I'm 40 and I wasted my life. I've got nothing to show for it, no house, no savings, no career that I'm proud of. I hate my jobBut it's not just that I'm disillusioned by the world. I just want my son to know that his dad didn't just give up, that I fought very hard and went through a lot. But I fought to stay in his life tooth and nail I miss my son
>>24197203I think they call that a skill issue, and you shouldn't have made children since being a loser is largely inheritable.sorry.
>>24197203what happened with your son?
>>24197203>I just want my son to know that his dad didn't just give up, that I fought very hard and went through a lot. But I fought to stay in his life tooth and naili think it's most important to demonstrate your life is worth livingthis often involves fighting/vigor but u shouldn't be suffering all the time, you know?don't worry too much about "the world" it's essentially always been fuckedit's still a gift to be alivei realize how easy it is to dismiss that when u feel like trash but still, i'm just saying the world isn't inherently bad, nor is "humanity"a small minority of individual people do way way worse than anything which humans naturally do, or which happens naturally in this world
>>24197242His son found out that his father posts about gay sex on 4chan and left him
stoicism is admirable as welljust don't confuse that with masochism or anythingbeating urself up le bad, punishing yourself le bad, low self-esteem le badu should strive toward things which make your life betteri don't really know what i'm trying to say, and i odn't want to come off condescending
>>24197203Good christ I thought this was some 19 year oldFucking grim
nope
>>24197203I want to ask "take rest and search better job" but i forgot than e.u. let asia vemparis our industries, I'm so sorry man...
