stand there naked during the inspection to show dominance

I lived in apartments for 9 years and never once had a "random inspection" in either place. They are doing this specifically because they know you're tearing the place up and they want to get rid of you legally.

>>24258077
Op lives in section 8 housing

>>24258086
Yep
>>24258099
Nope

>>24258084
this,make sure you take Viagra to keep a hard on

Where's fagmark
This is his perfect opportunity to spite and laugh at me and say he told me so

>>24258103
Glue some paper and paint it then

>>24258127
best guess is he got interpol'd for soliciting SEAniggers for monkey vids.
autism like that wouldn't stop unless someone got their devices confiscated.

>>24258134
brock sucks cock

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>>24258073
Men will do literally everything but get help for their problems huh

>>24258143
he ended up in grippy sock not prison when i gave him that advice

>>24258148
>brock sucks cock

>>24258143
Shut the fuck up tranny. My situation has nothing to do with your worldview. I am not "men". Having a faggot be paid to call me valid is not "help". Pharmaceuticals are not "help". You don't even know what's wrong with me.

>>24258167
I know, you said you have brain damage. But I've done so much drugs that I may as well have, so I wouldn't call that an excuse. I have suggested things like using a punching bag or even your matress for such things if you must but you refused that advice for some reason. If it's the noise that's bothering you still then you could even pile them up against your windows to block the sounds out. But you'll just find some other excuse.

When people say "get help" what they really mean is to help yourself and if you won't do that then else nothing will do.

>>24258188
You think you have that delicious moral highground but you don't. You're like those cocksucking judgemental nurses that hated me for not being able to stop myself from biting myself. "Block out the noise with pillows in your window" LAUGHABLE fucking dumbass. Not how noxacusis works. Not how low frequency noise travels. "I did dudeweed so I probably have brain damage and thereforre qualified to denounce your cochlear damage pain disorder"
Shut the fuck up.
"Punch a pillow and if my simplistic idiotic uninformed suggestion doesnt work, then you're making excuses"
Am I not allowed to say that hitting soft surfaces makes me more enraged and makes the compulsion worse? And that I can't channel punching and throwing into a small target, that it happens knee-jerk wherever I am standing? I guess I'm fake and wrong and you are correct, since I made an explanation (that is, to you, an "excuse"--and you are forgetting that there is such thing as a legitimate excuse)
You are also neglecting my recent self improvement plans and all my past ones that have failed even after trying my hardest. You are a shit eating resentful pig, and I'm giving you pearls by engaging with you. You'll just take this and make more uneducated, simplistic accusations.

Once more, fuck off, tranny.

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>>24258260
Okay, you're right. Your problems are incurable and you'll never, ever get better. Now what? Now you have to find a way that helps YOU cope, because no one else will be able to do that for you. That's all I'm saying. I'll pray for you if that helps

I wasn't trying to be smug but you post yourself like a meme so it's kinda hard to be sure what you're looking for exactly

>>24258148
>he ended up in grippy sock not prison when i gave him that advice
he needs to be in some kind of residential setting where he has a carer to look after him, probably not institutionalized but he shouldn't be alone

>>24258073
Your mother and sister and going to be so disappointed in you
All they wanted was to help you. You just had to not punch holes in the wall.

>>24258291
Okay, thanks for being somewhat reasonable instead of perpetuating the shit flinging. But you guys never can see that I'm state hospital level of impulse control. If we mutts had concrete walls none of this would be happening. Then I'd only have to deal with the vibration torment but with broken hands

Guys...this is the fucking end. It's either mental prison for life or homeless raped and stabbed in the next few days or weeks.

>>24258320
Seriously though, you work out but you don't have a punching bag? If you want to release some anger, go to a sketchy bar and act like a faggot. Someone will pick a fight with you and you have the legal right to defend yourself.
Or do you just like to feel like a tough guy and punch holes in the wall?

>>24258167
Not the anon you were replying to but therapy is a lot more than just someone saying nice things to you.

