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Ever since 4chans dumb captcha changes i mainly lurk but i makes me happy to see someone else cares about feels threads. so for once i'll contribute instead of save

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>>29649511
Thanks anon, I wish more people would contribute so we bring back these types of threads at least on a weekly level

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The story behind this one is rather sad. i saved it years ago but only learend the story recently. granted its been a few years so details are muddy but if memory serves.

the animator for this lost his daughter at a young age, he animated this in her memory, she loved tap dancing because of her father.

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Last one from me tonight, its 2am rn so i should probably get some sleep. if the thread survives till morning i'll post some more.

and incase i dont see you, good afternoon, good evening, and goodnight

>>29649547
Paulie is right. Surviving is enough. Childish to think otherwise.

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>>29649277
That's awesome, I had never seen that before
Here's something similar

>>29649244
>Such a shame seeing no feels thread around here lately, it was probably the best things on this website as a whole however
usually these threads are in wsg

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pussieeeeeeees

>>29649244
>Such a shame seeing no feels thread around here lately,
It genuinely boggles my mind how many people post here seemingly unaware that this board is for porn/gore webms and worksafe threads go on /wsg/

>>29650088
In fact there is a feels thread on /wsg/ right now:
>>>/wsg/5997720

>>29649759
this was cute this was cute

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>>29649244

Thank you for posting this thread anon, and for all those who've contributed. It's been years since I visited this board or /b/, and the best threads, the ones that stuck with you, rather than just got you through the night, were always feels threads. After a couple weeks coming back, it seemed like those were gone now. Thank you for showing me others remember those days as well. I can't tell you I'm doing well at this particular point in my life, but I hope against hope for better days ahead. And I hope the same for you as well. Take care, whoever reads this.

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>>29649796
>>29650088
Op here I know there are these threads on wsg but they were never the same as here. The best ones were always on here
>>29650425
No problem anon, I know how much these threads meant to me just a couple of years ago, some of the best interactions I've had in my life were on these threads and I always cherish that memory, I'll try baking one every friday if the situation allows it, just as out little sanctuaries.
To everyone else who contributed it really meant a lot, thanks.

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>>29649244
I want to die so bad. I'm 25 and I've never had a girlfriend. I haven't had any friends or talked to anybody for the last seven years. My love for my parents is the only reason why I haven't killed myself yet. I'm really worried that when they're gone I'm going to do it.

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>>29650782
I'd love to tell you it gets better, but as someone who is in only a marginally better (and older) position than yours... yeah. Try to find your drive before they go, because that's a (possibly literal) barrel you don't want to be staring down.

>>29650839
>try to find your drive
How do I do this? Meet people? Get a better job? Hobbies?

>>29650839
If you could travel back in time and change something, what would that be?

>>29649759
i wonder how long the both of them had thought about that before it happened

>>29650857
it's personal. I'm 26 and have had two relationships that were all consuming and became my purpose. Didn't want to be alive before or after. I have one friend but feel no connection to anyone. My purpose is just to observe and wonder. I've been alone for three years with no physical contact beyond a handshake but i've learned to love solitude. A big part of it is realising that everyone has equal value and it doesn't matter what you do as long as you're not causing harm. Realising that nothing is "real" and reality is just what people agree on. Being alone means I can create my own values and all the time I was depressed came from measuring myself against others standards. A relationship can teach you to love yourself but there's a baseline level of self belief you need in order to even recognise who you fit with

>>29650866
I don't think there's any one inflection point in my life that I could change and suddenly have things go great. If I could be sure of follow-through maybe somehow convince/force my younger self to also care about physical health/fitness. That or the classic buying/holding Bitcoin because while money isn't everything, a lack of money severely limits your options.

>>29650857
What >>29650901 said is pretty good. I can't really give a good answer because I haven't found my drive yet. I'm in a better place in my life now, but still not what I would call a good place. Some people turn to faith, some turn to hedonism, some build their own meaning from the ground up. You'll have to find what appeals to you.

>>29649725
Good song.

>>29649244
>it was probably the best things on this website as a whole however it seems as if the pornspam has taken this board over
Because you're on a porn board, stop being retarded.
We still have feels threads all the time on /wsg/, see >>>/wsg/5997720

>>29649511
Doing for the world and for others is a waste. Thankless work. Do for yourself.

>>29649759
My first kiss was kinda like this. We were 12 or something.
Sometimes I miss those times.

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>>29649244
I will never fucking make it. I am an anti Midas. Everything I touch turns to shit and I am so unbelievable loneley. I have no home, and it feels like I never will have one again. Time has forgotten and god forsaken me.

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>>29650866
from least important to most important:
- make friends. i thought everyone was my enemy but people thought i was cool. literally you're with these people 7 hours a day just fkn around, shared burden, same hobbies, no responsibilities, just low-stakes activities. making friends will never be easier. how to be cool in school: be athletic or be funny or be smart or be a delinquent. your friends are none of those? congrats, ur the cool guy of the group, enjoy the benefits. no amount of money and success can buy this.
- give myself a chance to succeed in life by actually trying in school, rather than be a delinquent truant (it was a lot of fun though, i do recommend doing that a lot, but not at the expense of graduating). unfortunately, i was forced to grow up fast, so fucking around with wet claw with retarded children instead of working seemed like a waste of my time (it was, but that was the point)
- enjoy the present instead of refusing to enjoy life until im rich and successful (literally too sad and old to enjoy my money now, no one would have ever cared that a 20 year old dude was broke lol)
- tell her i love her (still think about her regularly, 30 years later... "what if" kills you. heartbreak > numbness). money is not to point of life. i would give away everything, including the rest of my life, just to be 15 again, and have 1 week left to live, to get a chance to tell her i love her. i'd settle for a hug at this point lol. feel bad for my girlfriend lol, i'll never feel that way about her even though she's amazing
- killing myself as a child/teen. if i do it now, im just another statistic. the people i wanted to get back at will no longer care.

i regret nothing of what i did in my adulthood though, but life would've been much better and easier if i had gone to college

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>>29650009
love this one

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kinda surprised to see this thread still alive after i went to bed, a happy surprise.

