konbini coffee editionon the previous episode of /bmg/>>35604125QOTT: What's your most obscure hobby/interest?QOTT2: Are you into witchy/occult stuff, if yes what?QOTT3: How do you take your coffee?Bonus QOTT if you're so inclined: What are your plans and hopes for May?
>>35644711new beeemmgee>What's your most obscure hobby/interest?Probably transit? Not a lot of people are super autismal about trains. >Are you into witchy/occult stuff, if yes what?Not really, I do like reading stories and the weird conspiracies but more for entertainment than a serious interest.>How do you take your coffee?Don't drink it! I am a tea girlie.>What are your plans and hopes for May?Securing a new job and probably figuring things out. I dont tend to make plans i guess but i want to have a good spring if i can.
>>35644711>what's your most obscure hobby/interest?i like to collect and download youtube videos that came out before 2009 that fit a certain vibe
>>35644825post an example?
>>35644825oo thats a good one. i love 2000s youtube videos, super nostalgic
>>35644848they are on my other computer and im away from my home currently, once i return home in a few weeks, ill post some stuff>>35644858me too !! it just has a different feel to them idk how to describe it. simpler times back then
>>35644711ah, good afternoon bmg!>QOTT: What's your most obscure hobby/interest?i have a running track of all the license plates that are; custom, an acronym, or a three letter word. so far my favourite is “KYS” and i’m salivating at the thought of getting an “AGP”>QOTT2: Are you into witchy/occult stuff, if yes what?a little, but it’s entirely a passing interest. one of my siblings is super into it and we often talk about it, i think i'm slowly being converted…>QOTT3: How do you take your coffee?not a huge fan. caffeine has historically had a weird effect on me>Bonus QOTT: What are your plans and hopes for May?learning to drive would be pretty nice. i’m also planning on starting laser which is super exciting. and i’ll probably get a job till my next uni semester starts
>>35644711>What's your most obscure hobby/interest?Nothing super interesting for others but I like technology a lot. I want to own my own server rack, host services for people, and data horde.I could talk all day about my many boring hobbies so I'm going to cut myself off here.>Are you into witchy/occult stuff, if yes what?I think it's a cool vibe but not much deeper than that.>How do you take your coffee?I drink leaf water sometimes not a huge coffee fan.>What are your plans and hopes for May?I'd like to get out of my shell more and be less self destructive. Good questions op :)
why do you boymotor? for me, its because i really want to be a gay boy instead of a tranny :(
>>35644908>custom, an acronym, or a three letter word. so far my favourite is “KYS” and i’m salivating at the thought of getting an “AGP"fun fun, i once saw one that was HRT i didnt get a good picture since i was on the highway
>>35644825i completely forget what it’s called, but there was a video that came out recently that emulated the old youtube vibe so accurately and it was a fun watch.>>35644956>get out of my shell moredo you have any concrete ideas on what you’ll do to achieve this? i’m in the same boat and am thinking of joining a uni club or going to a rave.>>35644964because i don’t pass. but it is a shame that we can never realize pure yaoi love>>35644994i’ll throw it in the “others told me” bin. i collect any licence plate that was seen in person
>>35644711>QOTT: What's your most obscure hobby/interest?hmmm idk if i have one i like exploring abandoned buildings and also finding credit card skimmers in the wild. if i find gas station pump with open ports on shodan that’s also a plus >QOTT2: Are you into witchy/occult stuff, if yes what?sometimes, more on the paranormal side i think >QOTT3: How do you take your coffee?just with oatmilk but if i can find picrelated then that way>Bonus QOTT if you're so inclined:i don’t really know lose more weight i guess
>>35645134forgot pic
im trying to epilatormaxx again and its hell>>35644711>How do you take your coffee? black or milk
>>35644711>What's your most obscure hobby/interest?i collect things ig, i have sea shells, lego ppl, books and i used to collect my hrt containers but it got messy and cringe so i threw them away>Are you into witchy/occult stuff, if yes what?not really tho i think spending time in the woods with mushrooms is fun :)>How do you take your coffee?ive never had coffee, i like tea tho (milk and two sugars)
>>35645134what is the coolest abandoned building u've been to? i wish i had friends who wld do that with me it sees so fun but im too old now :c>>35644900>once i return home in a few weeks, ill post some stuffwhy cant u just link a video since they are on youtube?
how was your day bmg? i'm goign to vicariously live through your responses as i spent it all watching youtube videos and being bored>What's your most obscure hobby/interest?this is a difficult one, but if we can count that as an interest, hrt homebrewing is probably the thing i would bet on if i had to find something a sample of a 100 thousand average people don't know about>Are you into witchy/occult stuff, if yes what?i used to be into some of it, but it didn't really stick>How do you take your coffee?dump milk and sugar in it until it doesn't taste like shit
>>35645164oh oh an old hotel in my downtown!it was rly cool inside like chandeliers and cracked walls but the thing was that one of the floors was unstable and someone that was there fell through one of the floors and they had to really shut access off after that otherwise an abandoned mental hospital from like the early 1900s too, v scary
>>35645317the only abandoned place ive been to was a small cottage in the countryside that had its roof falling in and an abandoned bar but both of those were with my family (dad and grandpa)the mental hospital one sounds too scary i dont think id like that one :c
>>35645110>do you have any concrete ideas on what you’ll do to achieve this?Not really. Probably just leaving my house more, going for walks, staying active with my workout, and maybe when I'm more comfortable with myself trying to socialize somehow with quieter events relating to my interests.>i’m in the same boat and am thinking of joining a uni club or going to a rave.I don't know what kind of person you are but for me every large public event I've done has been terrible since it attracts a type of person I don't really enjoy being around, maybe it's fun if you go with someone you know.>>35645155>im trying to epilatormaxx again and its hellHaven't used a epilator before I just shave every time I'm in the shower instead of letting it regrow and it keeps me smooth.
