I am 33. Roughly 10 years ago I have decided that I am too much of a coward to transition. As the time goes on, it's starting to fucking become unbearable. This shit never goes away, I memed myself into thinking that it does, that "time heals everything" and all that crap. That I can just "distract myself", or "put it away", but every time I manage to do that for one period of time, when it returns, it fucking hurts so much more than it did last time.I am edging toward the inevitable. It hurts. It burns. I don't know how much of this shit I can take. Please, if you can, learn on my mistake. It never goes away
At least you probably have a wife, kids, a house, and a successful career
I feel like it can go away if you're AGP, but not if you're HSTS.
>>35515578Is this sarcasm? I have none of that
>>35515610You were supposed to careermax. It's essential to repping.Not too late to start. Go get a degree, then you can have your job insurance pay for you honning out.
>>35515531>I am edging toward the inevitable. It hurts. It burns. I don't know how much of this shit I can take. Please, if you can, learn on my mistake. It never goes awayLearn from your own mistake OP. The second best time is now.
>>35515531Did exactly the same thing. Trooned out a couple years ago at 35. You can not fathom the relief.
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