Hii! everyone it's me. We went back to studying this sunday and I feel really strange. I somehow managed to wake up without being tired or wanting to kill myself. I started to feel optimistic about everything, which is not really a usual thing as I always get annoyed and think negatively about everything. I feel like I wanna get better for some odd reason losing weight, studying, getting better, being more nice to people around me. I noticed I'm not complaining too much like I used to. I also deleted all images I used to post in 4chan and started to post less and just lurk. I love 4chan so much but I'm not sure if I will stick around and still use itI'm trying to tell myself that people around me are succeeding with many obstacles in their way and they don't complain as much as I do, so why am I doing this? nobody will give a fuck or help me only me is gonna stand up for myself and do something about it. I don't know if this is some sort of copium I'm having or me realizing I'm a fuck up or something and wanting to do something about it. I don't know but I feel like I'm gonna do good. Even if not trying and failing is not bad either. I'm gonna try to get back into studying despite being very late probably not gonna pass but it doesn't hurt to try. I'm gonna spend this last month studying for my final exam to graduate. I hope I pass . I really don't know how to study or where to start but I have a feeling that I can do it. I still have a little feeling of wanting to kill myself but it's not as it was before. Maybe I feel this way cause I wanna get better out of spite for my friend who always said I'm a loser and was always mean and made me feel bad about myself. I blocked him yesterday actually. Ironically he literally asked me why I blocked him and told me afterwards that he didn't tell me to do it so why did I do it? it felt like that mf didn't want me to do anything on my own. Well, also he told me that I should listen to every word he says wtf
>>24188129well vented
>>24188129Hell yea bro I'm in a similar situation, It's often good to cut off so called friends who put you down and call u an idiot, you've gained peace now.You're not late to continue studying unless the exam is after an hour lmfaoI hope neither of us kill ourselves and ace our tests bro
>>24188129Kill yourself, sand rat.
>>24188129That's good. Keeping a friend who shits on you all the time will only bring you down.
>>24188129nice blog, raghead.rope yourself.
>>24188129God bless you, sandbro
>>24188129Hi andou never kys
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>>24188626I got like 1 month or so left for final exams pray for me >>24189617thanks god bless you too anon>>24189657>>24189659I will try not to
>>24190011Damning with faint praise of yourself.
>>24188129I hope you don't read this comment, because you've gotten off this fucking site and are studying your ass off. If you do - well, good luck to you, anyway. Tell your former friend to ass-fuck himself with a rusty tire-iron.
>>24188129>VENTING THREAD
>>24188129>>24188546Are you feeling better today, OP?
