I could have been born as a white, blond, and blue-eyed boy in a first world country. Can't you see my life is shit. God or who knows is a motherfucker for making me born in this shithole. Someone is guilty for making me be born in this shithole. Well, I don't give a fuck. I hope that this be my last post. I hope that I never return to this shit world.
They keep telling you to leave Brazil. So, I leave Brazil, and I'm treated like garbage, regardless of whether I'm white or not. If I say where I was born, they'll laugh in my face and mock me. The best thing is that at least Brazilians die easily.
SHUT THE FUCK UP
>>24255076what could CIA do? Exterminate? as far as i know, there's not a whitening machine.
my life sucks>t. white, blond, and blue-eyed boy in a first world country
>>24255068Weren't you going to kill yourself for real tonight last week?
>>24255087As far as you know.
>>24257099wouldnt you if you lived in a tin shed with dirt floors
>>24255068I want to bump this thread now because OP revealed some important information about himself and his situation in another thread, but it got deleted.First of all, did you really drink the cleaning liquid OP?Second, are you still alive?Third, you mentioned in that now-deleted thread that you wish you were still a child because children are "pure" and also your racism seems to exist because you associate whiteness with youthful purity. I might actually be able to help you win against you suicidal urges if we explore this part of your twisted mind further.So ... you are have difficulty with the transition from boyhood to manhood? Being a sexual adult makes you feel unclean, but you don't believe that you have a man's strength? Is that why you have retreated into fantasies of being a child?Please, PLEASE talk to me about this if you are still alive.
>>24255087They'd melt you nigga wouldn't be the first time look it up happened in your cunt
>>24255068>I could have been born as a white, blond, and blue-eyed boy in a first world country.what ever made you think such a thing?
>>24258703He associates whiteness with his own lost childhood innocence. He made this clear in another thread which got deleted.He desperately needs to let go of his lost childhood innocence and he needs to just embrace being the big, strong Brazilian dude that he is. Pic related.He's just going through the painful process of transitioning from boyhood to manhood. This process can be emotionally taxing for a lot of guys. When you are becoming a man, your emerging sexuality might make you feel "sinful", "impure" and "unclean" and also women and girls start becoming more afraid of you when you are becoming a grown man, which can also feel emotionally taxing ... but eventually a man realizes just how strong his adult body is and this is usually when he feels comfortable letting go of boyhood.OP will go through that process ... if he's still alive.
