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Preparing to kill myself in the next few days, papes to add into my folder until then? Anything is welcome
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how about don't? things will change if you can believe it <3
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>>7860592
do a flip faggot
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I feel
The same way
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>>7860592
Bro dont do it, you will regret it
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>>7860606 >I'll do my best. Will probably fuck that up too tho
>op here, not loooking for a pity party, I've made up my mind and you can't convince me otherwise. Indulge me with wallpapers and enjoy the morbid idea that you can share some sick images with someone about to end their life. If I'm cool with it please be cool with it too.
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>>7860592
Don't do it. Pray a latin Rosary, anon, it will help you
>>7860626
kek
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>>7860592
Tell us why, blogpost a little. Some anons will bitch but they clicked on the thread so it's their fault. Let's hear it
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>>7860644
I feel stuck in life. I'm turning 20 and I have no job, I don't drive, im not in school and only ever spend time doing things around the house for my family or doing my own hobbies. I rely on others far too much and ultimately I don't think I'm worth the trouble. I know I can make things better, maybe they might even be better than what I hoped for. but I never hoped for myself to end up where I am now. I haven't always been the best person, and while my intentions were always good, I'll find a way to fuck something up. I'm tired of making mistakes, I'm tired of letting everyone down. I'm aware I may upset some people especially those close to me, but I for whatever reason I feel it's better to leave a wound that can't heal as opposed to becoming a leach and sucking every bit of hope out of everyone for me to become the person they want me be to be to, in the end, be disappointed. again.
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>>7860672
forgot the pape
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>>7860672
the thing is, you're only 20. that's not really old enough to be stuck in anything unless you were dumb enough to knock someone up. The people supporting you want you to succeed and what you're doing right now isnt leeching. The pandemic sucks balls and we've all had to put things on hold. Pursue your interests, go to counselling. Killing yourself is lame and you're missing out on way more than you can imagine. Hope you make the right choice.
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>>7860672
Dont die you are still useful. Get a retail job or whatever but dont think you are useless. Get strong.
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ANON PLEASE DO NOT KILL YOURSELF.

THE WORLD NEEDS YOU.
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>>7860592
I was in your shoes 3 years ago anon. You can do this. Things will get better. Take care of yourself anon. There's beauty in all that darkness.
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>>7860592
no, you will not need any when you're dead
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20's nothing. Wait till you're 30 or have aids before you think about killing yourself.
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>>7860592
dont do it my dude, 20 is just the beginning of life, you have so much left and it's worth waiting for.
Start going to counseling, go to the gym and dont keep things in your stomach. you matter to people, even if you dont think so.
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>>7860672
Lol, I'm 23, and in similar conditions, except I think life is kick ass. Just now will be getting a job.
It's all in the mind, you can feel good even with no achievements. + You are just beginning life, I'd understand more if you were 50.
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>>7860592
If you are planning on kys, can you at least do something cool while doing it? Like attempting to climb K2, might even change your mind if you accomplish it.
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Recently found cool acrylic papes. This one looks like sunken submarine.
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This one looks like some cosmic being with a cape.
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Jupiter
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Lava
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>>7860738
All these acrylic papes are by a Polish artist named Pawel Czerwinski as the filenames would suggest. He has hundreds of them. Here's his unsplash https://unsplash.com/@pawel_czerwinski
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>>7860732
related
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Here's some nice succulents.
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>>7860742
google, Hugh Ferris art. I really like his work
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Hey OP, can you do me a favor? Before you die read Enchiridion of Epictetus en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Enchiridion_of_Epictetus
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Oh fuck, just now noticed there is text in lower right. Gotta edit that out.
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This is wallpaper of some crystal, but to me it looked like a space ship window, so I saved it.
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>>7860672
When you are 20 you are still a child. Don't worry about it. You have all the time in the world to make it.
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Usually not very interested in art that looks like it could be in a museum, but the chick was hot so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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>>7860672
I am exactly like this anon >>7860731 23 and hoping to find a job ending february thing may look rough but you are young, you still can pull yourself foward
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>>7860779
I really like wallpapers that create prism or rainbow effect, idk what it's called.
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>>7860754
OP please read it, it's very short. You can get through in 30 min
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>>7860592
Could you do me a favor. If your gonna kill yourself can you at least take out a couple of degens with you before you go.
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push on, you definetly want to see the fall of jews/Israel
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>>7860806
>>7860811
Jeez anons, at least post a pape along with that.
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>>7860672
>turning 20
>life is over
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>>7860592
boohoo, dont cry and seek attention here faggot.

anhero and get it the fuck over with.
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>>7860592
There is this bridge in somwehere in america i think that is famous for its suicides. People go there if they want to end their lifes and jump off it into the river below. The thing is, two thirds of them survive the impact and those who make it to the shore always tell the same old story:
After i jumped, i realized, that each and every problem that pushed me to jump no matter how big it was, it was solvable.

