I just don't want to suffer needlessly anymore. I'm schizophrenic or some shit like that, idk, not saying it as an excuse. I just want a feeling of belonging, I want things to be as they were.

Just give me a sign. Anything.

Bump

Bump

is this sarah?

>>954600730
I don't know what this schizo thread is about, but there's a lady who lives near by, let's call her Melissa, where she post nudes on 4chan of herself a while back. She lives in garbage and I feel bad for her, I want to help clean but she seems scared of people. If you happen to read this, I saw you on a walk not long ago and you look much healthier and I see you have a dog I wasn't aware of, I'm hoping whoever helped you keeps doing so as I had a lot of terrible dreams from feeling guilty not having courage to approach. Maybe it's oddly specific. Maybe take that as an opportunity to approach people yourself. Thank you. I've also been working on my own mental health since juggling types of antidepressants can warp the mind.

>>954602224
Yes. There's no one more pathetic than me.

>>954602563
Thank you, anon. Your text filled me with joy and inspiration :)

https://youtube.com/watch?v=njgcjGojRKk

>>954603031
>Yes. There's no one more pathetic than me.
is it a crown for losers, or just a loser crown?

>>954604641
Hmm...

Maybe just my narcissism mixed with self hate

How are you doing? It's 2am here, I assume it's midnight where u are rn?

>>954604708
it's 1:30 am where i live...i don't sleep much these days, not that i want to anyway...playing video games has become more enjoyable than messing around in my dreams

>>954604762
>playing video games has become more enjoyable than messing around in my dreams

I see. Good to know you're having fun, or at least a distraction from all the pain.

What games are you playing?

>>954604762
Sounds like multiple people having similar experiences

It's funny this thread was in my dream, but don't trust who's who on 4chan, ask in person without judgment as people larp.

>>954604970
https://youtube.com/watch?v=cpBBD24UFOQ

>>954604890
>What games are you playing?
final fantasy x...metal gear solid...some baseball game...

>>954605201
>final fantasy x...metal gear solid...some baseball game...

Your favorite games, right? I'm getting the itch to ask you a few more questions but... Well, you know. It would be boring for you.

>>954605291
nothing's boring with you...go ahead and ask

>>954605326
I'm going to ask something you've once asked me (sort of):

Do you sometimes think that the characters in videogames are real people? Like you immerse yourself so much in it that you think that it is real?

I'm curious to know.

>>954605398
pretty much, yeah...my mind considers them to be real people

>>954605398
To answer their question, life imitates art as much as art imitates life.
It can be heartbreaking

>>954605427
>my mind considers them to be real people

And is that by choice or just something your mind does by itself?

>>954605472
just something my mind does

Read between the lines
Follow the road too closely and you can't see where you're going
https://youtube.com/watch?v=dTuXxhCjubs

>>954605510
It sounds cool.

Does it cause you any sort of suffering? Is that why you don't like violent games, or is it a matter of personal taste?

These conversations remind me of my old school friend... Good times.

>>954605593
It can sometimes take a weird route

>>954605593
i don't like games like grand theft auto or call of duty at all, they don't cause me to suffer, i just think they're bland

>>954605700
>i just think they're bland

And you're right, they are indeed bland.

Do you like Pink Floyd?

>>954605741
>Do you like Pink Floyd?
i like them a lot

>>954605752
I'm currently listening to them, with actual intent for the first time.

Pretty cool band. Any song by them you want to recommend before I inevitably go away?

>>954605869
"us and them"

You think you fucked up my life but it was already fucked up from the start. That is why I have always forgiven you, sad as it is.

>>954605891
I love the calm instrumental here.

Thank you.

>>954605962
Not to be rude, but it's hard to keep track of who's who in anonymity and whom that was meant for

share your telegrams with each other already, i'm here to masturbate and dirty talk over degenerate shit. Or Sarah tell us some deep secrets

>>954606242
Sarah is actually a dude.

>>954606242
Describe who you are talking about?