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I fantasize about my best friend fucking me. Me and him used to do stuff in our early teens but it was nothing serious. Now he’s married and I catch myself daydreaming about him slamming his cock in me.

I want my uncle (younger brother of my mom) to fuck me ever since I saw his dick... he's girthy like half the size of the soda can. not to mention he's a looker when he's young and even matured to a fine wine in his 40s. whenever he passes by our house on the street and says hello to me, smiling, he got my benis sparkling diamonds. he used to drink but ever since 5 years ago, he stopped getting drunk so I don't think I'm able to take advantage of him when he passes out.

I cheated on my boyfriend with an old FWB 3 separate times. He was so sexy and he wanted me as bad as I wanted him. We're insanely sexually compatible and I've never felt so much sexual tension with someone before. We fucked each time we met and kissed so passionately and he knew exactly how to tease me. It doesn't help that he got even hotter than when we were fucking around originally.

I was so turned on I came inside him after only a few pumps. I've never cum inside anyone before without jerking myself to completion first. It felt amazing. But I'm so fucking disappointed in myself that I betrayed my love like that. Since then I haven't had any temptations to cheat and I've cut off communication with the FWB. I'm going to marry my bf and he can never find out. I'm an awful person and I'll carry this secret to my grave. I wish I had never done it.

>>2674313
I let a twink who basically loved me suck me off and swallow my cum even though I was seeing a girl. He basically manipulated me into breaking up with her, but we didn’t date afterwards. He’s also way more hung than I am, which makes it hot how much he wants me to own him.

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The ONLY way I can cum when jerking off is in this position

long ago I realized that tightening my thighs and buns made the orgasm much stronger, and unfortunately conditioned myself to where this is the only way I can cum now

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>>2674327
Similar situation: Got bf for 10 years. Have FWB that I fuck regularly. I’m quite fit 5’10’’ 35years old, he is 6’1’’ muscle guy, 8 years older – Awesome, big chest, sensitive nipples, He love when I suck them. Then I suck his cock while fucking his ass. I’m loving it, unfortunately can’t last long it too hot. Pick related.

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I just rode a dildo on cam for a BBC I never met before. I came so hard and so much that I couldn’t stop shaking. I’ve never done this before fyi. Pic is me.

>>2674329
can you cum other ways when having sex?

>>2674313
>be me
>virgin 25 year old from religious primary/secondary school
>goes to college
>discovers Sniffies
>discovers homosexuality
>exclusively blow and swallow married straight men thinking it doesn’t make me gay
>get told I give the best head of their lives
>literally a virgin faggot don’t know what I’m doing
women need to git gud

>>2674313
no confessional thread on other board
so i'm here
>during the day at the office i have a little rainbow placard
>do the pronoun thing on e-mail signature
>show up at all the resource group events for various minorities
>be vocal about allyship
>go back home
>go to tibetan yak-swapping board
>declaim against woke trannies and tell others to dilate

>>2674313
>meet guy
>he was abused by priest when a kid
>got $75K settlement
>feels guilty about it because he liked it
>roleplay with him so he can relive it

I've been happily with my GF for 2 years, and we even live together. She knows I'm bi. I would never cheat, but I do find myself fantasizing about being with a man again. My mind wanders and I start thinking about a dick I sucked.


Just today in the bathroom I randomly thought about how I would spend hours cleaning out my hole just to sometimes only take it up the ass for like 2 minutes. Then I started thinking about the guy who I hooked up with for years who always lasted the longest. Now I can't stop thinking about how he used to pummel my hole.

>>2674369

In a very longterm (decades) relationship & sex stopped long ago--we both just JO which suits us

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My favorite part about going to an anime convention is getting to dress up as a skimpy anime girl because I like having random fat guys eyes on me.

>>2674401
Are you guys open? Do you love each other? Im curious about long term gay relationships...it gives me hope that my own will work out lmao

>>2674313
>Be me. 25.
>I have come to the realization that I may be a manipulator.
>I am a top in a very bottom heavy area. Combine that with me having a nice dick, body, and face means that most cute bottoms I message on grindr or sniffies will want to meet up.
>I have learned to say whatever I need to say to get my cock inside them. Telling a guy he is the only one i want, that his hole is all I need, all while having a snapchat of dozens of guys where if I post a selfie on my story I will be flooded with DMs of guys asking me what I am doing tonight.
>While I never say I am only looking for sex, I usually just say "whatever happens happens" and those bottoms who claim they NEVER do hookups and only want an LTR will all of a sudden be begging me to breed them.
>Most guys I have sex with have no idea they are just one of dozens I had to choose from that day because I make them feel special, am nice to them, talk with them a lot, get to know them etc. Most end up saying they want me and only me.
>I will string them along, fucking them when I want until they say they love me or want me to commit, then I drop them.
Sometimes I feel like a POS but I make sure to never explicitly say that I want a relationship or that I am exclusive to them. People believe what they want to believe when they are horny. No, I do not believe I am the most attractive man to walk the earth, I just take care of myself, work out, have a decent job, don't act like an asshole when talking to people, and have my own place. The bar is incredibly low to be desirable. And no I don't have STDs.

>>2674319
I feel this hard. Used to be best friends almost 10 years ago (we used to be like ~14-15 years old), friendship just fell apart rather quick after that and never seen him all this time again.

We jerked off together like 6 times in total over the years, blew each other to completion like twice. Last sleepover was the last time we jerked together too. All I remember that his cock was WAY noticable girthier and tastier looking that time around, but sadly we only jerked it that time around.

TLDR: Ever since then I have dreams like about every two months of so of slowly pulling back his somewhat tight foreskin,
tasting his musky/salty head and have him shoot thick big globs of cum in my mouth

God does not mix with gays

I sneak take pics of my friend's ass all the time. I could never catch a real view of his buttcrack

>>2674396
Mind sharing more about the guy you used to hook up with?

I'm in my 20's and only ever been with people my own age but am gradually finding the idea of getting fucked by an older man hotter and hotter. Idk how I'd feel actually going through with it since I don't particularly like hookups, but I can't deny that having a daddy pump me full of cum sounds crazy hot

I have a fucking huge prejac fetish. The idea that I could get a guy to cum in his pants from making out or making him shoot with just a little bit of foreplay is super hot to me. It'd be even hotter if it's something he finds humiliating and is like "No, wait I'm not ready yet, don't make me cum!" but then is just toally unabe to stop himself from shooting. There's virtually no porn like this, so I mostly have to jerk off to my own imagined scenarios.

I’ve had sex with countless men. I think I’ve only enjoyed it with one person. I always hate the experience but I end up going back for some reason. I don’t understand what this is, Has anyone else felt this? Part of me thinks I’ve got a repressed memory and it’s driving me back to it even though I don’t want to.

>>2674773
>I don’t understand what this is, Has anyone else felt this?
It’s your natural evolved instincts telling you that you need to get a wife and children and live a normal and healthy fucking life.
I hate myself for being attracted to guys, but it’s an itch I always need to scratch. Homosexuality truly is a curse.

I'm a "straight" married male who daydreams of being used as a fuckmeat in the most depraved way - junkies, hobos, obese slobs. I want to be dressed up as if I'm on the red carpet and find myself in a house of a hoarder who hasn't showered in a week, I want him to grope me and rip my clothes as he's filled with frenzy to release his hot cum either in me or all over me.

I immediately start leaking when I imagine my wife in it as well, I want to be forced to lick an old grandpa's bulge through his stained boxers and he makes out with my wife, or have us both gangbanged by a bunch of horny Indian men like in all those videos where women are being followed

>>2674773
Same, except I don't think I've ever enjoyed it. Bored at best, uncomfortable at worst. The idea and the memory is always infinitely hotter than the act itself, but I keep doing it so there must be something there.

>>2674773
You could just be a sex addict

I starting experimenting a year or so ago in my late 30s. Screwed around with a guy or two, and now find myself looking at guys completely different. Get compliments on my body on hookup up sites along with a lot of dirty talk and pic sending. Huge turns on, I guess this is me now.

I met a older guy that looks an acts a lot like my dad. He is only a couple years younger than my dad. We're making out eventually. He doesn't know why I'm so attracted to him.

I fantasize abour mutual jerking with another guy. (Only thing that seems quite safe in regards to std's)

I get super hard when I jerk in doggy position

I keep having this fantasy about quitting my job, breaking up with my bf, leaving my entire life behind just to suck cock all day long. Id cruise, hang out at gloryholes, put my face and name out there for any and all guys who need their balls emptied. I'd drink piss, swallow load after load, lock my cock up, not sleep, just become a cock monster basically...

Anyone here live that lifestyle and know if it's fun/worth it?

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>>2674396
>>2674668

Sorry, hadn't checked in for a while.


I'm sure everyone will be happy to know that he was black and I'm white. I'm 5'10", hairy, masc, about 185 at the time, gym rat type. He was 6'2", probably around 230, also hit the gym but with a big belly.


I'd get to his place and immediately get naked and fall to my knees in his bedroom. I'd be hard already while his juicy 9incher stiffened up in my mouth. I loved sniffing and kissing and sucking on his big balls thinking about the load in them.


When he was ready for my ass I would get in whatever position he wanted, usually bent over or on my back. I'd always prepare for him with a butt plug after our first time and he was good about stopping for extra lube, so he'd be pounding me in no time.


He really knew how to stroke it. He loved how we'd get all sweaty, we'd switch positions a bunch. Sometimes he'd last so long he'd apologize, as if I wasn't there to be his fuck toy.


He blew a load in me every time we fucked. Raw, except for the very first time. If I came too soon, he would be disappointed since he wanted us to cum at the same time. I probably took more loads in my ass from him alone than all the other guys I was with combined. Never kissed me once lmao.

>>2675158
>Anyone here live that lifestyle and know if it's fun/worth it?
No. I have a question though, why do you think that such a lifestyle would make you happy?

>>2674773
>>2674807
>>2675118
You are on this board, you like men

>>2674526
I have come to realize people like you have the strongest homophobia because in reality you are knowingly hurting them when they exhibit that part of you you repress which is the desire of romantic love with another man. Good luck on not getting STDs, you're already in hell and full of bad karma.

>>2675226
I also have sex with men. I just wish I enjoyed it more. I just never leave all that satisfied. I'm probably the worst lay desu

I went on Omegle years ago and someone showed me some cp. I was close to cumming so I didn't stop but I came so hard after that, I don't think I've ever cum that hard before or until now

>>2675229
you need to put down that crack pipe

>>2674526
> I may be a manipulator
...

This might become a confession. My boyfriend is out of town tomorrow. There's this gay sex party called 'meat market' where bottoms are blindfolded and can't see or refuse tops. I'm thinking about going (as a bottom).
It would be going behind my boyfriends back, but holy fuck if this is not my absolute biggest fantasy of my life. Should I go?

I cheated on my girlfriend at the sauna.

I went to a men's sauna. I knew that I looked good and I enjoyed the guys staring at me, but I didn't want to do anything else.

I went into the hamam, but found it cold, so I went deeper towards a hidden alcove where it was dark and warmer. I was sitting there when I sensed someone standing in front of me. I thought he just wanted to sit down, but I felt his hand reach around my head and lead me to his dick. I knew it was wrong, but I still opened my mouth and tasted the precum. While trying not to think of my girlfriend, I started sucking him off. He started to groan and call me baby, pushing my face onto his dick. After a while, I sensed that there were more people standing at the entrance of the alcove. I felt too guilty and got up to leave, but hands felt me all over, grabbing my ass and pushing against my hole. I pushed through and left the sauna after that.

I feel very guilty, but thinking of that moment still makes me hard and jerk off.

>>2676110

If it's not something you want your bf to find oout, don't do it. You never know who will see you there and tell him.
If you want to indulge in that kind of scene, do it away from home where it's unlikely somebody will see you know knows you

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I have a fantasy about hot guys' toothbrushes. I have stolen 4 over the years from guys at the gym who left their shaving kit open & unattended, and I use one of them to brush my teeth right before I J/O.
It's the closest I'll ever come to kissing them

>>2676164

Its in a city an hour away and I'd be wearing a hood during the whole thing

>>2676165
My friend used to gift his boxers on my birthdays before he got married

>>2676110
get full antibiotics and prep - do it

>>2674721
That just sounds like cum control. Unless it's the humiliation part plain particular for you.
I remember fixing my buddy's phone years ago, that's where I learned he likes humiliation but for girls who piss themselves. Very peculiar. Tough to view him the same but I got over it eventually. Helped that he's a tall redneck bear.