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>>29651206
oh ancient anon of the feels thread, impart your wisdom on me. How do i cope with age and death. everyday it haunts my thoughts that some day i might return to an infinite nothingness. it terrifies me deeply. How do you cope with the little time we all have on this world?

>>29649264
Did that yesterday.
I wanted the rain to wash away my guilt.
There are people killing, selling drugs, cheating, lying, stealing and all the sins under the sun and here I am blaming myself to death over things that most people would laugh it off.
I am weak. Sometimes I want to die but that will have to wait until my parents are gone.

>>29650782
It's all just a choice you are making. The choice to be scared. The choice to not care. The choice to give up. The choice to see no good. I bet you have plenty of great things in your life you simply overlook. You just need to slow down you stupid nigger and look around.

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>>29651415
>How do you cope with the little time we all have on this world?
i dont need to cope with that. you just accept that you are temporary and level up spiritually. this is why youth suicide is so beautiful. it attacks your enemies' only weakness: fear of mortality. i guarantee you that if you suicide as a youth, they will be thinking about you, with feelings of dread and existential fear, until their last breath. if you suicide as an adult, you are their dopamine hit. a quick high before they move on to the next.

>>29651490
forgot to mention this
https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2024/apr/14/new-york-the-vessel-hudson-yards
i think abt this kid all the time. he is immortal now. im so happy annd proud of him. i wish i could know more abt him. death is the road to awe

>>29651490
i wish i could level up spiritually but i was disillusioned with religion at 13-14. and its been so long now im cemented in my beliefs. i do envy who truly believe there's is another chapter after death but i cant fool myself at this point. every now and again i can imagine it, the end. and my body runs cold and i feel a very real dread searing into my nerves. I just know its going to be a real bad time when i die. people say you'll be to dead to care but thats exactly what im afraid of. nothing ever again, i'd rather be immortal and insane trapped in a state of torment in space for ever than be forced to become nothing, no warmth or cold, no sense of self, no anything. Forever

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It'll be okay anons
Despite everything, you're still alive
Sometimes that's all you can be grateful for
But it is something to be grateful for
I'll pray for all of you
And I hope you all have a wonderful day
Eat something tasty
Take a deep breath
Have a cold Drink
It'll be okay

>>29649511
Lol tldw

>>29651518
bruh spirituality isn't religion

I had a moment the exact same this morning realising i'll die and my blood running cold. your fear of becoming nothing will also cease when you're gone. Remember before you were conscious? It'll be the exact same as before you were born

>>29651558
wait what is spirituality then?

and yeah i know i wont be ALIVE to fear it but its not the fear of it that worries me its the actual thing happening. i dont want to be nothing i dont want to feel nothing. Im just a collection of atoms that can store and write memories but when i die that dies with me and i go back to being free floating balls bouncing around endlessly

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>>29651518
>every now and again i can imagine it
>and my body runs cold and i feel a very real dread searing into my nerves.
your mind hasnt caught uo to your body, it seems. time doesnt exist. by simply thinking about the future, you are able to induce physical changes in your present. you are time travelling.

youre halfway to spiritual awakening. >>29648910
you are not an animal. you do not need to wait until the last second to act. the shovel is coming, you've seen it. your body wants to act but your mind has given up. time doesnt exist. there is no past, future, or present. reality is a subjective simulation inside your brain. color and sound doesnt exist. reality is your oyster.

there are a lot of things you cant do, a lot of things you cant change. but instead of focusing on the finite limitations, you can focus on the infinite possibilities. you just have to believe.

>>29651583
for me it's connection to life

>its not the fear of it that worries me its the actual thing happening

the only thing causing you to suffer is the fear. it will happen regardless

>>29651601
actually the fear isn't causing suffering, it's your reaction to the fear. courage is continuing despite fear, not the absence.

i used to write this shit off as useless platitudes til i lived another 10 years. the only thing that fazes me now is cruelty

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>>29651613
huh, ya know i never thought about it like that. thanks for sharing that nugget of wisdom

>>29650782
>I've never had a girlfriend.
Have you tried? I've been filtering 10s of thousands of profiles (Interpals) trying to find this person. If you don't make it your job you'll never escape solitude.

>>29650857
>How do I do this? Meet people? Get a better job? Hobbies?
Surrogate activities are meaningless. Most people are a nuisance. Jobs are slavery. The only meaningful thing in life is having a family.

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>>29651671
hobbies are extremely important. without them you're without purpose, everyone should have some kind of hobby

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>>29651682
I hope I make it past christmas this year. It's grim.

>>29651684
>purpose
Fuck all of that.
I have tons of hobbies, I've mastered a few of them at a high level, I have friends, people respect me, I hate myself.
Hobbies occupy my mind, make my body and brain function, make it appear as if I was alive.

I haven't found anything that makes me truly believe alive.
I hate myself and I want to live.

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Keep going, Anons.

>>29649759
Good job buddy, you are a real man.

