>>2702952
I'm in young person. Not child but young, like teeangers (I'm not 50 but 22) and i kinda feel bad about it (but I'm not dating any or trying to, but if had the chance to I'd like it)

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>>2702952
I can find sexual encounters, even with people I usually find attractive, a few I find very attractive

However, I feel unfit to fuck.

Those last few years I just see myself as emotionally and physically incapable of engaging in sexual acts.

Yeah, I get erections. Yeah, stuff fit inside my ass.

But just the fact I am in my body (a male body i don't consider manly enough) just makes me sad.

I don't find not even porn actually satisfying. Just seems pointless to watch so many Gattouz0 or Liam Leigh videos if I'm not actually going to fuck them.

I used to be such a gooner and such a fucking whore. I used to fuck faggots bareback in bathroom stalls. But now I just feel depressed.

I guess I wasn't really enjoying as much as I did; i guess I was doing it all out of anxiety and impulse to feel better about myself.

But the magic trick is reveled. The goon rabit is out of the hat and I know how.

I recently started working out and doing skincare. Fingers crossed it's a process and I'll sexually heal.

>>2702991
I feel similar to this post. I think I am not actually gay. I did enjoy sex with men in the past, but I do not buy the propaganda of being born this way. I'm 33, so I have gooned for too long, not sure if I can fix this problem I imposed on myself. I want a girlfriend.

>>2702970
There's nothing wrong with liking teenagers, unless you live in the United States. In most countries, the age of consent begins in adolescence.

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>>2703516
Yeah, in my case, I do like man and even some women. I am bi.

But i realized I wanna feel hot. I wanna feel like a Chad.

I do not look like a fag nor a woman, but i don't look manly or handsome enough to me.

In your case, if you goon to girls and fall in love with girls and picture yourself marring girls, then you are:

1. Straight but with "a hole is a goal (including mine)" policy

2. Bissexual with preference for women.

But if you goon to dudes and fall in love with dudes and picture yourself marring dudes, then:

1. The Nile is a river in Egypt. Your ass is gay as hell.

Be sincere with yourself. Either way is a long path and you deserve a happy destination.

>>2702970
>>2703518
Dude, you must do what it feels right to you as long as it doesn't hurt anyone (including yourself).

Beware the laws of your country. The age of consent differs from nation to nation.

If you are 22 and feels bad or wrong dating someone who is 17, then don't. But if:
> they want it and
> you want it and
> you are not trying to hurt them
> and the laws of your country doesn't prohibit it

Then is legally available. According to science, the human brain only fully develops around 25 years old.

Anything else is social, political, religious and cultural construct.

Should we only be allowed to date each other AFTER 25? Drink after 25? Drive after 25? Vote after 25? Buy a house after 25? Smoke? Bet? Enlist in the military? Marry? Divorce?

The answer WILL vary to nation to nation, religion to religion, politics to politics, culture to culture, etc.

>>2703516
Dude, that's just bisexuality, and bisexuality is nothing more than heterosexuality with a fetish. The same sex is only for fun and to fulfill your perversions. There comes a point in life when you get tired of that and want a traditional relationship.

>>2703520
I don't believe that nonsense about the brain developing after 25. People used to get married, have kids, and live alone in their early 20s. That's just an excuse because the current generation is too retarded to face life.

>>2703521
I'm an excess male though, I literally can't get a woman, I am okay with admitting that here. I am not ugly or a manlet, I'm just a socially awkward sperg.

>>2703519
I have imagined a life with both sexes, I won't lie and say "I only like men cause cocks are cool" which is what faggots on porn sites always say when they're in a comment section. I have made out with women and men when I was younger, I' not repulsed by men or women. I just hate how gay sex involves me getting my ass penetrated. I don't desire to top, I'd rather take it, but it's nasty that my brain knows this is gross, but my body craves it anyway.

>>2702952
Isn’t there already a couple threads that are exactly the same thing?

>>2703522
It doesn’t mean they’re not capable of all those things. It just means the mind is still developing neurons and remains impressionable having not finished full development. And it’s not exactly 25 for everyone. Doesn’t really mean they’re less capable, people just use it as an excuse. There are some really interesting studies about the negative effects of THC on the developing brain. Probably accounts for a significant number of the increase of mental illnesses in kids 14 to 25.

