Dating a guy, two years or so. Start drifting apart and fighting. He's a stocky Afrikaans guy with blonde hair. I'm too hairy to be a twink and too skinny to be a bear. Pretty face but that's about it.

Getting ready for work one day, shaving over the sink in the bathroom. He comes into the bathroom, pulls my towel off and rubs his erection on my ass. Tell him to stop, I'm running late.

He doesn't care. Slowly he puts his weight on me. Pushing me towards the mirror. Pins me to the sink with an arm against my back.

I keep telling him to stop. I cry a little. Start to disassociate.

Spits on his hand and slides in. It's happening, his dick in me. It's not the first time this has happened to me but the first time with him.

I keep begging quietly but he's not listening, he's not here. I'm looking in the mirror and he has the far away, dead eyed look.

He's fucking me mechanically. Rough and hard.

The ceramic benchtop bruises me hip.

Grunts and starts pistoning harder. Shoots his load inside me and smiles at me in the mirror looking smug.

I don't know what to do. Keep getting ready for work, rush out the door. Go to my cafe job with cum leaking out of my hole.

We both pretend it never happened. Break up a few months later.

>>2613686
I imagine that made you feel violated anon. Do you feel any after shocks on your sexuality as a result? Like do you have trouble with intimacy or are you aroused by noncon?

>>2613686
>I'm too hairy to be a twink and too skinny to be a bear.
fellow otter

>>2613687
Yeah, I have a rape or non-con kink. Took a while to figure out. Turns out fetishising an experience is a pretty common trauma response.

I have a few other SA stories too. Guy in a car forced me to blow him when I was drunk. Grindr hook-up who I met for head
decided he wanted more and flipped me over and fucked me.

>>2613760
Tell us more about the other experiences I’m rock hard thinking about being in your shoes.

>>2613760
im banned from grinder. i want to use it again

>>2614170
Make another email account and go for it. :)

I got a ride home one time from a cab. The driver kept looking at me really weirdly and it was freaking me out. Then, he parked the car onto the side of the road and asked me a bunch of personal questions, like how big is your dick, and how often to you jack off. I kinda didn’t know how to respond but just went along with it hoping he’d start driving again. He ended up going down on me and started to unzip my zipper and pulled out my cock. I freaked out, and so I tried to push him off and open the car door, but he ended up throwing me into the backseat and started to suck me, I just kinda gave in after a while. I dunno why I was hard, but I liked it. He started to pull my clothes off, ended up tearing a hole in my shirt, and started to slap me in the face calling me some bitch or something. Honestly, at the time, I really enjoyed it but right after I came all over his face, I felt really guilty and dirty since he ended up cumming on my face getting it in my eyes and mouth I felt like an abused whore, but still cum to the memory to this day. Wish I could do it a second time.

>be me gay 19 yo 5’5” 120lbs twink
>on tinder match with 6’2” swol jock
>surprised as fuck I match with him
>invites me out for a drink
>a drink couldn’t hurt
>he picks me up we’re drinking having a good time
>go to the bathroom
>come back finish my drink
>on my second drink feeling shit faced and hazy
>tell him I don’t feel good
>tells me he can take me home
>by the time we’re at my house I can barely walk
>helps me to the bed
>blank
>come to a bit to my ass on fire
>he’s full force shoving his cock in
>I try to fight back but no strength
>for about 30 minutes I lay there while his dry cock is pumped in and out of me
>he cums and leaves quickly
>I pass out crying
>wake up the next day ass in pain
>in full panic head to the bathroom
>shower and scrub my skin and ass raw
>i feel something in my ass
>carefully feel around
>pull a bloody condom
>break down crying
>fast forward 9 years present day
>he comes up to me out of nowhere in coffee shop
>barely recognized him at first
>says “hey I think you are very attractive if you ever want to go on a date here’s my number” and leaves
>have the card with his number in my wallet for the last 4 months
>no clue why I can’t just throw it away
>came close on 4-5 occasions to text him to come over to fuck
>i think I need therapy

>>2613327
Wait what sauce for this, pretty please?

>>2614213
Sorry to read this anon. Go to therapy dude.

>>2614171
Grindr's phone app knows your SIM card / phone number and they can check your device MAC addresses, too.

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>>2614174
Was he an Arab or Indian? How did you push back against his advances at first?

What country was this?

>>2614325
I'm banned from it. I need a whole new phone account I guess or a prepaid phone?

>>2614408
How did you get banned from grindr

>>2614213
>>2614321

This is rough but relatable

You know what would be hotter than calling him? If someone used the number to track him down and drug and assault him back

Every time i see these sort of stories all i think about is how do these people just take dick without shit being involved due to no prep time beforehand. Even with a good diet, ya gotta do at least a little clear out if you are going to be fucked all night

>>2614443
Most of them are made up fantasies, but also some people have very different metabolisms and are relatively clean most of the time.

>>2614358
This was in New Mexico when I was visiting family for the holidays. Guy was Armenian and had a ton of body hair but definitely had good hygiene.

>>2613327
>15 at the time
>kind of knew I was at least bi
>best friend’s cousin next door comes from Texas to live with him
>Cowboy is early 20’s, very handsome, fit, tanned
>rumor was either her got a girl pregnant and had to leave home, or he’s gay (BINGO!)
>he hangs around a bunch of us 15-year olds who congregate at friend’s house
>develop a huge crush on him
>July 4th weekend and my best friend and his parents head to their lake cottage
>my parents get invited to wedding in Chicago so decide to spend the weekend in the city
>I’m old enough and responsible enough to stay home alone but my parents ask Cowboy to keep an eye out for me
>they leave and I go out to mow the lawn
>Cowboy comes over and asks if I want to have pizza for dinner with him
>fuck yeah!
>he tells me finish mowing, shower and come over at 6:00
>do that and get there just as he pulls up with the food
>go inside and start to eat
>he pulls out a bottle of wine and pours me some
>eat, drink, get a little buzzed
>when we finish he suggests watching a movie
>his bedroom is the only room with AC so we go in there
>he puts on a corny romcom and we’re both bored
>he asks if I want to watch some porn and I say yes
>start watching straight porn
>few minutes later he asks if I have a girlfriend. No
>asks if I’ve ever kissed someone. No
>suddenly he leans in and kisses me
>I like it
>few more minutes of kissing and he starts moving down, kissing my neck, ear
>pulls my t-shirt up and kisses my chest
>tells me to stop him if I get uncomfortable
>I don’t
>kisses all the way down to my waistband of my shorts, then comes back up

>>2614477
>asks me to do the same so I go from his lips, across his tanned chest, reach his treasure trail and get to his waistband and back up
>he does it again but when he gets to my waist, he opens my shorts, pulls them down and takes my cock in his mouth
>feels nice, my head is spinning
>he works back up and asks me to do the same
>kiss him down to his waist, open his pants and pull his pants down
>firm, 6” cock staring at me
>he guides my head down and I put his cock in my mouth
>it’s more of a gentle mouth fuck than it is a blow job
>he pulls me back up and goes back down on me
>this time while he’s sucking my cock he slips a finger in my ass
>well that’s something new
>it feels so good I kind of push back onto his finger
>he tells me to roll over on my stomach and when I do, he fingers my ass
>I’m arching my back
>after a while he takes my hands and ties them to the headboard
>I’ve always been into self-bondage so I’m fine with this
>feel him fingering me again but this time he’s using lube
>feel him mount me and he starts pushing his cock into my ass
>WTF? It hurts and I tell him to stop
>he doesn’t and I start yelling
>he grabs my underwear and stuffs it in my mouth
>continues to fuck me and all I can do is cry
>takes a few minutes but he eventually cums in my ass

>>2614478
>rolls over and falls sleep
I lay there, ass hurting, mouth still stuffed with my underwear
>about an hour later I feel him mount me again and starts fucking me
>he’s not as sensitive so he’s fucking me harder and faster
>finally cums for a second time, rolls off and falls asleep again
>third time starts a couple of hours later
>fucks me long and hard but I’m probably so loose he can’t cum so he pulls out and jerks off on my back
>unties me and drags me to the shower and he cleans me up
>tells me not to tell anyone or else I’ll be labeled a faggot

>>2614479
Honestly hot af seems like you two make a good pair. You ever see him after that?