>>29649258
lost

>>29650782
I recently got my first girlfriend and I'm 30
I had completely given up at that point and wasn't even trying anything, it just happened

>>29652093
Kino, never give up

>>29649511
Present-day /gif/ feels is not the same anymore as 2021 /gif/ feels

>>29649244
i opened gif to goon, opened this thread, scrolled, don't feel like gooning today. thanks for that i guess. i hate doing it desu but its an urge as any other

i remember being invested in r9k tier doom threads and feeling down about my future. like being on a ship catching a storm. today the waters might have calmed but the wheel and rudder is broken, crew dying, supplies short. like being locked out of dialogue and consequence trees in your savegame, it's perma-ogre, so might as well say fuck it and cook with what you have left

>>29651432
It's not a choice. I'm really fucking ugly, inside and out. No girl ever desired me.
>>29651662
There's no fucking point in trying when I'm ugly. I would just kill myself, but I'm a big fat pussy.

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>>29652390

Does anyone have the clip of that guy busting in slow motion while Johny cash is playing?

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>>29651583
Just reach ego death bro, its prretty fucking hard but it is close tot the end of enlightement, as described in many religions especially zen buddhism.
t. reached satori

>>29652413
Damn, my bad, wrong webm

>>29649759
Befriending a female is the most faggot ass bullshit I've ever seen. You're supposed to engage in a meaningful sexual relationship with them because that's their only purpose in life and not just be "friends" with them like any weak effeminate man would do. Again, befriending a female is fucking pathetic and not manly at all. Kys khhv faggots

>>29650425
I'm still here you weak ass cuckold faggot if you're gonna grief over your bullshit over and over again just give me your steam account and all of your bitcoin and if you also have a hot gf or wife send her to my location as well you fucking crybaby faggot

i wanted to say thanks to a stranger on my birthday.
thank all of you who contributed. best fortunes.

>>29650782
Man the fuck up you pussy ass bitch! everyone dies in this fucking world but so what why the fuck would you care so much about things you have no absolute control whatsoever? In the end we will all die including all the bad things in this universe so why put pressure on yourself so much just because you're still a virgin cuckold on your mid-20s?

To any crybaby faggots IN THIS THREAD RIGHT NOW be responsible at least once for your life and stop being a fucking weak ass manchild you fucking cowards. Nobody wants a bitch ass pussy in the real world. So stop acting like it!

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>>29652704
GTFO of here, you dirty fucking clanker.

>>29652595
kys loser

>>29649572

Beautifull

>>29649759
ill never have this

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Op here high as fuck thinking about years that passed by, doing nothing achieving nothing. Years of mental abuse turned me into someone I never wanted to become, I had to leave someone who was curious passionate and caring into someone who is just cold and treats people like shit, because no one treated me better. I am in a bad place and never wanted to admit it but my life is something I was once getting disgusted of and the worst thing being my life isn't even bad it's actually something many would want. No real problems other than my own mental ones. Others care about me but I just keep pushing then away until they give up on me just to have this feeling justified. On top of that my birthday is coming and just the fact that I'm turning 27 without real goal set or anything I want to strongly accomplish is scaring me.

>>29653610
>turning 27
Oh buddy don’t worry it gets so much worse

>>29650866
excluding obvious money shit. two things I think about a lot. one is spend more time with my grandparents. selfishly to spend more time becoming a master craftsman. My grandfather was a multimedia artist who designed buildings, logos and furniture. a bunch of people nowadays would kill people to get originals of his work, and there have been a tremendous amount of reproductions made. I wish I spent more time learning from him. so he could pass it on and so I could be employed doing that. I also just miss them, I got mad at how they treated my mom before they died so I ignored them.
second is there was a muslim girl on my school bus. everyone was mean to her. I was mean to her when she tried to talk to me. one time I stood up for her. I wish I stood up for her the entire time. she was nice and always positive despite the horrible shit people said to her.
a third thing I just thought of I will keep to myself.

>>29649244

Haven't been doing too good, anon. My mother died back in June and I haven't felt anything. I don't feel sad, I haven't cried, I don't even know if I miss her. I feel nothing and I don't know if it's just delayed grief, if I'm a bad person, or if I just don't have the capacity for this level of emotion.

She stopped breathing in the night and I found her choking on her own vomit. I pulled her out of bed and called an ambulance. Did CPR for near half an hour while her lips turned blue, gasps got weaker, and heart stopped. Maybe if I did it better she would still be alive. I don't know. All I know is that whenever I shut my eyes I see her lying dead on the ground. Sleeping hasn't been too easy recently, although it never has been for me so no change there, I guess. Whatever.

Nobody seemed to care about how I felt after this happened, I remember only getting 1 postcard expressing how sorry somebody was, which was actually just intended for my grandparents. They put the wrong address on the envelope and so I got it instead.

It's all been on me since she died; funeral arrangements, clearing the house, bills, etc. I moved back into uni in September and the house is gone now, so I'm effectively homeless come next June when my contract ends. I'm also the only one in my immediate family with a car so I've been busy almost nonstop taking care of everything and everyone to the best of my ability. I feel like I'm being treated as a commodity rather than a person who just lost their mother sometimes. Whenever somebody calls me, it's to ask a favour. I just want one day where nobody bothers me, where it's quiet for a change. I have my own shit to worry about, y'know?

Sorry to dump all this out. Haven't told anybody how I've been feeling, or more accurately how I haven't been able to feel.

Cheers for the feels thread, OP. It's nice to scratch that sad itch sometimes. Long shot, but if any anons can relate, how did you deal with it? Am I broken, or is this normal?

