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What was your real life Truman Show moment?
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>>41617017
zersetsung is real
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>>41617017
/x/ is healing
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>>41617017
Theres a Truman in every town...
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>>41617017
I saw it in theaters while I was working there. Good movie.
There was another film similar to it with Matthew Mchonuhey however that's spelled. Wasn't as good, but not a bad film.
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>>41617017
On a mushroom trip I was on a walk with a friend and we were both tired and had a long way to get back. So I pulled the end of the trail up to us, instead of us having to walk it. A second later we were at the end without having walked at all. He looked shocked and asked me how the fuck I did that and I said idfk
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>>41617017
https://youtu.be/KriCC49ICdQ?t=18
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>>41617017
I have those moments daily. People will always talk about things that have been on my mind when I am in earshot. Reality itself is an algorithm.
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>>41617705
This I’ve found very often but I don’t think it’s non-local like you might imagine and I don’t think it has to do with anything more fundamental than the physics we have for this world. It seems very proximity based and is likely some form of weak EM entrainment. I can sometimes pick up on what someone’s feeling and respond to it directly (and accurately), and I often feel people react to my thoughts in ways they shouldn’t have known by any body language or insinuations. To me it seems that an intense thought produces a strong enough field to interfere with nearby brains in a way that probably isn’t any spookier than “a yet-to-be empirically detected mechanism for local thought-bleeding”
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>>41617017
I had a phase of my life where I was obsessed with this one album in particular, and EVERYWHERE I went during that time, I would hear songs from that album being played. The thing is, it's an album that only had one hit song and the rest was pretty unpopular. But I even heard the deep cuts playing, and this all happened within a few months of my life. Also it's worth noting that I don't really go out much, so it makes it all the more improbable that I would hear so many of those songs. Out of the 11 songs on the album, I heard probably like 8 of them (and all in different places), which is really uncanny.
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>>41617017
My first breakthrough on mushrooms. Trip number 3 or 5 i cant remember exactly which, but it was among my first 5 trips. I got to see what the "audience" sees. All i gotta say is, im not mad. This is the funniest show possible, once you have a heavenly host pov.

Like what the fullness of ww2 was, is actually hillarious when you realize how cutesy the nazis actually were in an objective sense.
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>>41617017
"breaking out" of Mormonism is seriously such a trip. Here a reason exmormons never really shut up about it.
All this fear around breaking certain rules, and one day it hits you they just aren't real. "The village" comes to mind as well.
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>>41617017

It's more like Blade Runner. Most people these days would fail a Voight-Kampff test. So are they people, or something else?
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>>41617111
how is it so?
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>>41617814
What about Jehovah's Witnessies?
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>>41617839
Who's to say?
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>>41617839
Rude pepes
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>>41617017
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V-QycTzwV7c
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>>41617111

I live in a city. They are like that here too.
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>>41617017
When I stared getting synchronicities
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>>41617859

No, they are in an evil money cult. Rude boys end up like Truman.
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truman deez nuts
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>>41617017
why is my race purebred saxon but i was raised by a sociopathic, abusive, gaslighting, victim-blaming rh- + bog-ape fambly. in addition to a heap of evidence indicating i was born 5-6mo before my birth certificate says, with photos of a mysterious half-native-american child with my name. huh. weird.
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>>41617931
Don't be a victim. Touch grass.
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>>41617154
Wow.
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>>41617931
that's fucked if true, sorry you had to go through that, maybe you can sue someone
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>>41617154
noted. must put this to use. it's said australian abos, when traveling long distances, would sing a special song that would enable fast-travel. so instead of spending 4d walking, they'd spend a few hours.
i've even have dreams where there'd be artistic 2D overlaying 3D space, and the 2d part could be used to manipulate the 3d.

>>41617759
sometimes i get an ear worm, and a week or month later i hear the songs in unexpected places.

>>41617773
>Like what the fullness of ww2 was, is actually hillarious when you realize how cutesy the nazis actually were in an objective sense.
i kinda sorta am getting this. care to share details? this one is a rather heart-wrenching and skull-crushing blackpill. knowing that earth is inherently evil, earth is constantly dying, and yet still the earth desperately neeeeeeds the lights of heaven, and this is what earth does with said lights of heaven. earth begs and begs for goodness.... and this is what earth does with it.
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>>41617969
that won't do any good, however the good news is already i... well, if you brute-force a monkey pretending to be a person into spirituality, that's a punishment about as bad as hell.
but reptos are already from hell to begin with, so there's not a whole lot you can do about evil hell robots from the void who have a stranglehold on evil death earth.
but you sure as shit can make the monkeys pay without touching them. that's worth a million lawsuits to watch an ape rapid-age into a shambling corpse within a month!
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>>41617017
Nice try. Not gonna tell ya what I'm noticing but I am noticing alright.
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>>41617969
oh but i haven't even mentioned... what they can do to your spine.
oh it's horrible. imagine being all kinked up, twisted, jammed, vertebras touching, more twising, more jamming, blocked veins, pinched nerves, shut-off twisted muscles... it's beyond hell.
and they will have the lake of fire to pay.
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>>41618058
Xibalba lord of the swamps, flies and gators

