i have this really close friend who is 3 years younger than me. for a while now weve been pretending that im his older brother just as a comfort thing. but recently ive realized im sort of attracted to it. i turned 18 not too long ago and hes still in high school but the idea of him being my little brother i groom arouses me immensely. i dont think i actually want to date him because thinking of dating him without there being a fucked up power dynamic isnt that interesting to me. he has a boyfriend and i think i find the idea of stealing his virginity as his older brother from his boyfriend really hot. i dont actually want to hurt him in any way in the fantasies i just want to make him addicted and completely dependent to me.i legit dont know what to do about this. do i see a professional? do i kick the bucket so my degeneracy can end forever??? i dont want to act on my fantasies because i want our friend group to stay the same but i dont know what to do. its really fucking me up im not going to lieand before someone asks i was never sexually abused as a child, my brother was just physically and mentally abusive but it was never of any sexual nature
>>35554446sounds like you were abused as a child.
>>35554446I want you to know I mean this in the kindest way possible, for the love of God go to therapy
>>35554446are you retarded
>>35554461well no shit i know THAT already but it was never CSA>>35554513i should>>35554518howd you know?
Im the opposite, the idea of having a taller and older brother groom me arouses me immensely, a guy i used to fw liked to pretend i was his little brother, best time of my life. I have a giant crush on my bsf whos like 1,1 feet taller than me and i want him to treat me as his little brother so badly.
>>35555589i hope you can get a big bro anon
>>35556190And i hope you get that lil bro