>>29652788
Why would he?
He's not the one admitting he's a depressed, suicidal retard with nothing to live for. That's you and all the other whiney little faggot generation "alphas" in this thread.
More like generation beta cucks.

>>29650436
>some of the best interactions I've had in my life were on these threads
loser. Seriously pathetic

>>29654575
>Maybe if I did it better she would still be alive.
You did everything right, you called 911 and started CPR as soon as you found her. You already did better, sometimes you just can't win.
t. medic

>>29654670
Cheers buddy, think I needed to hear that.

>>29654575
So you, as a lazy, basement dwelling, gen A retard, refused to work for things you want in life, and decided to instead murder your own mother for inheritance and for her house, then pretended you weren't guilty by "performing CPR" on her?
Yeah it's no wonder you feel no emotion for her dying lol.
Hope to see you get caught soon on one of those criminal investigation channels.

>>29654695

Nice b8 but try harder next time

>>29654706
Enjoy prison

>>29654759
Mr. Tomlinson , what are you doing here?

>>29649244
i tried to start a few in the past month but no one will post or people will spam bland webms. glad to see one has started up if i didnt just shut down my computer id post some more. but ill check in tomorrow night when the weekneds over...

ill have to look through my camrea roll but the last feels thread that really spoke to me was when a anon announced he had some form of cancer and he bassically had two weeks left. was the most humanity ive ever seen on this site and with loads of wisdom. i found my favorite "poem" that day and still think about it 10 years later

>>29652684
Song name?

>>29654856
Sorry I don't sit around in a basement all day being lazy, plotting my mother's murder, and watching whatever slop media this "Mr. Tomlinson" is from.

>>29649637
If surviving mentality was right you will do everything to survive even betray your friends, eat your kids, and fuck a man only to survive cause that will be enough, only living to survive shouldnt be the goal but the quality of life and not only your life

>>29650782
>I'm really worried that when they're gone I'm going to do it.
I'm fuckin 40 kid. You still have time. Get off the fuckin computer. It's either that or death.

>>29652418
Megalolz

>>29653514
This feels like my life every single day its unbearable.

>>29654251
>>turning 27
>Oh buddy don’t worry it gets so much worse
>>>1 million times this.

Holy KEK you have no idea what suffering is.

>>29653415
good one.

>>29650866

The only thing i would change, is preventing my birth.

>>29654933
"Fantasy" Meiko Nakahara

its 214am in the morning and the fact iam seeing this instead of gooning around, thank you yall for bringing my love back again. GUYS WE LIVE IN THE GREATEST ALIVE OUR ONLY FEARS IS OUR SETBACK BE YOU BE NICE BE COOL THANKS FOR GIVING BACK FAITH ON HUMANITY FEELS LIKE IF I WAS PART OF SOME SORT OF RELIGION BUT ITS THE SAME MESSGAE ALWAYS LOVE <3

>>29654575
Man, I wish my mother would die already. Maybe then I'll be free from the nightmares and memories of abuse.

>>29652402
>tolerate different opinions
fucking nazi

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>>29652413

>>29651428
Hope is not lost.

You will find your piece of happiness in this world.

>>29656424
Thanks anon, very impresive performance

>>29655724
thanks

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>>29649244
The cause of every problem is women stop fighting amongst eachother and take their privileges away you morons.
Women always side with whoever will cause the most infighting.
You're being manipulated it's time you realize this.
The enemy is women not other dudes.

>>29653588
Good. You dont deserve it.

>>29653610
Man I love this movie, and I'm not even a movie guy.
I'm there with you. The past couple of moths have been particularly bad.
As in making active plans on how I can leave in the best way possible.

I too was the most caring guy. Even my enemies, come to me if you need anything.
And I got used and abused over and over again with nothing in return.
The last 10 years I have been living isolated in my house, only leaving to get groceries and sometimes a job for a couple of months. I have been in therapy for 5 years and that has taught me nothing but how lost I really am and how there is most likely no way out at this point.
I am quite sure that I don't even want to fix this anymore. I am through and through and I just want out before I hurt somebody.

>>29650782
I don't want to be a doomer or sabotage things, because I'm 33 and in the same situation, but I can tell you from experience - getting your life entirely in order, getting a great wardrobe, dropping drugs and booze, getting lean and in shape, exercising, getting a good job and finding hobbies will change what you look like and how you carry yourself to a point - but it will not change who this life and those circumstances made you.
Do not do this thinking it will solve your issues, as it will not.
And I don't have the answer, either. Not that there's one singular "answer" to be had. I spent years bettering myself and I don't regret it for how much it improved my health and how I actually like how I look now and even have people, including my gym "friends" (in quotes because we only socialize there and never outside) be envious of my build/strength/whatever.
Underneath all of these changes, I'm still the same awkward high school kid who was overweight and didn't really talk to girls much. I have no problem talking to women per se, nor am I awkward around them now, but I never had a father, big brother, or any experience growing up, so I have no idea how to romantically pursue them. And I'm also at at age where making new friends is incredibly hard. Work relationships are fine, but none of them lead to anything outside of work.
All I do is go to the gym, play tennis and badminton, go to a boxing workout 2x a week, and bike whenever I can. And go on walks. And I do most of that with either just 1 friend, or alone.
I can't force myself to go drink at bars or try to pick up whorish women there, that's not the kind of relationship I want, so I just live my life and try to spend as much time being healthy and at least keeping up with my family.
I don't think there's an out for me and I've accepted that.

>>29649774
He's running over glowniggers in heaven now.

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>>29649277
nice

>>29649515
What the fuck is this file?