Nice touch
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>>41617017
After Charlie, when people who had informed me on certain topics for the better part of a decade turned out to be collaborators or spook-adjacent.
I was nauseous. I haven't been shaken like that before, and it really realigned how I view and process everything. I was led astray when I was certain I was being educated.
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>>41618124
Trust yourself, but fear what is fearsome, am not joking chip chan is the new x mod and is final, her trip is [##noroi] use it, if you dare

A mi no me hace nada
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>>41618025
It is hard to explain without connecting a bunch of things that seem disconnected to the layman. Such as the fact that german marches of the period had a cutesy style to them, and the fact alot of them were melodically similar to american revolutionary and civil war marching songs hint at this seeming aspirational quality germany has always had about being at parity with the USA as a nation, all the fighting vehicles are named after cats, and realizing the german people are essentially low fantasy wood elves all with autism that love making clockwork things, which explains every decision the reich made from uniforms, to logistics, to how the scatterbrained economy functioned.

Subsume all of this with a realtime sattellite view of the fronts and an understanding that death isn't actually real or serious, and you get an emergently hillariously weird warrior culture that seems like a homebrew RTS race. But it was actually real. Idk, this is extremely difficult to explain.
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>>41617840
Like a black sheep of a family but for a whole town.
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>>41619567
I remember anon
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>>41617067
the parasite jews always did this. its the only reason why theyre in the government because theyre murderers and thieves.
the concept of this government with inflation and foreign investments itself is jewish.
jewish money, tax and regulation itself is zersetzung against the host population.
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>>41619735
Anon saw a real ghost
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>>41617017
when I saw anime for the first time
I belong in anime not here
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>>41619735
jews literally believe as "righteous" people they should be able to take from the masses
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>>41617017
When I tested Quantum Suicide.

I got very depressed about four years ago after a particularly brutal divorce and felt like I had nothing else left to lose. So I bought a lottery ticket, took a sedative, and went to sleep in a special box I made. I had it hooked up to my computer and rigged to fill up with helium gas if my numbers didn't come up. I woke up about ten hours later to find I had the winning ticket, (just under $3 million because I had to split it with some syndicate - I should have picked numbers that were more random).

The odds of that are still absurd so I'm pretty sure QS is true, but after that I kinda had a reason to live so I haven't wanted to try it again, (there's still a chance that maybe I did just get lucky). I do notice since whenever I've had a near accident where I might've died though, and I grow increasingly convinced. At this point I still wouldn't risk it again, but if I were in some dangerous situation, like I was being robbed at gunpoint, I feel confident enough that I'd probably dare them to shoot or fight back figuring there's every chance QS would save me.

I'm increasingly resisting the temptation to be like 'fuck it' and try the lottery thing again, not only because I blew through a lot of money before I really understood the value of it and how to invest properly and now I'm kinda addicted to an expensive lifestyle, but because if I could do it again and really prove it to myself that I'm basically for sure "indestructible" I could do some really crazy shit for fun on a daily basis, (though there remains the possibility of severe injury while still surviving so there are still limitations).

Besides, I figure one day something is likely to happen by accident that will be convincing enough, like the train crash in that Bruce Willis film where he's the only survivor or whatever. So no need to push my luck until I have a good reason.
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>>41617017
Just now, go to rest a bit, gets comfy, sudden flash taking my vision of a blue screen with red letters and some eagle usa style logo, tried making out what is said and I only got Imagination Bomb or Image bombing or something akin to that as the title, the rest looked like disclaimer lines of sort, it lasted for a second before my closed eyes black background went back to normal.
Heck Im not even american so wtf
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An invisible sound...
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>>41619174
>all the fighting vehicles are named after cats, and realizing the german people are essentially low fantasy wood elves all with autism that love making clockwork things
well, a while back i realized the productive german race are lyran. i & others of my kind are all very cat-like, with kitty cat mannerisms, lionish, and reportedly look like lions in the peripheral vision of others.
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>>41617017
i'm not going to eat any cheeseburgers, cool widdit.
>YHVAY
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>>41617017
Thanks to this movie, I spent 20 years of my life covering every mirror and spot that could hide a camera in the room before masturbating
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Tires and mattresses shops. There just can't be enough demand around.
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>>41617894
My moment not yours bleh
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I got called sexy by some inmates in jail...the thing is, I'd got called sexy by a couple of the cops not long ago...and earlier that night, called sexy by some people tried to jump me, and earlier still the night called sexy by someone that set me up to get jumped. I also got called psychic by the people tried to jump me, an energy vampire, a monster, etc.

I mean people have commented on my looks rarely to say I'm a good looking person but so many different people in different circumstances called me so in one night. Also I thought it was funny that some of them were so obsessed with the idea of me being psychic, I hadn't told them I was, they figured it out on their own.