>>2614659
He convinced me that is what people who love each other do and he continued to fuck me. Then he pimped me to a cop friend of his.

dunno how to greentext but

I was 16 (chubby at the time, and always been very hairy, puberty hit hard), gay guys my age and at school never once even looked my way so I tried grindr. Met this guy in his 40s said we could just go out to chat and get to know each other, nothing much so I agreed.
Ffw to the day, I get on his car and notice he’s taking a weird route out the city, I didn’t say anything cause I thought he knew a place we could be alone and not be interrupted. Weird silence all the way. We get to this rundown side road motel. Tells me to go straight to x room. I do, already fearing for my life. I get there and it’s only a bed and a table, cigarette smell. I sit down and wait. He comes in just minutes after. Comes straight to me doesn’t say anything and starts kissing me and taking my clothes off. I try to push him off to ask wth is going on but can’t, my whole body feels like it’s made of jelly and words don’t come out.
This part is where I kinda blanked desu I think he turned me around and started fucking me while I stared at the bedsheets and wall. I gotta say I don’t remember feeling much (?), I mean I felt him above me but I was like detached from the whole thing. I just remember I stopped crying at some point and just stood there.
Blank again (sorry it’s been like 10 years and I didn’t even like thinking about it much) but I remember he finished, I got in his car, silence again the whole way back till he stopped a few miles away from the city entrance and told me to get off. I did. No goodbye no nothing he just took the road back to his town. Bear in mind I live on the other side of the city. I had to walk the whole way back to my house (like 10 kilometers) cause reception sucked ass and my phone battery had died. My curfew was like 10pm and I got to my house by 2am. I don’t recall if my parents yelled at me or something I just went to the shower and passed out. No one noticed. I woke up in the water, got out and went to bed.

>>2614787
wow. thats fucked up. sorry that happened to you anon. what a shitty experience. if dude wasnt such a pathetic human being, it could have been a nice memory.

>>2614787
>dunno how to greentext but
just type a > before the sentence, like >this
>greentexting

>>2614727
>a cop friend of his.
a cop?

>>2614443
>>2614449
no, the reality is that shit *is* involved in anal rapes, lol the rapist just ignores it and the people who fantasize about it don't ever consider it

I've told my story here a few times. It was the summer before I went to college. I wanted to hook up at least once before I went. I was in the closet, but I kind of let my horny brain override my commonsense. I downloaded Grindr, but I didn’t put my pic up. I had a profile saying my age, and that I was a virgin. I really shouldn’t have had that shit on there because it was like fucking honey to fucked up people.

I get a message about 20 minutes later and it is from these two dudes who share a profile. They are in their forties. They are hot. Maybe not 10/10s but are attractive. I am kind of nervous. They seem super chill. I tell them it is my first time doing anything. They say it is no issue. They ask me to take some pics and I do. They ask me what I would want to do, and I tell them I don’t know. Maybe suck a dick or get mine sucked. They are fine with that and tell me where they live. I tell them I don’t have a car. They say no problem. They come and get me.

I go and shower before they get there. I hear the doorbell ring and go and see them. They are exactly like their pictures and that immediately calms me down. I grab my phone and wallet, and we hop in their pickup. The vibes are good, and I am super comfortable. We get to their place, and it is nice. It is an apartment that is well-decorated. It almost has a Western kind of vibe. I remember he had a longhorn skull.

>>2614941
I’m gonna give them names because if I don’t the story won’t make sense. John is the tall daddy. He had to be 6’2 because he was taller than me. Mike was 5’10 and he was shorter than me. Both were kind of blue-collar built. Like I don’t know what they did for a living, but I know they obviously worked out. I’m 5’11, and I have some muscle on me, but I was nowhere near the size of them. That had me worried at first, but they were so chill it kind of didn’t matter to me.

I sit down on their couch, and we are just chilling. Mike steps into the kitchen and grabs us beers. He pours them into glasses and says that he is collecting the aluminum so he can sell the scraps. I thank him, and we all start drinking, and just shooting the shit. They make me feel so comfortable, that at this point I’m considering asking them to be FWBs whenever I come back home from college.

I start feeling weird though. I don’t think it is the beer cause I have drank before. However, I start getting a headache and feeling woozy. Then I start losing my grip on my drink, and before I can drop the glass Mike grabs it. John grabs me and lays me down on him with my face looking at the ceiling. John says, “You had way too much man. We got you though. Let us take care of you.”

At this point, I am panicking internally but my mind is swimming. I then feel Mike on top of me, and he starts grabbing my dick. His hands were warm, but they felt weird. He grabbed my face and started kissing me. I didn’t kiss back cause my body was starting to just go completely numb. At this point, I’m starting to pass out. I do end up going under.

>>2614942
I wake up to John eating my ass. I still am way too fucked up. Like my head is swimming, and the room is spinning. Mike is sucking on my ear and tonguing it. I want to move, but I can only muster up weak mumbling. I passed out again after that cause the next thing I remember was being on my stomach and struggling to breathe. I can feel John’s fingers in me. Mike had his dick out, and has it in front of my face. He pried my mouth open and put his dick inside.

It doesn’t take much and I start throwing up. I guess he knew it would happen cause turns me toward a small trash can and I throw up in that. He runs some water over my mouth to “clean me out.” He then starts fucking kissing me again. I remember at this point all I was doing was crying. I still can’t scream or anything cause my voice just isn’t working.

John then started trying to fuck me. I don’t think his dick was huge or anything, but he was so rough. I remember it hurt so much, that I screamed, and went to push him off but he grabbed my hand so I couldn’t. I passed out again cause it hurt so much. I remember waking up to Mike being inside me. He said he was about to cum soon. He came, but all I felt was fire. He then went and grabbed the cum from inside me, and ate some.

He got me up, and they took me to their shower. They cleaned me up a bit. I remember there being so much blood. They got me dressed again and said not to tell anyone. They put me back in their truck. I remember passing out again on the ride back. They got me back home but needed to put me in the house. They left me on the couch. I remember I just passed out on the couch when I finally heard the door shut. I didn’t even get up to lock the door.

I remember I woke up about 3 hours later, and I felt so sick. I threw up again. I could tell that he had ruptured my hole. I couldn’t sit at all without it hurting. I checked Grindr, and they had blocked me. I deleted the app after that and never did it again.

>>2613327
the fuck is an SA?

>>2614997

Sexual assault

Drunk me at night.
Taxi call to the suburbs for a Gaydar* hookup.
Albanian (?) taxi driver must have picked up on my vibes bc I don't remember saying anything.
Next thing we are pulled over in bushes.
You like it rough? He says.
I'm on my knees in the dirt beside the cab sucking his (((cock))) until I said, um that's enough thanks.
We resume trip.
*Shows my age

>>2613327
My friend's father used to filmed us doing all sorts of things but never penetration, we were both around 7-8 yrs old. I knew and felt that it was taboo but I really liked when he asked us to rub our asses together, it was my favourite.

>>2615453
What happened to the friend? Poor kid

>>2615454
Looking back, I believe his father freaked out after he and his wife met my parents at McDonalds. Don't if anything but he moved away a month later. This was around 98' so no real way to reach out. He didn't warned me or anything that was I find bizarre.

>>2615456
Why would he warn you though? He must've been terrified living with a freak pedo father, and must've been comforting sharing being a victim with a friend

>>2615453
i wish someone molested me when i was a boy

>noo dont fuck meee please~
lol

>>2614997
Something Awful
It's the website 4chan came from originally.

>>2613327
One time I drop saop and penies went in my bum

Anyone got any stories where they're the rapist?

>>2613327
2nd year in collage. First time drinking with friends who knew I was gay. I got drunk and bored so i wanted to go home. One of them offered to drive me home. He helped me get in the back seat and i passed out there quickly. When I came to I was kneeling on the hood of the car somwhere dark and he was ramming my ass furiously. I was still confused and half asleep to know what was happening and passed out again quickly. Woke up the next morning in my room with my clothes on and thought it was a dream. When I was showering I noticed my anus was really sore and when I felt it blood was coming out and that's when i realized that it wasn't a dream. I spent the whole day crying and when my roommate asked I just said family stuff. I wanted to go to the police but my family still doesn't know i'm gay and would disown me so (not to mention the legal headaches) so I didn't. Luckily the guy dropped out after the semester and lost contact with everybody else.

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Lost my virginity to a stranger on grindr. He was more than twice my age. Told him no penetration; he immediately flips me onto my stomach and starts fucking my ass. I ask him to stop and he continues and twists my nipples. I try to leave later, and he gets behind me (he's at least a foot taller and twice my weight) and rubs my chest. He then pushes me down and fucks my ass again. He finished inside both times.

>>2616091
you ve the judge
>friend (straight as far as I knew) and I (bi) go out drinking at the pub
>both mid 20's
>he has a mouth
>we're leaving a bloke says something to him
>it's on
>3 v 2
>we lose
>he's got a gash on his head. not big but a bleeder
>get to my flat and get him in the shower to get the blood off
>patch him up
>help him to my bed and he gets in naked
I strip down to my shorts and get into bed with him
>we're both on our left sides and he scoots back to me
>grinds on me for a minute then stops
>feel him jerking off
>few minutes later he grunts and blows his load on my sheets (not the first time my sheets took a load)
>lay there for a minute and he starts snoring
>I'm still up against him and I'm hard
>slide my cock between his legs and start fucking his thighs
>60 seconds later my load joins his on the sheets
>never speak of it

No idea if any of these stories are real, but since many of them involve alcohol I'm glad I never, ever agreed to drink alone with a stranger

Go on Grindr, feeling slutty and new to PrEP. I go a bit wild haven't really had bareback with a stranger before and I've just moved back to a city from the countryside. Put on a jockstrap and get ready to be a little slut.