I get hard and sometimes cum while sucking cock. During sex I’m completely flaccid unless I’m constantly jerking no matter how into it I am.

>>2674721
This is me. I very often cum in 10 strokes when I’m very hard. Mostly I last less than 30 seconds stroking regardless of speed. Of recent, I cum so quick I don’t even have a proper orgasm. Many Guys I’ve mentioned this to and played with online found it very hot and said they didn’t mind. I’m upfront about it. But it’s absolutely horrible and depressing on my side. What’s the point in it all for me if it’s all over in under 20 seconds? I spend more time unchanging than I would last. Last week I rubbed my cock against my thigh about 20 times with precum as lube, and I cum a huge load and barely felt pleasure. Totally sad. Had this since teens and getting worse I think. Related to pelvic floor muscles and bad posture like APT. Stretching before helps last longer. Don’t think I’ll ever please anyone, especially a woman. Cum always has dribbled out. Probably also related to pelvic floor muscles. Kegels make it worse. Very sad. I’m 30, 110lb , 5 foot 7 for interest sake.

>>2674352
I want to do this. How did you go about it?

No one really knows this but i would devote my life to male pleasure forever if i could. Id do anything, ANYTHING, for big fat cock. Ive been used and abused at orgies and sex parties and its the happiest ive ever been. I have a huge ass so i have a natural affection towards big dicks. The bigger the better. My truest happy place is being stoned and sniffing poppers while being fucked by a huge cock. Biggest ive taken was 11 inches and i took it gracefully. I wanna just live my life fucking forever. I want to be a used and abused drugged out cock whore. I want my hole gangbanged weekly. I fantasize about getting a hotel room and inviting as many guys as i can to gangbang me at once. I pray my husband one day has a huge dick and a fetish for orgies. I love penis with my heart and soul. Nothing compares. I pray every day for cock. I hope to become a cock slave 4 rent one day

>>2676114
theres a secret brotherhood to male pleasure that women dont know about. Men pleasuring eachother is more natural than we give it credit it for. give into the pleasure, its not cheating. it was male bonding

I recently became super close friends with one of my guy friends and we were changing at his house for a sleepover one day and I got a glimpse of his huge cock and thick hairy bush and I can’t stop thinking about sucking it. it’s honestly haunting me

>>2676667
If hes letting you sleep over and changing in front of you then he already 100% wants to be intimate on some level. Just go for it next time, he's waiting for you to make a move.
t. been in this dynamic before

I used to rifle through my friends' underwear drawers back in high school. Not like a smell thing, they were always clean. Just was neat to know what they were wearing. They never had anything embarrassing or unusual, just boxers or old briefs buried deep

My confession is that I just want to be pinned down and raped so bad. And like it’s so hard to find a guy who like actually wants it to the level I do hehe :3

I’m a married man that has a gay dude suck my big cock while I watch porn, for $200 about once per week. And he sucks me 10x better than any woman ever has.

>>2676769
who pays who?

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I hate my wife and I would love a big BBC on my mouth every night

I'm married to a woman and recently found out a friend of mine I've known since grade school who is also married to a woman is a complete slut for dick and is my secret submissive, though we can't meetup nearly as much as either of us would like.

I let a man old enough to be my grandfather(75) suck me off and he's good at it.

when I was too young to know any better my older cousin used to have me rub my dick up and down his asscrack.

Now that I'm older I kinda wish we would've gone further.

>>2676792
Wdym too young to know any better? Did it not register as a sexual act to you?

I had this cute ass country boy dorm mate in college and one night he came home piss drunk and got completely naked and passed out in his bed on top of his covers dick up legs spread apart wide and a big bush of untrimmed pubes and I, a fag of weak mental fortitude, slithered out of my bed and smelled his balls and jerked him off and licked the precum dribbling out of his dickhole till he came a fucking laserbeam the splatted on the wall behind his bed.

I went back to my bed and pretended to be asleep and I'm pretty sure he knew cause he got out of bed like 2 minutes later and took a piss. We never talked about it and we didn't stay in touch after freshman year.

I recently came out to my parents this year, I'm 32 years old and to be honest, not much gay sex experience in my 20s. I hated myself growing up. While I would classify myself as bisexual, the truth is I prefer men more, it took 25 years for me to just admit tthis to myself. The juicy stuff?

I kissed my step brother when I was 7 years old, he was 5 years old. Obviously I had no sex drive at a young age, I did it in the moment and had no fuicking idea why, but I carried that regret for my whole life. My step brother forgave me, saying he didn't give a shit and what we did as kids was retarded anyway.

I was molested by another kid at age 11, I tried using this as a reason for why I had homosexual behaviors, but the truth is I allowed him to touch me and I liked it.

So all of my woes on my sexuality were all my fault, self inflicted.

>>2676178

That's hot but I'd be embarrassed that he knew why you wanted them

>>2676798

Considering I was like in kindergarten/first grade, no it did not.

>>2674313
there's a number

i have realized i have an incredibly submissive nature and build that made me the bottom of a pecking order as a kid that translates into finding stronger, bigger dicked, men incredibly hot. so i'm tall (6'2) but got a small frame, thin arms, small hands (been told they're like a woman's hands before lol), slim. i've tried dating women (bi) and tried being dominant over men but it is always fleeting and i naturally revert to either femdom or wanting to be owned by the aforementioned man. i dont know what it is really

a part of me is really into the "natural inferior" thing, i used to be a bitch in HS and do things for more popular guys (nothing sexual but i'd help them out despite them being dicks to me) for no reason. kinda hot to have it like, "your place is as a bitch" thing. i get off to the thought of getting made a sex slave for those guys

another thing is that i'm sometimes incredibly into black guys/bbc, kind of like a switch. i've gone months thinking about women and then it just clicks and i go to wanting to be fucked by bbc, worshipping them, getting off to raceplay, etc - just weird

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>>2676884
I'm the opposite. Small/slight stature, 5.5" cock but very much a top/dom. 90% of the guys I have fucked have been taller than me. Tallest was about 6'6". Picrel is the the geometry calculation of fucking with the size differences. I'm actually surprised guys like this size difference.

Last night
>be me, 23yo 6ft skater twink
>separated from friends at the club
>drunk, alone, looking for a taxi
>horny as fuck but cant look at my phone let alone type shit out to arrange hookup
>decide fuck it, wonder down alleyway known for cruising, don't expect much
>immediately one guy taps my arm and grabs his bulge . I smile and he points to a dark corner without saying a word
>we walk over and I'm instantly on my knees, he whips out a thick 8 inch cock
>initially nervous about being so public but the guy is keeping a lookout, start sucking like my life depends on it
>He's moaning calling me a good boy
>suddenly the alleyway has 5 or 6 guys crowding around me with their dicks in my face
>iminheaven.png
>swallow the first guys load, the next guy comes for his turn, then the next. More guys come and go
>throating cock sucking foreskin, putting balls in my mouth, getting real slutty. at one point I had 3 dick heads in my mouth and moaning like a bitch
>'what a good boy' 'hes loving that' so hot having these men talk about me as I worked their dicks
>my favorite was this beefy tourist with a beercan cock and FAT balls that barely fit in my mouth. He throatfucked me and roared when he came
>took all the loads I could until all that were left were oldies and drunk guys who couldn't get hard
>left for taxi, driver gave me weird looks
>Pass out as soon as I get home, woke up this morning to realise rhe front of my shirt is covered in cum lmao
Pretty sure I made 6 or 7 guys cum in 45 minutes. Never done anything like that but can't wait to do it again

>>2676689
Thank you for feeding my delusions I honestly might go for it sometime in the future because I would never forgive myself if i didn’t take this chance

>>2676912
Nah youre not delusional at all. I mean youre sleeping over and changing in front of each other lol and he for sure picks up that youre into guys on some level. I've been in this dynamic so many times with straight guys. Theyre usually just as nervous as you and dont want to be the one who makes the first move, so it feels like endless teasing and breadcrumbs.

Dont let it pass you by and let us know how it goes anon.l

In my 20s and wish almost every day an old fat guy with a big guy will rape me and make me worship him like a god

>>2674313
The only reason I go to the gym is to smell the hot sweaty guys

>>2676946
whatever you say Chris Chan

>>2676952
I want what I want, unpleasant company included :(

I used to suck my retired neighbor's cock while his wife was out of the house. He always wanted to fuck me but I was too nervous. Now they've moved

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Pic unrelated. I'm in a 9 year relationship with my BF and I love him to death. However, I'm a switch and he's a bottom. When we're in bed together I don't even think twice about topping, but alone I wonder about being fucked. I think back to my days of hooking and up and wish I explored being submissive more. I have had my BF fuck me and I really enjoyed it, but he doesn't get much from it. I keep thinking if there's some way I could get him to use that monster dick he has (we're both huge in our own rights; I'm thicker while he's longer) but alas he doesn't want to.

Been with my fiancé now for 11 years. The last 5-6 years all I can think about is giving a guy a bj and potentially more. The most recent fantasy of mine is having a long dirty weekend with an old boss of mine (still friends with) and his wife and let them do anything they want to me.

>>2674378
>declaim against woke trannies and tell others to dilate
But why the switch when you come here? What's the point?

>>2677164
Ask me anything I will reply back as honestly as possible I’m that horny.

>>2677169
>does nothing
>wants an AMA
Why are faggots like this

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>>2674313
I would have sex with my gay cousin if he didn't have HIV and wasn't so bad at keeping secrets, a shame since he has big cheeks too (he uses Grindr)

>>2674527
Thankfully me and my best friend are still close. But even though he married he’ll pat my butt or say really sexual jokes. I wish sometimes he’d just fuck me. But at the same time I don’t want to fuck up anything.

>>2676912
Any updates anon?

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>>2674313
i regularly fantasize about being a cumslut. im bi, mostly straight probably, but whenever i get horny i just cant stop dreaming about getting throat fucked and swallowing a load.

>>2674313
There was a couple years in my mid twenties where I spent way too much money hanging out at an ABS.

>>2677282
Same, but 9 times out of 10 I ended up just jacking off because the only men there were older than my grandpa, 40+yo mexican closet cases and sometimes tweakers. I did run into a black guy around my age once and sucked him off, he was fun.

>>2677284
Yeah, those places do attract an older crowd for the most part but the place I went to had some younger as well. Usually I didn't care. If I saw that finger....Years later, I'd love to go back but I figure that I would be gambling with my health.

>>2677164
Ok so last night was interesting… went out with a few friends I play football with and my old boss. Had a lot to drink didn’t make it home, Went back to his and well had my first gay experience.

I was traveling around Asia for a while and enjoying as many holes as I could. I had a cute sub I used for a few days.

On my last day a few hours before heading the airport, he wanted to be tied up, gagged, and blindfolded which I gladly was into. While balls deep and making him really struggle and scream under the gag, he got a video call from his dad. I without hesitation accepted the call angled down so his dad could see his boy being absolutely violated by foreign cock. The worst part was the dad didn't immediately hang up and it took a good minute before he I guess got over the shock and ended the call.

After that I was so turned on I bred him and then made an excuse I had to head to the airport asap and kicked him out. To this day I wonder what happened when he went home. A part of me regrets it dearly, but I also was the most turned on I've ever been during it.

My secret was having a person I could nit stop chasing and sucking his perfect size dick for 6 years. Was Inspiration from when we first met. C ould never handle anal

>>2677447
any pics?

>>2677513
Unfortunately not. We were both just hammered and horny, just in the moment. He is going though a divorce and hasn’t been getting sex in quite some time so he let it all out. Literally.

I hooked up with a younger guy on Grindr and sucked him off in my car.
I went home and took my wife for a ride, with her sitting right where the guy came in my mouth.
I really got off on her being completely unaware of what went on there shortly before. I went past the same parking lot where I blew the guy as we drove out of town.