It'd have to be that moment or else when I saw my girlfriend putting her plan into motion to try and get me killed out in the middle of nowhere. At the time strangers wanted me dead who had bullied me, family wanted me dead for their own reasons, and people have wanted me dead and tried to take my life all my life. I suddenly realized I lived "that" life, the sort of life you could tell a story about, not a boring one (it was boring most days.)
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No, it was definitely my awakening to my psychic powers. My family had stepped up their surveillance of me because I was sneaking out of their house at night and also because I could tell they were spying on me and when and how with my psychic powers and told them. Independently other groups of people were investigating if I was psychic, my girlfriend and everyone she knew, my new friend Satan who I'd just met in the flesh and those she knew, and they recruited many people in trying to test it and figure it out. What they found is I don't always know everything, or else I just won't say because they're not sure I don't, but it's a work-in-progress. The method is targeted, designed, intelligent growth and destruction of brain cells and similar things in beings that lack brain cells, similar things that do thinking for them. The alteration of what does thinking attacks the thought and the possibility of it happening again directly at the source of the problem when certain thoughts need to go...when people think of anything, I was their psychic powers to go up at the same time, so we can get rid of any thought that doesn't drive psychic powers up for one thing.
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>>41617118
Ed TV
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>>41617017
This thread is bait. Who are you looking for?
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>>41617017
Amount of times I gained an interest then a year later blows up or something happens

Discover SCP and Creepypasta
>Blows up

Listen to tally hall and because of sister
>breaks up a week later

Discover a singer called BBNo$ because of a niche genre
>blows up

Discover Miku and Teto
>Mesmerizer gets made and blows up, and boosts Teto to the stratosphere

friend gets me play Fortnite
>Hits a new peak after years

Now this on loop my entire life.
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>>41622436
Hilarious that you think you're special because you have the most average taste possible.
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>>41617017
when I imagined the pure peace before all illusion and thought of what the Right thing to do is.
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>>41622444
I don't think I'm special. Never did I say I was. Asked for truman moments, and so I answered. Just said it's funny i discover something right before it blows up, a month/year before it blows up, or something big happens after years of nothing. But nice bait ig man
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>>41617017
Strangers have recognized me my entire life.
If they don't outright say they know me they say I look like a specific movie star, stats actually - girlfriends quite often, friends who are girls, Superman (Christopher Reeves), Robert Downey Jr., Ben Affleck - 3 ladies at a bar screamed this my first weekend in a new town they bought me drinks and I signed autographs, George Clooney, and when I was buff talent in Vegas commented I look like Joey Tribbiani. Too many to remember, but a few times a year, every year of my adult life.
And one said generically, I look like a movie star - a hitch hiker from South America, in North America.
I'm not a movie star...
And otherwise, folks say they remember me from a party, or an event, I was never at. For certain. Gas station cashier was one instance.
And then friends, people who know me, will mistake someone else for me. Theyll send me pictures - IS THIS YOU?
And.. no.
Do they have Aspergers? No... well maybe. But no, that's not me..
Am I being televised somewhere?
Do I have twins?
Is quantum reality overlapping, and my quantum selves are merging? Am I quantum leaping/slipping through my own realities and I'M the stranger?
Not LARPing.
Am kind of shitposting with the theories.
But what happens to me it true.
All the movie stars I listed don't even look like one another. Not to me anyway. Maybe I'm a sperger...
Perhaps I'm in a Truman show and it's the most the actors can hint.
I hope I'm not in a Truman show... God that would be disappointing for the audience. I'm sorry.
Would be interesting to be a doppelganger, or have doppelganger.
Like the movie, The One. Am I going to bust into my own house and kill me one day, and attain my power?
Are the comments/compliments just ice breakers? Lord knows I don't pick up on social cues and I'm not witty, either.
>picrel
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>>41622351
Always lie.
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>>41617017
i think i may have had it happen here and there just a few times slightly as i was growing up
always felt like there was someone watching

i thought it was BECAUSE of the truman show at first, like it planted it in my head

i took a spiked blunt from some spanish kid at uni and ended up staring at myself in my bathroom convinced i was a biorobot placed here by aliens

and then charlie kirk happened and it wasn't that it was an obvious and sloppy planned assassination, it was everyone else was pretending like it wasnt, it was my friends ignoring it completely, not a single mainstream media outlet saying anything about it, based redpilled podcasters entertaining glowies explaining the main narrative, fresh youtube channels of dudes that looked like they were in the military "debunking" the conspiracy theories in a manner that literally proves that the conspiracy theory is more correct than the official narrative

then declaring the conspiracy theory debunked and the official narrative is what's going on

then a twin flame type girl showed up and moved in with me

started googling the meaning of numbers i've used or held importance with me my entire life

animals and sounds started punctuating my thoughts

all of my social media started bombarding me with psyops and conspiracy theories and narrative debunking

all the mandela effects keep getting more severe

and the world just seems to be getting smaller, less effort, less energy, if this was a gacha game it would be on it's last legs, slowly closing up shop just trying to squeeze the last juice out of the few remaining whales who are fully bought into it

everything i see in the world and everything i experienced also seems to be lining up, just recurring themes and strings that seem specifically targeted despite being a part of a massive random pile of things i thought i chose for myself

a grand game of incredible design
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>>41622611
same thing happened to me people would ask if i'm a specific movie star or say i look like a certain movie star
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>>41617154
Have you ever tried to fey step again since then?
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>>41617729
Distance is illusory. Everything is local, because everything is you pushed out.
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>>41622698
Ever find a witty or good response to it?
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>>41622733
no not really desu
i wasn't really a big fan of being compared to famous people
certain comparisons would actually make me a little confused because i couldn't see it
kinda make me feel like a random asian man being told they look like jackie chan
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>>41622682
I've found lying to be as much about personality as anything. Unless there's something real at stake like survival whether one falls back on the truth or lies first involves if they've been taught, of course, but otherwise it's based on preference.
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Go to a local gym.
No matter the time I go, it’s 85 percent same people.
Generally go break of dawn
Go this afternoon instead.
See the same people as when I go at the break of dawn.
Recall that whenever I go on vacation and go to the gym at different times every day, it’s 85 percent same people.
I tell my wife this and she laughs and tells me im being paranoid.
But then she goes and makes call in bathroom with water running.
Asks who she has called.
She says no one.
When I go to the gym tomorrow will there be a new cast?
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>>41617017
I was hired for the tech industry in the 2010's. There was an economic bubble due to the ZIRP. I got put with a fucking Indian who, no matter how much I fucking worked or tried or cared, would simply use me to take the piss because I'm too much of a nigger faggot. On top of this, the job was completely made up and inconsequential.