Start talking to a few people and arrange a few meets. Usually people on Grindr flake so I arrange two hook-ups. One guy meets and finishes in me. Think the other guy is going to pull a no show but he messages later saying he was still keen. We meet and he gets excited that I have a load in me and wants to fuck it deeper. He's so excited that after a break, he puts another load in my hole.

I feel tired but get another message on Grindr. It's from a guy around corner wanting head. He's a healthcare worker and works in the community. Definitely want to help him out. He says he wants a quick blow and go. It's pretty late at night now. We cover that I'm only keen to give head.

We meet, it's a cute Indian guy in his early thirties. He's pretty hung. I'm enjoying sucking him off. He tells me he wants to fuck me. I decline. Again I tell him my ass is sore and already filled. He seems to agree.

I'm kneeling in front of him sucking the life out of him. He gestures for me to stand up, I figure he wants to kiss. He doesn't. After I stand up he comes around behind me, pushes me onto the bed and flips me around. I freeze and ask him to stop. He doesn't. Smiling at me, eyes glazing over. He isn't listening to me. He parts my cheeks and just enters in one deep thrust. It fucking hurts. He's just pounding me hard and rough. I ask him a few more times to stop or get off. Then I beg. He's ignoring me. If anything when I ask him to stop his grip gets firmer and he fucks harder. One hand pressed into the small of my back, the other on my hip.

Takes him less than five minutes to grunt and to fill me. I mean I guess he figured I was a slut and deserved it.

>>2615880
This is an insane take. For me, it messes with my self esteem and my ability to tell whether I am in danger or not. It will make your life expectancy go down.

At the same time. If us gays who got molested want to bond over our weird unhealthy kinks, let us do it.

For me:
I got molested when I was a kid. I do not like to think about it but I am pretty sure it set up a pattern in my sex life. The guy who did it to me was otherwise very nice to me. He was ugly though and ofc I never wanted it, it made me confused.

Fast forward: I met a guy online when I was 20. He was the same age and was in another state. I traveled there to stay with him for a week because I was fucking stupid. He would constantly say how hot I was and no one had ever treated me like that before. Fast forward to when I get there, basically the first opportunity he got he pushed me down onto the carpet and raped me without a condom.

We were together for 5 years. He raped and did assorted sexual assault acts to me the whole time. For a while I somehow thought it was normal while you're having sex to get tunnel vision and a feeling of doom and have a voice on your head that says "things will always be this bad and they will never get better because you are unlovable."

Now I'm barely able to tell whether I actually want to take dicks or whether some part of me thinks I "have to" because I'm worthless and it's the only way to get anyone to like me (that's what my inner monologue says). My workaround is to not bottom anymore because with other forms of sex it's easy for me to tell how I feel about it. I went to therapy and since then I am always up front with saying "I do not bottom" when it comes to dating and hookups, and my self esteem has improved.

I hate that I wrote all that but maybe it will help someone.

>>2616208
Forgot to mention, my ex had a super skinny circumcised dick that was 7 inches long, with a big dick head. I have since learned that that is the worst dick shape for taking up the ass. Skinny dicks will sneak the dick head up too far and then attack you. If the dick is proportional and has a decently thick shaft, then the thickness will let your asshole know how deep it is every step of the way, and it feels nice and full instead of like a sneak attack.

Also he had an ugly orgasm face. What a shit stain of a person. I saw online that he got arrested a couple years ago though lol

>>2616208
this is exactly why I havnt been a relationship yet. so many gay men are sex obsessed creeps that will rape or kill you because they have some weird fetish

>>2613327
I got sent to like a scared straight camping group thing when I was in high school. We were in small 2 person yurts. No real security checks at night unless you made noise. I'm small. (5'5". 120) and I get put in a yurt with this absolutely massive kid, football dude, greek or italian, maybe. He's cool, we chat. He tells me he's in for fighting and I lie and say me too. I'm actually in there cause I have the ghey but I'm not telling anyone that. First night's cool, get through the next day and turn in for the night.

Lights out, we're chatting quietly. He says he heard that I was in here for getting caught with my bf too many times and I admit it. I told one other kid and now everyone knows. cool.

I fall asleep. I must have rolled over cause I wake up on my stomach and he's aggressively on top of me, naked. Tells me to shut the fuck up, don't make a sound, and roll over and suck his dick (easy 8 but not super thick, hairy, cut).

Pretty sure he's going to fuck me up if I scream and I'm shaking as he shoves his cock in my mouth. He slaps me a little and tells me to enjoy it. He grabs my head and holds me down as he cums down my throat. Tells me to clean him up so I blew him for what felt like another hour before he tells me to lay on my stomach. Has to go slow and he lays on top of me and fucks me or it's too much noise. I didn't want to enjoy it but I ended up cumming everywhere as he shoved my face into the bed to shut me up. He cums in me shortly after. We cuddle and make out for a bit. He tells me not to tell anyone cause he's not a fag. He goes back to bed, my fucking sheets are a mess, it's hot, covered in sweat. Have to sleep in sweaty, cummy sheets the whole two weeks as he fucks me every night . Eventually left and got a fake girlfriend (lesbo friend) just to get family off my back until I graduated and moved out.

This is my last experience being sexually assaulted but it's actually the first chronologically.

19 year old, bit of a twink back then. I get drunk in town, and have a fight with my boyfriend as town is closing late at night. Decide to walk home from town. It's gonna be an hour walk.

Just gonna preface this by I'm not camp and fly under the radar most of the time. Was even a bit of bogan.

As I'm walking a car pulls up beside me, a white Altezza. Window rolls down and a Maori guy in his mid-thirties asks me where I'm headed. Say my location and he offers me a ride. Being a young drunk idiot, I get in.

He starts driving asking me if I scored tonight or if there were any hot girls in the club. Starts talking about sex and asks if I'm a tit or ass kinda guy. Conversation is really sexual from the get go. I'm drunk but I'm not stupid. When we asks me if I'm pent up and starts monologuing about blue balls I get where this is headed.

1/2

>>2616341
He thinks I'm a straight guy and he's trying to get me horny. I don't want to mention I'm gay. Starts asking if I've ever played around with mates before. Talking about how a mouth is a mouth.

I'm trying to play dumb and we're headed to my side of the city so any amount of driving will save me a shit tonne of walking.

I eventually tell him I'm bisexual, just so he stops trying to get me to experiment with him. This was a bad move. As soon as I say that the tone of the conversation changes he tells me, tells, that "Oh, I can help him out then". Goes onto explain that he's being nice enough to give me a ride so I should earn it. He's not asking. The conversation turns dark. I'm starting to worry. I realise he's actually not going to my area past but diverted to the back roads headed out of the city.

As we slow down at some lights, I hear the click of the door lock. He stops talking and starts rubbing himself through his shorts. One hand on the wheel and the other on his crotch. We keep driving and the conversation has died. The air is tense. I'm panicking a little.

He's a bigger guy, thick with muscle and fat. Not attractive has a squashed face. Definitely stronger than my gangly ass.

2/2

>>2616344

After five minutes of silence we're out of the city and in the countryside. Down a quiet backroad. He pulls his car off the road. Turns and looks at me. Says two words, "Suck it". Locking eyes with me and whips it out.

It's not a big dick. It's below average and cut and this man doesn't trim his pubes. I lean across the seat and start sucking. Musky. Rock hard and coat in precum. It's small enough that I don't have to use my hands. He leans back and when I'm not enthusiastic enough puts a hand on the back of my head and starts fucking my face. After coughing and choking for a bit he lets go of my head and I settle into a rhythm. Don't know how long passes but it feels like forever. Then suddenly he's grunting and without warning cum fills my mouth. He definitely smokes and it's nasty. There's no open door or window. I have no choice but to swallow.

He starts the engine and drives back to city. He hasn't said a word. As we reach the outskirts of the city he pulls over abruptly and tells me to "Get out".

I scramble out of the car. Takes me an hour to walk home. I never tell a soul because I cheated, right? It was my fault.

Story is longer than I thought it'd be.

3/2

Bump

>>2614325
No, it knows your device ID so you need to reflash your phone, which will generate a new ID(not just a factory reset, but an entire reinstall of android)
With an iphone, short of jailbreaking it(which cuts out tons of features) there is no way to get past a ban.
Kinda funny they DONT also ban based off google or ios account, since that would prob. fuck over more people than doing device ID bans.