Its up to you anon
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>>7860643
seconding this
just pray the rosary bro
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>>7860672
You really want to traumatize your family by letting them find your self-mutilated corpse, then, in their indescribable grief and confusion that their child/sibling could do such a thing without ever reaching out for help -- you would make them take care of the funeral and cope with the loss of you? Just because you don't want to be a burden?
I really don't think you do, because you seem to be the kind of person who doesn't want to inconvenience others -- maybe you could transmute grow that quality into genuine loving-kindness towards others?

You sound like a very sensitive and insightful person. You can be sure of the fact that using your gifts to help others will pull you out of your self-focused misery. You have a lot to offer, you just haven't learned to appreciate the quality of the nature you've been given.

It is in giving that we receive <-- took me years to learn this, but this is a 100% true metaphysical axiom of reality - in order to find joy, first give joy to others
If we want to have forgiveness, first forgive others
If we want to be understood, we first have to endeavor to understand others

Take care, and I hope you get well soon, anon.
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>>7860672

When I was your age I felt much the same way. I was tired all the time, felt like I couldn't accomplish anything. I also couldn't drive! Thought about killing myself constantly, had a plan and everything. I'm not even that much older now, and things are way better. I went skydiving, I'm just about to graduate, and I'm in a decent relationship. Things aren't perfect, but I'm glad I'm alive.

If you think your entire life is going to miserable, and then you kill yourself, you will have proven yourself right. The only way to prove yourself wrong is to see it through to its natural end.
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>>7860592
see you in valhala
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rip in piss
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>>7860592
If you feel so hopeless, opt out of suicide and do some crazy shit that you never would do otherwise. Like become a homeless bum.
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>>7860592
Don't do it OP. You never die alone, trust me, you don't understand how precious life really is. You just have to take it by the balls. Don't give up.
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>>7861001
Fucking stupidest most logical advice I've ever seen
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>>7860672
All I can tell you is a lot will change if you stay alive, you won't have this same perspective in a year and in two years your perspective will have changed again. You'll always be subject to change and to take your life now would mean missing out on a lot of wonderfull realisations. You're relationships will also change and I guarantee you that you won't see yourself as a leach forever. Because you're not a leach and you can't become a leach. I can promise you that just from reading your post. A leach wouldn't go out of his way to the point of suicide to lessen someone else's burden. I truly hope you'll see yourself for the person you are and not this twisted image you have in your head.
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Forgot to add pape
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You'll be okay anon, keep pushing on.
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>>7861001

Had a friend in high school who used to always tell me this. "If you're going to kill yourself, wrestle a bear. If you die, you died wrestling a bear. If you live, you wrestled a bear and won".
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before you kill yourself you should see if you can go to failure on push ups a few times

please anon
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>>7860672
men don't even peak until 30 bro, you have so much time to turn shit around. get a factory job or something
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>>7860672
Man don't give in. I'm exactly your age and I'm in the same situation. This grief you feel is temporary, please reconsider.
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>>7860672

Spelt leech wrong you fucking nigger. Anyway um. .... .... no the wound will never heal. Son kills self? Wounded for life. That is the damage you will do. Life goes on but the pain will remain and I can tell you as well that loss is the most powerful emotion there is. It is worse than if you remain existing and are just a bit of a loser. You are thinking way too much bud. Gotta start living. Gonna die anyway eventually. I hope you get it man. We're all gonna make it brah.