>>2676586
I can relate after coming off antidepressants, but not as extreme as your case. I've found desensitising spray helps out but using too much can stop getting any pleasure at all. Hitting anti-ds again is another option.

>>2677527
Wife and I were going though a rough patch and I was hooking up with guys after over a year of no sex from her. We'd get in the car and drive around to "talk" so the kids couldn't hear us. I'd drive past all the places I had met guys... that apartment, those woods, those five houses, etc... Made the drives tolerable.

The only thing that kept me alive it's thinking about women or twinks and cute boys. Even Femboys. I met a barely legar Twink near my neighborhood but now he lives in another city. I want pussy, bussy and big asses

>>2677447
Greentext?

My friend from school told me he used a specific keyword on omegle to find girls who he'd ask to show boobs. One night i used it to see if i found him, after a while there he was, showing his face (i wasn't). I chatted with him with the usual age and location conversation (i lied mine). I said if his cock was bigger than mine i'd obey him, we compared cocks, a friend of mine that i saw everyday for years showing me his fat cock i almost came right there. His cock was bigger than mine and he made me show ass and finger myself, we both came. He never knew it was me. We follow each other on instagram and every time i see his stories i think about his thick cock.

>>2674313
I swallow semen from used condoms I find. I started when I was 17, now I'm 28 and I'm still doing it.

I do not like men at all, cocks are okay but I love the taste and texture of cum. Kinda hate myself for it afterwards but I keep coming back. Is it over homobros?

I get really horny when thinking about raceplay. Like me being the strong dom arab with my 7.5 inch cock fucking with sub white dude. But I'm too scared to actually do it

>>2677649
>Is it over homobros?
End it before this happens to you.

I used to sneak into my older brother's bedroom after him and his GF would have sex, put his used condom in my mouth and suck his cum out of it. One day I realized him and his GF had anal sex. Never did it after that.

some of you must have dropped on the head

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I bought women's stockings today at Walmart. I attempted to do so previously but chickened out because an old granny was lingering at the hosiery display and I was embarrassed.
I went early this morning and nobody was around. I got some other items just so I could hide the stockings as I walked around the store. I went to the self checkout and then chatted with the cute Latina security person at the door. I wanted her to ask to look in the bag, but she didn't.
I put them on when I got home and have been wearing them since. They feel so good and I feel like such a fag.

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I'm bi curious and I fantasize about losing my virginity getting gangbanged by men

I wish I was gay, or bi, or whatever. I have wrestled with this for a very long time now. The truth is I am simply not attracted to men. I've tried. I've tried finding guys in public I find attractive, but it never happens. I have met up with guys from Grindr and dating apps and every time I have to ignore just how much I am not attracted to him to get what I want. I wish I was gayer because I fucking love cock. Nothing is hotter than having a big, beautiful dick in my life. One of the best sexual experiences I have ever had was letting a black guy fuck my throat with his massive tool. Sitting there with his cum on my face was so amazing. Most of my gay experiences have been so disappointing because the guys were almost repulsive to me. I'm worried I will never have the full ass fucking experience I have craved for years. If I'm not horny it won't happen and I have to be very horny to ignore my lack of attraction. It sucks, man.

The man im married to is my first boyfriend. Outside of our relationship I have never experienced sex with other people. We both volunteer for a group who hosts parties for gay men, weve done so for years. One year I got shit faced and a little high and one of our close friends took me back to his room, we ended up fucking and he knew exactly what so say to me. He kept calling me his good boy, and said its a shame im wasted on my husband. I think because im introverted I was easy to prey on. He made me feel dirty and cheap this is the only time I've ever cum from just being fucked. I wasn't even touching myself. After, we went back down and back to work like nothing happened. To this day my husband doesnt know. And probably will never know.

>>2674675
you want an older experienced man to take care of you and just use you for his pleasure. I understand, I think we all have that want.

>>2674773
>>2674807
>>2675118
>>2675120
>>2675226
chatgpt explained it to me. Here's a few excerpts from my chat, start your own with chatGPT, get into social and nutritional talk, explain how often you masturbate and what to, and it will help solve your loop.

ChatGPT said:
What you're describing is a classic case of a dopaminergic loop trap, driven by unresolved sexual arousal, worsened by fatigue, unmet social drive, and neurotransmitter dysregulation

1. Friday: Dopamine Flood
• Alcohol reduced GABA tone disinhibited dopamine
• Female attention, novelty, social banter huge reward prediction error
• Elevated libido, fantasy loops, social craving
• But no orgasmic resolution, only tease-level stimulation
2. Saturday: Dopamine Crash + Unresolved Circuit
• Lack of sleep poor serotonin and GABA synthesis
• No outlet for social or sexual charge
• Brain is caught in a frustration-reward imbalance
◦ Wants what it saw
◦ Knows it can’t get it now (energy, time, realism)
• You try to "clear it" via masturbation, but:
◦ Low dopamine tone = weak orgasm = no prolactin surge
◦ Brain doesn’t reset sexual thought returns faster
◦ Fantasies start to get darker, more degenerate, as dopamine searches for novel reward

was doing fine without any dick cravings for a long time, had a good night out, and then by mid saturday I was almost recreating my grindr profile again as I needed cock and/or my ass filled.

I can go on if anyone is interested.. pretty interesting stuff.

>>2674773
There's no meaningful evolutionary pressure to actually enjoy sex, only for wanting to do it.
Sex is quite painful for female cats, yet they still look desperately for it when in heat.

>>2677883
Do you feel guilty? I jerked off with a friend (didnt even touch each other) and havent told my boyfriend. Ive been eating myself alive with guilt. Need some advice partnered bros.

>>2677985
married guy here. I feel guilty about hooking up with guys since my wife is a decent person, but has zero interest in sex. I just live with it.

>>2677870
I'm waiting for my wife to go out for the day so I can raid her laundry, dress up, and cum all over her clothes while masturbating to femdom porn.

In the past i was a homophobic. When i was 12 my mom send me to the swimming section and i noticed a boy, his eyes, his swimming trunks. I thought "no, i cant be gay, he's just my friend". Later, when I was 14, i met a gay-boy and he confessed his love, i sad "yes", first kiss and i start to hate myself, i broke up with him. Later, i accepted my and met a new gay-boy but my mom found out about my secret, she beat me up and start super controling me, i start to cut myself and now i'm on the pills. I bought a dildo and i cum 'couse he was in my ass

>>2678009
you could have skipped all of this mental illness by not being homophobic

>>2674807
Self hatred final boss

>>2677883
Are you still friends with him?

>>2674352
Gorgeous. I wish I had a BBC to stuff in you.

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>>2678093
this is the type of cringe, i'd say if i were high on crystal meth

In high school, my neighbor was my sub bottom for a few years. We never got caught.

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>>2678123
How old was the neighbour?

>>2674327
Glad to see the second part, youre the one guy on here with a conscience
>>2674329
Some guy told me this a while ago but i dont think it makes a difference to me
>>2674378
As a trans guy the pronoun thing does fuck all for my people anyways, anyone who has to tell someone his pronouns is not trying hard enough and really isnt a man. Especially the theythem thing. 100% not real. Dont know why i believed in it for a decade, you just have to be groomed into it online by the mentally ill. Ill never use “they” for a single person again. Its always a chick.

>>2678170
We were both 13 when it started

I think I'm going to fuck around with my brother-in-law. There's just this sexual tension between us.

Anyone else do something like this where it went well and no one was none the wiser?

>>2677946
please do

>>2675158
>Anyone here live that lifestyle and know if it's fun/worth it?
I did something like that for just under a month. It’s fun at first, but the excitement wears off pretty quickly and then it’s just difficult, undignified, and gross. I still fap to the memories sometimes though. I can greentext if there’s any interest

>>2678374
Yes pleeease
Also I'm op of the confession you're replying to so if u wanna share why you stopped that'd be appreciated too

>>2678385
lol, sorry in advance for being so long winded
>be me
>23, good muscular body but almost no body hair
>just graduated from university
>got selected for a really significant internship
>live at home, out to parents, they’re good with it, but internship is in a city about 150 miles away, obviously not commuting distance
>go on Usenet (sort of a pre-Reddit message board site) looking for place to live or some idea of how to minimize costs
>get in contact with 43 year old man in target city
>we meet up when I’m in town
>suck his dick while I’m there, nbd
>come home to email from him with very interesting offer
>negotiations ensue
>end up agreeing to live with him rent free in exchange for being his slave
>only limit is no fucking with my internship. No sending me to work covered in cum, need a good nights sleep on work days, etc
>everything else is fair game (this is where I fucked up)
>have a safe word, consequence for using it is that the agreement ends and I become homeless
>move in, take very minimal belongings because I already know this is going to be a disaster
>first two days or so are pretty normal, just sucking and getting fucked, he invites one older friend over to fuck me as well
>Puts me in chastity, tells me it’s 24/7 with unlocks only for cleaning (this was before chastity was popular, the cages back then were terrible, I had a CB3000 and it chafed and itched very badly)
>first weekend after I move in, he takes me to a bathhouse, I suck maybe 15 dicks and get fucked like five times
>start drinking his piss and eating his ass
>weekdays become easiest part of the week since it’s usually just him and maybe one or two friends and I get to sleep
>weekends we usually go to the bathhouse or he has people over, I think from usenet groups, either way I usually got fucked around ten times per weekend
>get really good at sucking dick and drinking piss
>starting to get worn out from being a piece of fuckmeat when not at work
cont later

i ("straight" virgin) went to a disgusting porn theater and gave a handjob to a guy

>>2678385
>>2678395
>Sundays are the worst day, usually exhausted from the weekend and he did unlocks and cleaned my dick and the cage
>usually some mild CBT before relocking, he didn’t whip me too much normally but always did during unlocks
>another week goes by, weekdays were easier but I notice he’s being lax about his personal hygiene, particularly with wiping his ass, makes me eat it everyday though
>stops giving me time to douche after work, starts getting me suck his dick clean after fucking me (this was a missed exit. I should’ve recognized this as grooming behaviour but I was still mostly having fun)
>Saturday, takes me to some weird house party
>there’s other slaves there and a bunch of women as well
>he puts me in the bathroom, tells me I’m not allowed to say no to anything any of the guests require
>mostly drink piss from men and women, suck a few dicks as well
>eat pussy and female ass for the first time, no idea what I’m doing but they seem to enjoy it (he knew I had never had any sexual contact with women, I had expressed my lack of desire to do so but he reminded me of our no-limit relationship)
>I spend most of the party in the bathroom, I overhear him telling someone he’s working towards making me a “full human toilet”
>Sunday morning
>Does my cage cleaning, no CBT or whipping, tells me I can have the rest of the day off after I do something special for him
>oh fuck.jpg
>Explains he’s going to shit in my mouth, that I don’t have to swallow it all this time but that that would become an expectation moving forward
>I get on my back, he squats over my face
>gagged heavily and nearly vomited, manage to swallow a few bites
>something just breaks inside me, I say the safeword
>he gets up, retrieves my key and throws it at me, tells me I can shower but then I have to get my stuff and get out
Cont later

>>2678401
the thing i hate the most about it is that i might go there again

>>2678402
>spend the rest of the internship in a hostel
>end up meeting a nice girl (that pussy licking at the party awakened something in me) and getting a pretty good job out of the internship
>now 40, married to qt hostel girl and have three kids
>never told anyone about it, my parents think i just had a gay phase in university and most other people know nothing about it

>>2678385
I stopped because reality isn’t a porno. It sounds fun when you’re having a fap, (I was unbelievably excited the day I moved in) but the realities of having your humanity completely disregarded by sexual partners are soul destroying. I had boundaries violated that I didn’t even know I had. I had a lot of excellent sex, sure, but the sorts of people who want to use others as fuckmeat are not the sorts of people who you can build a sustainable lifestyle around. Plus, there’s the secrets. My wife and children can obviously never know that I was a sex slave for a month 20 years ago, but not telling them feels like I’m not sharing my whole story with my own family. Secrets are poison, man.