>>29656290
ugh... fucking GAY pretentious shit
this whole thread sucks ass and is full of faggots and women.
Go back

>>29651745
God damn, "I hate myself and I want to live" is the most poignant quote I've read relating to how I feel.
I don't want to die, I want to find something that gives me meaning. It's just not there.
All the things I do are meant to try and divert my mind from wanting me gone. Every mask I wear, the sports I play, the events I go to, the (admittedly few) relationships I have with people.
And then at any point my brain is not busy with work or engaged in some activity and I don't have to pretend anymore, I just want to disappear. Without fanfare, without notice. Just.. be gone, and make this go away.
Truthfully, I adore the idea of having a family, but I 100% honestly believe I'm too far gone to properly take care of them. Plus, I don't want to subject them to the "me" that exists on days that are truly bad. Call it cope if you want, but it is what it is.

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What is it when you feel nothing but contempt in a /feels/ thread b/c you are so disconnected from humanity that there is nothing truly relatable?

Sometimes I take a peek into 4chan just to remind myself why men's mental health is such a fundemental public good. I'm a 30yo F, like zero reason to be here, not my people at all. But when I was a kid I used to be fascinated by the unmasked vulgarity/open cruelty on this forum, sprinkled in with the novelty of what's essentially porn-tok. I keep checking in every year or so just to see how the other side of humanity is doing. Lurking these threads always felt like being a fly on the wall of rooms habitated by the men we grew up fearing most. Like a "making of" tutorial about school shooters that just starts with some lonely dude on the internet and ends with a manifesto. Seeing things like these feels threads seems like this hopeful glimmer in the swamp, where one or two guys try to throw an emotional lifesaver out into the cesspool.

Y'alls advice for each other though is godawful... like I didn't see a single person mentioned therapy? Antidepressants? Sum's straight up suicidal and nobody's mentions like "Hey, before you jump, maybe try some Lexapro you've got literally nothing to lose." Or DBT! Service to your local community. Literally volunteer at an animal sanctuary, it might save your life. Maybe even someone else's.

Also, I think it's cool that everyone just collectively ignores the troll smoking meth in the corner and yelling about kids these days.

>>29649244
i am just another 30 years old coward incel who lives in dark, cold room because I was unable to defend myself in school against the bullies. once my awful diet catches up to my heart, i just die and will be forgotten within 2-3 days. i have tried everything and i cannot live a normgroid life. i get fired from jobs within a week or so because i am slow or smell bad due to extreme anxiety no matter what i use on my skin and it's not related to hygiene. i tried killing myself via OD but I survived and my trip to the mental ward as a reward wasn't nice. it's over for me,

>>29649244
99.9% of the content of these "feels" threads boils down to just whining "muh, no girlfriend", because you smooth brained coomers are incapable of thinking about anything else. It's mostly just cringe, but at least it's not another porn thread.

>>29653415
i have this with the song from The Offspring, "Kids arent allright"

>>29658709
That is because both therapy and antidepressants don't do jack shit and only a gullible woman would mention them. The vast majority of "therapists" are absolute hacks who only exist to enforce your views. I got a bachelor and Master's in Psych, I specialized in CBT, went to workshops and worked under supervision, with kids and adults, the whole shebang. Maybe 2 people out of my entire group were qualified to work this profession and out of them, 1 because a retarded self-help guru because it paid better.
As a whole, therapy is worthless unless it's a tiny part of a multi-faceted approach to getting your life in order, but retards like you peddle it like a solution. It's absolutely NOT that. Meds also unironically just worsen the problem instead of helping, unless we're talking meds that psychIATRISTS prescribe to actual mental patients. Those do actually work better, but even THEN they are useless if not backed by other things a mental institution offers.
Your gay as fuck grandstanding about "le men's mental health" is so slimy and pathetic, because you somehow STILL manage to make it about YOU, AND to belittle and insult the people who are actually suffering.
In other words, kill yourself.

>>29651523
thank you nonny

>>29658904
this and based.
>>29658709
You're a retard and have no idea what you're talking about.
You think that men being manly and having testosterone and bantering is equal to school shooters and "the men on da other side of humanity we grew up fearing da most."
Reality is that almost all men talk to each other like this when no women are around for a reason.

Also like >>29658904 said therapy and drugs are a delusional woman "feel good" thing that doesn't actually change anyone's behavior.
Behavior is molded by the way one is raised and is never changed much after becoming an adult. It is pretty much set in stone from adulthood onward, so weak bitch ass men with mental issues are always going to have those issues because they never learned self discipline and just want to cry and be lazy.

>>29653588
1. Be white
2. Find some dumpy azn
3. Success

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>>29651745
This is your last chance: Seek Christ, my friend.

>>29659280
webms like this always put me in a good mood for some reason

>>29651415
>How do i cope with age and death. everyday it haunts my thoughts that some day i might return to an infinite nothingness.

You don't cope.
You accept. Death is inevitable. Some day you're going to die. And everything will be just like it was before you were born. You remember that time? Of course you don't. Nobody does. And that's what it's going to be when you're dead. This is what makes life beautiful. Because life IS what you make it. And, that being so, we should make it good. The best you can do in this life is to do your best to live it well, and to make the lives of those you care about better in whatever way you can. Accumulate joy, discard hatred. Live well and accept that there are things we can do nothing about. One of those things is death. Fearing it gives it power over you, changes your behavior, stressed you out. Accept it, prepare for it, know that it is inevitable and simply choose to live knowing it will happen and you're free of it until the day it comes. I know, I know. Easier said than done. But I don't see any other real answer.

