searching for quick painless ways to go
No such thing. You get either pain, or extreme panic. What a teenage question to ask. You haven't earned suicide.
>>24381515how sobering a thought.
>>24381515This is not true by the way. A bottle of brown liquor and or bensos and a gun will be good enough
>>24381518>feel your breathing start to fail in a confused stupor >feel a minute or two of getting hit in the head with a sledgehammerStill such thing.
*no such thing. I have disgraced myself, time to commit harakiri
idk what it is. something about coming on here, seeing the extents of human depravity (this isnt very far, to be fair) made me feel miserable. its also 5 in the morning, and i’m a sensitive beast.
its disgusting. to myself, in my mirror, im a bow legged lamb with its tail intact, a tiny faun with its sun spots.but i know im that thing people hush around, i draw near and words are extinguished from their lips.
>>24381533Its ok brother, the depth of human suffering, degeneracy and deprivedness can be scary, but thats part of human nature Best to not get too beaten up over it, get some rest
The internet should be illegal to use before the age of 18 and OP is proof.
>>24381533>and i’m a sensitive beast.We got a wild one here!
>>24381481Syringe. You can buy em for cheap at vending machines.Insert into vein in arm, slowly pull back out, wait.You'll fall asleep from the blood loss and never wake up again.
>>24381553It's almost endearing
i hate being autistic. i hate the way human interaction works. i hate being what i am, i hate the cards dealt. i hate my ugly buck teeth, i hate liking the things i like and looking the way i do, its some cosmic joke. am i even interesting under all of this.
>>24381564>>24381566Ask your mom for a hug little guy
>>24381525Thats actually not true as well if you aim right since your pain receptors cant process faster then the speed of a bullet The bensos and liquor are just to get rid of any doubts or hesitation As an american you should know this
>>24381568your patronizing words are making me feel better. you think you have some moral high ground but i see through your social facade, i see through your implication and jeering sarcasm. thanks.
>>24381564You know what you have to do.. you know it's the only way out. You have to end it! End all the suffering for good!
>>24381571Nigga, you don't lose all perception as soon as a bullet touches your brain. Unless someone instantaneously severs your brainstem, you feel pain. OP is an autistic little girl and has no guns
>>24381574its not even suffering. i dont even have the pleasure of suffering from this. i dont know what it feels like to not be the socially hideous thing that i am, i just know its not right. i hate it, but it doesnt hurt. i just know that it SHOULD hurt.
>>24381583We can fix you. All we need is make you sleep forever.
Dont listen to these fucktards OP, we are all stuck in the same shit afterall and most people here are spergs or schizos If you truly feel bad go talk to a friend or someone you trust >>24381578>nigga And that is the end of our conversation, i dont argue with retards
>>24381578we have guns. my folks are ex military. i have the means, but not the balls to pull it off.
>>24381481Killing yourself is lame don't do it
>>24381591thanks man. i’m not gonna do anything tonight, i just needed to get that off my chest today.
theres songs for this, actually. https://youtu.be/dn2z19QnEfQ?si=HSAvj2J8JZkI--kr
>>24381591You just told him to kill himself with drugs and shooting himself in the head. You can go ahead and watch some videos of people shooting themselves in the head and how they make awful pained faces for a minute to prove me right, nigga
>>24381594Pay someone to do it!Find some immigrant or homeless person and give them whatecer money you have left ao they pull the trigger for you!YOU HAVE TO END IT!
>>24381607https://youtube.com/shorts/7qae4SsMCXs?si=AIjzoBtNmrbte4m1
i’m so embarrassed to have my love letter to suicide on the first page of /bant/
sometimes i think about how i’d do it. miss meadows, 2014re-animator, 1985bride of re-animator, 1990evil dead 2, 1987army of darkness, 1992i collect angel figurines from thrift stores, my favorite is one who is missing her hand from being chipped. i love their wings, i love angels, i love birds. i like anime like serial experiments: lain, and i love yoshitoshi abes other work, haibane renmei, which is about angel-like girls.
>>24381627You blackest fucking shitskin gorilla animal from the lowest pits of nigger hell, headshots are not *always* instantaneous loss of pain perception, however, severing the brainstem with a large caliber removes consciousness before they can process the bullet. Assuming you were talking about a pistol bullet that leaves a tract rather than exploding the skull like a melon, you fucking nigger melon eating nigger monkey.Does that still not make sense to you, retarded nigger baby?