>>2675225 is asking the right questions. Maybe the story is good fap fuel but embracing it as a lifestyle will never make you happy and if you make it a lifestyle for long enough you’ll probably get a disease or be a victim of actual non consensual violence. How I didn’t catch anything, I’ll never understand.

Last post. Sorry to harsh up the thread for all those trying to jerk off.

>be me
>35, straight, married, a bit out of shape but still a bit of tone
>I met a fellow dad (around 40 y.o) at my kid's school during a PTA meeting.
>Though looking guy, dadbod and a bit taller than me
>I found out he also likes motorcycles
>He invited me on a ride.
>Around 4pm we decided to head back but he suggested to take a stop to a nearby coffee shop
>The coffee shop look so old and remote, we are the only costumers
>He confessed the fucks men. More specifically - Married straight men.
>I got nervous
>I never had been with a men before
>He start rubbing my legs up to my groin
>He whips out his dick and wants me to stroke it
>I got so nervous becuse the had his dick out in a coffee shop. Even though we are the only costumer, Im worried there might be cameras.
>He assures me there is none.
>I stroked it and the strokes mine.
>After few mins we went to the restroom and He started undressing me.
>He want to fuck my ass but I refused
>He keeps pushing me but I relented and asked to blow him instead
>He pushed my face againts his dick but I refused
>I almost did but I can't at that time.
>We end up masterbating together.
>He ask to cum on top of my ass
>I agreed.
>He came and he jokingly tried puting it in but it didnt
>Next day he begs me if he can fuck me but I keep refusing
>For a few months he keeps chatting and sending me dick pics
>We lost contact after pandemic
>5 years later, we saw each other but with our family
>I miss him though. Im not sure if I can refuse anymore if we went for a ride again.

>>2678406
why refuse? If you want it then go for it. If you really don't want it then stay away from him. Wanna talk about it?

Always chicken out on Grindr hookups.
I've always wanted to fuck a dude at a bush party in my tent.

What's it like sucking cock? I need convincing to take the plunge

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i live my life as primarily(outwardly) straight, but if someone offered me a job as their personal on
call cock sucker/party favor id take it in a heartbeat. My oral fixation is so intense i day dream about fat cocks throbbing in my mouth filling it with cum.

Maybe It's all new to me that time. I dont really know. I want it but I know I have to refuse.

It's like there's a line if I cross, there's no going back.

Like right now, Im on HM browsing gay content but I don't know If I can do it you know.

Maybe Im just confused.

>>2678462
Maybe It's all new to me that time. I dont really know. I want it but I know I have to refuse.

It's like there's a line if I cross, there's no going back.

Like right now, Im on HM browsing gay content but I don't know If I can do it you know.

Maybe Im just confused.

** Sorry for double post **

>>2677874
I relate to this. Bi but go through phases of super-intense lust for big cock. Don't care what they look like so long as they have a big dick. Back in the Craigslist days found one, but he was pretty hard on the eyes otherwise, chainsmoker had a gnarly moustache and goatee and he really wanted intimacy and deep sloppy kisses. I couldn't do it. He's let me suck his beautful dong but would never fuck me because I couldn't do the kissing thing. Sometimes I wish I had just downed a few shots and went for it.

>>2674313
I'm getting to know a wonderful woman, Catholic, lovely girl, very pretty, yet I find myself fantasizing about fucking men even though I KNOW I'll feel disgusted with myself afterwards. Being bi is a fucking curse let me tell ya
I don't want to be like this since I caught gonorrhea some months ago

I love being caught and used in abs porno arcades and theaters. I love to act surprised and shy when they follow me and whip out their cocks.
The aggressive ones are my favorite, that just keep pushing and think they're making me do it. Developed a huge fetish for cock on nipple play because of one guy.

idk if this is a confession but I wanna suck cock so bad, just cant because im afraid of hurting the guy, I have a lot of broken sharp teeth inside lol


this is why I only resort in eating pussy and ass if I get a boy whos horny, damn it sucks being a teenager. I just use my mouth in both ways through words and eating someone out, surprisingly it works and these mfs somehow really get attached, but I just want to suck dick...

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This might be a bit disgusting for some of you but i often went to my neighbors house and he was a hardcore league of legends player. I would be playing something else on his room while he played league. One time he really had to pee in the middle of a match, he complained for a bit that he couldn't leave, i gave him a water bottle and he actually pissed in it, told me not to look so i unfortunately did not get to see his cock but after some minutes i couldn't control myself. I made the excuse that i was cleaning his room (that actually had some trash lying around) and i pretended i was disgusted while putting the piss bottle in a plastic bag. I went downstairs and inside a bathroom with it and drank the whole thing, his salty piss made me cum in seconds. This neighbor was so hot he awakaned many kinks of mine without even noticing.

I really wanna fuck my nephew
He is my brother's stepson and due to Latino household age fuckery I'm just 5 years older than him.
He is 20 rn and was kinda ugly but man he got fine this past couple years, might try to get him to at least suck me off one of these days

>>2678190
>Some guy told me this a while ago but i dont think it makes a difference to me

>As a trans guy

Well DUH, the physiology of the groin is different from men and people with vajayjays, of course it wouldn't have the same effect

I let a rich friend put a chastity cage on me for cash. I had to answer the door with just the cage on for delivery, rich friend had an a big cash tip for them after how they reacted. Was verbally and even physically degraded.

I found my bfs younger ftm brother on Grindr. Turns out he was a total slut and became my little slut who loves to be exposed.

Sucked cock for the first time a couple of nights ago. Older guy in his car, really verbal with a throbbing cock. Was just as hot as I hoped it would be.

>>2678486
There are multiple lines you've already crossed. And as a person that has already walked that path I can tell you the line you fear crossing, is a line of freedom. You will become a better person at the end of the journey. I know it's hard but it's worth it. I believe in you.

>>2676586
There are other pelvic floor exercises you can do besides kegels. It really is 99% mental and emotional though, you’re probably just worked up about it and sex. Maybe try desensitizing/training yourself by edging before cumming for a few weeks. Consider masturbating before a sexual situation will happen to make it harder in round 2. Or just go full gay sub bottom and enjoy the prostate orgasm, you’ll probably be super popular if you can cum hands-free by getting fucked.

I sucked off my younger bonus brother once when I was young. Idk if it counts because it was only in my mouth for a few seconds and he didnt cum or anything

I am a fit dude with a big ass who is a total bottom slut. However, i can’t find anyone near me to treat me like a slut, catcall or grope me, etc.

I love to run errands in a tight fitting tank top with booty shorts. I am always hoping that some creep out there will grab my ass and whisper something dirty in my ear, but it just never has happened. I check out every guy that walks near me hoping to find a perverted DL man but nope.

It’s like I want someone to cross the boundary and make the first move to treat me like a slut but everyone is too respectful hahah.

I just want my ass to be groped in public by a stranger — is that too much to ask for?! lol

>>2678959
Fuck this is hot, I just jerked off to your confessed fantasy anon. I would never do anything in public irl but I fantasize about public play, groping, and ass spanking too. Wish I had a guy to play with even around my apartment lol.

>>2674313
I am a 24 year old virgin who recently graduated from college. I was raised in a strict home so I never did anything in high school and my major was difficult in college so I didn't have much time to do anything there either. My family is religious and traditional so I didn't figure out that I was gay until college. In retrospect, I was totally in denial in high school and had major crushes on some of my straight buddies lol. I'm a total closet case who wants to meet a guy but is super paranoid about getting outed or blackmailed. In my senior year of college, I finally downloaded but I still had a blank profile and always chickened out before I met up with anyone. My gaydar is trash so I didn't even know there were other dl gay/bi/"straight" guys in my college until senior year and I was too socially inept to discreetly hookup with any of them before I graduated. Before I downloaded Grindr, I was too worried about outing myself or getting beat up to approach any guys lol...

Now I have finally gotten a good job after college and I have moved away from my suburban family to work in the city. My new job is very demanding but I really like it and I am willing to work long hours for improvement. However, my coworkers are almost all young like me and I'm starting to crush hard on the handsome/cute nice guys who work with me. I've been checking Grindr/Tinder/Hinge on my breaks to see if I can find any of them on there but no luck so far. I've started to do gay jokes with one of them too but I think he's probably just straight and playing with me. Even so, some of my coworkers definitely look/act zesty to me but this could just be due to my conservative/rural background. I wish I could tell if any of them were dl like me so I could make a secret friend while staying in the closet lol. I know all the advice about avoiding coworker relationships so I wouldn't want to do anything with them until I transfer/get promoted.

T. Adventures of a closeted gay autist

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>>2678468

Go to a glory hole somewhere to suck cock. Just try to get a look at him first.

I'm dumbfounded that so many younger gayz are fucking left & right but have never sucked?? Back in my day, cocksucking started with your buddies as a teenager (often) and was ALWAYS a prelud to any other kind of sex--kiss, suck, maybe rim, then fuck.

What's with the aversion to it now?

>>2678959

Legally that would be sexual assault to grope a stranger like that; nobody would risk it unless you were at the cruisiest part of the Castro or something, or at a huge Pride event in a big city

>>2678948

If he didn't cum, you didn't suck him OFF. That is a requisite.

I suspect brothers experiment with each other in most families. I never had a brother so I don't know

I'm gay; open to myself, not explicitly so to most (though they can probably tell). About six months ago I repeatedly butted heads with a guy we'll call S. Real manly guy, usually sociable but with a bit of a temper. Meanwhile I'm scrawny and shy, especially in comparison to S. Our little feud ended up fairly favorable to me, and while he didn't really "lose" anything from it, let's just say that life seems to have humiliated him a bit, if what I've heard is correct.

I viewed our conflict as mutual, but ever since I heard someone describe S as a "bully," something awakened in me. Initially I wanted to suck his cock as a demonstration of how much I can submit to him while still coming out on top, but now my feelings have evolved and I genuinely want to be dominated by him. I fantasize of being ordered around by a manly man like S, doing his chores to repent for our fights, being overpowered by his big muscles whenever I fight back, filming porn for him of him fucking girls, and submitting sexually to him.

Is that pathetic? Probably. But it's hot. And maybe I'm just as pathetic too, and need to be shown my place.

I know better than to reach out to S directly and tell him how I feel. He definitely wants nothing to do with me right now. If he liked the idea too, though....

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>>2674313
>20
>depressed
>home alone in apartment because roommates are all out of town for holiday
>edging all day
>discovered I was bi when I started college
>post ad on Craigslist to cure depression with sex
>get interest from a bi 30 year old chubby Indian guy
>working through my nerves, horniness drives me to local park to meet him
>it’s middle of the day, I’m not about to get arrested sucking cock
>bring him back to apartment
>we get in door and I’ve got his shorts off
>rock hard, uncut, but like 4-5 inches
>he oversold it, oh well
>bring him to room and start sucking him
>musty but not bad
>he grabs my hair as I’m bobbing on his cock
>pulls me up and deep kisses me
>says “I’m going to make you gay”
>flips me over and starts vacuuming my cock with his big soft lips
>oh shit, I’m going to cum
>tell him to stop too late
>blast all over myself
>post-nut clarity hits
>after I recover, I tell him to gtfo
>wtf did I do!?
I sometimes regret not going further with him. He wasn’t the greatest but now I have a thing for bears and uncut cocks. Pic slightly related.

>>2679151

I mean, no shit that’s obvious lol. That’s kind of the whole point of me saying creep and pervert. The whole point of my comment was that I *wish* someone would break that boundary and be a creep because they see me as just a slut to do whatever they want with.

I know it probably won’t ever happen but that’s why it’s a fantasy, right?

>>2676929
UPDATE!!!!

The whole time this was happening all I could think about was this thread not gonna lie lol

So I spent the night at his house again and we went out drinking by the train tracks near his house and after he got drunk all he kept saying was how much he loved me and how good of a friend I was (I swear he must know I have a praise kink) and was super touchy and close to me the whole way back to the house. but the real kicker was when we got back to the house, I go to sit down on the couch next to him and then he just stared at me for like 5 seconds and then said " I have to pee, can you come with me?" and I JUIMP at the opportunity to watch him handle that hog and my god was it magical watching the stream come out of it.

