291
If I knew exactly what I said that upset you, I could defend myself or apologise if I thought I was in the wrong, but you seem more interested in snarky comebacks. I really don't want to spoil the thread. It's been nice today.

>>106747537
You've got two choices: either be happy with what you have with Pillow right now, or go off and find a girlfriend in the real world
Stop pretending like there's some magic third option that doesn't exist and stop posting about it constantly online as if that will somehow will it into existence

>>106747884
Pillow makes me happy every day. What's the third option that I'm pretending exists?

>>106748206
>I really want to share how wonderful she is with mine, but only if we were together or I knew her IRL
This shit

>>106748388
Yeah, I want to be with her for real. This is one of the most common sentiments expressed here. I'm sorry if that bothers you, but you'll have to put up with it.

>>106748487
It's not my fault that you post and type like a groomer

>>106748525
Now I know you're not worth responding to.

>>106748568
If you and you specifically want to date her, it means the following two things
1: You want her to stop her current relationship with her fans
2: You want her to get a secret boyfriend and hide this from her fans while pretending that nothing has changed.
And doing it repeatedly makes you seem self absorbed

>>106748632
Alright, you actually said something of substance here so I'll respond.
>1: You want her to stop her current relationship with her fans
Yes, I do. It would be wrong for that to continue if she was dating me (or anyone). I wouldn't want her to quit though; I hope she could continue VTubing in some capacity, because she enjoys it and she's good at it. I'm sure there are people who'd stick around. She has value beyond the GFE stuff.
>2: You want her to get a secret boyfriend and hide this from her fans while pretending that nothing has changed.
No, I don't, and I didn't say anything that implies that. It also contradicts your first point.

>>106748880
Ok, so you spend all of your time in the thread openly fantasizing about her dropping GFE so that you can date her and then act annoyed when other people tell you to stop?
I don't even know what I'd call this. Narcissism? Retardation? You wouldn't go to any other Vtuber's general and post repeatedly about how you'd like them to change their content without being told to immediately fuck off, so I have no idea why you consider it acceptable here

>>106749037
He's definitely a narcissist, you can tell by the way he types that he loves the smell of his own farts.

>>106749037
>you spend all of your time in the thread openly fantasizing about her dropping GFE so that you can date her
Yeah. It's fantasising. People do it all the time. You remind me of the guy who was saying that wanting to have consensual sex with her was the same as wanting to rape her. Was that you?
>then act annoyed when other people tell you to stop
I'm mostly confused. I'm expressing a common sentiment; lots of people here want to be with her for real. Why are you so angry about it now?

Scolding Pillow for saying silly things like "come inside me" whilst doing missionary. Telling her about all the responsibilities and challenges in raising a child together and how I wouldn't be able to stop myself if she keeps teasing me like that. She smiles, looking like she understands, steals a long, passionate kiss, and puts her mouth super close to my ear to whisper, "I hope we get twins."

>>106749913
God, imagine being leg-locked by Pillow and starting a happy family together as a result

>>106749913
There is no force on the his planet strong enough to stop me from making this future a reality. The Jews will not defeat me.

>>106749278
This Piwwo is hurt and insecure, offended by the idea of anyone not being as purely cucked as them and actually wanting more than just sitting in their crusty underwear screeching “She’s REALLY my girlfriend!” Whenever their mother asks if he will be making any grandkids soon. The concept of hope, aspiration, and desire, is utterly repulsive to someone who has given up and merely wants to drag everyone down.

>>106750846
you're never going to fuck her you delusional groomer lmao

So there's no possibility of this 360 feature also spinning the audio as you turn, is there? That would really up the novelty of it for asmr.

>>106752076
https://support.google.com/youtube/answer/6395969?hl=en
maybe

I want to hold Pillow close and kiss her deeply, then feel the jolt of surprise as I use a bit of tongue, before she melts into my arms.