Then I learned that in the Diversity materials they tell them that they must hire minorities to perform "reverse racism". It's literally called that: the people you would normally discriminate for racism must now be taken to the front of the line and cheered on for affirmative action.

I was fucking sick of it and I spoke up and people realized I was schizoid and gave me shit. Then I was assigned to another team with a Chinese national exhibiting every single one of my fetishes (even embarrassing ones) so I'd make a fool of myself. Then COVID hit and I realized that it was all a fake gay and retarded judeochinese stage play.
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>>41617017
everything seems subtly orchestrated at me

>Jesus Christ according to a child that had NDE
>looks like the splitting image of my best friend in childhood who i lost touch with going into highschool
>mom brought him up yesterday randomly out of the blue
i dunno man shit's weird
it honestly feels ominous and i can't get out of my head it's like a pre-selection for death and passing on and it's all preparation for it
but i keep telling myself it's just psyops and things will go back to normal and i can proceed with the plan for my life
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>>41622787
Assuming you are talking to somebody you don't need to lie to. The "card game" from Starship Troopers was a real test they conducted on elementary students including myself. Usually it was guessing numbers in a sequence. There was something about the people conducting the tests that told me to lie, and so I have ever since. I am not sure why they have retards analyzing people smarter than them as if they can understand. The truth is reality and only truth can create progress and positivity. So when you know factually what people are all about and how physics etc. works you know what will happen. It's not about having a gift, it's having a curse. That is why I posted Cassandra watching Troy burn. The same story has been playing for hundreds of years, except in America it starts over every 4-8 years with a new guy to hate for 1 of the 2 sides. It's basic once you realize what truth is. People fall apart into a few categories, most of which are things they want from you. Psychic? I don't know much about that. I just know that people are not so different. One person is like a million other people and so on. They said there are like 6 personlity types? I could believe it. Divide the world population by that and you that many of the same person. Hmmm what could #544831 want from me, our interaction, or the world? I'm retarded though, so i dunno
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>>41617017
I didn't have one
if my life is being streamed on astralflix, life there must be complete utter shit
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I don’t know if the universe is a simulation or a Truman show scenario but I’ve seen straight up weird shit when I was in the psych ward. I was in a room full of people, I couldn’t make out what they were saying but they all said the same words all at the same time as if they were being controlled. I have more weird psych ward stories if anyone is interested. Also I think I might be being watched because I’ve seen internet celebs like anime dub voice actors seemingly reference things I’ve done on twitter. Like really specific stuff. One tweet I saw while I was having a breakdown was Tyson Reinhardt saying he was laughing as he watched someone else’s world burn.
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>>41622742
Bro. Same. I didn't see the resemblance either.
Like, okay I have stubble and short hair, that doesn't make me Ben Affleck, yo.
But I really started to try to see, and eventually I was like, oh, okay.
Never had a good response either, just confused.
Your Jackie Cjan reference reminds me of the Family Guy skit.
>IT'S JACKIE CHAN, IT'S JACKIE CHAN
lek
Once I saw a resemblance to Christopher Reeves, I bought the Clark Kent glasses. His frames are VERY round, but also square - more circle on top, but anyway I got as close as they make. Nobody said anything when I got them, but I also had long hair for 3 years (when I had long hair and a mustache & beard, a young adulr stopped me in the grocery to ask me if anyone has told me I look like Keanu Reeves. No, actually, that was a brand new one, and he was compelled to stop me & tell me), donated the long hair today.
Now I have the haircut to match Clark Kent.
Whoa.
Girls are making small talk.
A deli girl looked up, and she went from a neutral rbf to a Big smile.
I got the nod from a black man.
I look like a super dork. kek. Super.
But it's the Clark Kent look fr. And Christopher Reeves pulls it off because he's a handsome man.
I need to lose fat in my face to get an _uncanny_ resemblance.
What I'm saying is
>Whether you agree with strangers or not: You should lean into the celebrity lookalike look, if they are handsome/celebrated celebrities.
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>>41623324
now I have to get buff like Superman
and grow my hair a little more for the Superman coif
picrel
could be mistaken for worse celebrities
>blessed & grateful
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>>41617017
Hearing laughing like I'm in a sitcom
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>>41623241
>more weird psych ward stories if anyone is interested.
sure
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Just look at AI. Imagine what Kyle Odom saw.
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>>41623563
One of the days I was there I was in my room and I heard the sound of a drill, I went out of my room to investigate and the noise stopped as soon as I left the room. Also heard what sounded like a horse trotting around. At a different ward I don’t know how to describe it but a felt light pain in my index finger but nothing looked wrong with it. Later I felt something poking me from the inside of my eye for a long time until I went back to sleep. Later I was hearing all kinds of weird noises and I felt pain around my body. I sat down in a chair , as soon as I did I was pinned down on said chair with an arm stuck in the air. I couldn’t move my body only my head I couldn’t break free until I shouted “write a better ending”! It was crazy. Most would say I was just experiencing schizophrenia but for me there has to be some sort of God or creator. I was an atheist for many years I just couldn’t shake off the weird stuff I saw. Before getting sent to the ward I puked up something that looked like an aborted baby fetus. So yeah either I’m just some schizo or God likes to fuck with me.
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>>41620204
Godspeed anon.
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>>41617111
I can believe that.