Eventually were back on the couch and hes sitting like wide legged and I'm kind of leaning on his shoulder and I slowly snake my hand towards his bulge (basketball shorts had it begging to be seen) and rubbed him through his pants a little and he kept saying "fuck that feels so good" and I was SO CLOSE to sucking him off but he fell asleep and it just felt weird to continue if he was passed out. I just kept staring at it as it shrank and admiring his 70's porno bush and big ass dick.

I think he might be the same size as me (7 inches) but good GOD is he much thicker and his balls are so much bigger. I want to watch him spew goo so bad but unfortunately he says he doesn't even remember us getting home :^(

>>2679224
Hes only saying that to cover his ass. Stop doubting yourself lol, it will happen again

In HS I had this friend. We were hanging one night and the conversation turned slightly sexual. He confessed to having compared dick sizes with a cousin before. I asked if he wanted to do that. We went downstairs into a guest room and we showed each other our dicks. Then he said he and his cousin had done more. Once I saw it, I asked if he wanted to fool around. He said yes, we turned out the lights and I got on my knees and started sucking his dick. He returned the favor and he came into his boxers and went home. I assumed it was a one time thing. A few weeks later, I was at his house and we were looking at porn on his computer and I just asked if he wanted to do it again. We started sucking each others cocks again. We would do that after school, during lunch breaks, while hanging out with other friends after sneaking off together. He was the first guy to ask me to fuck him in the ass.

>>2679296
>we turned out the lights
Reminds me of my first time exploring with my friend. When he first broached the subject (at first just masturbating each other) I said I don't want someone to see me like that. He said we could do it in the dark.

We went down to the basement furnace room in his apartment building, shut the door and turned the light off. It had to be 120 degrees in the room. We dropped our pants and I felt him reaching and searching for my cock and I reached for him. We stood there stroking for about five minutes until he shot his load. He paused a few seconds and finished me off.

Neither of us had thought this through since when we turned the light on, we realized we had blew our loads on each other, so we went up to his apartment, snuck past his mother and cleaned up in his room.

Few days later we did it again, but this time we got undressed in the dark and jerked each other off. Still shot on each other, but our clothes were OK.

One more time in the basement we sucked each other in the dark before jerking off.

After that we said what the hell and did it in his room with the lights on.

>>2679328
There was always a rush the first time, you're still not sure if the other is on board but deep down you know they are. That same friend and I drove off together during lunch once and parked in a dark corner of a mall parking structure and sucked each others cocks in my car. That was fun

I recently jerked off to a w*man.

I always had low self-steem so I never really flirted, so my first time was something uncommon and porn-tier I'll never forget
I was living in a boarding house and one night I arrived late the owner was still awake (wearing some light pajamas) he asked me if I liked my room and trivial things like that, at some point (only a dim lamp was on so it wasn't obvious) I noticed he was getting an erection
I started getting an erection too, he then pointed that so I said laughing that I needed sex, and then I changed the topic saying I was tired and needed to sleep

the next morning he knocked at my door and as I noticed that he was only wearing a long t-shirt so I got an erection, maybe I was still asleep or thinking it was a dream but when he asked why I was hard I told him
>because of you
he then rushed to close the door behind him and lift his shirt telling me to fuck him
>métemelo! métemelo!
I was in shock

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>>2679350
as I was in shock I did nothing, he then pulled down my pants and started frotting his ass against my dick, I moved 1 step back and sat on my bed (less than 1mt from the door)
there he started againg spitting on my dick and put my dick in his ass (I wasn't moving at all, he was doing everything) and he started to move the best he could
after like 2 minutes doing it his daughter started asking for someone, as his wife was cooking breakfast he had to go without finishing

then that same afternoon he returned to my room telling me to finish it, at that point I was more aware of the situation and fucked him cumming in his ass (only later I realized we didn't use condom, as I was virgin I didnt' had any nor was used to that) his ass was extremely tight so it was kinda hard and a bit unconfortable

thankfully it was good for him, because he started comming to my room regularly after that
and not only my room, once at night in the stairs we fucked when his whole family was in the living room (we could see if anyone was coming up from their shadows, and nobody was in the upper floor so it was safe) that was the craziest thing I've ever done
sadly I had to leave Bogota so I never saw him again

he looked like this man but with hair, I think he was in his 50s

30 bi here. I lost my virginity to a hot ginger I ran track and was in scouts with. First clue was freshman year we both pulled under armor jockstraps out of our gym bags. This is 2009 mind you so not common. He was about three inches soft, cut, nice and thick with a red bush. Seeing him in the showers was the first time I knew I was bisexual. I needed that cock in my mouth.

Fast forward to a camping trip, we’re stripping down to our briefs and make eye contact. We freeze for a minute or so as tents grow. We slowly pull them down and start stroking ourselves and quietly ask each other if we can touch. We do, and it’s the first hand I’ve ever had on my cock, so magically. We make out, stroke and frot for a while. Eventually we decide to suck each others cocks, we want to do it at the same time so we arrange into the 69 position and I’ll never forget that first sweet taste of precum. About five minutes later, I unloaded into his mouth with him following right after. I was in love! Fell asleep in each others arms. I’ll never forget that night. We hooked up quite frequently over the next few weeks before finally deciding to take each others virginity one Friday night when his parents where out. Feeling that head rub my prostate was unreal. He went first then I followed. We dated for a few months until we decided to go explore women for a while. Hooked up a few more times over the years but never dated again. We’re both married with kids now. Life is great.

>>2679367
did anyone ever find out or was it just between you two?

>>2674313
Im gonna be called a freak for this but
>Be me
>Big piss fetish but rarely get to indulge, most are either out iff by it or are bottoms who want it themselves
>Have to work in different part of town for a week, need to get the train everyday
>Check out the station bathroom on the way home, nothing going on
>Next day hop on sniffies while leaving work, profile right by the station
>Exchange some messages, dude lives close, can't host but willing to meet in the WC
>He's hesitant to send pics, I think 'fuck it'. Ask him on a whim if he's ever pissed in someone's mouth. He's taken aback but willing to try it. Hell yeah
>Tells me he'll chug some water and wait for me in the last stall
>Unsure abt meeting him but the prospect of drinking from a willing stranger is just too hot. Figure I can just bail if not into it
>Get to the stall, the guy is 6'4, mid 40s, built with big hairy arms, red hair and beard. Dad cargos, big bulge, cheeky smile. Fuckin HOT
>He must have liked me because in seconds we're making out hard and grabbing at eachother, he whispers 'I gotta piss mate'
>Get down on my knees, open up his cargos and his semi is in my face. Pale, thick, uncut, soft skin, ginger pubes, low hanging balls, smells like detergent.
>Spot a wedding band, dunno why but it just makes it all so much hotter
>Eye contact as I put his head in my mouth, he stands there a few seconds trying to piss, heart is hammering
>Can hear people coming in to use the urinal, someone goes into the stall next to us, he shakes his head to say 'its not gonna happen' But I nod as if to say 'It is, its okay'
>A few seconds go by and I feel a warm splash in my mouth, and my mouth slowly filling up with warm salty liquid
>I gulp as quietly as I can, he lets out a small 'fuck' and eases his body
>Suddenly my mouth is filling up much faster this time. I gulp. My mouth fills up again. I gulp. Hes just letting it all out now and im in fucking heaven looking up at this fucking man unload in my mouth

>>2679846
>The stream slows after I swallow 5 or 6 times. So eager for it I didn't miss a drop
>After hes done I start tonging his soft loose foreskin, pulling his head back and sucking him deep. Hes hard now and its a good thick 8inches. Hes loving it and trying to keep quiet
>Eventually hes facefucking me as quietly as possible with his balls slapping my chin. In heaven.
>He basically curls around me, his tights closed over the sides of my head, his belly pressed against my face as he fucks my mouth. Its warm, viseral and hot as fuck
>He pushes his cock deep into my throat and holds my head there with both hands as he cums.
>I stand up and he kisses me despite the piss on my breath. He grabs my crotch but I I can hear people shuffling about outside. I whisper 'we better break this up' and he leaves with a huge smile
>He later texts saying how hot that was, how hot I am, thanking me for showing him how fun pissplay is
>Meet everyday for the rest of the week
>Same story as first time but on the second meet I cum on his cock, he doesn't clean it he just lets it drip down his underwear on his walk home
>Third day he tells me he wants to try drink my piss, I oblige, he loves it
>Fourth day hes being extra rough and tactile, knows we won't be able to meet so easily for a while, makes me promise to meet him at the soonest opportunity.
>Keeps thanking me for showing him his new favorite fetish
Feels good man

>be me, rather big, masculine guy, like 98% straight with no attraction to men
>sometimes get that urge to suck a fat cock and feel it deep in my ass
>still not really into men, more into being a bitch for older, masculine, bigger daddy, handling me like a girl
>propably just too much porn lol
>playing with plugs, dildos and cage through years, it's hot but not the same obviously
>many times almost hook up with someone but usually chicken out or just changing my mind
>do it eventually, two grindr hookups last year
>two sucked cocks, both cumming all over my face
>it was both hot and boring, cause these guys were just basically watching me suck them, and i would prefer being controlled, called names, almost forced to act slutty. Plain sucking cock makes me think - 'what am i doing', 'this is stupid', 'thats boring' etc lol
I know i could search specifically for guys who are into bdsm, but i'm kinda scared they'd be too harsh or too much into different kind of gay stuff that i'm not into.
Or it's really just a stupid fantasy, daddy issues and i should forget about it, lmao

>26, living alone working in an office in LA
>closeted bi fag

>Work goes full remote during pandemic, nobody wants to take a chance

>Always see my neighbor smoking on his balcony, throw him a wave and toast my joint to him

>Neighbor knocks one night and asks if I want to smoke together, he works from home and doesn't get out much either, low risk

>Halfway through the joint and we're talking about how covid has killed our social lives, can't go to the gym, can't go out to eat, can't get laid, usual stuff

>About a week of this, he's made it clear he's gay, bluntly says "do you want me to suck your dick"

>obviously I said yes

>Hands me the joint, tugs my shorts off and is on his knees in seconds

>Cock hits him in the chin, he let's out a "nice" and immediately gets to it
>I'm not hung, maybe 6.5", pretty average so I love the compliment

>Burys me in his throat and plays with my balls, never lets his hands off of me, but never uses them on my cock, pulls me in to him, holds my thighs, playfully teases my asshole with a finger while edging me until I'm tingling

>Have the best orgasm I'd had in months, he swallows my load like he owes me money

>Gives my cock a few strokes in and out of his mouth to get the excess spit off, sits back down and grabs the joint from me

>My turn
>Surprise him by going to my knees within seconds of him sitting back down, pulled his pants off and immediately stuck his cock in my mouth

>Small cock, 4.5" and skinny, big balls, totally shaved

>he lasts less than two minutes before cumming in my mouth, warm sticky spurts that got stuck in my throat

>Sit back down, joint is dead, light another and keep talking

Did this every night for almost year until I moved for work. Never fucked, never kissed, only oral. I'd blow him first and he'd cum super quick, then he'd blow me for as long as I'd like, as many times as I'd like.

His BJs were gold standard, never had one better.

>>2678405
LMAO this is a hilarious plot twist, BDSM scat successfully "straightcamped" you maybe they ought to use this scat method on real straight camp.

Of course the logical explanation is that you're bi and you could have meet a nice qt guy as well, but I rather believe that nasty old man scared your gay away. Lmao.

