I lost interest in being a trans woman after I severely mutilated my own testicles. They’re still functional, but much less so.
>>35498158U did it to coom, didn’t you
>>35498158In what manner did you mutilate your testicles? Were you chemically castrated? Orchiectomy?
>>35498158Why did you do that?
>>35498215I shredded the insides with needles.
>>35498232Did you end up with infection or another complication?
>>35498254Not that I know of. My testicles are just less functional now and it’s noticeable in certain ways.
why would you do that?
>>35498268What lead you to wanting to shred your balls?
>>35498268Less functional testes means less testosterone means sexual function is repressed/less active.Your desire to transition is driven by sexual drive, that's not necessarily a bad thing (a very sizable portion of transwomen are that way too) but it is what it is.
>>35498158what led to you actually "stirring"why the fuck would you do it
>>35498231>>35498272>>35498326I wanted to castrate myself and I succeeded to an extent. I probably could take it further, but I don’t feel much desire to anymore.
>>35498359so it was purely fetishistic?if you take testosterone does that come back?
>>35498365I did have a bit of castration fetish thing going on. I actually got pretty aroused by causing damage to my testicles, to be fully honest.
>>35498375were you on hrt before?
>>35498390No, but I wanted to be. I was desperate.
>>35498359Wtf? Why would you want to castrate yourself?