Look what you made me say, now the little guy will be upset
where are you hypothetically putting the gun in your discussion? i was thinking, like. barrel in mouth, pointed upwards/to the back? pretty sure i saw it in Red Dragon.
>>24381683We're putting it back in daddy's gun cabinet
>>24381733oh my god stop being funnier than me in my own thread
i cant go yet. i have things to do. shows to watch and books to readim an artist, you know. i havent drawn anything substantial in a while. i need to kill my dad first, though. he never did anything to me, but. you know how it is.
he cheated on my mom. and mentally abused her for years when they were in the service. he got a new girlfriend-wife now, and hes just disgusting. i need to see him gurgle on his own shit, swallow worms, and jackoff into his open brain cavity. he doesnt deserve peace, doesnt deserve to die old. i think about suffocating him with a pillow sometimes. nothing of value would be wasted.
>>24381481>>24382971>>24382890Consider therapy for your dissociative moods, you have my sympathies for being raised by a single mother who fucks black men, but that is no excuse for you to be a shitty man.
>>24383083>no excuse for you to be a shitty man.i wasnt aware i was one
>>24381515>>24381518>>24381543fave pokemon? mines litwick
>>24383095You have my sympathies for being trains man then. I also have uncle who is trains man, he get complaints sometimes, but never death threats. Keep spirits high, it is okay to be trains man.
i can even bring myself to get up right now. mom brought chicken nuggets so i went out and had a few but now im right back in bed. surface level bed rotter, i dont masturbate regularly, i dont cut myself, i dont do weed or drugs …… Theres hope for me but what the fuck do i do with it.
ok. fine. ill get up and throw some pants on. maybe ill have some popcorn or something. i need to eat. i hate eating.
>>24381481people who want a painless easy death probably aren't actually suicidal as such but rather just don't have anything motivating them to live.if you are strongly motivated to die you wouldn't be scared of pain.you should reconsider and try to find reasons to live you can always just kill yourself when it gets to a point where you no longer fear the pain but for now you should just find ways to fix your problems and look for things to live for.killing yourself now would be premature as there's still a chance of you sorting your shit out
>>24384116>candy>soda paraphernalia everywhere>mom brought me chicken nuggets You're gonna have to eat grown up food to look and feel any better. But you're still malleable. These are still your formative years. Do you get any exercise at all?
>>24385742I used to skate a lot last year, but with school i havent had the time to get away and get back on my wheels. 95 lbs btw, i dont have a conscience eating disorder, i just forget to eat due to autism. or something like that.
i get some exercise through day to day activities. carrying heavy stuff in, especially when my dad was moving…
love letter anon got a new id, dont mind me.
>>24381481Not sure
>>24385945You can have every last dollar they've forced on me with the drugs. I miss when fingerless gloves found me. And I need to fight with them, pen and punch against prisons.
>>24386072what? o.o?
>>24386268Confidence Man - 'Boyfriend (Repeat)' (Splendour In The Grass 2017)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=loHpFWJy3gIJerry Goldsmith - Finale (Extended Version)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HsaKuryCFpYDon't say shrink terms.They're playing god.And to play that well...You have to be good Black Doveshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MdxmQPtep_0
>>24386572It kills me that the card isnt even some copypasta, thats probably this guys actual card.
>>24381515This. Not even the ol' exit bag trick is all that painless.
OP is a faggot
op is now a cleanfag freakazoid, AND CLEANING HIS ROOM!!! op has a girl coming to his room, a d HOMY CRAP HE CAN SEE THE CARPET!!! Pics soon!!
fellas, we have come to our first issue.
the dishwashing glove i wore to move the shit started disintegrating? Melting?
>>24390564If i were spanish and you were my newborn, i would call you Ritardo
>>24391217i like that, thats a funny one. i went to school with a few ricardos once! funny play on words
>>24391250Damn, you look so chill. I'm genuinely sorry for insulting you bro, heh... Maybe we are not so different after all...
>>24391263ik ur being facetious, but im autistic, and cant take offense to your funny joke. do you want me to be offended?
ritardo was cute tho. i liked that.
Just Got some major level 8 wrist pain. I think its carpal tunnel.