Enserio necesito coger con un señor Mayor que la tenga bien gorda y larga y no importa que tenga menos de 18 yo tengo 18-4 alguien para coger necesito fornicar algún señor, onions hombre

Aunque también quiero que mi padre me penetre lo quiero besar mientras cogemos mientras me la meta esque una vez me bañé con el y la tenía parada mientras nos bañamos y pues la tenía gruesa y larga como unos 22cm y además unas veces me masturbaba mientras el estaba en el baño pero ya no lo puedo hacer cerraron la ventana y ya no lo puedo ver mientras orina para poder masturbarme, necesito coger con el y besarlo mientras me mete su vergota

Y también se me antoja coger con el esposo de mi tía (el cuñado de mi padre) porque cada pantalón que se pone se la marca un paquete pero muy enorme con en los animes porno y también quiero tener una orgía con todos mis compañeros (los de salón)de mi escuela todos parecen que están bien pitudos y de paso coger con un profesor
Este es mi mayor fetiche

As soon as I turned 18 I started meeting older guys off of Craigslist. Some were only a few years older. Some in their 30s, some in their 50s. Never told anyone and stopped about 10 years ago. It was my dirty little secret

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>>2679919
Sometimes I'll look for porn that reminds me of those scenarios and situations I was in. There was a thrill in getting away with it and being a dirty little slut without anyone knowing

>>2678871
How did it happen?

>>2679919
For me it was 14 (groomed). probably 90% of guys I have met were over 50.

>>2679396
My best friend knows, who is in the same friend group. I think that’s about it. Never got to do gay shit with him, I wiiiiiiish. He’s so hot. But plenty of gym showers, skinny dipping and straight tag teams. He never blurred that straight line sadly.

7817332535 Do what yall do

>>2679242
hehehe i hope so

>>2679932
What do you wish you could've done with him?

>be me, 19, latino, femenine-looking
>dating a hot black guy
>walking along the street by myself, get stopped by some guy, a black daddy
>asked me about bars nearby, tell him about a lesbian bar nearby because why the hell not lmao
>he tells me "he's into that type of bar"
>asks me for my name, tell him and he says it's a beautiful name and that i'm gorgeous
>I call him gorgeous back because he was hot as hell
>he then points at his car and says that "he's not a bum" and that he'a feeling a bit horny, if I could help him out in an alley nearby
>"I can't, gotta go"
>guy asks me if I can give him a hut at least
>pushes my hip toward his dick, can feel his huge dick protruding in his pants and he also starts touching my cock to see how big I was
>Instant boner, he asks me how old I am and I ask back
>he's 42
>he takes me to the alley and I give this guy the sloppiest head I've given today
>he also gives me a bj and tells me i'm gorgeous, makes out with me
>after a while he nuts in my throat and I come just from getting used like a slut by this guy
>i think i might have a thing for older black guys
>fantasize about this daddy pounding my hole, met him hear my house so maybe i'll run into him again
>also lots of black guys on grindr around here so i'm in heaven
>haven't told my boyfriend yet

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>>2679911
>bi guy
>has a single bad experience with men
>runs off and joins the straights
>never to return
>many such cases
>sad

I mean, either that or he made the whole thing up.

Everyone thinks I'm straight but I've had a penpal from Scotland for over a decade now. Been very close friendsnon and on off and I knew he was attracted to me, and me him. Nice accent, bigger than me in both ways, super nice, nerdy. Actually has stuck with me through some of the worst times. A few months ago I finally realized I want that man, bad. I told him yesterday and it went amazing, later this year he should be visiting for a week to meet, try my cooking, hangout, try guns, and fuck my brains out. I'm so fucking excited. I genuinely like him and it took ages to realize I could actually feel that way about a guy. Happy twink here!

>>2680038
Sounds so nice dude! Have fun so much fun with the guy. I'm actually a bit jealous.

>>2680058
Thank you and don't be. If you're a sweetheart karma will help you'll find it too and I pray it lasts since he will have to leave . I'm pretty traumatized by death and rape but the idea of feeling of him filling me up, feeling my ass sore those few days. From someone I actually trust and guided for years is different. Thank you anon and you'll receive some real care someday too :)

>>2679928
How do you feel about it in retrospect?

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I've got a fuckbuddy/its-complicated thing going with one of my cousins.

Been going on since our early teens, we were each other's first for pretty much everything. During college we roomed together for a couple years, and living together caused us to develop extra feelings and fall into the secret-boyfriends thing.

But we eventually agreed to break it off, since we figured there's no way we could make it work long term. Cousin marriage is actually legal in our state, but our family would go ballistic... I feel like we could might be able to weather the shitstorm over the cousincest, or over coming out as gay, but both together would probably get us disowned.

Now we're back to being more casual, though obv there's still some tension there. We've got one of those goofy sorta-joke-sorta-serious promises that if neither of us finds a "proper" partner by the time all our parents kick the bucket, we'll just say fuck it and get hitched.

>>2680117
How did it happen initially?

>>2674773
I stopped about a decade ago and I liked hooking up with men in secret but I'd always feel strange and unfulfilled after. When I stopped it became an occasional fantasy but that was it

>>2675186
I had a cute little twink in my neighborhood I hooked up with off and on for years. Never knew his name. We'd have really hot sex in a candlelit room, I'd hold him up against a wall and make out with him and fuck him. Let him fuck me once, my only time doing it. Also had a regular guy in his 50s with his own house, I'd hit him up, rush over and suck his cock on his couch while he'd have porn playing on the tv. It felt hot to be doing that with a grown up in a living room instead of sneaking around like I did growing up. Sometimes I'd just suck his dick and then drive home

>>2679871
bump guys, any tips?

>>2680137
How old are you? How much older are you looking for?

>>2680138
i'm 27, kinda looking for 40-50 i guess

>>2680103
The adult me realizes that it was wrong and the guy should have gone to jail (especially because he pimped me out to his "cop" friend). But while it was happening I enjoyed it and set me on a course to be a submissive bottom.

>>2678190
Woman moment.

My dad's friend offered to rent me a room in his house once. I turned it down because I sensed a vibe and I didn't want to start sucking his cock once I moved in

>>2679206

Back in the Dark Ages before things were so "woke", at men's gay bars, just walking through the crowd, you'd get groped by almost everybody and do your own groping as well. It was so fucking erotic. I suppose sex clubs are still like that, but this was just walking through a bar, so crowded you had to squeeze between guys, but that was part of the fun

>>2679224

Oh, he remembers, and he knew exactly what he was doing! Next time it will go even further, mark my words

>>2680258
Yup. He wants it. He's thought about it

>>2679920

This is the best part of doing stuff like that, even once. You can keep the fantasy in your head forever, and embellish it, but it's more than a fantasy because you actually HAVE done it and know that somewhere out there is a guy who remembers you being his slutty little sex slave, and that will factor into your future fantasies, too.

I'm in my 50s, and one of my most common JO fantasies still is a heavy embellishment on a couple of things I did back when I was in college, with this hot 35-yo guy who has now been dead of AIDS for decades.

>>2680257
I remember being drunk alone at a gay bar for the first time. I was nervous but started chatting with this guy outside. Within 15 mins I just asked if he wanted to fuck around. We were in his car within minutes and I had his huge hard cock in my mouth. One of the hottest experiences ever. It was so easy back then

>>2680260
I liked messaging this guy in his 50s. Going to his house. Sucking him off and going home before my roommate came home. Some nights i just needed some dick in my mouth. Still think about friends i hooked up with over the years too

>>2680117

Well, that's sort of bittersweet green text to read. Gay cousin incest is probably the less harmless incest and only frowned upon due to social stigma--no genetic problem, power dynamic, or the yuck factor of sibling. Can hide the cuz relationship pretty easy too to complete stranger.


I lowkey hope you will end up together, yeah probably unrealistic, but real feeling and compatibility combo are hard to come by, you guys has been together for long time and it seems to workout.

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>>2680132
It started as mutual experimentation as we were both first hitting puberty. Looking at porn together, comparing dicks, jerking off together, "practicing kissing", stuff like that. Which eventually led to trading handjobs, which led to BJs, and things just slowly escalated from there. We both went through all the usual teenage angst and guilt and attempting to convince ourselves that we weren't really gay, despite what we were doing. But regardless of our insecurities, I'd say by around sophomore year of high school we'd clearly moved from "just fooling around" territory into full-blown "having sex."

>>2680503
Thanks. And yeah, it's not out of the question that we might ultimately end up together... it's something we keep going back and forth on, especially as we both keep trying to date other people (both guys and girls) and it never quite seems to work out better than what we've got with each other. I do wish we just weren't cousins, it would make things a lot less complicated...

>>2680576

D'aww.. Yeah that usually happens when you two effectively grew up together and being each other first. Sucks indeed since you two happen to be cousins.

If you move out of state, it will probably work out just fine. Yeah but fantasy aside, I fully get it you have family, friends, job, etc. Can't imagine the awkwardness on thanksgiving/Xmas family gathering lol.

Btw, curious, does he resemble you enough? I know there is this theory that people are attracted to other people with similar face feature. Like those in doppelbanger subreddit.

Already told mine here (and lots of others too)
https://t.me/+0rnsX3uykctmOTQ1

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>>2674313
bored, so fuck it
>very assertive IRL
>borderline cocky
>bisexual, mostly fucked around with girls in high school and a bit in college
>kind of lean into the whole jock stereotype a little
>thought i was exclusively a top, forget about even being into the whole S&M stuff
>meet this dude
>early 30s, so bit of an age gap
>but ripped af, sandy blond hair, blue eyes
>legit looks like an A&F model
>we both "top" so mostly started out as making out, mutual masturbation, etc
>can't remember how it happened exactly, was drunk af
>but ended up getting into an argument about who would win in a fight
>said something to the effect of fine anon but if i can pin you down you better get ready to be my bitch
>can see where this is going
>fucker literally destroys me
>grapples me down to the floor
>hands pinned down, unable to move
>exhausted
>starts slapping me in the face, lightly enough though
>"give up anon?"
>admit defeat at this point
>"yeah sure man I give in"
>"you going to be a good little bitch for me"
>wants me to say it
>feign some refusal here, but i'm rock hard, and we both know
>starts slapping me again
>"yeah man i give up i'll be your bitch"
>"good boy now get the fuck up and undress"
>literally fucking diamonds now

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>>2680685
>stand up and undress to my boxers
>he gets up and looks down at me
>grabs the band of my boxers and wedgies it up my ass
>tells me i can either stay like this or "play dress up for him"
>painful, and insanely turned on, so go with it
>he throws me this little jockstrap to slip on
>"you won't be the first dude I fucked while wearing this"
>there i am
>clad in this faggy little blue jockstrap looking up at a dude who just manhandled me
>swear to God would not normally be into this
>yet, there, in that moment, it felt exhilarating
>almost had this yearning to obey
>to do as he says
>felt defeated, as if he claimed me
>my cock was throbbing at this point so i accept the power dichotomy
>"knees now anon"
>drop to my knees
>lunge towards his cock but he pushes me back
>tells me i need to earn it
>that he was not expecting me to be this submissive
>that i was easy to break
>"start by kissing my shoes"
>bend down in front of his and kiss his sneakers
>"fucking lick it anon"
>do exactly as i'm told
>then tells me to move my way up
>get to his bulge
>"you want this anon"
>nod my head
>"fucking say it"
>"I want your cock"
>"no beg me"
>humiliating begging ensues
>removes his boxers
>his dick is pulsating
>takes the back of my head and pushes me onto his cock
>shoves it right into my mouth
>bobbing my head back and forth
>only takes a couples of minutes for his precum to leak
>suddenly takes his cock out of my mouth
>pulls my hair and tells me to look directly in his eyes
>cums all over my face
>"God anon you look so good on your knees"

>>2680687
eventually do bottom for him, but could not do much that night, no preparation or anything
can go into it if anyone wants
i suppose my confession is that after him i've gone back to topping most dudes, sleeping around with a few girls, but this was the most turned on i've ever been
i hate that it turned me on so much, but it's the honest truth
never found another guy that could make me do this, at least without it feeling forced and cringy
it's difficult to explain

>>2680688
Was that the only time with him? Tell us more.