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>>29659784
Same here, that webm is really well done.

>>29659934
Tranny

>>29656424
The whole soundtrack of that documentary is great, child's footstep is another gem.

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>>29651745
>>29659383

>>29660269
which denomination though. they cant all be the one true religion. by the way, it's no more true or false than judaism or islam, since it's all highly debated interpretations (akin to debating how many genders there are).

but the christian church sure loves to recruit degenerates (formerly, allegedly)

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>>29658709
Tgtfo.
There are rules here.
>therapy
>antidepressants
God I hate you.

>>29660396
>it's no more true or false than judaism or islam, since it's all highly debated interpretations
What an unbelievably moronic thing to believe that because competing claims are highly debated that means one is no more true than the other. Forget about the particulars, this is retarded in principle.

>>29658159
Try hinge or some other dating app. Fair warning though, it's a bit demoralizing, as even though I'm a 7/10 minimum I would still only get one or two matches a week, but dating apps let you immediately skip the conversational transition between "friend' and "potential relationship" which is where I always got stuck in real life. It's nice to have that shit out of the way and just be overtly flirty/complimentary and not worry about making an ass of yourself because they aren't actually into you. At 32 years old, I had only ever been in one very short relationship in which the woman pursued me, so I was also completely stonewalled by inexperience when it came to actually courting a woman. I've been in a relationship for 6 months though with the very first woman (early 20's, no children, is a little racist) that decided to go on a date with me in person and I couldn't be happier. I felt the exact same as you when I was a 30 year old virgin, but things can turn around if you put yourself a little bit out there.

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>>29658709
>therapy? Antidepressants?
yeah, definitely a female lmfao. i love the performative empathy. as i said in this thread or a previous one, once you turn 18, you're just a statistic to them. no amount of money or success will ever make you feel happy or validated. you will never "prove them wrong" because they dont care.

you have to kys while you're still 18 or under. then you become immortal, they will think about "that boy that killed himself 50 years ago" till their last breath and still wont be able to figure out why you did it. they will tell their grandchildren that you were smart, handsome and funny (even though they would never fuck you), they will describe themselves as your friend (even though they never spoke to you). it doesnt get better when you become an adult lol.

this is the kind of stupidity youll miss out on: having to spend 40 hours a week working with these stupid performative whores who think men are swampy school shooters.

>>29659280
>>29659784
same
they are so dumb and funny at the same time
always puts a smile on my face

>>29649277
>>29649653
>>29658293
>Years of poverty, alcoholism, drug use, sudden fame, sudden money. I’m afraid even the strongest people would find it hard to cope with such a drastic change in life. Jesse Shaya Stewart died on November 22, 2021 from an overdose, on the street of a cold, Canadian city of Edmonton.

https://medium.com/@iliashevtsov/the-story-of-jesse-stewart-d6f9ad04d3a

>>29651587
>
song?

>>29658709
Well, get off your high horse you fucking condescending whore.

>>29661125
>Actual men watching that
Very inaccurate. A man like those in the webm who are at least 5 foot 8" wouldn't resort to pedophilically watching pre-pubescent anime girl ASMR because they're tall and strong enough to actually dominate and get a real girl and a real girl who's at least 15 years old.
Only the most tiny, unmasculine, little beta bitch boys would watch tiny little anime girls as their fantasy.

Does anyone have that catchy pop music video, its very short and has a bunch of japanese 80s/90s commercials in there.

>>29649759
AAAAAAAAAAAAAH
>>29653588
>>29657619
AEHJAWUHZSUIHRGSEIURHGSEIRUGAkjewf

>>29654695
kek - good one!

>>29657619
so what the fuck are you doing here exactly?
just being a torturer?
inb4 "nooooo don't look at my heat signature, i see your warm body teeming with a vigor i can't have aaaah"

>>29654706
i don't think it's bait nor a traditional troll, just actual torture of anons here
you see this more and more common since normies got their hands on "trolling" in like 2016

>>29661276
https://youtu.be/Ki-fATpXa00?si=xNGp4t3KrYZRf9vQ
this?

>>29661144
another classic - thanks for posting

>>29658709
>Also, I think it's cool that everyone just collectively ignores the troll smoking meth in the corner and yelling about kids these days.
Hell no, that guy (guys?) has single-handedly made this thread worth reading. He deserves his own radio call-in show.

>>29658720
If you ever decide to try it again, can you bequeath me your record collection and whatever junk food you've got left unopened?

>>29653514
lol

>>29661413
No sorry, same style tho, if i remember correctly the video starts with a car or bus doing a wheelie lol

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brute-forcing this into humanities collective consciousness

https://carltonthegray.com/2024/10/18/net-positive-earth/

essentially,

life is finite,
money is infinite,
profit is imbalance.

to achieve long term stability for humanity we have to create a better system of measurement.

and also ditch the cults that control most normies

2025 years of religion controlling the narrative and wealth while doing jack shit for anyone

tl;dr humanity needs to git gud and learn to macro

>>29649244
You are one of the most beautiful bodies I have ever seen. And if your soul is only for your body, you too. Thank you for this thread.

>>29649560
sauce? who is this girl? whats the song she is singing?

>>29649653
song?

>>29650280
whos this guy?

>>29649759
That fear before the first kiss is electric, I used to feel so alive in those seconds.

>>29651660
whos this girl? song? sauce?

>>29649759
kys nigger
no one wants to see this in the feels thread!

>>29659013
She could be hispanic

>>29661419
i won't try again, i have others things in mind but those require logistics and a little bit of luck.

