I am not sure if this is the board to discuss this, but.I came to an epiphany awhile ago; I am not addicted to porn.I just like seeing, and hearing about strange experienceswhether it be mine or others. I seem to only watch odd porn not because my receptors are fried, I just want to see odd situations>in college sat in a fat girl's lap completely naked while she jerked me off>saw friends mfm a girl in car>girl taught me how to jerk off and was scouting me for interracial cuckolding with her bf.>saw a girl leg lock with an old dude for weedjust all kinda crazy stuff, and I just like seeing this via porn videos as well. I never watch the normal stuff., I just love seeing MFM and body contrast in porn. I love hearing about strange stories and odd situations more so than sex itself.Even while watching porn I am not even fantasizing about fucking the actresses or even fapping I am thinking to myself.>Wow she made a funny face while sucking that one>how is that fat girl balancing the tiny dude?>woah their bodies have an odd contrast on one another.>that's an odd pairing>two at once? That's kinda wild.Anyone else feel this way?
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>>2624913Try a few grams of shrooms and see if you still feel this way. Please DO NOT try shrooms if your family has a history of psychosis or schizophrenia.
>>2624930I stay away from drugs, I don't have a history of such things, but that's rather dangerous no?
>>2624936Shrooms, for most people, are pretty safe and can help you confront whatever inner turmoil you have, or will at least be a hell of an experience. For the people with family history of being mentally lel, unfortunately, they can also be a trigger for the onset of psychosis.
>>2624913>I just like seeing, and hearing about strange experienceshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F5fUp32Ud5Y
