> Be me> Can’t get on hrt for another few months > Decide to commit to repping until then to make it easier > After a few months, my dysphoria is completely gone unless I focus specifically on gendered traits, and even then it’s quite muted> Thinking a repper for life sucks, but in the way thinking of working at some dead-end 9-5 instead of my dream job does, not in a “I will 41%” way> Trooning out would be so much effortIs it retarded to rep for life? Should I get on hrt but still stay closeted or truly rep?