>>2614415
I talked about using poppers in a chat with a guy. He was super anti-drug, so i guess he screen capped it and reported me. I didnt do ANYTHING else that would kind of risk it(not lying either, since obviously this is anonymous) which made me realize just how prudish and lame the community is.
Funny enough, you'll see people openly hint at having sex with dogs in their profiles, which isnt just unsavoury but also ILLEGAL, and that shit gets ignored.

a year or so after I started my slut phase in my early 20s, I really was into sucking cock from discrete guys. I wasn't out then so this was good for me. Was a mix of slimfat at that time and cute looking so I was getting decent amounts of hits when I answered ads back when ads site were still fairly big

at that point I had sucked a bunch of married daddies in their cars and was getting a bit bold, meeting these guys in the middle of the night in dark car parks or sucking in some abandoned buildings out in the forests.

knew there was the possibility of danger but never actually thought I was in danger.

Cue that day:

Looked through an ads website one day and saw one from a Polish trucker who was coming through and had a half-day rest in an industrial area on the edge of the city. Was looking for a woman to have some fun. Always loved truckers, they are so hairy and masculine and daddy. Especially those slavic guys driving trucks who always seem to be a bit on the chubbier side with short cropped hair or bald.

So I brazenly wrote him as a young fag and offered myself as a cocksucker.
he replied after a while but kinda angrily wrote no and that he is straight and needs a woman, not a fag.

Ok, shot my shot, didn't work, moved on.

However, a couple of hours later when it was almost evening, he suddenly wrote back asking if I'm still interested. Immediately replied back with yes, he gave me his location, told me to hurry up he had to be going in a couple of hours.

So I raced to his location.

Went up to his cabin. He didn't really wrote much about himself in his ads, there was no picture, just general stats and description.

He was a real Polish daddy type, rough looking with a bald head and shaven face. Had a necklace with a cross on him and a wedding ring.

Immediately chubbed up, was into him.

There was some awkwardness in the beginning minutes where we just said hi. He seemed a little on edge but I thought he was just super horny

>>2616888
I asked him a bit about himself trying to tease some info out of him but he was super reluctant and kinda dismissive. All I got was he was married with a little girl and wife back in Poland and he was away for almost a month that day.

He asked if I was a real experienced cocksucking fag and i said yes.

He then basically told me to go back to his cabin where there was a super simple padded area and laid down and pushed his pants down, motioning to me that i should suck him.

I did, sucked him for about 5min fully clothed besides taking off my jacket. He had a trimmed crotch, a bit musky, not so big cock but very fat. At this point I was super into it.

His cock was super hard and then he started to touch my ass and feel inside my pants.

We haven't actually agreed on anything besides a suck session and I assumed that was it.

I've only been fucked twice before at that point and it wasn't really something I was into, I was much more of a sucker fag. So of course I hadn't prepared either and ignored his touching my ass.

But he got super into it and tried to put a finger in me, literally dry. Jumped up, told him no and that I hadn't prepared.

He said ok and pulled his hand back. Continued sucking him.

After a couple of min he was on my ass again with his finger trying to get into my crack, i ignored it. He was starting to get a bit agitated.

He then suggested we change position, with him facefucking me and me lying down.

Did it for a while and he was starting to shake a bit, thought he was coming, so sucked even more enthusiastically.

But then he abruptly stopped, went away from my face and suddenly put my legs up and getting my pants up. Literally yelped and tried to get away from him but he didn't budge. Took my pants off and in a matter of seconds, pushed up my legs so my hole was exposed and felt his hardon on it.

>>2616890
At this point I was actually fighting him for real but he pinned me down, actually slapped me across the face and my ears were ringing, he was a big guy and I actually couldn't get away.

Told him no and to stop and practically begged. He actually did stop but still had me pinned. He then said "maybe just a bit ok? only a little bit, only the tip".

I was a bit naive, maybe also still shocked and actually agreed.

Of course it wasn't just the tip. He started with it, circled my hole with his hardon and I relaxed because he didn't push but then he literally just fucked me, pushed it all in one go really brutally.

I swear never in my life did I feel so much pain, I actually cried and screamed and pushed against him and tried to crawl away but he literally just pounded me.

Telling me "it's ok" and "not too long" and I started to get used to the pain.

He came like a minute or so later, pulled out. Awkward and shocked silence.

He said thanks and "you can go now". I quickly dressed and basically told him "thanks that was hot" in a bit of a mindless comment and fled the scene, almost forgot my bag in his cabin.

At home I discovered I actually bled from my hole, got into a bit of panic about my parents discovering blood and asking questions and threw away the underwear.

Didn't meet anyone for a few months after.

And now I have a fetish for rough Polish truckers. Actually got a hardon writing this.

>>2616887
What's the hints? Sry, genuinely new to this and kind of baffled that's prevalent

>>2616888
>>2616890
>>2616891
Fuck that's hot. You had any other Polish trucker encounters since?

>>2616921

Only had one other Polish trucker since then sadly. He was a similar type but actually less on edge and nicer. Also agreed to be fucked beforehand that time. Still don't like it but I like serving as their cockslut so I do it. He had a less thick cock though, a bit longer than the other guy.

I had some Polish construction workers since though, they are also super hot and are of similar type. Bald or short cropped, very masculine looking, a bit fugly, heavier side with a bit of hairiness.

Also unlike the truckers they were quite the alcoholics, like you can smell the beer and sweat on them, which turns me on now.

I got roughed up a couple of times but my hole was actually never fucked this violently after that Polish trucker dude. He went in rather dry, I didn't prepare, he put it in all at once and without warning. probably bled on his cock but i honestly don't remember because I dashed out his cabin as fast as I could.

Ngl, sometimes I wish to offer myself to another Polish trucker in the hopes of getting the exact same scenario.

Thanks to him, I now have a bit of a fetish for these types of violent and aggressive Polish daddy types.

>>2616123
post ass bby

I was a small town 15 y/o kid with a learner's permit that neighbored a big city. This was back when Yahoo! Chats were a thing. Met a 40 y/o guy named Randall in one of the chatrooms for my state and lied about my age. The plan was to meet up at a local comic shop a few miles from my house. I'd hop in his car, we could talk and go from there.

We meet up and immediately he's on alert. He's a tall, skinny, kinda goofy white guy in a hat and he's asking me my real age. I tell him I'm really 17 but it's cool, I just look super young. We chat a bit, he calms down and asks if I want to go to his place to hang out and I say, "Yup."

We get inside of his house and immediately he puts me on my knees, drops his pants, and shoves his limp dick down my throat. The head of it is pretty big. His shaft is ~6.5", shaved and shower fresh. I remember feeling his cock grow in my mouth. He's having the time of his life and I'm struggling because its the first time I've ever actually gotten to this point with a guy. He's strong for a skinny guy and has my head locked in his hands while he fucks my mouth for a good while.

From the aggressive way he's treating me, I kinda start to realize the situation I'm in. I get scared and pull back to tell him I'm pretty nervous. He just grabs me by my arm, pulls me up, and takes me to his bed. He bends me over the edge belly down, steps behind me and uses his feet to kick my legs apart. Then he starts sliding his shaft up and down my crack, telling me, "It's okay. We're going slow now." I still remember the red and green plaid comforter.

The head of his cock is too big, and it doesn't help that I'm 5'6" 115lbs. at 15. He's being gentle and spending extra time and lots of lube trying to work it in. He says something like, "The condom makes it too sticky. Let my try this." Dude peels the condom off and starts teasing half of his tip in and out of my hole raw. I never agreed to go raw. But he was right about it being way more comfortable.

I finally tell him it hurts too much and that I can't keep going. He says, "Wait just a sec." Grabs my hips, lines up, and pushes until his entire tip pops in. It fucking hurts. He says, "Damn dude. You're tiny. Seriously, how old are you?" I'm in pain and scared. I crack. I tell him I'm only 15, and offer to finish him off with my mouth. Then Randall says, "Nah. I gotta teach you a lesson for lying to me."

He crams his raw dick right up my ass and parks it there holding my body down with his. He's saying, "Relax, relax. It's in now. Just breathe." He was nice enough to sit still for 45 seconds or so. Then he started fucking the hell out of me for the next 20 minutes, tossing me around like a doll. He finally start to thrust and moan. He yanks me down to my knees and blasts his load in my mouth and on my face. Tells me to get dressed so he can take me to my car. It was a quiet drive back.

>>2616983
Damn that’s hot af, you should have been fwb with the guy.

>>2616891
>>2616983
I love when guys tell you to relax and endure it right before they’re about to completely unload in your hole.

>>2613330
>>2613331
Ick, these ones look too young, could someone please reassure me with the actor/production names?