t. Almost killed myself before and am finally starting to get happy about life for the first time in a long time
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>>7860672
man you don't even realize how young 20 is. You're basically a baby. Hang on for a little bit longer. This virus shit probably isn't helping your mental
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>>7860592
It's been 3 days since OP posted this but if you're still around please don't. My best friend killed himself 5 months ago and I still feel this grief. Please seek help. People do care.
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>>7860628
ur a faggot thats what
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>>7860626
>you will regret it
He is anon going to regret it when they are dieded?
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>>7860672
I watched the vid of the kid shotgunning himself on livestream (posted often as a webm on here) with sound and you can hear his mother walk in and realise what's happened. Saying you're a burden as a reason to kill yourself is an excuse, because killing yourself is the fastest possible way to fuck up your relatives emotionally and spiritually. If you go through with it you're being a complete piece of shit to them.
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Stay alive anon <3 YOU ARE LOVED <3
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>>7860592
Your pape shows a feeling of longing for something that isn't here. You can fuck off and kill yourself which will change nothing. Or you take out a loan under a fake name and travel to Peru and stand on top of Machu Picchu when the first fog of the morning rolls around. Or you can visit the Easter Islands and see those giant Moai with your own eyes. Or you can take a train on the outskirts of the Japanese railways system and take in the breeze on the shores of the south of Kyushu.

If everything is hopeless and you want to end it why not do some breath taking shit before you leave. I don't get such simple minded brats like you.
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>>7860592
hey dude you're 20 thats so young. i mean im 28 and thats even young.

i dont know why you wanna kill yourself. it must be pretty bad to make you feel this way. im sorry about. but you're ok. do you know that? you are ok. whatever it is going on for you, you can make it through it. you're not broken or damaged. you're a person feeling totally normal feelings.

scream into a pillow super loud, make urself, then let urself cry. if u go through these emotions and let urself act them out u may feel better
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>>7860672
A year ago anon I was in a very similar situation at 19.
>no job
>not in school
>obese
>no friends
>just diagnosed with disease that would require months of surgery
Now:
>lost 80 lbs, healthy
>saved up money from jobs
>in college working towards an engineering degree
>socializing more
>disease is cured and I paid off all the bills (~4k in total)
>independent
It may feel like hell now, but you CAN change. The world is more receptive to your will than you think it is, and if you apply yourself and think in a positive manner you can achieve what you desire.

FURTHER AND MOST IMPORTANTLY: Do you not owe it to yourself and others not to die? I don't mean this in the "you have so much to live for, people love you sense", I have been in a spot where that wasn't really true, I mean it in the sense that if you kill yourself now you will die as an embarrassment. You are at rock bottom, there is nowhere to go but up from here.
If in a year when you are self sufficient, driving, and working and you still feel like offing yourself go ahead, but only after you've made changes (and at that point I can guarantee the urge to off yourself will disappear).
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>>7860672
>not even in his twenties
>thinks his life his over
what a faggot
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>>7860823
I'm 27 and he's right. Wish I had the strength to kms.
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>>7861826
Drink some energy drink then
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>>7860672
I purposely try to let others down, I get more me time when they think I'm an utter dissapointment and fauilure.
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OEljjLuzwR4&list=FL0UqTepkDwARo-PcBm3puVw&index=132
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>>7860672
This is the most nothing reason to kill yourself I've ever fucking seen, I'm in the exact same position, except I'm older, and I'm not going to kill myself, so why should you. Life is going to kill you in the end anyways, so just stick around, suffer, or be happy, or whatever, but this is your only shot, so don't throw it away when you're hardly even an adult.
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>>7860672
>tired of letting everyone down

Stop doing that, then.

>20
you're barely getting started

clean your room (serious)
THINK
Think about a) why you're at where you're at and b) where do you want to be, what kind of life do you want for yourself and the people you care about.

You may be thinking that nothing you do matters. The cold hard reality of life is that *everything* you do matters.

You can improve your life, if you choose to. It will be difficult. You will make mistakes along the way, everyone does. But bit by bit you will get better.

Have a pape. Chances are no one is trying to kill you like the men in the photo, Germans trying to shoot down the American bombers during ww2. All you have to do is start sorting yourself out.
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>>7862001
and start listening to Jordan Peterson. No, he isn't a meme. No, he isn't "alt-right". He's helped millions around the world.
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>>7860592
kill some big figure and say its X social cause. go down as a hero.
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>>7860915
i'd rather die
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>>7860643
>>7860915
Make sure you don't use your teeth when you're sucking the priest's cock
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>>7860592

