Anons; If you saw your daughters ex boyfriend constantly making really grim sexual remarks about your daughter online, what would you do?
Why do I become paralysed with inaction and full of anxiety when I'm anticipating interactions with people? When push comes to shove it usually goes fine, but I feel a great sense of relief when I don't have to do it. Sometimes it causes spagghetti pockets. I can psyop myself into being worry free but when I start focusing on something other than the potentially approaching interactions I'm going to have I then feel inprepared. Is it autism?
>>34378845It's not even a big deal but it stresses me out.... Anyways, internalization of collective tragedy maxxing again. That helps.
I want to drink this sunday but at the same time I don't want to drink. Everyone is gonna drink and the enviroment will make it inevitable. It's have been like 5 weeks since last time I got drunk? honestly I miss these nights. Fuck.
>>34378800I don't have social media. Maybe post something embarrassing about him if I could think of or make up something.
>>34378845Lists AND building discipline through discipline practice.
>>34378769I am so sick of this orange motherfucker and his kike friends.
>>34378769/pol/ is that way --->
>>34378912you lost. you have no family and no children so can't even win that way.
>>34378936Dont care, just make line go up again, fucking kike.
>>34378845The reason I post this is because I needed the internet guy to come and fix a phone line problem. He's here now. My interactions are so retarded, they get things done but I'm not a social butterfly and I'm very direct. When he pulled into the driveway I go down to his car, he says "what's up" and I immediately just list off the problems. I wasn't sure what to say so I just said that. I'm not a social butterfly, but I also don't have spagghetti falling out of my pockets all of the time, so I'm just weird and monotone. I literally almost choke up on my words when I talk to people. I can interact fine but the entire time in a lot of social interactions (not all some are way better than others) I'm looking for a reason to stay comfortable and not worry. I know an internet problem is something purely practical so it's whatever, but I'm still probably STRANGE to people. Is it possible I don't have autism or is this autism?
it's over.
>>34379202I have a sneaking suspcion you're wrong! + I love you.
>>34379091Well, things are fine. It starts off wierd but good will seems to prevail.
if you're simping for e-girls in a public discord server you should seriously consider roping
If you ignore an ex long enough they will die right? Or at least be unable to hurt you. No response means they cannot accuse you randomly after all. I love them but I just cannot speak directly to them until they change and stop being psycho and return to how they were when we started dating. I would love to meet them despite everything but I just cannot take the risk of whatever they have planned. It just does not make sense to giggle at me being tortured and then ask to reconnect months later.
I’m so unloved
Note to self: never try to find language learning partner in 4chan again.
I guess I'll just shit myself next time, yeah? Make a mess so bad it fucks up the carpet. See how you like that. I mean seriously. What an absolutely ridiculous thing to get angry about. And that's not even factoring in the amount of absolute bullshit you have dragged me through over the years. I need one simple thing in an emergency and it's a problem for you? Red flag much, you selfish cunt?You know what? It was absolute fucking bliss not having you around last week. I loved it. Maybe you shouldn't have bothered coming back.
I just gotta wait for the right time. Any day now. Sick of waiting but I can't rush things, it wouldn't be fair.
>>34379375I think there are a lot of normal people here but the crazy 24/7 lonely people are most likely to answer any invitation anywhere on the internet first.
>>34379290thank you CIA agent
What a surprise, you've just doubled down instead of admitting fault.The little things are a problem as well. It's starting to get to me. I said no the other day and you did the exact opposite of what I wanted. Then I am supposed to be grateful for the fact that you ignored my wishes. Different situation, but you'd think someone who had been sexually abused would understand what "no" means. Apparently not.Don't understand how you can think this is funny, either. Wonder if you'll still be laughing when I finally leave?
"manliness" as I've come to understand it, seems dreadful, and synonymous with negative things. I feel tired and bogged down when I think about embodying it, at least, in the social sense. It seems extremely tiring and suicidality inducing to me.
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