>>2613328
This one is hot, anybody know the actor's names?

>>2613327
SA story

>Get drunk with friends one night, had a few mushrooms and some adderall
>adderall makes me horny to no end
>hit up an old hookup, we’ve had a lot of conflict but I was willing to give him another shot
>get to his place
>everything is going great so far, we’re making out, giving head, the works
>go to pass out
>adderall so I can’t
>we start playing again
>it’s getting rougher than I normally like but I roll with it
>I get on top and start making out
>tells me to choke him
>not my speed but ok
>light playful choking
>have hooked up with girls before and did it softer than when I’m with a woman
>things reach climax I take my hands off of his throat
>he punches me square in the face
>fight or flight kicks in, adrenaline immediately rushes through my veins
>Slam my elbow into his diaphragm with full force (I’m 6’2 225 and he’s maybe 5’8 160)
>start choking him with both hands as hard as I can, as long as I can
>his hits keep getting softer
>Fear in his eyes, they start to roll back and his lips change color
>Moment of clarity, realize I’m about to kill this guy if I don’t stop
>get off and out of the bed
>he’s gasping for air
>I scream that if he ever hits me ever again I will kill him and I never want to see or hear from him ever again
>grab my shit, call an Uber a few blocks down, have a panic attack essentially the whole way home
>heartbeat doesn’t come down for at least an hour once I get home
>still trying to grapple with this

This ended hookups for me. I don’t know what happened or why it happened, I’ve fought with my friends before and never pushed it beyond simple sport. The feeling was more intense than any drug I’ve ever done. I wanted to kill him in that moment.

>>2617026
top is jaxton wheeler, not sure about the bottom though

>>2617091
If you do drugs then you are totally stupid. In Australia police RBT say drugs account for more positive road side tests than alcohol. Think about that before you kill someone with your car when under drug influence. This is why there are more and more police pursuits initiated because druggie drivers lose all abilities for common sense..

>>2617006
He gave me his number, but nah.
I was young and put myself in a kind of scary situation. As an adult, I look back on it and wonder what all it did to my brain that day. I've had countless roleplay rape scenarios with random partners since, and I'm pretty sure a lot of it was driven by that man.

It begs the question as to whether or not he was a pedophile. I was there with intent and lied about my age, but that didn't stop him when he found out. So that day he was.

A 40 year old man forced his raw cock into me when I was 15.

>>2617007
Yeah, in my case he just forced his cock into my throat and pumped two ropes of cum in it before I gagged and yanked away where he finished on my face.

>>2615453 #

no

>>2615453 #

I was orally molested when I was 6 and buttfucked when I 10-11. I would have been straight and my life would not have been so misserable if it didn't happened to me.

>>2617321
>
>I was orally molested when I was 6 and buttfucked when I 10-11. I would have been straight and my life would not have been so misserable if it didn't happened to me.

Like a true faggot blaming other people for his inherent faggotry.

You can have PTSD, miserable life, or whatever, but liking dick is on you. I bet you will still like dick if you were not abused.

wtf is wrong with u

Did anyone else get Grindr when they were in high school too?? I remember like half my school was on it trying to date older guys. It was kinda fucked.

>>2617333
Reminder that there is nothing wrong with liking dick and there is nothing to bet on in that scenario at all.

>>2617575
They wanted to move out of their parents' house and they wanted a sugar daddy thirty year old to shack up with because rent is fucking expensive.

>>2617577
Or they just wanted to date since they had no one to date at their school?

>>2617333 #

I got no problem with being gay, but how I became gay. What if I was inherently straight. I grew up liking girls up until 13, when I begun shifting from st8 to gay porn. As watching women made me associate it with the woman in my family. And this is also the point where the memories of prev sexual.encounters came back.

>>2617576
>Reminder that there is nothing wrong with liking dick and there is nothing to bet on in that scenario at all.

Nothing is wrong with liking dick,
>>2617712
>
>I got no problem with being gay, but how I became gay. What if I was inherently straight. I grew up liking girls up until 13, when I begun shifting from st8 to gay porn. As watching women made me associate it with the woman in my family. And this is also the point where the memories of prev sexual.encounters came back.

Yeah right, no problem of being gay, but next sentence was 'what if I'm inherently straight'? Hypocritical faggot at its finest.

The point of being inherent is the trait stays with you regardless of the external factor. You love dick now.

Go seek therapy, you should focus on healing your abuse trauma rather than blaming your gayness, that by your own word you have no problem, but you definitely have.

Or.. Just follow your logic, you become gay cuz of abuse, then just reverse it with another abuse, go sign up with gay-to-straight camp. When you look at gay porn you will remember shame to Jesus or some physical pain that is part of such program. That way you can find it if you're really inherently straight. Lol.

>>2617575
Yup, and at 15 I met a guy twice my age and got fucked for the first time in a public bathroom

Kinda fucked me up for a bit

>>2614213
That's hot. Get him back and rape him instead.

Let's hear from more of the rapists and molesters of the group. I need to know how violating some dumb twink or drunk jock felt. Is if as glorious as all gay tops imagine??

>>2613332
My life's dream is to one day be brave and cool enough to kidnap and rape hot hung muscular college fratboy uwu desu

>>2617842
> I need to know how violating some dumb twink or drunk jock felt. Is if as glorious as all gay tops imagine??
Being on the receiving end of this - no, it's not.

>>2614443
> how do these people just take dick without shit being involved due to no prep time beforehand.
They don't. They're fantasy not based in reality because they've never had an accident. I was seeing a dude I really dug and he begged to fuck me, so I let him. He got super grossed out when he pulled out and had some shit on his dick and bolted, never heard from him again. Super bummer and always prepare now. Super traumatizing.

>be me 26yo white 5"9 150lbs long hair fag
>too old to be a twink but still too cute not to be
>visit new city for job interview, be browsing Grindr in the evening
>receive message from blank profile
>"hiiiiiiiii"
>decide to engage because he's nearby and why not
>he sends dick pic, massive black cock
>"you like"
>"??"
>I do
>broken English, pretty obvious he's a refugee
>tells me he's 18 and has never been with a guy
>won't send face picture
>horny so YOLO
>2020 during corona-chan restrictions so we meet outside
>dude is hot af, tall and athletic, cute face
>would be slaying if he weren't a low status teenage refugee
>surprisingly friendly and talkative albeit I have to use clear simple language
>from Eritrea, has been living in the city for 6 months
>asks how many guys I've been with
>not sure but loads
>"nice, very nice" and grins, loves that I am a slut
>find a park, get on my knees
>perfect dick
>rough facefuck, nuts in 5 minutes
>swallow everything
>cannot believe my luck
>walk back together and all is chill
1/?

>>2617935
>I leave the next day but we swapped numbers
>many lewd photos and conversations follow
>"you like African cock", "am I first African"
>dude is clearly into racial kinks
>tells me about all the sex he's having with prostitutes
>sends videos he's secretly recorded
>feels pretty sketchy but whatever
>finally get given new job
>move ~2 months after we first met
>invite him over on the 3rd night in new flat
>he's on the sofa, I'm sucking his dick
>gets me to strip
>bend over on all 4s for him
>starts playing with my ass
>we'd agreed on just oral but I don't mind showing off
>rubbing his dick up against the hole
>remind him no fuckies please
"okay okay"
>keeps doing it anyway
>spits on my hole, fingers me
>keep turning around to say no
>keeps pushing my head back round and repeating "you like"
>go with it for a bit
>kinda painful, he's being too rough
>dick slips in
>TOO MUCH
>he leans forward, one hand on my neck one on my waist pushing down firm
>cannot escape
>keep pulling away until my head is up against the wall
>pinned to the ground doggy style as he fucks me
>"you like"
>"no please stop"
>"you like"
>"no"
>"you like"
>stop responding, just accept it
2/?