do you have any questions about buddhism before you do that?
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>>7860672
nigga i am going to turn 20 soon as well, we are so young. we have plenty of opportunities to better our lot in life. Cant drive? Start learning. No job? Get a retail job or something starting out. Not in school? Go to your local community college and get a technical degree at least. People our age should be teeming with ambition and will to live, dont waste your only shot at life
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enjoy a pape if you livin'.
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>>7860672
you just sound like a depressed fagot anon. Suicide is a retards way out of a shitty situation he can't find any answers to. instead of killing yourself write everything you possible can about your life and feelings and be completely open and honest with yourself about why you want to kill yourself. Then after just pick a fucking direction and just start walking, just go somewhere and see what fucking happens for once in your dumb life because if you were gonna kill yourself anyway the repercussions shouldn't matter to you. I'm in roughly the same boat as you at the same age and this is the most effective strategy to overcome suicidal ideation for me and its worked spectacularly. also disregard all these morons just telling you to get a job and that contributing to society or making your parents proud will make you happy, fuck that and fuck them live for yourself.
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>>7860592
Do a backflip
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>>7860732
Climbing K2 without focusing on your gear pretty much ensures it's suicide. It's a cool trip for an experienced, brave climber. For anon, it's suicide plain and simple. He probably doesn't have much money so he can't just go to K2, let alone have the supplies needed. Maybe what drove anon down is the fact that it's all the same everywhere they look, but proving a Herculean point isn't the answer to self-worth. It's working towards a brighter outlook on life.
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>>7860592
Did you do it yet??
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OP this is the final frontier. What you will do is not only brave, but the most conscious choice you will ever make. You didn't choose to live, they chose for you and now they don't want the burden to have you and your failures. You are free, this is your choice and only yours. It doesn't get better, life isn't magical or like the movies, it will keep hurting, forever. You are the Master of your own life, if you decide to end it, so be it! Don't let the other anons tells you it's a mistake, they don't control your life. I always regretted not killing myself when I was a soldier and now I regret it. Do not flinch, do not hesitate, look at your destiny in the eyes.
Do a flip, faggot
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OP I hope to god that you are just trolling, and that you are still alive.

You will only leave behind indescribable pain to those who love you. And they do love you
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>>7860592
Op are you still alive
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>>7860592
If youre gonna do it, have some fun; steal some cash get on a bus or something and go somewhere, or blow something up i dont know get creative. Or go into the wilderness like the guy in that movie and get killed by a wild animal

Whatever you do there wont be any consequences. Everything is permitted.
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>>7860672
20 is young a shit.

you said you had no idea you'd be where you are now. and it's also true you have no idea where you'll be 5 years from now.

i'm 40 and wanted to kill myself around 22-23 or so. i was sad all the time and felt pathetic and helpless.

you need to reach out and have short term realistic goals you can attain and a few long term ones as well. having a sense of control over your own life helps with your general mood.

i know you can do it. i think posting your thoughts here shows you'd like help if you thought it worthwhile.

try signing up for a class or a certification of some type. if you can't afford it look into student loans or get a shitty job so you can money up.

just like high school, most of the random motherfuckers you meet aren't around for the long haul so fuck worrying about anyone who isn't worrying about you.
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>>7861222
Listen to this one OP.
There is nothing to gain in offing yourself, you will continue to be tormented. Trust me.
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>>7861706
Good man. Keep doing the work of the light, no matter what you see outside. We will all meet again.
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>>7860783
fun fact: she's not hot irl, quite the opposite.

while the model he used as reference for the painting was his wife as their figures were similarly frail, here is a portrait that wyeth did of the same woman, anna christina olson.

christina could not walk due to her condition, but refused to use a wheelchair, meaning she had to crawl everywhere. wyeth was inspired to paint this after seeing her crawl towards her house one day. I think this painting does an excellent job of showing the beauty of christina's determination, and the enormous ordeal a simple walk up a hill can be to someone like christina. the tangible mixed feeling of both hope and dread is what I think draws most people to this work.

to the OP: the world is hard, cruel, and unfogiving place, but you can make it beautiful, all you have to do is crawl. don't give up.