>>2702952
Yesterday, I was in a rock climbing gym. An excellent place to meet young fit men BTW. Probably one of the best besides a club.
I was climbing with a group of friends and we kinda merged with an another group. One of the guys was super cute, very fit and motivated. He was fairly new to the sport so was eager to learn but already super strong. I’ve been climbing for almost 10 years so I steered helping him out. He was getting a bit flirty and I was eager to oblige. I’m closeted and rarely do anything with men, so was a bit reserved.

Around an hour later, most everyone left and it was just me and him. The gym was closing and we packed up and left while making plans to go climbing sometime.

We get to the parking lot and end up talking for at least 45 minutes. He thanked me for the hundredth time, but then tells me it was hot being coached by me. So I said it was hot to coach a young stud. He’s at least 15 years younger.

He leans in and kisses me. I go instantly diamonds and we make out for another 30 minutes. We’re both grabbing ass when he shoves his hands down my shorts. Wasn’t long before he was giving me a BJ right there in the parking lot.

We’re meeting up today to go climbing in about half an hour. He’s vers and I really want him to fuck me. Wish me luck.

>>2703530
Fucking shit being fit is just another level

I don't wish you bad, but I wish to be in your place when i am older.

Goals.

I've been sleeping with my married best friend for over 5 years now, starting before his engagement. He's 5'10" ginger 7in uncut geeky guy average build. We meet up a few times a year, almost always do something. Handjobs most often sometimes in public places. Oral on occasions, twice sex weirdly kinky hand cuffs and ski mask stuff. We are meeting tomorrow at my place, making dinner, got a movie, condoms, lube, and vibrator. Wanna try watersports again, he was too shy last time.

>>2703567
NICE

>>2703567
But for the height difference you sound like you could be Sascha & Benjamin

>>2703573
I don't know who those guys are but I'm 6'3" stocky dark hair 5.5in cut. I'm top but won't say no to getting rimmed

>>2703567
Update to my post. We met up, I made orange chicken and rice, we played VR. We turned on a movie, some horror slop. 10 minutes in we're making out, he strips down sucks me for a few minutes. I get off the bed and deep throat him for 15 minutes he cums in my mouth. I flip him over, rim him, lube him up and fuck him and blow my load inside. He said I was a little rough, we shower continue the movie. He whines about feeling bad while we cuddle naked. After 3 hours his wife starts blowing up his phone demanding pizza

>>2702952
I have a desire to suck someone cock, to play with it (and be degenerate with it), to make that person feel good and maybe get fucked too.
BUT
i'm a virgin (never had any kind of relationship)
socially inept (almost clinically autistic i'd say, i can barely say to have had any friend);
fucking old (close to 40);
with a body that is a wreck (not fat but ruined in many other ways).
i don't care about labels (het, gay, bi, watermelon...) or roles (top/bottom) and the kind of power fantasies. I just want to feel good myself and make my partner feel the same in a relationship of understanding and complicity.

Now i don't even know if i'm really attracted by dicks or is it just porn conditioning coupled with the fact that i've come to a point where i see women and being intimate with one as something as purely fanciful as like a hobo dreaming about owning a rare ultra-expensive exotic car. I mean while it's exactly the same with men because i'm the same fucking retard, the idea of being with a man, ideally, appear to be just slightly less impossible.
And while i lurk threads looking for some nice clean uncuts to fantasize about, at the gym showers i don't really feel anything by looking at other guys dicks. Well, the context there is not sexual in any way but seems to be different for other anons given the stories i've read here.

However even if i wanted to give a try just to know if it would do for me or not i don't have any idea on what do or even put myself in a situation that could lead to something (p.s. grindr and other apps aren't a thing here)

Sorry for the dumb blogpost and excuse me for the time wasted if you cared enough to read through it

>>2702970
I'm a complete fag with a boyfriend but my guilty pleasure fap is to the thought of a girl jerking me off. Would never date a foid though.

>>2702952
Nice try, CIA.

