Having been on E for 6 years + several surgeries with zero hope so far of feeling like anything but a fraud I think I'm detransitioning.I can't be convinced that womanhood is really even attainable at all, every trans girl I've ever met has a glaring autistic male energy from the life they lived prior to transition and the ones who grew up feminine and clearly expressing traditional gay personalities end up embracing feminine gay cultureTransbians obsessed with videogames, toys, guns, anime figures, insane sexual relationship dynamics, and other impulsive highly autistic bullshitStraight trannies causing themselves to have complexes over religious alignment and external validation factors to prove they're something betterHaving met hundreds of every trans archetype and essentially plotting overarching character traits out and realizing what really groups trannies together, I ultimately I end up losing more hope that I'll ever be more than a sexually traumatized bisexual teenage boy on the inside every time I befriend or date another trans person MTF or FTM who, after I learn more about their personality before transition, their new identity is some kind of idealized performance of self based on unrealistic or misguided reads of personality archetypes they were exposed to as kids.Everyone's playing some insane character fueled by autistic idealization of others and self hateThis entire thing is a fucking meme and completely unserious
>American whinge session #457 for todayDidn't read.
>>35511210I appreciate that you read it at least, even if you didn't engage
>itldr it's all sexual abuse mental illnessnice logic OP
>>35511186Is not hating myself the reason I don't have much in common with most other trans people then?
>>35511280I'm sorry you got molested as a child lil bro
>>35511186yeah this shit is all degeneracy that has blown out of proportion. it's just a fetish or a mental illness. often both. good on you OP it's never too late to change, well done for looking past all of this modern degenerate troon propaganda too, i know that wouldn't be easy, i wish you the best of luck
>>35511186who cares if you defraud a bunch of filthy normies they deserve to be lied to
