I was a loner loser closeted submissive bisexual bottom gooner and I transitioned and I'm still a loner loser but I feel like I'm somehow fixed? Like I'm not a disgusting porn addict anymore. I still can't make friends and I'm still obsessed with whether I look attractive, but at least I'm somehow less of a degenerate? I have no idea if I was ever really transgender, but thinking about detransitioning makes me really depressed. I just wish I was a real woman instead of a disgusting goblin that doesn't get misgendered for whatever reason. I hate that I was born male and I want to die.
>>35527995can we get booba too pls
>>35527995Wherd you get those?? They're socyoot ;-;
>>35528023I got them on amazon, they're really comfy too. I can try to find the brand if you want, they'd probably look a lot better on you
>>35527995same thing happened to me but i dont feel fixedfuck you
>>35528088I would love you forever if it's no bother <3And I heavily disagree lol they look great on you!
>>35528142I still want to die and I'm still horny half the time, so please?>>35528152Thank youuu <3 and of course! It's Voenxe :)))
i'll never feel fixed cause i'm 6'0 an 19in shoulders are a literal linebacker
>>35528196please what
>>35528196Why don't you sleep around with people if you are so horny?
>>35528218Well I'm 5'9 with 17" shoulders so same ig? Idk I'm just happy that that part of me is gone>>35528255Don't make me say it>>35528263Because I have a bf and also I'm a hon sooo
>>35528142You don't feel fixed because you're a BPDemon, probably. Get on meds or something.
>>35528299>Because I have a bf and also I'm a hon soooYou have a bf and you complain about horniness? Weird. Just let him fuck you until you can't move.
>>35528299>don't make me say itUse your words, baby
>>35528323prob does not have enough most need 8+ inches in todays economy
>>35527995you sound like me. I would frot our girl dicks together if we were alone.
>>35528299say WHAT>Because I have a bfkill yourself>>35528315I am not bpd, i'm just worthless filth that shouldn't even be alive
>>35527995>estrogen lowers testosterone and libido>TRANSITIONING CURE ME- ACK
>>35528196Tysm!!!
>>35527995Yeah, turns out chemical castration calms you down. Maybe use that calmer mind to fix your other shit so your life can improve?
>>35528323Trust me, when I see him I will>>35528333I can't :(>>35528410>kill yourselfalready planning on it actually, pic very related
>>35528453if you kill yourself before ostracizing yourself so hard from your boyfriend he wouldn't care your soul will burn in eternal hellfire
>>35528410>im not BPD, im just (immediately says the most BPD thing ever)
>>35528453Do not kill yourself, dummy. Please talk to someone you care about, I'm sure you'll realise that it's not worth it
>>35528465Well I'm a natural at ruining my own relationships. Someone once told me people don't like me for a reason, so it's only a matter of time until he leaves me. It just sucks bc I've told myself countless times that I need to abstain from any kind of relationship for the sake of those around me, but I always end up getting close to people and then hating myself when I hurt them. It's a shame the state looks down on suicide. For me, the only solution is a permanent one>>35528497I only have one person I'm close to at a time in life and we talk enough about me and my shit all the time. He has his own stuff going on and I don't want him stressing even more. I already know that when I follow through eventually I'll need to distance myself from him to minimize him getting hurt. Like he needs to hate me or something but also I don't want to break his heart. I shouldn't have been hopeful that I could get better.All of this is why I need to die. I'm literally not even human.
>>35528574You'd be ruining that good thing you have no matter what. Do you think he won't still feel bad after you break up and he finds out that you killed yourself? Don't you think he'd feel even more guilty for not realising that you were trying to push him away? He'd have to carry that with him for the rest of his life. Just talk to him, I promise he's not gonna think you're a burden or be mad at you or whatever. And if he does, I'll talk to you, because I care about you, too
>>35528472it's not bpd, there are mental illnesses other than bpd you parroting faggot
>>35528410>i'm just worthless filth that shouldn't even be aliveMy earlier point about meds stands.
>>35528769it's not worth it and they won't let me get any diagnoses anyways
