I should be treated like an object, afterall I won't be white, blond, and blue-eyed and born in the first world in my afterlife.I'll give my ass without using condoms to white men, I'll suck white cocks, I don't care if my get AIDs, I'm an object, I was never meant to be happy. I'll become a femboy and wear feminine gadgets. I'm no one. I just know that I won't seek medical care if i get any disease. i'm fateless as atheists say. I hope that die
>>25096802there is hope
this was what i was supposed to be.
i'll remove my dick but i need medical assistance, i wasn't thinking about creating an artificial vagina, i just want to be an eunuch who pees and poops correctly, but is the only way available. no, i'm not a woman, i'm a man even if i have an artifical vagina.
I'm not dumb to mutilate my dick without medical assistance, but I don't want to tell my parents this, they are the ones who pay my health plan (i don't know if the plan covers dick removing) it's better killing myself anyways.
i'll kill myself.
i'm inferior i should have enslaved by germanic tribes and be raped and killed when i become a guy with beard.
I know that giving head is a sin, but God didn't give me any chance in my life. I'm not white and I wasn't born in the first world. I'm going to hell, I was born condemned.
>>25096802>I don't care if my get AIDsYou should.>I was never meant to be happy.All people should pursue happiness mate.>i'm fateless as atheists say.Atheists aren't a monolith dude. I'm an atheist, but there's many types of atheists that I disagree with. I don't agree with the liberals, socialists, communists, fascists, objectivists, anarchists or utilitarians. I'm just a fun guy who wants to enjoy things without being interrupted.
>>25096857What the fuck?Do you SERIOUSLY want that or are you just inflicting suffering upon yourself?
>>25097267yes, i do
... but ... do you seriously imagine yourself enjoying life as a eunuch? ... or is this just your brain malfunctioning from all the pain that you are in?I'm asking because some people mutilate themselves after being subjected to severe abuse. Sometimes it's just wrist slitting. Other times, it gets more severe.
>>25096802> I don't care if I get aidsPrEP is free in Brazil bro.
>>25097247*been
>>25097311i want to get aids, i want to die.
dedada no furico
i just wish i was like this. i'll become a faggot and die.
>>25097370Dedo no cu e gritaria
How Brazilian Shinji Is Spending His Twenties: "I want to destroy my body in shocking ways! I want to get AIDS and die! Maybe if I destroy myself enough, the haters will finally be satisfied!"How I Was During My Twenties: "The internet is full of haters! Luckily, I can take a break from the internet every so often! Time for a fun video game!"https://youtu.be/L4b8Ocm1gqM?si=ot0URyjPC68bNN_r... but seriously folks. WarioWare Gold is one of the best video games that I have ever played. I bought the game because I love Wario but the Super Pyoro mini game is better than the entire rest of the game!
I've seen you say the same lines hundreds of times, post the same images dozens of times. I've heard every single one of your talking points.What do you actually believe? What does the real you truly think about the world? What do you genuinely like?I don't want you to recite me lines off a script. I don't want you to just repeat something I can link to on the archives. I don't want you to just echo something that appears on /pol/'s ylyl threads.Be honest.
I feel like I've never actually seen a post by you, Brazilanon, that was just you dumping whatever you got in your mind.Just going on and on about something, then talking about feelings or associated rhythms, making unfiltered comments about assorted stuff, and then ending on a non-conclusive note.Don't plan - just dump your mind's contents. Do stream of consciousness writing. Do it in Portuguese if you think it helps you express yourself better.
>>25097521He comes across as a guy who is being devoured by the darkness of the world and he falsely believes that LITERALLY going to another world is the only escape.I mean, last night I felt bad and so I just re-played WarioWare Gold for a while and I also spent some time browsing the Digimon wiki.Heaven is a place on earth.
>>25097564>He comes across as a guy who is being devoured by the darkness of the world and he falsely believes that LITERALLY going to another world is the only escape.I WAS MEANT TO BE WHITEEEEEEEE AND BORN IN THE FIRST WORLD DUDE. I DON'T WANT TO "LIGHT-BROWN" I DON'T WANT TO BE BORN IN THIS SHIHOLE.
Brazilian Anon When He Was a Teenager: "I can't stop thinking about how I hate my country and my skin color!"Me When I Was a Teenager: "Woo! This is a FUN video game!"https://youtu.be/MNXtELZuo0A?si=-Bwh2UklkPGYkG7c... but seriously "Theodore". The world is full of things for you to enjoy and you are ignoring them.Does anyone else remember WarioWare Smooth Moves on the Wii? That one was a blast! Lots of people hate the Wii bit I don't care. The Wii is awesome and always was.