>>2617936
>he finally cums after 10 minutes
>I feel numb, stay lying on the floor
>he now looks sheepish like he realises he fucked up
>I'm scared to confront him so smile and act like it's cool
>cuddle on the coach
>watching some shit Eritrean soap comedy he put on
>end up sucking dick again, he starts to play with my ass
>I know where this is going so just meekly go to bed with him
>this time it's missionary with legs over shoulders
>still so painful at first but I can't move and we both know how this goes now
>lasts much longer this time so I have time to adjust and get into it
>jerk myself off at the same time he cums inside
>says it's late and he has to go
>I continue to invite him over
>sex becomes more and more violent over
>chokes me, slaps me, fists me
>I draw the line at filming but otherwise let him do whatever
>after my tenancy term expires I move somewhere nicer
>block him, never speak to him again
3/3

Had a grindr hookup one time that was not that chill. Started off hot then we switched positions and I realized he took the condom off. He was fucking me pretty hard in missionary and I asked him to slow down but he kept going harder and harder until he came inside of me

>15 at the time
>have fantasy of playing with older daddy-type
>think Pierce Brosnan or Daniel Craig
>see ad on craigslist from older guy looking for a younger guy to play with
>tell him I'm 16 (legal age)
>new at this so don't ask any questions but agree to meet
>agree that I just want to make out and try oral
>take a one-hour train ride to a town in the countryside
>he meets me at the station
>more like Elmer Fudd than Pierce Brosnan
>drive to his place is OK. seems like a nice enough guy
>get to his place somewhere in the woods
>he says we should take our clothes off and sit by the fire
>he's a bit overweight, hairless, above average cock
>he gets some warm cider with rum and weed
>we're sitting by the warm fire, naked, drinking, smoking, touching and kissing
>blow him while we lay in front of the fire and he cums in my mouth
>relax for a few minutes, drink and smoke some more
>he sucks on my cock. I suck on his. he cums in my mouth again, I don't cum so super horny
>we go into the kitchen and he makes sandwiches, stopping when he walks by to put his cock in my mouth
>eat, drink and smoke again
>getting late, last train at 5:00 and it's 3:00
>he suggests we go into the bedroom
>more touching, sucking, jerking each other's cock
>he rolls be on my stomach and is stroking my back. between the booze and weed, I'm very relaxed
>before I know it he's on top of me pushing himself into me
>I tell him no, tell him to stop but he just says "shhhh...it's ok. it's ok"
>keeps fucking me despite my asking him to stop
>pounds my ass and I end up just laying there biting my hand to keep quiet
>cums in my ass
>tells me I'm a good boy
>eventually rolls off me, tells me to get dressed and takes me to the station
>drops me off and never hear from him again

>>2617842
Be me. Have a crush on a straight guy that I've known for three years. Fucking jacking off to him. Sniffing his dirty underwear. Even film him in the shower (It was bad quality and could barely make anything out from all my excited shaking). Absolutely fucking obsessed. There's even a word for it 'limerence'.

We flirt a little, become close friends. He makes it clear he's straight and draws a line. One night we drink a little, catch up after a long time apart. I've missed him and I'm also really lonely and in a bad place mentally. To be clear, this is no excuse for what I did.

Go to bed, sleep on the same couch back to back. I can't sleep, hard as a rock, so turned I'm horny and furious at the same time.

Start rubbing my self slowly. Graze his ass with my hand. Touching softly. Get out of bed and start jacking. He's snoring now. I think now is my chance! I've got to see his dick up close. Don't know how to explain but it was like everything around me vanished but him and I was so focused on him and needing his dick that no other thoughts came through. No guilt, no shame or worries just pure need. Never been in that kind of mindset before. Looking back now it's terrifying. I get how people can do awful things to one another.

He's asleep on his side. Start to touch the waist of his pants and gently lower them. His eyes snap open and he asks, "What the fuck are you doing?".

1/2

>>2618125

I freak out and back away and stammer away. Queue almost comical backpedalling. The world comes sharply back into focus and guilt comes crashing down on me. I stumble away and sit down on a chair. He goes back to sleep surprisingly. I spend the entire night wracked with guilt wide-eyed and terrified of what I just did to one of my closest friends. Contemplate killing myself and have to resist the urge. Takes a lot of effort to stay still and not slit my wrists or dive headfirst off the balcony.

In the morning, when he wakes up things are tense. We're both pretending it never happened but it's just that, pretending. He says goodbye at the door and offers me a hug.

That was the last time I saw or spoke to him. He blocks me on everything and I lose one of my best friends. I decide to block and remove all of our mutual friends and social group. I never see them again or him. That way he never has to see or deal with me and he has a safe environment to do whatever he needs. If I don't block and remove myself I'll want to explain or talk to them. I've got next to no self-control. Lost most of my friends and my best friend due to thinking with my dick and being a rape-y fuck.

Still confused and miss most of my friends years later. Hurt myself and him with an incredible betrayal. It encouraged me to go get therapy so that's something. Find ways to cope and not put myself in stupid positions.

Still occasionally jack off over it and feel confused. Have sick depressing feelings churning through me. Woo!

Moral of the story is: Don't do it, it's not worth it.

2/2

Easily one of my biggest regrets in life. It haunts me and put me in one of worst places I've ever been mentally.

>>2618126
Kek. Finally, realistic story on /hm/

>>2614443
I'm not bragging but I'm super clean down there so I'd probably be raped shit clean

Here

https://youtu.be/9FmmpY1wdSo

>>2618126
thank you for sharing this. I really hope someone reciprocates love and you find peace within yourself. Remember- you didn't harm him. This is forgivable.

be 13.
Super horny all the time little sex freak. I watched porn all the time. Gay, str8, fetish, anything. When I get horny, I'm more interested in dicks than in pussy.
Jerk off all the time, eat my cum, drink my own piss, stuff whatever I find up my ass. Finally I can't take it anymore and make a profile on online gay dating site.
Lie that I'm 18 but hint in my description I'm younger than that. Market myself as a total pervy slut. Tons of perverts answer with all kinds of messages.
This keeps me fulfilled for a while, jerk off to the messages of what they would like to do to me. Few month of that and it's not enough, arrange a date with a 40+ guy that's from my town.
We meet in public, says that he wants for me to feel safe. We talk about random things while sitting on a bench and he asks if I want to go to his apartment, it's near by. I just nod.
We get to his apartment and the tone shifts. He is a bit different. Less smiles and random talk. Starts telling me what he would like, like his perfect scenario. Says that he has made several wooden dildos that look like stakes and that he would like to put them up my ass and take pictures of me. Says I can wear a blind fold so my face doesn't show.
cont.

>>2618148
I'm destroyed in a moment. I was so ready to suck him off and even have him take my virginity but a talk of wooden stakes freaked me out.
I ask if we could just fool around. He says he prefers his stakes because everyone carries a disease these days (this was late 90s).
I tell him that I'm a virgin (fool of a Took) and that I just talk big in my profile.
He asks really, and I say yeah, I'm 13, horny and hoping he would be my first.
I can see his dick going big through his pants. He practically jumps at me.
I try to slow him down but reality comes knocking and he removes my clothes in like 5 seconds.
He easily overpowers me and goes straight for my ass. Shoves two fingers in and goes deep.
They enter easy since I prepped myself and basically fuck my ass every day. This turns him on even more.
Pushes me to the floor, shoves his dick in a lies on top of me. Part of me is excited. Here it is, my first dick. It doesn't hurt and I kind of like it but the feeling of being violated by a weirdo takes over and I freeze up. His trusts start to hurt a bit.
He cums quickly but stays inside me for a few minutes, lying on top of me, breathing hard and deep. He falls out once he goes completely limp.
As I start getting dressed he keeps says how much he likes me and that he hopes he could take the pictures with stakes next time. I say sure and disappear.
Quit being gay for like 10 years until the extreme horniness and the constant need for dick is out of my system. Thank god I'm bi so fooling around with girls proved enough.

>>2618150
Hot anon, any more story? What about after 10 years gay break?

>>2618197
nope sorry, managed to calm myself down.

I got molested by my stepdad for several years.

I dunno if I'd call it rape exactly. Even though I guess legally most of it was at least stautory. It was one of those toxic dubcon situations. He groomed me just enough that I felt like I was complicit/asking for it, even though he was just treating me like a cumdump.

And even though the sex was one-sided and often way too rough on me, I did usually get pleasure out of it. Which of course made me feel guilty and even more responsible for it.

He kinda had me "trained" to anticipate when he was gonna jump my bones and prepare myself for it... which of course made me feel like I was consenting to it. Like for example if him and mom were mad at each other and he was out at the bar late at night, I'd pre-emptively clean and lube myself before going to bed cause I knew I'd get woken up at like 2am to him drunkenly stumbling into my room to relieve his sexual frustration by nailing me to the mattress.

>>2618150
Was guy hot or was he just some old fat fuck?

>>2618227
What did your stepdad look like anon?

>>2618150
>>2618255
He was average in every way
actually when I saw John Balma in parks and rec I immediately got flashbacks of the stake man, so I imagine he looked something like that

How do guys even get raped? If you can’t put up a fight you basically lost fair and square.

>>2618304
are you really trying to say that when you were in your tweens you were capable of fight 30+ men?

>>2618304
Sometimes size prevents resistance. Sometimes it's personality, trying to please and not create issues. Yes, you are partly to blame in those situations.

In my case it was being lured into relaxing with a guy, getting tied to a bed and getting raped.

>>2618371
>Yes, you are partly to blame in those situations.
What? no you've been brainwashed

>>2618374
So much brainwashing, gaslighting, grooming, denial, avoidance involved when discussing the r word in open forum, even anonymously. Personal and societal-wide. Offenders count on it. Can't be addressed without addressing those things 1st imo. Which, we just ain't there yet.

