anyone else has recurrent nightmares about jacking off since starting hrt? like since day 1 on it really dont care about casual sex nor porn anymore cuz it was something that i only did as a form of cope all these years + this shit destroys all your libido so i just stopped all of that to the point that i dont even think about it anymore but sometimes i have these fucking weird nightmares where i am just doing it, searching DESPERATELY for some FUCKING ANIME PORN ike a DEGENERATE BEAST RAPEHON that has all his MALE MILK in his BALLS ready to CUM and KILL some BABIES then i wake in cold sweats really FUCKING SCARED, srsly it feels like if i was raping myself and i hate when this happens, will srs and a bf save me from this darkness?
>>35499342this is weird anon i just dream about getting raped
