>move to japan>realize this place sucks even more than america>my life only got worse>stuck here for 4 more yearsdo i just become an heroim only even here because i was forced out of my parents house for being psychwarded in june
>>23832208play piano, anonhttps://virtualpiano.net/
>>23832208>>stuck here for 4 more yearsElaborate.
>>23832239im here on a student visa for collegeand if i leave japan i have no where to go my only residence is through a schooli miss being neet so much i only have 9 to 11 hours of classes every week so its not the schooling which is the worst part more so having to go out buy my own food, do my own dishes, etc etcthats what i miss most about the neet life my parents doing everything and me not needing to leave my room for monthsmy problems with japan are too much to get into but just know im miserable and will becoming an hero soonnever thought id feel nostalgic for america a place i blamed a lot of my troubles on
>>23832246my only advice i can give autistically obsessed anime and otaku culture anons that pass by this thread is if you already struggle with social skills and loneliness and feel you are at rock bottom in your home country anyways im telling you japan will show you there is no rock bottom its a continuous fall before coming to japan i was already diagnosed with anorexia being 15 bmi but now because im too scared to even go buy food until its needed for basic survival im closing in on 13 bmi and will probably die soon from that anywaysDO NOT FUCKING COME TO JAPAN IT IS HELLIF YOU WERE NOT ALREADY SOCIAL BUTTRFLY NEUROTYPICAL THEN DO NOT FUCKING COME IT ONLY GETS WORSE
>>23832257>my only adviceI can't believe you have the gall to think you are a person that should give advice about anything, any time, anywhere, to anybody. You shouldn't be allowed to communicate with other humans. You are obviously poison. Seems poisoning your parents wasn't enough for you. You'll never stop until you poison everything. Poison.
>>23832246>i have no where to goWhy don't you just go back home to your parents?>will probably die soon from that anywaysNah, you're fine. The pain and agony of hunger will probably overcome your shame at some point.By the way, have you ever been to Akiba? What was it like?
>>23832295>Why don't you just go back home to your parents?they are the ones who lightly kicked me out after being psychwarded i also just feel its too shameful and that shame is for nothing, going back to america wont make me better it will only pacify the issues i have with japan the greater issue of me just not being compatible for life is whats terminal>By the way, have you ever been to Akiba? What was it like?no i dont live near tokyo and dont plan to ever go, i hate cities, osaka was already too crowded and miserable for me
>>23832305>the ones who lightly kicked me outIf you plan a proper apology for dropping out of your studies mid-way through, saying that you're almost dying and need their help, I think they would forgive you. But yeah, it can be very embarrassing.>going back to america wont make me betterI think you should have other priorities right now, like not starving to death. Only after that you should think about how to improve your social ineptitude. And if you decide that your life really isn't worth living, it will be much easier for you to an hero peacefully in a place where guns are allowed.>no i dont live near tokyo and dont plan to ever goA somewhat unexpected answer. Don't you think Tokyo would have been an easier place to live since you're a foreigner?
>>23832325>Don't you think Tokyo would have been an easier place to live since you're a foreigner?possibly easier for foreigners but i really just cannot stand cities at all>If you plan a proper apology for dropping out of your studies mid-way through, saying that you're almost dying and need their helpits a good option to keep in my head for nowi dont know what im going to do or what to do but at least i have this to fall back on
>>23832331>but i really just cannot stand cities at allI see.>but at least i have this to fall back onYes, don't sabotage yourself by trying to see only one possible path, retreating is also an option. Good luck with whatever you decide.
>>23832208are yuo fluent in japanese