>>2618379
I mean, obviously this thread is meant to get people to jerk off I get it. But still sometimes I feel like intervening, even though its all pointless

>>2618383
I understand and agree.

>>2618383
I like to put myself in OP’s position since being raped is a lowkey turn on especially if it’s someone hot

>>2618610
>I like to put myself in OP’s position since being raped is a lowkey turn on especially if it’s someone hot
Spoken like someone who never get raped. Real rape is not a sexual fantasy anon, it does fuck your psych.

> young, but already nutting
> can't tell my parents I'm into dudes, feel like I'm the only one in the world, feelz bad
> walk to the video store near my house
> looking at the gay movie section, trying not to get noticed
> in a daze looking at the covers of the boxes
> not even porn, just gay movies
> realize too late there's a guy behind me in the aisle
> freak out and walk out super fast
> guy follows
> he seems super old, like a grandpa. in retrospect probably like 30
> go into a Krogers and head to the bathroom
> in retrospect, super unsafe place to go, but at the time remember thinking that the bathroom is private and nobody would ever follow me in there
> guy comes in too ofc
> nobody else in there
> I go in a stall and he's right behind me, comes in the stall before I even turn around to close the stall door
> maybe he thought I was leading him in there, didn't realize at the time but I was being super sketch
> hes in basketball shorts and immediately pulls them down
> hes got a short but fat dick, hard as a rock already
> I feel like I'm gonna throw up or pass out
> barely figured out masturbation yet
> this is all super fast
> he grabs his dick and steps forward and I step back away from him and hit the toilet and kind of fall so that I'm sitting down on it
> he's already jerking super hard, red in the face, definitely not trying to go slow
> he grabs the back of my head and pulls me towards his dick
> I remember the head was wet and I had this immediate thought that I could get diseases from it

>>2618759
> scared but open my mouth
> he puts it in and starts pumping the head in and out still stroking
> it was surreal like a dream
> seemed like almost immediately he dumped his load in my mouth
> I remember he was trying to be quiet but he was panting like a dog
> I think just because it was so overwhelming, not because it was sexy, but I came too
> in my pants without touching my dick. I still feel completely filled with shame when I think about it to this day
> I'm not even sure exactly when it happened, I think before he came in my mouth while he was just jerking and pushing the head in and out of my lips
> I felt like I was gonna start sobbing and I remember thinking I had to wait until I could get out of there because I didn't want him to think I was a baby
> ofc he was the one who had fucked up, and he knew it, and almost immediately he pulled up his shorts and got out of there fast
> I remember running home and thinking I was going to die of aids
> that's my story, sorry it's a bummer

>be on vacation with ex bf
>get high (mostly me)
>he wanted to put a plug in me
>it hurt more than usual
>"Hey man, I think you didn't spread the lube properl-"
>"I didn't use lube."
>OhOkay.jpg
>few minutes later, my ass gets irritated and I take the thing out
>"I'm horny"
>OhOkay.jpg
>"Sorry dude, don't really feel like it but we can try..."
>I get into position, he begins to finger me
>hurts like hell, ass is irritated
>"Uh, I think it's not working, sorry..."
>he seems a bit disappointed, stops for a minute
>lay there, trying to calm down
>suddenly feel his fingers in again
>weird but okay, I'll try to take it
>can't take it
>I utter the safeword, followed by apologies and explanations
>he stops again, not saying much
>few seconds later, he goes in again
>start wailing about how it hurts and how he should stop
>he doesn't listen
>after a while, I feel him pressing his dick on my hole
>ahshitherewegoagain.jpg
>hurts a lot at first
>it gets better
>it gets amazing
>start brabbling about how good it feels, like some pathetic slut
>he finishes pretty quickly, saying: "see, that wasn't so bad, was it?"
>be rock hard
>start begging him to continue or start over again
>he gets pissed off lol

>be 22yo, dated a guy for a couple of weeks,
>he was in his 40s, really hot, pretty wealthy business owner, ran a insurance agency
>we were drinking and partying pretty hard every weekend, we met a bar and he was a regular at a bar by his house. most weekends I ended up passing out/sleeping at his house
>I was at the time extremely submissive and gullible for my partners.
>he had this F150 we would regularly hook up in cause the dark tint it was really great a few time we'd go to parking lot and I'd suck him off in the back seat
>one night we started getting frisky and he tells me to go wait in the back seat
>few minutes later he comes out with a guy from the bar who I didn't know. He climbs in the driver's seat and the stranger in the back with me
>tells me we are all going back to his house together
>really weird setup but 3 minutes to his house and on the way tells me that this guy is going to join "us"
>inside his living room the stranger stands infront of me as soon as I sit on the couch and takes out his cock
>I'm really confused and I look at my partner like what's going on. Tells me to "get started" he goes to the kitchen to get drinks
>the stranger had a decent dick, he was husky and smelled like cigarettes.
>I just start jerking him off which was fun enough for me waiting for my bf to join in before I started blowing this guy
>few minutes later he's back with beers and my bf says "I told him you had the best mouth don't disappoint" and he takes my head and puts it on his cock
>love the praise and physical directions. So I oblige and start blowing him, my bf eventually drops trousers and stands next to him
>both of them beers in hand while I swap on them
>my tolerance for aggression is pretty low, I'm a communicator, I love being ordered around and my bf did that mostly but the stranger didn't
>he started to get rough with facefucking and holding my head down. When he slapped my face I looked up like wtf and they both started laughing at me

>>2618935
>this is when I started to feel my mood change and started to get annoyed. Up until this point everything was okay. I wasn't happy he brought this guy without talking to me about it first but it was fine until he slapped me
>I looked at my bf confused and before I could say a word while trying to catch my breath he stuck his tongue down my throat and told me "we are going to have so much fun tonight, stand up and take your clothes off"
>my horny tipsy brain was off again even tho I wasn't thrilled about some things. I stood up and undressed for them and was immediately being groped and spanked and grabbed between the 2 of them.
>a few hand prints on my ass never bothered me but when he stranger squeezed my balls too hard I recoiled and said ouch. My bf grabbed me and started stroking me while the stranger kept grabbing the rest of my body
>my bf sat down put me on my knees infront of him and the stranger knelt behind me
>only thing he did all night that I enjoyed was rimming me from the back but he kept squeezing my balls too hard intermittently and kinda ruined my feeling and rhythm of sucking dick
>eventually he squares up and tries to start to fuck me. Since I'm not vibing I'm not relaxed so I'm not easy to ass fuck even tho his dick wasn't that big
>the whole time my bf is talking to me and I'm pretty much trying to ignore the stranger
>eventually my bf gets up to get the lube from his room and it's just me and the stranger
>he grabs me by the hips and pulls me backwards off the couch where he didn't have a good angle to fuck me and pushed my head down. This guy was weirdly strong like blue collar strong and if he had just waited one minute for my bf to bring the lube this whole interaction might have felt different in retrospect.
>immediately after startling me he shoves his cock in after he never really got all the way before and it hurt. He pushed in mostly dry just saliva and holding me down by the back of my head.

>>2618944
>when my bf came back he I remembered him say "hell yea, fuck his brain out"
>he eventually added the lube but nothing else felt right that night. We moved through various positions in the living room and it was mostly the stranger fucking my ass and my bf either watching or getting his dick sucked
>The stranger didn't say anything to me just compliments about me to my bf like this sluts ass is great and you are lucky to have this. He was generally rough pounding me and never choked me but pushed my head down from behind and held me down
>the whole encounter lasted maybe 25-30 minutes. My bf finished really in the first 10 minutes but kept joining in using my mouth. The stranger fucked me over the armrest of the couch and finished on my ass. Because I was not really enjoying myself I only got a half chub a few times
>after the stranger came he just got his pants back on and walked out the front door after thanking my bf
>I took a shower and had a another beer, next day my ass was sore like it hadn't been in a while. My bf explained to me he knew that guy and wanted to "show me off" and that I did well. I wasn't a fan of the experience and told him, he continued to push my limits over the few months we dated and if it weren't for that I think I would have stayed with him

Got groomed as a kid. When I was 5 we moved out to forest and log cabin country to a shitty little dirt road with hardly any neighbours. The only other kid was 12 so he was the only one I could hang out with. We'd basically just play video games or hang out in the wooden clubhouse his dad had made him in the woods behind his house. Around the time I was 8 and he was 15, he started showing me porno mags he had stolen from his dad's stash. We'd sit out in his clubhouse and look at them. It didn't take him long to convince me that I'd need to learn how to do all that sort of stuff if I ever wanted a girlfriend. The only person I had to practice with was him. It started slow by him jerking me off. Then moved onto him wanting me to blow him. Then he would finger me. Which ultimately led to him fucking my ass. This went on for a few years. Spending hours in that little wooden shack getting my ass and mouth fucked. That evolved into bondage and bdsm stuff. None of it meant anything to me. I didn’t understand how much I was being taken advantage of or how me getting tied up and ass fucked by a guy twice my size wasn't preparing me for stuff I'd want to ever do later in life. I remember the worst day very clearly, where things started to click for me that this wasn't right. I was probably about 12 and he was around 17 or 18. He had tied me down so on the floor of that little wooden room and had already been violating me for a while that morning. He had stuck the handle of a shovel up my ass and had his dick in my mouth when his mom called for him from their house..