>>25097564Is that what he really believes, or is it just part of the LARP?I don't think Brazilanon's whole stuff suicide and castration is any more authentic than Vietpecker's made-up stories about getting called out by women for the size of his penis.In fact, I don't think it's any more real than Leo's LARP about being a Dutch ship captain who is against Putin but knows:>Spanish>English>Russian>German>Chinesebut no Dutch.If you believe everything Brazilanon says, you'll have to believe that the Church of the Sub-Genius and the Landover Baptist Church are real religious groups, and that Ken M. is a real perpetually 80-year-old man who keeps commenting on Yahoo News.
>>25096802lmao what happened to not being gay?
>>25097697Do you take everything you come across on the 700lb Neo-Nazi domestic terrorist incel website known as 4chan seriously?
>>25097688>stuff suicide*stuff about suicide
We’d love to hear more about this on /ftl/
Anyways, I am still following Brazilian "Theodore" because I do know what agony feels like. During my childhood and my teenage years I was tormented by my siblings, by my parents, by people at church, by bullies and by "friends". Most of it was due to my status as an autistic man. I felt so bad that I started using Wrong Planet at the age of 18. Sadly, most of the users on Wrong Planet rip one another apart. The autistic community doesn't have any real "teamwork" to it. They don't team up against the bullies of the world. They just tear one another apart, and the autistic women on that site are especially brutal towards the autistic men.When I discovered all of this, I felt devastated. I tried to tell Chris (my best friend) about this, but he just told me "You are just depressed because you need to be on different medication." Chris was an Aspie just like me and yet he insisted that my suffering was purely due to a lack of medication. I was actually depressed because both normies and my fellow autistic people were tormenting me, but Chris refused to listen to me. Some best friend he was...I have been through Hell and back. In particular, everything that happened to me from when I was 15 till when I was 19 was especially bad. Now I live a happier life, I have friends who actually respect me and, most importantly, I have the courage to be myself and to love my real interests.I'm not giving up on Brazilian "Theodore" because I didn't give up on myself either.
Now that I think about it:What if Suicidetalk Brazilanon was just created as a negative counterpart character to someone like DT?>One has a high sex drive. The other one doesn't.>One is very proud of being black. The other one is ashamed of not being white.>One identifies as a masculine, dominant man. The other one identifies as a feminine, submissive man.>One can write in English very well and can use words from a mixture of dialects and sociolects. The other one often struggles to write in English and often has trouble understanding anything but extremely basic speech full of simple words.>One enjoys talking about films and videogames. The other one doesn't discuss entertainment at all, and only discusses looks or racial issues.>One originally migrated from /qa/ (the SFW random board). One originally migrated from /pol/ (a NSFW non-random board).Some might say everything comes in pairs, but I think human intervention does more to set pairs against each other than nature does.
>>25097790>Now that I think abou-BRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP
why does the brapzilian get astronomically gayer when people stop paying attention to him
>>25096802>>25096857>>25096882>i'll remove my dickBut what if you become a bottom for a dude and he wants to see you happy so he sucks on it?just because you're now in your miserable "i should just be a faggot" phase doesnt mean you have to troon out. Guess what, gay people like DUDES. That means they like your body shape, your manly smell, your cock, etc; even if they are strictly a top (like me)
Even if there were something true about Brazilanon's self-expressed wishes, from what he's said he's actually done and how he's responded to many posts before, I believe he's not really strongly homosexual or heterosexual, or at least he doesn't have a strong sex drive.He might have self-esteem issues and a need to be frequently affirmed, but much of his behavior and talk seems more like an expression of his desire to be the center of attention.He makes racist comments because he wants to be scolded so as to make himself feel like there is a person out there who "cares" for him enough to watch out for his behavior.He talks about suicide because he wants people to tell him not to commit suicide, so as to make himself feel special.He talks about Brazil being a shithole country, but gets offended whenever people call him a "brown Brazilian monkey" because he believes somebody else will call him out for it and reaffirm how good of a country he lives in.He talks about "femboys" because he partly wants to be set up straight and be reminded not to be gay, but also because he wants to be praised for his looks.The goal is not in what he says, but rather in what he gets from how people react to it.