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>>2680689
no there were a few times, had a FWB situation going on for awhile
>after that sort of just grew to accept my position
>like I said a little cocky so would occasionally push back, and he would immediately put me in my place
>remember that i used to have fun with it
>would tell him to "make me" sometimes, and he had fun with that
>would grab me by the throat (not overly hard or anything) and ask me if we're still pretending that this doesn't turn me on
>when i bottomed, I was very tight down there, so a lot of toys were used
>i also had to shave too, douche, the usual in that regard
>in retrospect made me look more twunkish
>when i went to his place the night of and heard his voice, more domineering than ever
>immediately dropped the usual bravado
>there was always a psychological element to this
>had me put on another jockstrap but also a collar this time
>"get me a beer dude"
>do exactly as i'm told, could not hide that I was already hard given i was clad in a jockstrap
>beer in hand, told me to get down on my hands and knees like a dog
>knelt down, he lubed me up, and started to finger me from behind
>tried to move one hand towards my dick and he slapped it out of the way
>"not unless i fucking tell you so anon"
>graduated to dildos
>kind of painful but eventually it was inserting in and out
>told me lay on my back and open up my legs like a "good little whore"
>inserted some strange vibrating but plug
>and holy shit the pain was still there but it turned into pure bliss after awhile
>when on my back, spreading open my legs for him to see, he started to play with my head psychologically
>told me that i am now where every dude and chick i banged once was
>that he wants to hear me beg again and again
>that he owns my ass and how funny it would be if all my bros knew that i was his little bitch
>turned off the but plug and then had me back on my hands and knees
>"god you're like a dog in heat anon"
>"bark for me, slut"

>>2680704
>horny, but that felt too embarrassing at the time
>just sort of grunted
>ended up spanking me from behind at that point
>not sure what it was but just felt this meekness come over me
>and yet at the same time I had never felt this intense before
>started full on barking, or at least trying my best
>could hear him laughing
>tells me to stop and get ready
>that I'm going to enjoy having another guy inside me
>lubes me up again
>slowly slips his cock in
>again a sharp pain but more prepared for it at this stage
>starts to fuck me slowly moving in and out
>can hear his grunting
>as he moves the pain is matched with the same earlier sensation
>tells me he's going to go faster and to let him know if he needs to slow down
>goes faster again painful but I can cope
>"oh anon knew you'd be good at this"
>"tell me that you want me inside you, that you'll be a good slut for daddy"
>really did not want to call any man "daddy" but the moment was so intense I nearly screamed it
>eventually he was close to cumming
>took out his cock and told me to face him
>his grunting got louder and louder, and he then came on my jockstrap
>told me that I could cum but only if I took it off and licked his cum off of it
>slipped it off revealing my cock rock hard
>just started to lick every drip off it
>he grabbed me and pushed me onto the bed laying down, grabbed the jockstrap, and shoved it in my mouth
>"you can start jacking off anon"
>came in about 10 second as I looked up at him gagged with a cum stained jock

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>>2680675
>Btw, curious, does he resemble you enough?
We have a lot of similar features and mannerisms, but different hair colors and different builds. He's a skinny brown-haired twink and has that "scruffy stoner" look going on. I'm dirty blonde, broader and more muscular than him, but slightly shorter. Oh, and his dick is super fucking long, but mine is way thicker lol.

Personally I don't think we look that similar, but several people have mistaken us for being brother so what do I know.

>>2674313
I sucked ladyboy cock and it was amazing.

H>>2680707
Well anon.. since you mentioned dick shape.. How is the sex life between you two? Lol

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>>2680864
idk, aside from us being cousins I feel like we're pretty vanilla. We're both switches, so we go back on forth on who tops and who bottoms, basically depending on which of us is feeling more horny or dommy. And that's assuming we even go as far as anal... a lot of the time we just stick to frotting or blowjobs.

>>2680868
Lol, too real.
OK what about your love live? Do you do couple things when in private? I bet sweet home Alabama joke all pretty common lol.

>>2680712
I once gave a ladyboy a chance. As soon as we were both naked he admitted that he fucked a 4-year-old a year before. I have never lost the mood so fast in my life. Now I believe that 41% is too small of a number.

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>>2680891
Well, like I said, we aren't dating anymore. Technically.

We've been intentionally avoiding spending too much private time alone with each other, because we do still tend into acting overly-intimate and couple-y when we're supposed to be keeping it casual. If one of us has a guy or girl we're seeing (not much luck on that front lately desu), we try to avoid being alone together, just to avoid temptation. If neither of us has prospects, we'll still do hookups and sometimes stay overnight, but we try to avoid lingering and spending all day or weekend together.

And while we've both made plenty of incest jokes to each other, the fact that we're cousins doesn't actually come up much. I mean, sure I introduce him as my cousin to other people, but the fact that we're related is rarely the first or even third thing that comes to mind when I think of him.

I’m debating whether or not to cheat on my fiancee and go get sucked off at a nearby gloryhole… I love her but she hasn’t made me cum from head and the thought of unloading in some random guy’s mouth gets me so fucking hard

>>2680706
How did you two meet?

Since I was kid I fantasized my father's cock.

I remember he was naked ofter at home and I could see it.

As a kid still I remember seeing him fully erected while he came to my bedroom after I screamed out of a nightmare.
I could see his dick in the shadow.

As a teenager, after my parents divorced, during summers I used to sneak near my father's computer while i knew he was masturbating.

Althought i could not see his dick ofc, I realized I could sneak even better by passing window and observe it from the window behind him. I was so exciting i could see a little more of the spectacle.

I've also realized my dad used to take a lot of pictures of his own cock that he publishes on internet.

I'm now is my 30s and still regularly go on to see if he posted something, it's exciting af when there are new pics.

I went backpacking through Europe when I was a college student. One time I was staying at a hostel in Rome and ended up in a room with four Dutch guys for couple of days. Tall, blond, sexy guys. While I'd be out all day checking out historical sites, they’d be out all night, probably partying. I knew this because I'd get woken up at 3 or 4 in the morning by them stumbling in, loud and drunk. And the room would be empty when I came late at night.

And they'd leave their dirty boxers and socks everywhere. One day when I came, the room smelled like a locker room. Instant turn on, I took a boxer and dirty socks into the bathroom, and jerked off while sniffing them. Boxer had yellow piss stains. I licked them. I put the dirty socks in my mouth. They smelled awful. But now in a foul way. More like sweaty socks after gym. Adrenaline I felt was crazy. Total euphoria. With eyes half closed and shit. Came within minutes. Came so hard. I put them back in the exact places in exact shapes not to get them suspicious.

This was the lowest of the low for me. I never did such thing before or after this. Still, even thinking about it makes me hard.

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>>2681158

No shame, Anon. We've almost all done similar, and nobody was hurt

>>2681070
imagine posting this and not posting your dad's dick pics

In college I would sneak my roommates used underwear to sniff while I jerked off. Once, I found a fresh pair full of cum - enough to rub my cock with and jerk off with. Best JO ever - looking back I wish I would have tasted it, but used it as lube instead

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This is the one.

In middle school one of my friends molested me at his birthday party. He kissed me and groped me and grinded his hard dick against me. He gave me a hickey and laughed at how I'd have to explain where that came from.

A few months later I had a dream I was over at his house and he jerked off until he came, and he came so much it flooded his entire house. I was washed away in his semen, as it swept me down his steps into his house's lower level.

I now recognize I am at least bisexual and I have a serious cum fetish. There are days where I wish I knew then what I know now because I would have been such a cock slut in school.

>>2681070
>>2681344
I used to see my dad's cock all the time. The first time I really got a good look at it, it was soft, but looked pretty big. I was like "oh shit". I threw a blanket on top of him, but I wanted to touch it so bad.

The last time I was 18 and we were home alone. He didn't realize I was there and was jerking off and when I got up to take a leak, I caught him.

The interesting part was that he didn't cover himself up. He just laid there, legs spread open, although he wasn't jerking anymore, he was just there rock hard. I couldn't tell if he was looking at me or not. (It was thick and probably 7.5 if not more).

I was so out of it that I just ran to the bathroom and when I came back he had shut the door. I wish I had said something like "God Damn that's fucking big,"

I have a feeling something would have happened.

He's no longer here, but her got really fat and ugly at the end.

>Prays for a time machine

Had a lot of sexual trauma growing up that left me with a weird relationship with sex. I still want to have sex and enjoy it, but unfortunately whenever me and my boyfriend have sex I end up dissociating. On top of being a introverted and not very verbal person in general, I've never been very vocal during sex, and pretty shy.
My boyfriend knows all of this too of course, but when I express that I can't exactly control the dissociation during sex he gets mad. In general he's not a very good sexual partner. I've constantly tried to relearn and form a new relationtion with sex, but desu his attitude during and actions(or lack of) don't really help. I mean I love him a lot, but I just want someone to fuck me like they actually care, and like help me learn how to enjoy sex. A few times I have ended up talking to some older guys and getting as far to even setting up hook ups, but have backed out each time. Part of me feels guilty obviously for considering cheating, but the other part of me feels sad for not going through with it. Like, i wanna get fucked properly and actually cum for once.

I fucked 3 teen boys

>>2681643
Have you tried therapy? Solo and joint?

Done solo therapy, helped me a lot in a bunch of different ways. Bf refuses to go to joint or even solo therapy.
Sucks cause I really wanna be able to work thru and overcome the issues that keep me from being able to enjoy and be present during sex. But there's only so much I can do when my bf doesn't really seem to care about it. Unfortunately for me, he's the one person that I WANT to have sex with, and why I wanna work thru these issues. Tried bringing up the idea of an open relationship sort of thing purely for this purpose but he was super against it.

(Sorry for any mistakes, English is not my native language) It must be a really shitty situation not being able to trust your boyfriend with something so important in your lives, which makes me wonder: if he doesn’t want to go to therapy, not for himself nor for you, then what is he willing to compromise on? Does he at least make an effort to make things good for you?

I’m also sorry for the assumption I’m about to make, but considering everything you’ve been through, is being in this relationship something that’s actually good for you, or is it something you’re holding onto just to feel “better”? Because if the sex is only good for him, I’m worried that you might be continuously reliving experiences similar to the abuse you went through in the past.

>>2681649 #
(Sorry for any mistakes, English is not my native language. It must be a really shitty situation not being able to trust your boyfriend with something so important in your lives, which makes me wonder: if he doesn’t want to go to therapy, not for himself nor for you, then what is he willing to compromise on? Does he at least make an effort to make things good for you?

I’m also sorry for the assumption I’m about to make, but considering everything you’ve been through, is being in this relationship something that’s actually good for you, or is it something you’re holding onto just to feel “better”? Because if the sex is only good for him, I’m worried that you might be continuously reliving experiences similar to the abuse you went through in the past.

>>2680712
I had a ladyboy with a huge cock tell me that she loved me while she fucked me doggystyle

>work night shift at a small convinience store
>pretty handsome homless guy walks in
>asks if i can give him boiling water for his instant noodles
>"ok wait outside i'll call you when it's done"
>lock the door and put brb sign on
>turn the kettle on
>"what if i cum on his noodles"
>run to the bathroom and jerk off furiously
>cum inside
>add boiling water
>unlock the door and give it to him
>he's eating my cum
>get hard everytime i think about it

>>2682155
deranged

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>realize I’m bisexual in college
>never do anything because it turns out I like daddies/bears and most college age guys are hard gay twinks
>browse Craigslist to masturbate
>find Squirt
>make burner accounts and write fake sexual encounter stories to keep premium membership so I can video chat
>addicted to masturbating with other men in video chat
>would still probably be jacking off on video chat if Squirt wasn’t a wasteland/garbage website
Something about jacking off on camera with other men is addicting. I pre-cum like I’m cumming when I do it, especially when someone is chatting at me and calling me son or boy.

>>2680134
this is how I am operating rn, it's a fantasy, I know I won't enjoy it so I'm keeping myself on this board essentially.

>>2674313
Whenever I get in a gay/bi mood, I go to a local bathhouse that’s known for gay cruising with lots of sexual activity. It’s always a blast, and every time I’m there I experience something new or different and I love it. I’ve heard horror stories from places like it but I’m very lucky that my bathhouse is clean and discreet. I’ve visited and came there a million times and don’t plan to stop. Plus I got an endless amount of stories and experiences from my visits.