>>2619060
..He told me to keep quiet and rushed out, leaving me tied up on the floor. I waited there for what felt like hours, unable to move and unable to get the wooden handle out of my ass. I remember squirming around helplessly on the rough, dirty, plywood floor, being too scared to call out and get seen. By the time he finally got back, I was sobbing. I had felt spiders crawl all over me and my insides hurt from how far up the handle had worked its way inside me. He apologized and said his mom needed him to do some chores. But instead of untying me, he just shoves his dick back down my throat until he finished on my face. It was the most humiliating and dehumanizing thing I had ever experienced up until that point and I started avoiding him afterward. I'm still very fucked up when it comes to sex.

>>2613327
got two, i got raped as a boy after experimenting a bit with a classmate by him.

then i got raped on a grindr date a decade later oh well...

>>2619107
>got two, i got raped as a boy after experimenting a bit with a classmate by him.
>
>then i got raped on a grindr date a decade later oh well...

Full story or those never happens.

>>2614419
Go nuts anon 1-604-720-4098

why do i feel the need to be verbally degraded and/or anally penetrated by fit men whenever I'm depressed and feeling lonely?

such attention from such men is the only time i feel loved and worth something, not even when we're cuddling or he's treating me nice

i don't even enjoy speaking with them. they just blabber on about the same thing, giving predictable surface-level replies, and being genuinely confused not wanting to venture out their bro-views. regardless, they still hold great jobs / run their own business, and friends with many

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>>2613329
>>2613330
>>2613332
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=yv4Us60U2qk

>>2618126
This is such a bitch boi response. I need a real remorseless rapist to tell me about his conquests. Not some pathetic wannabe molester who couldn't even suck a dick by force.

>>2618126
You couldn't rape me either and I'm a 17 BMI twink, fuckin faggot loser. Ain't nobody gonna want a top who couldn't rape them by force if they wanted lmao

>>2619061
This must have been so scary anon. Could I ask how you’re ‘fucked up about sex’ now from it?

>>2618759
Welp, just came reading this. Not proud of it but there it is

>>2613327
This is what happens when you continuously seek validation. That's what they want.

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>>2617686
you just said half the school was already on grinder so it sounds like they'd have plenty, no?

>>2619274
I ended up extremely kinky. Not really interested in sex unless something very taboo is involved. I don't have a humiliation kink but I often find myself drawn to compromising situations that I know I'll regret after. Like, I ended up doing cam shows for a while for money. In hindsight, I didn't need the money that much but it involved a lot of embarrassing things that I regret. And now there's pictures and videos of me all over the Internet that I'll occasionally see and be reminded. There's actually quite a few of me in another thread here even. I've also been in physical and emotionally abusive relationships that i had trouble leaving. So yeah, my relationship with sexuality in general is just abnormal now.

teenager, mid-90s, Brazil, there is a group in my hometown called Viúvas Virgens ("virgin widows") that crossdress and goes to carnival parties.

Borrowed a dress from a friend who helped me with hair and make-up. Never felt so sexy and hot in my life.

Few weeks later, a friend of mine said "oh, I heard you've been to the virgin widows party, I wish I could have seen it". I said I still have the dress and ask him if he wants come to my house to see it.

Guy is kinda hot, big bulge, always making jokes like "one day I'm gonna marry you, one day I'm gonna date you, I want to fuck you more than any girl"

nobody home, I put on the white dress with fishnets, no lingerie and go back to living room to show (off to) him.

he cant stop saying how hot I am, I sit by his side and cross my legs, pulling up the dress to show the fishnet. He grabed me, started kissin my neck and started to bend me.

That wasn't my first time, I thought it was really cute and sexy and tried to kiss him in the mouth. he started to shout stuff like "you little fag, you want me to fuck you"

and so he did. no lube, no preparation, just an excruciating pain. I asked him to stop, I even said I would let him and he didnt need to be so violent, but he wasnt listening anymore and as soon as his dick got inside me, i couldnt even speak with the pain

fucked me real hard, finished inside, I'm bleeding, shitty and drained, I couldnt barely move and I'm not even sure if I passed out. But I remember him going to the bathroom before leaving. took me a long time to go to the bathroom and take a shower. slept like a fuckin coma.

He never spoke to me again, he seemed angry, furious with me, like he was always waiting for an excuse to beat the crap out of me. no more jokes about wanting to marry me.

I really like to crosdress, I really wanted him to fuck me, but his hatred hurted a lot.

>>2619287
Uh what.. ? He raped you but he is the one who was angry with you ?

And you wanted him to fuck you _again_?
Not sure who get SA-ed lol.

>>2619309
yeah, REAL angry, maybe he was afraid I was going to tell someone.

and no, I didnt want him to fuck me AGAIN, I wanted him to fuck me BEFORE that, I've always had this crush on him. but I couldnt barely be around him ever again by the way he looked at me.

>>2619061
I'm really sorry that happened, sounds pretty traumatic but damn, your survival instincts are terrible. Hope you've worked on that

>>2618610
From what Ive gathered reading these stories and countless others is that they aren't ever 'really hot', sure maybe the anon trauma responds by gaining an attraction to the perpetuator as a type but almost every story has a point where you can tell an ick switch has been flipped. Whether the dudes pics arent recent or just moments before the assault when they drop their facade of a personality or phase shift their brain into their dick and zone out. Fuck its depressing that these stories sound like they could EASILY be pleasant memories for both parties and even recurring experiences if it wasnt for the dumbass rapist ruining it for a dry hole like got damn its ridiculous.

i feel like a majority of "straight" men are gay. especially when i found myself "dating" girls back in grade school (when I was curious) they "straight" guys would suddenly flock to me and make descriptive gay sex jokes non stop. i hate how men are majority of faggots. its depressing. they probably thought I was a dominant top.

>>2619309
Its a culmination of their shame at who they are and that internalized homophobia has to be projected onto someone else in order to avoid dealing with it and accepting it. "That faggot WANTED it, hes a fag so he DESERVES it" note that they always compartmentalize who is to "blame" for the encounter. In many cultures people see being gay as the end of their world or a s being in a "less than" position in society especially in more religious areas.
>>2619287
Im really sorry to hear that anon I can understand the hatred could be as painful as the physical act itself if not moreso :(

>>2619470
>Fuck its depressing that these stories sound like they could EASILY be pleasant memories for both parties and even recurring experiences if it wasnt for the dumbass rapist ruining it for a dry hole like got damn its ridiculous.
Fucking preach, anon!

>>2619460
Ah textbook of internalised homonohobia sprinkled with toxic masculinity.

Sorry anon to hear your experience.

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>>2619478
You think most men are gay... and they're lying about being gay and pretending to be straight

>>2619465
Totally but, in fairness, it did start when I was 9 and it didn't seem particularly dangerous or scary in the beginning. Toward the end, I was mostly afraid someone would find out so I was scared to end things in case he told someone out of pettiness.

>>2619285
Anon, are you hot? Only hot guy porn stays on the Intetnet like that.

>>2619478
Sexuality is a spectrum. I agree that the amount of people that are completely on either end of that spectrum is probably much smaller than most people assume, but I wouldn't necessarily call them all gay. Most likely just a lot of bisexuals that favour one gender so much more than the other that they probably don't realise they're bi or just aren't that interested in deviating from what's easier/more socially acceptable. That's probably where a lot of "bicurious" and "gay for pay" folks fall. They're really into the opposite gender, but the idea of having sex with the same gender doesn't completely disgust them. Like, how many girls do you know that are totally fine with making out with another girl if they're drunk or feeling extra horny? Probably quite a lot. That's mostly because it's more socially acceptable for women to experiment with that kind of thing, so they're able to embrace the side of themselves that most people probably have.

>>2619527
I understand, sometimes we get caught up in those situations especially as a child. I've always been extremely wary of strangers. I remember one time as a child my friend asked if I wanted to play with our dicks and I refused because I was too scared

>>2615475
Out of friendship but again at that age... Anyhow I felt sexually frustrated afterwards as he and his father were my gateway into sex

>>2619287
Trannies getting raped is gross. Only the mentally ill (aka bisexuals) are into trannies.