The ritual repeats itself every day because people keep replying.I reply.Leafanon replies.Brazilanon makes his characteristically short replies.Others reply.And so it repeats itself.There is no Day of the Rope. These threads are just going to go on for years and years. We'll have accumulated more years and more posts on the archives, but nothing else.Progress doesn't happen. Nobody comes any closer to anything. People just come back out of habit.>Maybe this time it'll actually be different. Maybe something will happen.Or so people tell themselves every day.The roles are kept. Nothing turns faster or slower. Occasional changes arise, no different from slightly moving around tables in a room.The paradigm is preserved. The conviction stays put. Many details are forgotten, but no new lessons are acquired.
>>25097933I don't mind responding to Brazilian Theodore every day because my message is always "Think about the good instead of the bad!" and then that gives me another opportunity to post something that I enjoy! :)Maybe Teddy is genuinely depressed and maybe he is faking it. Either way, I like having an opportunity to post things that I like.Another awesome thing that makes life worth living is this one scene from the Digimon show.https://youtu.be/ChTGKYkivfA?si=D0T_735cLu93SM31>In b4 "Why did you post sub instead of dub?"The dub takes away Koromon's speech about friendship and teamwork and replaces it with a cheesy "I sliced you like an onion!" comment. I grew up with the dub, but the dub ruined a lot of the show.
>>25097815I don't have my body, I don't give a fuck. I have a brown cock, no white person has a brown cock, I'm not pure, I should give my ass. Bro, I live in the third world, nobody gave me chances in this life.
I hate my race, I hate the people of my country, I hate my family, I hate my life. I can't even become a Hitler and commit the total nigger and brown death in my country.
>>25098035YOU WERE BORN IN A COUNTRY WITH A HISTORY 10 TIMES BETTER THAN MINE. YOU ARE ALSO WHITE. YOU WERE BORN IN THE FIRST WORLD. ARGHHHHHHHHHH
>>25096802Sex with u will be so fun
Have you considered working in the clown industry
>>25098532he's not got what it takes
niggers and browns should die.
i'll prob get fucked while think about how grateful my life would be if i were like this.
>>25098951Honestly, I think it's very fitting you are brazillian. You constantly look down on others for what race they are, so God made you a brazillian monkey to punish your narcissism. What's the moral here?
the most useful thing to man, is man.
>>25098636You should get niggered by a niggerdick so you stfu.You're not any closer to being a Nordic Aryan Super-Saiyan than you are to being a black Bantu God.You're not a protagonist in world history. You're just an irrelevant middle-class kid whose only accomplishments are coming from a long line of people who made bacalhau a bras and built some forts along the edges of Africa (they were too lazy to even explore the interior of Africa, and they got their asses kicked out of Japan by Hideyoshi Toyotomi).Galileo wasn't Portuguese. Leonardo da Vinci wasn't Portuguese. Euler wasn't Portuguese. Mozart wasn't Portuguese. There are no semiconductor fabs in Portugal.Hitler thought Portugal was so fucking irrelevant that he didn't even try to make an alliance with its government, unlike the one he did with Franco's Spain.Brazil fought against the Niggler's Niggergermany, but Portugal just took a long nap while WWII was going on.Imagine wanting to associate yourself that was so fucking lazy it didn't even play ANY role in WWII instead of one that at least fought in a few battles.You're not German. You're not Swedish. You're not Zulu. You're not Ethiopian. Your ancestors just ate salted fish with potatoes and made money off trading sugarcane.
>>25101416>yourself that*yourself with a country that
>>25098308Whatever dude. Lots of people feel bad about this or that. Some people (mostly incel guys) don't like being short. Sometimes tall girls don't like being tall. All sorts of disabled people wish that they weren't disabled. Poor people wish they were wealthy. Sometimes a woman will think "Oh no! I'm too fat!" when she just has thigh padding ... or some other trait that I probably wouldn't even notice. Some people don't like their birthmarks. Some people feel bad because they were accidentally conceived via a condom breaking.Are you saying that anyone with an imperfect existence should just give up? ... and throw away all of the good in the world? I mean, the world is full of awesome games and you want to throw that away just because real life doesn't give you everything that you want?https://youtu.be/OGkUyul6v4M?si=Z0l0JZSaTAejk7tn^^^When I was a teenager, life was Hell, but I just played games like this one and that made me feel better.
>The other thread got deletedMODS = BASED
>>25101818They can kill the OP, but not the idea floating in OPs head.
>>25101822Yeah, but it's always just attention whoring LARP bullshit, so who tf cares if it gets binned?I gotten plenty of my own threads binned, so why shouldn't others?