>>29652402
where can i get the whole video?
whos this old guy?

>>29660269
A Mexican dude said it well "Christianity, specifically Catholicism is to control the poor. You have people in poverty hoping for a better life so the church tells the people things will get better, but they don't and they won't because that's not how life plays out".
Christianity has morphed Jesus to a white man while being adored in a building full of gold decorations. We have lost the way and America's current President has shown that selfish people succeed.

We need more people to become Luigi and set things right.

>>29653423
man he should leave her

>>29653505
why does this remind me of borat kek

>>29655668
this got me to chuckle kek
thanks

>>29656311
sauce?

>>29660688
In 1999, I had a friend commit-sepaku with a neighbors shotgun. MENSA-level smart and somehow he just ended it.
Word got out at school and we all felt a void for a while. He was remembered and still is to this day.

As for therapy, that wasnt a thing then and isn't any good now. I tried it a couple times and just felt like I was wasting money. I could come to my own conclusions if I talked them out. Life isnt easy but if we know a sure path to take then that's enough motivation to get out of bed in the morning.

>>29653423
I'm hoping this was done as a joke but if not then this is typical SoCal women behavior....
holy shit, so shallow

Dunno how this dude stayed popular after MadTV ended.

>>29658159
The fun part about losing a bunch of weight is watching all the people you thought were friends now avoid eye contact because you were just a “funny fat guy” foil.
You realize this when you’re fat maybe even lean into the funny fat guy angle.
Then the weight comes off and you’re still funny but you aren’t fat.
You’ve demonstrated a few things that make them uncomfortable. You’re willing and able to change. You aren’t the same person you were. You have accomplished something most people cannot through shear will determination and hard work. You’re not the fat guy anymore… but now they probably are.
Break up, became a hermit and dropped out of all my social circles and friends for about three years and lost 116lbs.
It was amazing the reactions when I started re socializing.
Casual friends usually lit up to see me!
“OH MY GOD ANON! YOU LOOK GREAT!”
People I used to be friends with, however would avert eyes and quickly find an excuse to get out of the conversation. Often I’d get the “losing too much weight isn’t healthy anon.”
Lawl.
Some people want to see you fail. It makes them feel better about their own shortcomings.
I don’t know where I was going with all that. Point is you’re right.

>>29662137
he didn't stay popular, alot of his current fans never even watched madtv

he's a standup whose career was given a second life through his podcasts. thats why every single comic has a podcast now, its the only way they can cultivate a fan base. Bobby Lee was early to the party and he's reaping the benefits

>>29649759
Fake as fuck

>>29649244
What about growing a pair your colossal emo faggot.
Holy shit.

>>29662103

Bertrand Russell

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>>29649244
>So, how are you anon, how have you been lately?
I'm not doing great. Haven't been doing great for a while and I've realized that the main issue is me. It isn't easy changing the "you" though - you're always there making that difficult, you know?

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>>29662512
Relax Joe Rogan lol

>>29661906
wagon wheel
pretty classic bob dylan song

>>29649637
>getting your life philosophy from a fictional dumbass career criminal

i envy amerimutts so much, they can just go to walmart and buy a shotgun with a fucking gift card.
my options are fairly limited in this shithole. i could play minesweeper with my legs in bosnia or larp as a pajeet and lay down my disgusting obese head on a cold railway track.

I'm lying on the sofa with my two kids. The younger one is by my feet completely focused on Paw Patrol. The older has her legs over mine and is munching dry cereal. We're winding down for the evening, about to go and brush teeth and read bedtime stories. All the lights in the house are dimmed and warm, the radiators are on.
I feel nothing. Empty. A hollow shell trying to get through another 12 hours, and another, and another. I'm in a fog and one day so will my son and daughter. Maybe I will kill myself like my mother, or they will.

>>29649555
Bet it's nice to have someone that cares

>>29662589
>>29662884
thank you anons

>>29662976
i wonder how it feels

>>29662959
we're on 4chan what did u expect?

>>29661904
NTA but I think Emma Rohan - I wish you love

>>29662990
found it thanks anon

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this has become the anthem of my life atp

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this was from the old /feels/ thread a couple weeks ago anyone care to share the sauce?

>>29663039
Whatever (1999) movie good saar

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I've been lonely for so long that i cant even imagine anymore how it would feel to be actually cherished and appriciated by someone else. I have no idea how i would deal with this. Its like another world i have nothing to do with.

>>29663043
cool jeet thx

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this one makes me happy

>>29650782
that's bullshit, you have a whole life in front of you.
and let me tell you, whatever hell you wind up living, world is still so beautiful that it will be worth it.
only when the time draws near that you won't be able to take care of yourself should you entertain going out with some dignity.

>>29662047
https://www.youtube.com/@donnelly5757

>>29651478
I think newer generations have advantage in internet, so even if parents are crap at least some of the stuff can be learned by yourself, instead of roaming in the dark

>>29649774
Dear Terry

>>29651682
movie?

>>29663277
thanks anon

>>29650866
Don't listen to my parents

>>29663344
how did that change ur life?

>>29649759
>Did it wrong
>Didn't jam weiner down throat

Look man, I learned romance from the internet.
If he isn't jamming his weiner down her throat, it's not love.

>>29653434
Word.

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>>29662080
the song is a beach boys song

>>29650866
I would kill Muhammad

>>29662123
Song:
Best Coast - When I'm With You

Movie:
The Dirties (2013)

>>29663482
martin luther, joseph smith, charles taze russell
>no more heresy

>>29662973
Some anons in this thread would give their left leg to have a cozy family. Funny how life works. At least you have a purpose in the wellbeing of your children.