>>2682287
I too found out I was bi in college because I roomed with an openly gay guy. He was chill and I didn’t think he was gay at first but found out pretty quickly. Once we got past the awkward phase and he realized I was down to fool around, we fucked like rabbits. He was my first for every gay thing ive done. He was a top and he kinda made me his bottom but it was more or less him being open to let me try anything, but I think I became a bottom because of him. I also posted this >>2682382

>>2674388
I got messed with a few times by my male babysitter neighbor who was in high school when I was an around 4-5. There was never any force involved, I DO wonder why he even took that risk tho considering I could’ve told on him immediately. I enjoyed it tho, sadly he didn’t continue long term. Never made me suck his dick just played around with my ass. I don’t even think he fucked me he probably just wanted to look at and finger my boy ass so he could get a quick nut off lol

>>2675249
Someone explained to me this to me once: There’s a filter in life called a “screen” so you’re not actually seeing or hearing it irl. Same for watching movies with physical or mental abuse, or gore movies like Saw. We can handle these extreme images by video or picture, but the brain “knows” when something is happening right in front of you and adjusts accordingly.

>>2679887
This is what "bring neighborly" should always be

>>2682365
It's still fun to think about old memories of what a secret slut I was. The bizarre situations I'd be in. I like finding gay porn videos that remind me of some of those encounters. So fucking hot. Sometimes I wish I had a thick cock in my mouth again

After breaking up with my then girlfriend after we graduated high school, I spent a month looking at sissy porn and found a cock to suck before the end of that summer. I went over to his place in the middle of the day and wore his wife’s panties while he fucked my mouth in the basement.

It sounds much hotter than it was because he couldn’t stay hard(didn’t want to take his viagra since his wife wanted to have sex that night) and he had really long hairs that made me gag a bunch.

Be me 24, and had only been a strict top. Happens that I meet a ridiculously hung bottom on grindr, and start dating him. After some time he decides he would like to try to fuck me in the ass, and I reluctantly comply. Fast forward to today, and we're still together, but instead of being the top, I bottom for him whenever he wants, and I love it when he fills my hole with his seed.

> be me, 22, leaning straight
> covid times, boring, can't date
> get bored, order a plug, enema kit and dildos online
> get high, start experimenting
> realize I love it
> keep doing this every couple days, aiming for that prostate orgasm
> start sharing pics and sexting with people on telegram / grindr
> new user, 30, 200m away
> they start chatting first, they share a dick pic with a face
> they're hot
> i reply, we get chatting
> i say I've not done anything with a guy, but open to try and go slow
> he asks if I smoke weed, hell yeah
> we organize him coming over (living alone)
> I prep, shower, answer the door with wet hair
> we chill in my lounge room, chatting, smoking
> get some logistic questions out of the way, when were you last tested, can i see the results, top/switch/bottom? etc.
> he's top & switch, good I want to bottom
> we're sufficiently high, I ask if I can try sucking his dick
> he grins, says he's been waiting for me to ask
> i kiss him first, i like the feeling of his stubble on my face
> I pull down his pants, about 6.5in, slightly girthier than mine, definitely a bit more girthier than my biggest dildo
> i start sucking, albeit poorly, very cognizant of my teeth and how they keep rubbing on his dick
> this goes on for a while, I'm very hard at this point, my jaw is starting to hurt
> i attempt to deep throat, poorly
> he pulls me up and says that was a good first attempt, and says he'll show me how it's done
> he pulls down my pants and gives me the best blowjob of my life
> he teases my asshole with his finger as he does it, i'm moaning
> he asks if he can fuck me, I say yes but go slow
> I lay on the couch, I tell him that there's some lube in the drawer, he grabs it
> he lubes my hole, and slowly puts his finger in it
> he's rubbing my prostate, i'm leaking precum
> after a few minutes his puts two fingers in "fuck you're so tight"
> I've trained myself for weeks at this point, so I feel like i'm ready for him to fuck me

>>2682900
cont
> ...I've trained myself for weeks at this point, so I feel like i'm ready for him to fuck me
> "feel how tight I am with your dick", a poor attempt at dirty talk, seems to land
> he lubes himself up, lubes my hole some more, and lines himself up
> he asks if i'm ready, I say yes and brace myself
> he says to relax, I do
> i feel his tip against my hole, he starts rubbing himself against me
> it feels so good
> he starts pushing in, I feel his tip "pop" into me
> I moan, he moans
> he sits there for a minute, kissing me
> he slowly starts moving in and out of me
> after a few minutes i'm loosened up, ready for a pounding
> he pulls out, lubes some more, what an experienced king
> i say to fuck me
> he grins, goes back in, and slowly starts building up more speed and force
> holy fuck, this feels so much better than dildos
> we fuck for what feels like ages, he flips me round onto my knees, and pulls me back
> the pressure on my prostate is insane with this angle, with his breath on my neck
> i start feeling like I need to pee, my legs start shaking
> he can tell, he doesn't change what he's doing, "you like it when i fuck you like this?"
> i moan out a yes, then a fuck, then a yes again
> my mind is going blank at this point, waves of pleasure building
> i start cumming, it's an ethereal experience
> he reaches around and catches my cum
> he pulls out one I stop leaking and lubes himself up with my cum and goes back in
> he just creampied me with my own cum, hot
> we fuck for what feels like ages, i'm enjoying it, he finally finishes inside and i cum again when i feel his cock pulsing inside me

we kept this going for a few months until restrictions lifted, i topped him a few times, but mostly it was me bottoming. I did get much better at blowjobs

>>2674773
I used to be like this before i learned how to get fucked, and for me it was because I got raped by an older cousin when I was a kid, I’m 30 now and married, but before I got married I let myself enjoy getting fucked and that change everything, I’m marry to a girl and love her to death but I miss getting fucked and sucking dick

>>2674437
Do you have sex with the fat guys too?
That would be so fucking hot...

>>2674313
Seriously beautiful guys are nice in every sense of the term.

>>2682387
>I too found out I was bi in college because I roomed with an openly gay guy.
Lucky man. I had a roommate who came out sophomore year and clearly had a thing for me. Super twink so I didn’t even second glance and I was oblivious, but he clearly wanted something more. Had a jacked power bottom Asian cozy up to me too. Fumbled both times. Ended up exploring once with an older guy and wasn’t into it and then sucked a guy understall years later. Hot but was in a bad place mentally.
I eventually got a gf and she loves pegging. We swapped with a bi couple for a bit too. Got to joint blow the guy while his wife cheered us on. Fun being in a pile of bodies and everyone is sucking and fucking. Never did a bathhouse/adult theater, way to risk-averse.

I had a roommate in college who was openly bisexual and a massive alcoholic. I came home one night and he was in our living room on his knees sucking a random guy's cock while the guy was drinking straight from a bottle. There was also a second guy sitting on our couch with his pants around his ankles stroking his cock. It was pretty obvious that he was just waiting for his turn.

My roommate was too drunk to realize or process the fact that I'd walked into the room. Both the guy he was blowing and the guy waiting to get blown assumed that I was just yet another guy who wanted to get blown. I stood and stared for at least a few seconds just trying to figure out how to react to what I was seeing and what to do in response.

I ended up blurting out "hi guys" and "I'm just going to go to my room". The guy getting blown responded with "you live here? lucky bastard". The guy on the couch started laughing and told me that my roommate did this for them a lot and that he'd told them I was cool. I realized at that point how drunk HE was.

Meanwhile my roommate just kept sucking the first guy there in the middle of the room. I decided to just say fuck it at that point and asked my roommate if he wanted me to leave. I got a "huh-uh" in response.

I was pretty drunk myself and didn't know what to say at that point. The guy on the couch said I should just sit down and get some free head. He was too drunk to give a fuck about our living arrangement.

But so was my roommate. So I sat down. My roommate looked at me a few times while continuing to suck like his life depended on it. But he never said a word to me.

It took him a while but he got a load out of both of his guests and then immediately came over to where I was sitting and proceeded to give me what still stands as the best blowjob I've ever received. I shot what felt like a gallon of cum into his mouth and then he gave me an equally incredible experience maybe an hour later.

This became a regular thing. It was great.

I present straight In my day to day life but I'm addicted to showing my fat ass to old fat guys and black guys on snap

>>2676929

100% this. I was invited over to this athletic jocky guys house. Much richer than me. Nice ass place. His room was shaped all weird with tilted walls and shit, like a furnished attic. That night, he just immediately strips down to his boxers and we're hanging out, me fully clothed, him almost naked, and he decides it's bed time at like 10pm. Way too early for me but I'm like okay I guess. As I'm making myself a little place to sleep on the floor, I realize he's positioned so that I can see his cock and balls up his boxer leg. Very intentional so I just say, "Wow, dude. Your junk is out." He looks down and then back at me and just smiles. So I move over there on my knees and just start sucking it. He instantly grabbed my head and got hard in less than 10 seconds. He's got his eyes closed and he's thrusting into my mouth and says "You can't tell anyone" and I say "I won't " to which he shoves my head back on his cock and says, "Shut up. Don't take it out." He's cumming. I'm still going on it even after he's done cumming and he goes, "Oh, you really like dick, don't ya?" I just giggle with it in my mouth. Maybe another minute goes by and his post nut clarity kicks in and he just says, "Alright, cool" and rolls over and goes to sleep. We never speak of it again. Days later, he's made up some story about how I called his little brother gay and he's gonna kick my ass or some shit. I just avoided him after that.

i love my best friend, i daydream about he fucking my brains out and being his boyfriend forever, all day long. It's honestly destroying my mental health.

>>2683103
why old fats and blacks in particular? Not even judging you anon, I just don't see why those two in particular.

Being racially degraded is fun especially since black guys usually have bigger dicks, and I really love the taboo of being a sex toy for a guy who is so much uglier than me

There's no appeal to me in submitting to a hot white guy, but "punching down" with an old fat guy is so hot I think it's a self esteem thing

>>2683176
Is it the thought that we can't do any better and if we want sex and intimacy we have to degrade ourselves get it?

I love CMNM. it's my favorie porn genere and I love when it comes to clothed men fucking naked men (even if the clothed dude just wearing their shirts. in short coverin the torso)

My dities fantasy is to in orgy with clothed guys whie I'm the naked dude. Two fucking me in the ass while i'm sucking a 3rd men's cock and giving a handjob to other two men.

One time I took acid with my friend who was bi and when we were both peaking he started rubbing his cock so I told him to pull it out and it was thick and curved and I asked him if I could suck it.

I spent the next half hour tripping balls getting my throat fucked and when he shot ropes into my mouth I just grabbed my cock through my jeans and I came on myself while swallowing what seemed like a gallon of hot sticky cum.

>>2683211
for me it's a genuine desire to be degraded and put in my place, and being made to do whatever i'm told plz

I have been straight my entire life. Well I thought so anyway. I was watching porn one night, I have ways enjoyed rough sex, gangbangs stuff like that. I loaded up a video and it starts as a woman surrounded by men. Then her husband walks in and she pretty much forces him to partake in the gangbang. Fluffing for her as the men fuck her. It eventually transforms to both the man and woman getting gangbanged. I found I was able to imagine myself in his position. So I started watching more bisexual porn. Mostly bisexual blowjobs with heterosexual sex. The thought of sucking a cock just made my mouth water. That was 15 years ago. Since then I have continued to watch bisexual porn and even gay porn. Still enjoying the rough stuff, just gay and imagining myself as the bottom begging like a bitch. Well I downloaded grindr one day and found a guy. Straight just wanted to get off. He was on the smaller side and couldn't really get into it. But I found having that hot cock in my mouth was every bit as enjoyable as I imagined. The issue is it wasn't enough. I went home and power fucked my wife. Then started thinking about what I wanted. Then it donned on me, I want to be treated how I treat her. I want to be pushed down to my knees and have a heavy cock slapped across my face and pressed against my lips until I open my mouth. Then work up to getting face fucked. All while being verbally abused and degraded. I'm talking spit on slapped a bit called a fag. Whatever the gentleman can think of. Before he grabs me by the hair and bends me over and eases into my virgin ass and starts fucking me slowly, until I'm begging to for more like a true bottom bitch. Unfortunately I live in a town of about 3k people and am very much in the closet if you want to call it that. My wife doesn't know, my colleagues don't know. No. One knows about what I fantasize about. Hopefully soon, this can become a reality.