Am I under some kind of curse?I can never have peace and contentment. Every time I think I fix everything in my life there is ALWAYS something that immediately breaks or a problem inexplicably happens to make me constantly frustrated and unhappy.If I fix my broken AC unit the internet service breaks. If I fix my internet my toilet somehow breaks. If I fix my toilet my laptop will break. There's always some bullshit around the corner. This is just obvious material stuff but this also infects my daily life and metaphysical. If I feel like I've made peace with people around me somebody will suddenly backstab me out of the blue or an abusive person is sent to enter my life. It's as if there's a baseline misery that supposed to be heaped on me or something. I can't achieve the peace I want and god has to send scripted problems to mess with me. It's so obvious it's almost comical.Is this a legit curse? How do I break it?
>>38947196why is it your expectation that youll ever reach a point where you dont face adversity in what you do?
>>38947196do you pray/ask the word for love? or for wisdom?
>>38947206Is that too much to ask?Some people live absolutely horribly and they never have any problems. Meanwhile I do everything right but I get heaped on>>38947212Yes I've done enough grovelling to the biblical godHe repaid me with 5 serious illnesses in a rowEven when I was an atheist I didn't have that much grief
>>38947196The biggest curse is believing you are cursed.
>>38947546>Some people live absolutely horribly and they never have any problems.because the adversary you face is cartoonish to the adversary of found in fictional lore and if your even marginally not a pussy its easy to overcome ?>Is that too much to ask?yes actually, because your asking someone else to fix the trivial annoyances youve invited into your life>Meanwhile I do everything right but I get heaped onbuying cheap appliances isnt whats right though, not even close.
>>38947556I didn't believe in curses. But my experience has been so blatant I've started calling them "scripted events"I can almost tell when the bs is coming my way.Maybe I'm a targeted individual and all this shit are my gangstalkers. I can't imagine what I am being targeted for however
>>38947556(not op) People always say things like this, "believe that the curse can't harm you and it can't", but that seems like little more than copium to help them sleep at night. Have they been on the receiving end of actual black magic I wonder? Or witnessed someone falling to shambles being ignorant to the fact they've been cursed? Perhaps automatically dismissing those that claim they're cursed puts the denier's mind at ease. The issue lies in the fact that those with expertise are few and far between and oftentimes eager to take your money and keep you in the dark about the reality of your situation. There is no god, at least not one who cares anything for justice.
>>38947196Murphy's law. What can go wrong will go wrong. Every man-made thing breaks down.
>>38947659How come this doesn't happen to everyone else
>>38947196This is just normal life. Other people have problems too dumbassI’m 31 years old and from the outside I’ve got it all together and yet I deal with anxiety, depression and health issues almost every fucking day. I also used adderall to keep it together for more than 10 years and that allowed me to seem much more put together than I actually was. Have you tried talking to literally anyone in real life? Literally everyone faces the problems you listed in fact I am facing some of them now, my ac broke then my dishwasher and now my mesh routers have gone to shit. Is that a curse or shitty manufacturing? Cmon anon
>>38947196https://youtu.be/SJ6B-zFwwAg?feature=shared
>>38947742I'm not looking for something though. I just want these nagging problems to be over with. I'm not asking for a crown on my head I want to pluck out these thorns on my side.
>>38947738I didn't ask to be bornWhy does god bring me to this world just so I'll be unhappy everyday and constantly plugging whole on a sinking ship
>>38947767Me either. My childhood was shit, my mother was a total narcissist and my father was emotionally absent. I’ve had sleep apnea since I was 13 years old and resorted to pharmaceuticals to keep up with everything.Now imagine being born 500 years ago and how much more real those struggles were compared to our first world problems. If you wanna go trauma for trauma I 100% got you beat. Fuck it if you’re this down bad try drugs they help until they don’t.
>>38947196Been a long time since someone posted mustard seedOP, stuff breaking is a very small problem in the grand scheme of things. Even if it is a curse, it's a petty one, so you should be able to break it through brute force; simply affirm that you take great care of your things and that they last forever; if that's too much, decide that all apparent problems wind up needing very simple fixes. Just decide that things are calm and smooth for you now. Don't get distressed when the next problem pops up; that emotional response resets the process, like scratching an itch as you try to fall asleep. Just handle it as simply and dispassionately as possible, become unflappable and focus on your goals. If it were a hardcore curse (or if you're a bitch) that you can't handle, you could always ask your god of choice for help.