>>41617017
When I realized the Truman show scenario isn't only plausible now, but even likely.
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>>41622436
Stop liking and finding shit then. You're making unpopular shit popular. Thanks to you you're ruining everything.
Gay shit ass artists and games. You can't even pick something worthwhile just trash NPC tier bs.
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>>41623143

>it honestly feels ominous and i can't get out of my head it's like a pre-selection for death and passing on and it's all preparation for it

Definitely eerie, sometimes almost funny it is so blunt. But yeah, I have had my name dropped so many times at this point. Films, shows, mostly online tho. And my name is not super popular, most people I talk to say they really have not heard it much. The 666s/616s I get are by the tons and sometimes really fitting in a sus way. Also, I am linked to an obsession I have with tentacles by Gematria. My name is linked with the phrase 'tentacle obsessed' it also linked the year in which my obsession started, 2022, and has stated I was right about tentacle monsters and shiz.

All in all, it feels like this is a coma dream or really vivid trip or something at times.
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>>41623713
never been to psych ward, somehow, maybe that wasn't in my life script. but i'm going to toss up a guess that these weird experiences came from other patients who were there, and their spiritual / mental / dream experiences were so strong that they stained the walls and rooms of the hospital.
i do know that really powerful emotions can stain an area. once i had voles in the house, had to set up traps. 2 voles got caught. i 'd hear a snap, then that area was stained with an emotional aura of despair and sorrow. i made a little funeral ritual to respectuflly lay the vole's corpses to rest, because if they have that kind of emotional power for their size, they deserve some respect.
on a similar note, another anon killed a big rat in his yard. that night, he had a dream where that exact same rat mauled the shit out of him, and he woke up with scratches and bites.
i've also met other people irl who had demonic attacks in dreams, and woke up with physical damage. either immediate cuts, or sudden injuries out of nowhere.

what do you suppose you puked up?
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>anytime I do something different in my life, or even just plan to, the usual people in my life get offended and try to steer me away from it
>anytime they try to trap me in a humiliation cycle and I attempt to escape they get unreasonably angry
>when I request the simplest thing, which is to be left alone, they take this as some sort of audacious request that should never be allowed
>my schedule not aligning with their schedule is always a huge issue even though everyone has their own lives and I don't need to be present for everything (but I guess they see it differently)
>even though ive been an adult for many years I get treated like I need permission to do many normal things others can do without issue
Ways out of this?
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>>41625294
here's a simple little trick.
- if the earlobes are attached and the forehead is big, with kind eyes and usually small mouth, they're trustworthy.
- if the earlobes are loose, and ears are low on head, big mouth, weird unfocused eyes, back-sloping cranium, or arms longer than legs, avoid as much as possible.
this information will save you tons of trouble.
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Realizing that everything is made up and people are just mindlessly obeying. Never stopping to think or imagine another way to live. A sad and isolating experience.
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>>41617017
The truth that everyone have their Truman Show and their just still not realize yet.
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>>41625517
Yeah they're called the watchers. They're actually machine elves and they're everywhere. They machine and project the whole of reality at us. They are everywhere and in everything. There are zillions of them and they're mostly evil in this world. Which is why they harass psychics, falsely dubbed schizophrenics by the archon controlled establishment.
They do this to prevent awakened souls from awakening others.
The storm will break loose and all of these liars are going to have their lips sewn shut. Mark my words.
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>>41625525
People will realize it after their ego die and freedom from that, and the truth that everyone always get ego death but just so late in the last moment of their life.
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>>41625541
You could speed run this knowledge by smoking DMT. That's the real secret.
Follow the white rabbit, Neo.
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>>41625552
For the uninitiated, I would recommend caution if you read my post and consider smoking DMT. You WILL be harassed by demons because they know now that you can see and hear them but no matter what they say to you, you're not going to hell. They're just trying to loosh you.
You need to kill your emotions. They are false fabrications of an evil psychopath that specializes in psychological torture..
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>>41625568
you was get trap by another npc appears in your life by simple reply, and the truth that we don't need to care all, but we still care and that why everything still stupid, why no one can be chill and see that is just it.
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>>41625552
what happen when you so hunger and shoot the white rabbit to eat while smoke DMT?
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>>41622426
Nobody (the)
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>>41617017
Coming back from my then girlfriend apartment on my motorcycle
It has had some problem with the cooling system since it for some reason leaked and threw out all fluid
Over heats but still keeps running until I exit the freeway where it turns of and doesn’t start got off and dragged my bike to the side walk to get out of the way of traffic
Thinking to my self o shit what am I going to do think about calling my mom to get my uncle and his truck
but before I do so
Decide to wait for it to cool down
If he has to come ,he is going to ask us to buy him beer for a week
Get my watch 10 mins no start
20 mins no start
30 mins ok this time if it doesn’t start I am calling my mom
Some old security guard heading home from working at the nearby hospital pulls up right before I make a Phone call
We almost couldn’t lift the bike onto the truck until some random biker pulls up and helps us lift
He drops me off home and only ask for a towel to clean his hands.
Then I called my mom and told her what happened
Didn’t even need to pay for my uncle beer
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>>41625552
I did DMT and it wasn't anything special. I didnt leave reality or anything. I did talk to god and an angel, but I do that every Sunday at Church anyway. I saw the whole multiverse, but it was just like a small hologram being projected over my coffee table.
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>>41625616
Yeah, truth that just simple, It just amplifies everything around and mixes it into something strange based on your memory. If it's an illusion, why don't you try fighting the angel in that illusion?
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>>41625628
I was talking to Archangel Michael, which is the sun. I ain't gonna beat up the sun.
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I see people wearing coats with the brand "The North Face" every time I go outside. Not just a few times, dozens of times. Yesterday I saw 9 in 5 minutes, and 24 overall in just a fairly short space of time. The chances of this are unfathomable odds. I actually pointed at each of them and verbally assigned them a number, to turn it into comedy, because it fucking is.