there's a really good documentary about andrew wyeth simply titled "Wyeth" that I would recommend to anyone.
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>>7862761
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>>7860672
I'm almost 21 in the same situation as you are, just broke up with my gf of 3 years that i was going to propose to, wanted to end it all but at the same time i'm only 21 Still things can turn around, just got a job at fedex pay is good, and reconected with old friends and have been feeling alot better lately. im not over her and still kinda talk to her every now and then so im optomisic for this year and hope it will treat me well.
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>>7861952
that song is beautiful haven listened to $b in a while def gonna check em out again.
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>>7860783
fell on the ass :DDDD
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why bother changing your wallpaper if you're going to kill yourself lol
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>>7860592
>Preparing to kill myself
How are you going to do it? Asking for a friend.
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Did OP do it yet?
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>>7860694
well I've been like this for like 3 or 4 years too , i well for me i know i wont do it , always thinking about it , yet there was some good times now and then , i never think that things will actually get better , i just know that this is what i have and got , people have misconceptions that efforts will equal and inevitable better outcome , but the thing i understood in my 25 years old of age now , its patience , the ability to remain wishing for things yet accepting what you have/got, and the abitly to cease and take the things you got offered in the noblest method otherwise you will self loath and despise your self more .
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>>7862939
Why shower when you get dirty tomorrow
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>>7863148
Not everyone is meant to succeed, or to even be compatible with life. Make sure that you aren’t doing it as an emotional response, that you have weighed your options and come to your own decision OR realization. If you think you’ve found your path, do what you have to do, and good luck.
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>>7860988
>DON'T JUMP MAKE THE CALL
>no phone number
what did they mean by this?
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>>7860672
Play csgo and youll forget lol
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>>7860592
boo hoo faggot. you wont do if you stupid cunt
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>>7863451
Had to be there
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>>7860672
Used to be in the exact same mindset when I was that age and if you want the best advice then it's to live for yourself. Nothing is going to come if you despise yourself and expect pity from others around you. You'll just be a grim reminder for your family and a random statistic to everyone else. You're lucky enough to be born a human that can think a wide variety of emotions and this is the only shot you're going to get of not only feeling pain but genuine happiness. Feel the emotion of becoming friends with a stranger, and eventually asking this stranger to be your partner at life and at first it's awkward but you start growing attached and finally find love. Feel the emotion of watching those around you succeed with you. Feel happiness that "thank god I was a fucking idiot going through a phase but I decided to stick it out"

Like me and other anons said, we all go through this and it fucking sucks but you're 20, next time you wake up find something and stick to it. I remember telling myself one day that I might as well try to explore the world and travel to many countries and explore the world and see what it has to offer before I go and I did just that. I'm studying to be a polyglot in my free time to achieve my goal, learned 4 languages and I'm learning computer programming in school since I love how I can make whatever I want in a computer.

Do whatever seems like a pipedream and lay a foundation and from there you'll find a purpose in it. I'm probably messaging you because it feels like I'm comforting my older self of his trauma, a time where I felt like I didn't want to climb the stairs because I felt scared and stuck. If you don't want to let someone down then just stick around in ten years, look up at the sky and say "I'm here", you'll make me and other anons satisfied that you're in the present.

Rappelles toi anon 君だけ旅路, cuidate por favor.
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>>7860672
only 20? you need to chill
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>>7863564
>make the call
>now you're put on a list and can't own guns for the rest of your life
>also goes on record that you're a crazy person


lmaoooo OP if you're gonna do it make sure to have a contingency plan or make it so that you can't back out.

personally I plan on laying my head on the train tracks
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>>7860672
I'm 21 and I felt the same way for a while, but therapy + reading "Suicide: the forever decision" by Paul Quinnett helped me to a better place.

I'm usually quite skeptical of self-help anything, but the book reads like earnest advice from an old man who's seen suicide and depression his entire life. I strongly recommend to get another perspective.
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>>7860672
everyone is a walking bag of dicks until around 30. your 20's are when you're making mistakes and figuring shit out. anyone who presents themselves as otherwise is only successful at projecting that image, especially through social media. just give yourself permission to be a fuck up. trial and error is the most effective way to learn. it's hard, it's embarrassing, it's painful, but anything worthwhile is. go make all the mistakes you want and because that's how you'll figure out who you want to be and where your natural skills are. killing yourself won't solve this. your problems will be waiting for you in your next incarnation.
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Just yourself?
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>>7860592
dont be stupid, stay around, find how things turn out. there are so many things to distract you from what is going on, if you dont want to face/solve the problem
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>>7860592
Are you European?
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>>7860672

>not even 20 yet

dude, you're not even 20 yet. you're a fucking kid. i know it may seem like you're old and hopeless now but you couldn't be further from the truth.
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Hey, anon.

I've felt the same way when I was twenty.
Life was pointless.
Living with roommates as a guy with a girlfriend out of state was hell.
Constant back and forth with my mom, work being shitty and suicidal thoughts constantly. It was pointless.
But, it got better.
I later pulled myself out of it and kept going. Doing so gave me the chance to see that yeah, things could get insanely worse, but all the while, better. Through therapy and taking tge time to breathe, I found that out.