>>2703682
I was a virgin until late as well (28), so I relate to your doubts about your sexuality. I used to wonder the same before I got into dating guys. For me therapy helped to get rid of my anxious mindset and self-doubts, but it could be that in your country talking about being gay or not is just not in the cards. Feeling sexy yourself, however, definitely helps getting in the right mindset to meet guys and try it out, even in random situations. There are so many people with weird bodies that still find sexual satisfaction, so it’s not something out of reach for you.
In hindsight, turns out i actually was in a lot of situations where (male and female) people were interested in me, but I just didn’t (want to) see it because I just couldn’t believe or understood it. So I never acted on their hints or looks and they dropped it.
What I always envied about my peers when I was a teen was that they got to experiment when they were young, with other young people. As older guys we still need to figure stuff out, but the barriers (mostly mental) got way bigger. So talking with someone about your doubts will help. If not possible, perhaps try to experiment online with video stuff? Or perhaps if you dare go to a gay bar or spot and just order a drink and watch? No expectations for yourself, you can always just leave if it gets too much or decline any attention you get. For me that realization helped a lot to get rid of some anxiety when putting myself out there. You don’t owe anyone anything. If they get mad about you declining them that’s their problem.

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>>2703742
Being jerked off by a girl is like being jerked off by the wacky waving inflatable arm-flailing tube man! You’re better off doing it yourself.

When I was a backpacker in Auckland I wanted to experiment a bit and found this much older guy on Grindr that was happy to let me try and give him a BJ.

I turned up at his apartment and he was in great shape and had a white stubble beard, I tried blowing him for like half an hour until my jaw got too sore at which point he just lay on top on me on the couch and started kissing me, which eventually led to him dry humping me.

I was total putty in his hands, after a while he started stripping me naked and had me bend over the couch as he rimmed me. I didnt even know rimming was a thing, my mind was blown...

By this stage I was dripping pre cum and jerking myself off but he wouldnt let me cum, instead he took me to the bedroom and made me blow him again.

Soon enough he flipped me over and started teasing his cock into me, it didnt even cross my mind to ask him to wear a condom and after a lot of slow and sensual kissing, caressing, and teasing his cock was fully in me and he came so hard inside me I felt like such a slut but also very happy that I was able to satisfy him.

I actually passed out from exhaustion and the next morning we repeated the night before. Then we chatted and I found out he was married and had kids and was only visiting Auckland for work.

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>>2704176
amazing experience you've been lucky

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>>2702970
Why don't you have a seat?

for a while when I was like 24 I used to rent just a room to save money, the landlord was around 45 or 50 yo
after a while he used to come to my room with any excuse just for me to fuck him, best sex I've had
after moving I tried dating apps but it wasn't the same

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i want to try something like thia

One night circa 2018 started chatting with this empty profile on grindr. I was dl and so was he. Finally plucked up the courage to exchange pics... turns out it was one of my good girl mates bf/baby daddy. It didn't progress for obvious reasons until one random arvo. I was just getting into my car to head to the gym and he messaged if I was keen to meet up right then... that his gf (my friend) was overseas for work. Drove over, had the longest awkward chat, and eventually got down and dirty. I fucked him for over an hour. It was a hot arvo and I was dripping with sweat all over him, it was a sight to behold. Still to this day one of my hottest hook ups.

They're married now with 3 kids. We only ever met 5 times after that over the years and only when he's desperate and insanely horny. Funnily enough saw him drive past while I was grocery shopping earlier today.

When I was in my late 20’s I lived in an apartment one block from a Holliday Inn that was only a few blocks from an international airport. The location sucked for noise, but the amount of traveling horny men that came through that place was staggering.

Back then it was Craigslist which was light years better than the shitty apps of today. I started cruising for men traveling on business trips or whatever and every couple days some hot “straight” guy would show up looking to play. It got to where I had several “regulars” who’d fly in once a month or so.

Some would pay me or buy me stuff. One had me keep a suitcase full of lingerie, wigs, sex toys and stuff to play with while he was there and he paid for it all.

It was pretty evenly split between guys who wanted to bottom, guys who wanted to top and the ones who would flip fuck all night. I didn’t mind, I like it all. The best part is I could be really picky. Every one of the guys I hooked up with was well kept, upper middle class and respectful. A definite step up from what you’d typically encounter on hookup sites. I was spoiled for sure. But I’m glad I don’t live there anymore.