Also, every time I leave my house there's a car that goes past me, in a road of just over 100 houses. According to an AI calculation, that happening consistently for 10 days in a row is a 1 in ~10,000,000 probability.

Countless more examples. 100% simulation. 100%. It's alright though, I'll be returning to heaven (my true home) in a few months time.
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>>41617017
Gate victim
At 17 years of age I got a visit from a hot as fuck handler and she fucked my mind up real good almost ended up dead or in prison.
The school psychologist who obviously wasn’t part of the program since he was actually helping me came in with this other mysterious small nerdy lesbian looking girl who said
>a bully is someone who pretends to be your friend just to get stuff from you
Almost like it was a command I ended up befriending the school bully
This guy was obviously just using and sometime abusing me but like Stockholm syndrome but kinda strange because I had a pretty high iq and yes I had like this sinking feeling the he was obviously just using me but I still refused to stop taking orders from him
Yeah in hindsight a sexy woman who doesn’t work for the school and only meets with one student in the school didn’t seem odd how about the mason city council man that gave me a Masonic handshake
What was most odd was that she was only there that one day and was never seen before or since that day when she said that command
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>>41625645
Did He make you feel less cringe after saying these words?
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>>41625672
I don't think I have felt "cringe" since I was fucking 17, that's some teenage shit.
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>>41617017
when I took too much shrooms, I had the feeling that everything from my life is just staged, the people, my life, it's all a theatric setup
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>>41625691
So let's go back and ask Archangel Michael why are you talking about cringe here?
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Check out this schizo.. you think you have it bad ?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9dcYhhq-sbA
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>>41622726
No only ever felt that one time that I could do it like that. I stopped taking psychedelic mushrooms because they gave me extreme anxiety and circulation issues (no blood to hands/feet, dizziness)
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>>41625294
My parents were very much like that, hard to do much about it if you depend on them but just know you'll always be in charge of your own life, the saddest redpill I've had was that even the closest people will step all over you if they sense weakness and you don't assert yourself.
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>>41625294
We're both in the same boat anon. I'm involved with a group that practices psychic training but up to this point I feel pretty much like I'm only here to be someone's stepping stool. Though >>41626429 is probably also right and maybe I just let people walk all over me too much, but it's still annoying as fuck that they never seem to give a damn about what I'm doing unless it's something they don't like/think is wrong.
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>>41617887
Synchronicities weekly 2~3 times.
But how do I interpret them well? I guess its subjective and internal, but any advice on experiencing synchronicities often?
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>>41625329
How do you know this to be true?
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Probably in 2019 when I realized every public figure is a pedophile.
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>>41627530
pattern recognition and purposefully developing physiognomy.
not everyone is equal, and one of the major tip-offs that mainstream cults like christianity and islam are bogus is the way they push "all humans are equal". but truth is, humans have been around for a long long long time on earth. rats are degraded humans. "aryan" doesn't have to only refer to one specific race, it actually means "first worlder" which is the type of human most recently deployed. and there's 6 factions of gods active upon earth. there's really a ton to get into.
negroes are the actual inherent earth natives, and they too have an aryan generation. they too have attached earlobes and are miles more personable and intelligent than leftover degraded rh+ apes. vedic people might have naturally loose earlobes since they have elephant-like faces, but the thing about vedes in particular is that their gods have been inactive for this current earth cycle. abos, hindus, and irish are all of vedic origin, but the vedes have not been updating their stuff.
you can tell which gods are active by what they've updated. space romans, space asians, space greeks, space nords, and annunaki are active right now. space vedes don't seem to be around.
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>>41628076
actually speaking of vedes. (((chosenites))) have indirectly slandered the actual real vedic race through crossbreeding, and xtianity is of vedic origin. xtianity is actually like the 3rd iteration of some mass mainstream cult that snags goyim cattle. egypt and india, in past cycles, had earlier iterations of xtianity. that's why jesus' life story matches those of past religious figures.
vedes made mammoths, elephants being the degraded 2nd world phase of those. vedic people naturally have big noses, fangy teeth, pointy rose lips, and presumably somewhat loose earlobes. we see these traits in reptos that crossbred with vedes, but original aryan vedes just have these features. today reptos are wearing their faces.
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Having a contact with an unknown flying object, first a flash then the object appeared.
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>>41628108
actually maybe normans might be vedic, idk. they seem to be aryan with loose earlobes and bigger facial features. i'm no expert, but perhaps someone else who is can fill in on this.
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>>41625648
>I'll be returning to heaven (my true home) in a few months time.