You are extremely misinformed about therapy in general, and even if it's not for you, clearly punching holes in your wall to the point of having the landlord wanting to see what you're doing is not the solution either. I mean what positive influence did it have on your life, you're about to be homeless because of it.

If you don't want therapy, it's no skin off my bones, but I'm tired of people playing down just how much it helps. I got my shit together because of the tools I learned from cognitive behavioral therapy, I have a job that I genuinely enjoy, and my own apartment because I decided to admit that I have a problem and learned tools that let me deal with it in a non destructive manner, something clearly you're in dire need of.

I don't even know why I'm wasting my time here, I already know you're going to call me a tranny or a jew or nigger or something else and everything I say is not even going to be read.

Enjoy homelessness op. I used to be homeless and I promise you from personal experience that the worst is yet to come.

>>24258493
>You are extremely misinformed about therapy in general,
Wrong and stopped reading there. Yes yes I know that some actually try to find the core of your problem and find copes to counter it but what makes me self destruct is not mental feelings. I have heard every template, platitude and script they have up their sleeve. In the end it's just still words and ideas that do not apply to neurological rape disorder that's not supposed to get to this stage. When I destroy and react I have no rationality at all. You will never know what it's like to have your brain violated and avtions controlled from external force. It does not matter that the therapist suggested counting to 10 and breathing and playing with crayons. You are the one who is extremely misinformed. Yes you are wasting your time preaching the wonders of having a micro manager who suggests things that do nothing and I have already thought of. The only thing theraputic for me is air and sunlight, and when I step outside and immediately get brain bulldozed by a truck or motorcycle that no one else can feel, I punch myself in the head so hard to get the sensation out and then get more brain damaged and in turn lose even more rationality and impulse control

>>24258584
>You will never know what it's like to have your brain violated and avtions controlled from external force
You're right about that because I am stronger than you and these external forces

I admit I skimmed a little otherwise I wouldn't have seen the time wasting part
>>24258589
You're not above your nervous system, trust me. Doesn't matter if you're brian shaw or jesus christ. If anything I am stronger than you for enduring something most kill themselves and you've never had to experience once. I have thousands of times. You have not been challenged.

>>24258073
I hope you find better shelter soon. If you have any medical condition, homelessness is hell, so please consider finding help or negociating with the landlord. You can cover the holes, right? Good luck, OP.

>>24258596
Nah, you are just making up excuses for yourself

>>24258724
Excuse for what

>>24258741
for punching holes in the wall

>>24258955
I cant keep up these firey reddit posts and sardonic responses defending my honor. I'm too tired. Just let the thread die or sage

>>24259008
nah
you are just a weak and need to learn how to overcome obstacles
Accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, then everything will work out

>>24259037
Retarded fucking hypocritical protestant

>>24259731
weak schizo

>>24261142
malicious pharisee

>>24259008
Thats how i feel all the time

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>Dozens of holes.
What is it about drywall that drives autists insane? Stop punching holes in your walls retard.

I will rebuke you coward as many times as it takes
>>24261173
You could still break that guy in half
His perceived strength comes from shitting on other people
>>24261185
I'm not autistic

>>24261199
If you're the natural predator of drywall you might be autistic

>>24261168
that is just the devil controlling you
you didn't accept God into your heart, which is why you are so weak and powerless against the devil
ngmi

to live is to die my friend

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Turns out they only drove by to look at the yard. Them being lazy slum lords paid off for once. Me and my mom were waiting on edge from 9:00 to 5:00 for nothing. My dad can patch the drywall and paint the room with a matching paint and texture spray when he gets home from working out of state.

>>24261493
They saw that you had company over and were afraid to go in because they didn't want to deal with presumed multiple psychos at once.
Get a punching bag, tough guy

You are worse than pedophiles

>you are worse than me
kek

>>24261871
You've been attacking my character for 24 hours
You're not a christian

>>24261886
I've been condemning you for foe 24 hours about you listening to the devil
I am the greatest Christian

>>24261493
another nothing burger

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>>24261493
YES! Let's celebrate by punching another hole in the wall!

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>>24262034