>>29655648
this, even if i had optimal genetics for social life and i could hard reset my psyché from all the torment I still wouldn't want to be here. the only winning move in life is to not participate.

normgroids just continue the cycle of suffering while coping and seeking escapism in hobbies, sex, drugs etc. it's been thousands of years and people are still out there killing each other. why would all these change in the next generation?

>just build a family and have kids bro
>there are good moments out there bro

even if i lower my standards and impregnate a sub 5 landwhale, my kid would still be a sub 5 abomination and will go through the same shit i did if not worse. there is a point when you just need to end the cycle out of mercy.

>>29649244
>Dad dies when I was 25 I left college and took care of him throughout his degenerative disease (feeding tubes, wound dressing, bathing etc.) because my Mom is bipolar on top of a slew of other mental and personality disorders, and couldn’t handle the task physically or mentally, and my 3 older sisters were busy with their young children and lives out of the area.
> I take my Dads death hard as he was really the glue of the family, start drinking heavier and coping differently than my siblings.
> I get arrested a couple times for reasons related to drinking.
>My sisters turn my mom against me and my then girlfriend saying that I am erratic, and “Crazy” and they are scared of me, and that my girlfriend just wants money.
> Find out my Mom made my dad give everything to her at the time of his death leaving nothing for us kids.
>Mom kicks me out of the house while showering my sisters with money paying for the grandkids schools/extra curriculars because “they’re women, and have kids” whom by the way have husbands with good stable careers.. meanwhile I’m a college dropout essentially with nothing, but “I’m a man and can find my way”
>Estrange myself from them no contact for 13 years holding this resentment and pain and feelings of betrayal this whole time.
>Longing for a reconnection to family, searching for family everywhere and finding nothing but a spectrum of indifference, users, and manipulators.
>My only family is my dog and my now my wife who was that girlfriend, but even her family doesn’t really fully accept me.
>Like I’m this haunted troubled black sheep who never landed a stable job for more than 3 years. Always just barely getting by.
>We go get coffee every weekend my wife and I, always to the same place in town.
>Two weeks ago my she says “let’s go somewhere new maybe for coffee” and I just drove, no GPS just drove randomly around my city. “I’ll go wherever the day leads me”

>>29663720
> End up at a weird little cafe in a strip mall that has been overrun with minorities. all the restaurants are Korean but the cafe looked oddly inviting.
> after a while we decide to give it a try against our habitual instincts.
> it was bright and clean and nice inside with lots of cheerful looking people of all ethnicities
> we order our coffee and the walk around looking for a place to sit.
> around the corner is the “Lounge” through a separate door.
> I walk in there to see a bunch of people facing a stage, young and old I realize they are attending a Mass and a woman greets us and tells us we are welcome to join.
> I say maybe we will come back with our coffees, we leave and get our coffee and I’m like “wanna sit in a mass? Fuck it?”
>we were both raised “Catholics” but havnt been to church in over 20 years
>she says sure why not
> we go back in and the greeter woman is so happy to see us come back she hugs me harder than anyone other than my wife has ever hugged me.
> there is a short speech and then the speaker asked everyone to stand and introduce themselves to someone nearby
> the lady who hugged me introduces herself and tells some of her story which is oddly similar to mine, estranged from family and found family in this church.
> told her that I felt kind of like something outside of myself led me to this church
> she asked if I wanted them to pray for me, thinking it would be a simple quiet prayer. I said sure and they asked what I wanted to heal.
> I said some vague feelings of betrayal and resentment.
> a girl game up and grabbed my hand and multiple people came and put their hands on my shoulders and the woman off the top of her head began this freeform prayer that she was basically just coming up with on the spot but it was like it was written directly for me it was like she knew everything about me and knew every word I needed to hear and in the most beautiful way.

>>29663728
>I completely broke down inside and fought the tears so hard, but I wept.
>these people knew I was hurting and I couldn’t mask it from them like I had been from every other person.
>all my facades and walls id put up my adult life became invisible to these people, and it felt so good to cry and be vulnerable.
> we sat down and listened to some music and singing and I just closed my eyes and some of the lyrics were something to the affect of “I want to see you god, I’m running to you god”
And in my mind I was in a huge green field and a golden retriever was running up to me wagging and panting and jumping all over me.
> in that moment I felt what I imagine happiness to feel like and that to me God is a Dog.
> my wife shakes my hand and I open my eyes and she says she has to leave and that this all too overstimulating and overwhelming for her.
> we get up to leave and the woman who prayed for me hugs me for like 45 seconds and when we break the hug tears are streaming down her face.
> we leave the lounge and I feel 30 pounds lighter.
> my wife however feels anxious and overwhelmed by it all.
> so now I’ll probably not go back, and this random fluke chance to feel happy and shed some burdens will be just that
> a fluke
> and now I’ve returned to my regular life
Routine

>>29663738
yeah, never cry in front of a woman, they say they like it, but they don't

>>29663766
Yea, I’ve heard this trope.. but this woman has seen me cry before. She was there with me the day my Dad died in my arms and he called out my name in his final breath but wasn’t able to finish his sentence.
She saw me cry when her beloved grandmother who was more of a mother died to her succumbed to cancer.
She saw me cry when I had to put down our first dog together.
I don’t cry often but it happens I doubt that was the reason.
I think women don’t want to see you cry over your team losing the Super Bowl or cry over her wanting some space to think about your relationship etc.

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>>29663166
I prefer the one with the original audio.

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>>29649547
You're at the high point of your arc right now kiddo.