Tf do you mean?
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Once i watched truman show and it felt strange the radio is the one in my city many parts where relatable am i in the truman show? Is this a warning? Ive felt different ever since watching it.
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>>41617017
I walk to work every day
9:30pm
It blows my mind how many people I see out walking their dogs, in my path
cars, perfectly timed at every intersection, in my path
going where? everything is closed
it feels like grand theft auto the way the cars and npcs just pop in for the sake of background movement
meanwhile on a beautiful summer afternoon i can walk for miles and see nobody
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>>41617017
I had one about an hour ago
>convinced that going out for walks at night is a good idea
>people who know me will think i'm mysterious and aloof for doing it
>even better now it's winter cos nobody will be around to fuck with me
>get boots on, fill hip flask, take some tobacco with me
>start walking
>20 mins later
>scragged old man dressed in a tracksuit, looks like pic related but possessed by something evil starts approaching from the path up ahead
>take no notice, probs just a homeless guy on drugs
>he starts screaming in another language
>sounds like something you'd hear if you were the victim of a mongol invasion
>starts swinging his arms around, and charging at me
>still screaming in weird devil tongues
>sprint down a path to an underpass leading to a field across from a hotel
>jump over bush and run into lobby
>call taxi, come home write this
I mean for all means go ahead and do night walks but for God's sake don't do them anywhere stupid like civilised society
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shit i mixed up the pic
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>>41617017
I was dating this girl at a place I worked and started to slowly go insane. Everything I did was under the microscope like some cosmic game with different levels that I had to confront, which were coupled with voices in my head that described what the conditions of the level were. She was a weird girl that I thought was eroding my securities that I had developed over the years and forced to endure a world where I had to constantly assemble justifications for why I was dating her to combat other males.
Then, while working one day, I walked into the building and she had a "Free Truman" pin stuck on her bag, and upon seeing that I had a massive white flash strike me.
It got worse from there but I was honestly thinking that I was in a surrealistic battleground that was the life I had avoided by being alone for most of my existence.
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>>41628534
I had the love under a microscope thing as well a decade ago now. My advice is to not turn into me and keep living under that microscope; I've not met anybody else since. And I nearly just got bummed and/or mugged for walking around alone at night at 30 years old. I think it's time to stop being a homo and find a bitch again instead of living like some mad hermit.
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>>41628614
Nah, some of us are destined to never have sex. We are angels.
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>>41628614
You only ever get mugged if you act like a pussy. They can 'smell' the fear. If you carry the energy of "Nobody fucks with this" nobody will fuck with you. At best they'll throw insults at you, but you can just laugh in their face, knowing they're not gonna do dick.
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>>41625699
I appreciate this interaction fellow human.
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>>41628657
I'm not gonna try and pretend that I'm tough on 4chan but that guy did scare the shit out of me unlike anything I've come across before. Maybe it's cos I couldn't tell what he was saying, chasing after me and yelling at the top of his lungs. I just didn't want to tango with that. Although you are right it has made me think I need to start lifting more cos if it'd have been a few seconds different I might be farting like a foghorn now.
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>>41628690
It's nothing to do with lifting. It's everything to do with your frame of mind. Tom Cruise is 5'7, but do you think anyone could penetrate his aura to fuck with him? I'm 5'8, and I don't care how big or bold someone is, no fucker intimidates me, puts me down or controls me.
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>>41628711
forget about that anon bro, he is a pussy
you can feel it from his posts here
excuses
excuses
what if I did this
I need to do that
excuses
I'll try next time
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>>41628723
True. I was once like him. Feels really fucking empowering being able to make solid, quick decisions, like a real man should.

Just gotta stop bitching around and be honest with yourself - being a pussy is not natural, and no pussy it comfortable being a pussy. Let the fucking inner lion out.
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>>41628723
this guy is right. my strength is somewhere but it's not here today. i got bummed whether i escaped or not. but i do think i have some answers. and you should all too, if all you do is focus on the sun, you go blind.
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>>41628738
i think the lesson i've learned is i need to start getting on the treadmill more so i can fucking run faster
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>>41628614
The psychosis dissipated, for the most part, when I was committed to a state psychiatric hospital for stabbing someone. They diagnosed me as schizophrenic, so I got off on not guilty by reason of insanity. Still, the echoes of that experience still resonate in my head sometimes; delusions that I had saved reality by choosing to annihilate at the end of time as an act of self-sacrifice. Still, there were plenty of oddities, like a white supremacist synthesizer, some animatronic, interdimensional device that scrambled my brains and personality into mush. Shit was weird and left me with a bad taste towards spirituality in my mouth.
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>>41619174
>Such as the fact that german marches of the period had a cutesy style to them
NTA but on a trip by myself one time, as it was winding down and I'm laying there with my eyes closed, that old synth track Popcorn came on my playlist and all I could see were marching Nazi legions with pink uniforms and various animated WW2 scenes playing out. It was fucking wild and I wish I could draw/animate because I absolutely would have recreated it.
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Am I the #1 Truman?
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>>41628467
>>41628472
>>41628614
>>41628690

No, you did good anon, use that gigan1gga speed of yours. They can and still will eff with you regardless of if you feel tough or something.