Twenty is such a nice age, anon. I know through the tears it might get hard to see the sun. I know through the crowd of jumbled thoughts, it's difficult to think of good times. And with every heartache, it's hard to feel your heartbeat. But. From one person on here to another, though I may not know you, I do know the door that you want to open, as I've been at its doorstep myself--walk away from it. There are many other doors that lead to possibilities, while that one leads to nothing. And I don't want you reduced to nothing, anon.
Again. I don't know you.
But I love you, anon.

Please keep going.
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The best advice I can give:

Watch attack on titan before you die. Seriously.
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>>7860672
ur fine lol all that shit will pass
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>>7860592
Twenty is the worst age, you feel too old and ignorant to continue, you feel that you are not really good at anything and exhaustion exhausts your mind. I promise you that things get better, give yourself a few years, allow your mind to become wise and one day you will realize that it was all worth it. Feeling like this is valid but I ask you not to give up, there are always people willing to help you, please seek help.
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>>7860672
I don't know how many times I've seen posts just like this, I lost count.
I've seen the final written words of people I've never met so many times that I no longer worry that they went through with it.
I've seen it enough that I can't help but dismiss half of them as being troll posts, because frankly a lot of them are.

I've seen enough well-intentioned posts from well-meaning anons, telling people like OP things to encourage them to keep going. I've seen it enough and been told it enough that I have almost nothing but a bitter resentment to them. And really, what an asshole I am, right? People are trying to help someone they don't know, by saying empty things that don't give any meaning or purpose. It's fucked up, but it's true. If the first thing a stranger on the internet suggested solved your problem, it was never a problem to begin with.
I've been suicidal for nearly half my life at this point. There hasn't been a single day in the last god knows how long that I haven't thought of death. Even while I was attending therapy, even with the help of medication, even with taking steps to improve my life. And it's through this constant mental assault that's formed my view on existence.
That there's no point, not in a faggot nihilist "oh nothing matters why bother doing anything" way, but that no cosmic being has determined a purpose to mine or anyone else's life. That my life is not measured in a way that matters. That the things I see and do are the only proof I ever existed. The only way I'm to be judged is by myself and morality.

I have no purpose. I have no destiny. I am free, and I will always be free. It is the most freeing euphoria.

It's been 11 days. He's likely dead.

But there's always a point to trying, so kid, if you're still alive, think about it like this: one day, you'll die. And when that day comes it may be from suicide. But why do it so soon? Why not leave it as a last resort and see what the world has to offer first?
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>>7860592
hey anon, just wanted to let you know my best friend killed hersef a month ago. She was afraid and lonely and didn't feel like she could find help anywhere. Let me promise you there are people that care about you and are willing to help you make things better - for a start all the frens in this thread
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>>7860592
please don't do it. people care about you, no matter what do think.
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I am 35, stuck in admission to medical school since 2014; without a job, living at my mother's house, without a car, with nothing else that I have achieved, I do things at home to help my relatives who live here. I know I haven't "accomplished" anything yet, NOTHING. And yet I still think that living is spectacular. I enjoy my life so much that thoughts like you have expressed never haunt me. too bad that the society in which you live or maybe your own relatives, have imprinted in your mind such nefarious, disastrous and dark way of thinking as the one that is evident with your very poetic post. Maybe I'll say a prayer for your memory and your rest (since you'll be dead for sure you don't mind) have a good trip Anon. and that the earth and dust that they Will throw on your sad and dead face, be light to you.
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>>7860592

Before you do it, get out of your current environment for a few months, and cut bonds with your current social circle (internet included), that will clear your thoughts and purge out all the poison that runs through your veins right now. If by then you still want to kill yourself, then do it in a painless way.
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>>7860672
Hey man. I know you're set and all, but as a thought experiment, instead of leaving this world by killing yourself why not just leave your current world and disappear off the radar? I mean pack your stuff and go to another town/country/continent and see how far you can go. Or just fuck off to Antarctica, far, far away from people. In my early twenties I fucked off by joining the Navy. Single best decision I ever made. Saw the vast and beautiful expanse of our world and got much closer to becoming a man I would want to be. Either way you decide OP, godspeed to you fren. We never met, but you're my bro. Godspeed man. Here's a pic I took while at sea. Over there, on the distant horizon you can see an American destroyer.
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>>7860592
Dafuq, m8.

>27
>Had sex at 21.
>First gf from 22 to 25.
>First actual job at 23.
>Gonna get my faculty in industrial disciplines at 28 or 29.

But if you want to, fucking do it.
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Please don't do it!!! Jesus loves you.
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