>>25101818I was going to post in that thread, but then it got deleted after I was done typing but before I could click post. Luckily, I managed to copy the text that I was about to post. I will now paste it here.So ... another anime nerd is going to bite the dust? Well ... shit.Theodore, you are a better person compared to the normies (feminists AND Christians) who hate anime and "weebs". You are better than the "culture warriors". The left-wing culture warriors hate men (especially nerdy guys) and the right-wing culture warriors promote a stupid American Republican idea of what masculinity is.Theodore, you are also way better than the people who want me to go vegan or the people who want me to watch shitty Netflix programming. You are better than the people who think that I'm too old for Digimon. You are better than the jerks who think that every Smash Bros. fan is a pedophile. You are better than the creationists. You are better than the bullies. You are better than the people who laugh at me. You are better than the bitches who ruined Reddit by constantly pushing celebrity gossip and anti-male posts to the front page. You are better than the people who ruined the autistic community websites by constantly posting misandry and "We autistic people ARE inferior!" Uncle Tomfoolery. You are better than the people who mercilessly subjected me to torment throughout my life because they wanted to control me. Also, you are one of the LEAST mean people on this site, despite the fact that you have tried to be mean on more than one occasion.I cannot allow you to leave this world. You are needed here.
>>25101825>constantly pushing celebrity gossip and anti-male posts to the front page.Oh, is that what you get on the default front page of Reddit in Canada?If I set my location to Mexico, I mostly get posts about greasy tacos and people from one of the 3 big cities (Mexico City , Guadalajara, or Monterrey) complaining about something about their city.https://www.reddit.com/r/Monterrey/comments/1wuhh5w/que_onda_con_las_tradiciones_regias/This is a post I saw yesterday on the front page of Reddit about a "tradition" held by students of my state's public university (Universidad Autonoma de Nuevo León) in which they burn an effigy of the rival private university (Instituto Tecnológico de Estudios Superiores de Monterrey) prior to sports matches between teams from each one of the universities.I guess Mexicans are just not as interested in world affairs as people from other countries are.
>>25101824>ruined RedditBut that place was structurally flawed out of the gate. Its voting system enforces echo chambers by burying posts that challenge the consensus, even thoughtful ones made in good faith, so users are disincentivized from sharing honest opinions for fear of losing karma.
>>25101913Meant in reply to >>25101825
>>25101913That's not really a problem exclusive to Reddit. It's common to all online social media platforms - YouTube, X (formerly Twitter), Instagram, Tiktok, etc.The fact that 4chan has post counts and uses "bump order" (latest reply) to rank threads by default also incentivizes engagement with more or less the same posts that everybody else is replying to.Also, the fact that you can see which posts reply to which other posts means that you'll be able to see who's getting the most replies, hence why we get so many people trying to make a snarky reply so they get "fpbp".Saying it's a problem unique to Reddit ignores the fact that chasing after attention or engagement is common to all social media.The OP of these threads is a particularly egregious example of this, since he makes threads talking about the same topics - racism, homosexuality, suicide, reincarnation, and Naziism/Hitler/Prussia every single fucking day and just keeps on making them asking the same stupid questions and making the same poorly-thought-out, rehashed replies as if just rolling some dice and taking papers off a little black box instructing him what to reply, like a slightly less conscious version of the Chinese room thought experiment, and all because he knows that the same niggers (including my nigger self) will reply to him because we live in a nigger world full of repetitive niggers acting upon the niggerforce of niggerhabit.
Hitler would suck a black cock for 2 marks and a Bengali cock for 1 mark and 15 pfennige, but would never suck a Jewish cock. Churchill would never suck any black or Bengali cocks, but would suck Jewish cocks for 1 shilling.Roosevelt wouldn't suck any Bengali cocks, but would suck a Jewish cock for a quarter (25¢) and a black cock for two quarters, a dime, and a nickel (65¢).
I was meant to be a female educator, historian, and scholar. I am always white but I will never be a woman and it's not fair.
What's the point of being an edgy racist if you don't even have a community of people whom you can be racist with?When inner-city white people make jokes about black men having long dicks but low IQ or black people make jokes about white men having small dicks and not being able to pull pussy, they do it because they know there's a group of people who will say "based" and then laugh along with them. Even guys on those subreddits about stopping AZN hate derive a sense of community by being with a bunch of people whom they believe they got common feelings.On the other hand, a guy who's just racist, but doesn't see himself as superior, or doesn't believe anybody feels like him is just a lonely being.He got nothing.He got nobody to share his life or thoughts with.He got nobody who will agree with him.He just goes on about his day just feeling hate and misery.If racism doesn't bring you friends, why be racist?If racism doesn't stop you from dangerous impulses, why be racist?If racism doesn't motivate you to improve yourself, why be racist?