The weird language thing is really weird tho. Did if feel like a human foreign language you do not know or did it sound demonic? I know that you already gave a description, but I mean like legitimately evil vibing?
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>>41630480
>They can and still will eff with you regardless of if you feel tough or something.
DON'T TELL HIM THAT!!!!!!!!! IT'S NOT TRUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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>>41628534
i might currently be going through this right now wtf
did she ever randomly start crying when on a date then pull it together?
and you got the vibe she either felt sorry for you or didn't want to be there and was being forced?
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>>41631041
No, we were pretty solid. I was misinterpreting a lot of things, though, like there were certain phrases prompted that I had to abide by, like "degrade to conceal" where I had to basically disguise my affection with degrading commentary so as not to bring the relationship to light, or immediate awareness that could be siphoned by other people.
We were pretty in love but the objectivity of the situation was pretty one-sided, with me in the dark of psychosis.
I also tripped on acid with her quite a bit, and one time she morphed into an ultra-real, reptilian/feline hybrid.
The whole experience was pretty insane.
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>>41631053
>one time she morphed into an ultra-real, reptilian/feline hybrid.
whoa neat
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>>41617017
i was born. from there it's some sad joke non stop
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>>41617017
>near the new year when i was outside and a voice beamed into my head telling me it will all be groovy
>when i tried to kms by dry fasting and realised how silly it all was and how great i am
>a little while ago when i was taking a piss in my bathroom and through a window above the toilet saw a fucking bird freeze mid air and only unfreeze after like a half minute of looking at it as if nothing happened

theres more but these ones are the funniest that i can immidiately remember especially the bird one i remember when i was like idk 7 or sumthing and youtube wasent shit and i was seeing those images of planes frozen mid air and birds and i thoguht to myself like damn i wish i could see something like that and lo and behold i got it lol most things you wish for come true it just takes decades instead of weeks especially if its something you want you gonna have to wait nigga
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>>41628467
That's because you're American. In Europe you're the safest walking in the middle of the night.
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>>41627530
hes only partly correct in >>41625329. i dont know why he would try to lie to you.
if the earlobes are attached, they are a jew neanderkike/nephilim backstabber
if the earlobes are loose they are trustworthy. remember master buddhi with looong, unattached earlobes?

the easiest way to discern if one is a liar or not is their nose. if it is a nose with an arch, or crooked, they are a jew and more probably a liar.
if the nose is big or small, but the ridge is diagonal, they are trustworthy.
>t. big nose green eyez yamnayan lie detector
picrel is linus the jew rubbing its hands and advocating for racemixing with attached earlobes
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>>41634075
he clearly has a german parent, but the psychopath snek genes override everything.
i'm still studying ears and trying to figure out consistencies. it seems to be a genetic marker.
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>>41634106
whatever it is, you should not a) judge others
and
b) judge them by their works and doings instead.
after you are done "prove all things; hold fast that which is good" you may see their physical appearance is, as you said. and not the other way around. thats the easy, broad path to judge them first and test them later.

sometimes people are ugly, but they try and do their best. and sometimes people may be ugly or advocate or do and say things without thinking first or without knowing that these things are bad. maybe they are even ignorant of their snek dna.
>still studying
for what reason exactly? nothing new under the sun bro
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>>41617017
In that movie, he leaves one matrix and enter another matrix. He left the matrix where he was "safe"m but his life was broadcasted to the whole world, even when he jerked himself off, you know? And then after his enlighnment he leaves this matrix, but now he is in the matrix that we live, the matrix where the "normal" people were living. At his age? I don't think leaving the matrix is a good idea because the mind may not take it. It's like this, we wake up from our sleep only to realize that we are still sleeping.
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>>41634861
unfortunatly, i know exactly what you mean.
so what do you suggest one does do to keep their mind flexible, so it doesnt break once the realisation sets in? i know i have a strong will and mind, but the average normie or humand might just simply die. idk
are there any ancient practises to keep the mind flexible? and i dont mean double standards or holding two contrary beliefs at the same time.
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>>41622436
I've had similar things happen, I would get into a franchise for a seasonal hyperfixation, and something will get announced or it would be the anniversary that I didn't know about.
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>>41620493
German here. It's like they're made of wood though. They're not like cats at all. They have no rhythm, they have no grace, even though they are technically skilled and have sophisticated jobs and all that, they are still very simple people. I don't believe in npc theory but when I look at high achieving german people they all have the same mentality and it's ultimately soulcrushing, because their skills are wasted on mundane shit that doesn't matter
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>>41617111
im going crazy02nnx
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>>41634861
bullshit, you should leave it regardless
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>>41635714
West Pole here, we were are the Lyrans bro.
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>>41617839
An empty shell perhaps. A radio not receiving a signal from Source. Heavy interference with the signal from modernity (drugs, tech, diet, media, etc.)
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