>>35507291
few hours of no responsibilities and joy. empty, cold, realization and crushing stress after

>>35507314
tfw you give in and enjoy those desires you have been repping only to come out of the haze, realise what you did, and what you are

>>35507291
Sissies need to fuck off.

>>35508169
at this point im convinced its a psyop

>>35507291
Agree with the sentiment on the haze eventually ending and everything being worse after and before.
Haven't experienced it myself, but an ex left our polycule to be a full-time little-feedee-submissive. Her dom kept her constantly high for months at a time and encouraged her binge-eating.
After the better part of a year she snapped out of it and came crawling back 65 lbs heavier and with a diagnosis for schizophreniform disorder