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>>950727238Whether I post it or not, there's a ~40% chance you've killed yourself by the time I finish this post.
>>950727238Keep telling yourself that, MR. PENIS MAN.
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>>950727238It's really hard being like this. It's hard to hate yourself for things you can't control, and that you're mostly powerless to fix. My entire life, I've felt different. It's a cliche, but it's true. When I really young, I first noticed that girls could wear boy clothes, or girl clothes and nobody cared. But I, a boy, couldn't wear girl clothes. It was a little thought, but I was little too. A thousand little things happened throughout my life since then, mostly nameless.I hated the way I looked. Hated hearing myself in records, seeing my face in mirrors. I had a hard time even imagining myself (it's very hard to explain that one, but not metaphysically, like picturing my own face) I never once thought I was Trans. I just... hated myself.Then all this Trans shit happened, and I hated them too. They're annoying. Constantly attention seeking. Trying to insist that ... the fabric of society change the way it perceives gender so that they can fit in... and even then, in a very strained, shoehorned way. I realize now what I am. What I always was, and the horrible thing is - there's no fixing it. I have two choices. I can ignore it, soldier on, do what I do. I don't talk about it, not to anyone. This is the first time I've ever written it.Or I can... do something basically unthinkable. Transition. Play pretend. Look fucking ridiculous. Be a laughing stock. Doom myself with some insane surgery or endocrine cocktail of hormones.The part of me I hate isn't the... man side. I hate the Trans side. I wish I could be normal. I wish I didn't feel like this. I also wish I didn't hate the part of me that feels this way. I don't... want to hate myself at all, but I kinda do.I think that's why Trans people kill themselves. It feels like an unwinnable scenario.And then...>>950727458>>950727831>>950728611>>950728750I know you hate us. I get it, really. Just know that the loud ones are just people trying to escape this... prison. Somehow.
>>950729282We don't hate you just for being mentally ill. Well, I don't, anyway. If I hated you, I'd encourage your self-destruction, but the truth is that you don't have to be ridiculed for being an abomination and you don't have to live a lie. You just have to stop being a faggot and accept reality. Find the rare doctor that isn't Jewed to all hell and genuinely wants to help you cope with your biological reality. It's really not that hard. Oh, and don't indoctrinate/rape kids. Honestly, I think most of us would be a lot more chill if not for the fact that you guys tend to do that sort of thing. Alternatively, just wait a little. Maybe you change your mind, maybe you don't, but there's a chance that we'll get nanomachines or something some time in the future that can change your body at the molecular level, and if you get the snip, you'll probably have to pay to fix that shit in addition to the sex swapping nanites. Seriously, do some research before you mutilate yourself beyond repair. You'll fuck up your body's hormonal balance and possibly end up pissing through a bag. Plenty of trannies have come out about regretting everything. Food for thought.
>>950729282I hate trannies. You are not a tranny. Trannies are mentally ill delusional liars that try to coerce everyone into playing pretend with them. If you refuse to play along to them you are every vile pejorative that exists and you deserve every evil possible done to you. Your family too.Trannies are evil vermin. You are just someone that wishes your life was different. I think most of us are in that boat.
>>950730117Yeah, I think a lot of otherwise normal people, given the opportunity, would at least take a free trial as the other sex just to see what it's like. I'd take it, and I'd be seriously shocked if I didn't like it. Femoids have it so fucking easy, at least in most parts of the West. There was one feminazi who crossdressed publicly as a man for a while to prove how easy men have it, and she killed herself not long after because she realized how much shit we've had to go through to support her and her friends' nonsense. But I digress. Bro, let me tell you, if I had pussy power, I would burn through ALL the simps' wallets for a living. What's the worst that could happen? I get killed? That could happen to me right now. Could be a guy right outside my window watching me write this, waiting for the funniest moment to strike. I get raped and impregnated? Either the baby is white and I carry it without complaint or it's not and I lose the baby in an unfortunate accident. Muh period? I already have to get a certain medical procedure done once a month, which hurts like hell, but you don't see me crying about it constantly. I will literally eat my own panties on stream if I'm wrong and I discover that it's actually difficult to be a Western woman.
>>950729282Why do you equate hating yourself with being trans?Throughout this you've only named one thing that has anything to do with gender - disliking the double standard of who can wear what clothes.
>>950727458FPBP
>>950727238I support it
>>950733067I didn't go into it in detail, but it's hard to deny. My first orgasm was while imagining I was a girl in my class, kissing a boy in my class. I asked for "girl" toys fairly often until I sorta noticed it wasn't what was expected. I became obsessed with the anime Ranma 1/2 when I first saw it, and I started writing fan-fiction about being Ranma. My parents found it and I pretended I was writing it for somebody else. A little while later my parents sat me down and told me that they'd love me no matter who or what I was, but 'what' I was never got defined. I told them they were being weird.I'm 40 years old. I've been masturbating almost every day since I was 13 and I would say that... 90% of my total orgasms have been while imagining I was a woman.I'm married. We don't have kids, due to other medical reasons. I legitimately don't enjoy being this way, but it's... written in my fucking DNA. >>950729706I know. That's why the 2nd option is unthinkable. But I've lost track of how many times I've imaging being Ranma, or going to like Harry Potter school and taking a magic potion that just fixes everything. But thats not real. I'm painfully aware of that.>>950730117Yeah. The whole reason I posted in the first place is I just want 4chan Tranny haters to know that, it's a really really intense experience. It's way worse than just "wishing my life was different" - it's like... It fucks with your head in so many secondary ways, like side effects you wouldn't even realize until years later, like me, now. I didn't SEE it until I looked back at my life from here. It's so fucking obvious now.
>>950727238Based. Will repost