>>35645362im too lazy for that, i need a nuclear option i can do every few weeks
>>35644711>What's your most obscure hobby/interest? Shoelaces, it's not something crazy, but I don't think I've met anyone who collects pretty shoelaces like me.>Are you into witchy/occult stuff, if yes what?No :c, but I find the aesthetic really cool>How do you take your coffee?Two teaspoons of instant coffee, a bit of cinnamon, half water, two teaspoons of elderberry honey, and half milk.>What are your plans and hopes for May?starting official transition and not failing university (｡-ω-)>>35644823>I am a tea girlieWhat kinds of tea do you drink? :3>>35645164you too (*^-^)>>35644908>starting laser which is super excitingfantastic! ^w^>>35645155>im trying to epilatormaxx again and its hellyeah, I can relate, epilated for a year, but had to give up recently. It messed up my skin too much (*T^T)hope you'll have a better experience than me!! >>35645209>dump milk and sugar in it until it doesn't taste like shitreal xc>>35645362>maybe it's fun if you go with someone you know.feel you..my brain is screaming for me to leave unless I go with a group of friends, only then can big events be kinda fun for me
>>35645952>Shoelaces, it's not something crazy, but I don't think I've met anyone who collects pretty shoelaces like me.Oh interesting guess it makes sense considering the name. What kind of shoes do you have to put your shoelaces on? Could i see some?
finished below the knee, my legs look like shit rn. gonna start on the thighs tomorrow which will be even worse because i didnt epilate those recently and theres more surface area.
>>35645346it was a known haunted location to make things worse lol :x
>>35644711evening /bmg/ !!been a while... again... anyway>Q1theology I guess, not a very millennial thing to care about>Q2yes-ish, I have a tarot deck and peruse it occasionally and do some candle rituals (I kinda collect scented candles if that counts for Q1) but I'm not suuuper into it and keep it to myself>Q3with milk and if I'm feeling it, honey>Q4keep up with uni I guess and find a new job because every day I go to work I just want a meteor to hit the office>>35644823hey naoto! how you doing! coworker still annoying you?and good luck with the job hunt, it's a bitch>>35644825cool, just recently thought of that video where a guy is sobbing eating soup and two people with a huge plastic ball for a head sit down next to him, stuff like that?>>35644908hey watergirl!what's getting you to convert to witchy stuff?>>35645134>oatmilknever could get into thatonions milk is fine, coconut milk is eh, but oatmilk is just nasty idk>>35645164I've kept all the packagings of my antidepressants from repper days and my prog pills, it is cringe but I also find it cool to look at what it took to keep/get me where I am>>35645209>dayboring tbdesu, how was yours?>>35645952>official transitionwhat's that mean? you're not on hrt yet or are you gonna come out to people or what?also whoever mentioned I've been absent last thread, I've been lurking here and there but I didn't have the energy to keep up with the conversations, was sick the last two weeks
>>35644711I hope you all have tits grow so big you cannot hide them. >:3
>>35646034yeah ofc ^-^I bought these converse shoes for this reason, but almost any other ankle shoes will do!the length of the shoelace you need depends on the number of holes your shoe has on one side20cm per one hole, my shoe has 8 holes on both sides, so the shoes came with length 160cm shoelacesthe pink/blue is 160cm, and it's really annoying to tiethe hellokitty is 170cm, which is a bit betteralso, my left-handed ass ties the shoes a bit weird, so 180 would make it easier to do a double tie..
>>35646538me too, but not happening
>>35646538I want boobs to be proud of but I'll never pass so it'll be a curse
>>35644711>QOTT: What's your most obscure hobby/interest?nothing. i am boring>QOTT2: Are you into witchy/occult stuff, if yes what?i like tarot and astrology and i want to get into tea leaf reading>QOTT3: How do you take your coffee?black, but i'd rather drink tea>Bonus QOTT if you're so inclined: What are your plans and hopes for May?death
>>35646607Tits so big you will pass no matter what
>>35644711>QOTT: What's your most obscure hobby/interest?Idk foraging for mushrooms?>QOTT2: Are you into witchy/occult stuff, if yes what?No>QOTT3: How do you take your coffee?Black, no sugar no milk cuz I'm not a baby
>>35646659>DeathAt least pull through until pride month anon then u can have some fun waving a boymoder flag around your nearest city.
>>35646536nice to see you again. please never feel obligated to engage in the thread, especially if you’re sick. just respond when and if you feel like it, to whatever you want.>what’s getting you to convertfunny enough part of it was seeing result from my siblings candle ritual (a cord cutting iirc). that and tarot being upsettingly accurate.>>35646538i hope so too>>35646659>tea leaf readingis this a real thing or am i just dumb? would you care to share more about it?>>35646740mushrooms are awesome. i’ve been thinking about growing some
>>35646751pride month is shame month for someone in the closet. a month to remind me i am a coward while other people are out living their lives>>35646770>is this a real thingit's just another form of fortune telling. you brew loose leaf tea and then when you finish drinking it you derive meaning from the residue left in the bottom of the cup. it's like a palm reading
>>35646574oooo, those are pretty i like them.I'm well overdue for new shoes myself (going on 7-8 years and missing sole in one), waiting till I can afford some really nice long-lasting shoes.I wanna buy some nice leather work boots myself maybe like picrel.>>35646607>I want boobs to be proud of but I'll never pass so it'll be a curseMaybe it's brainworms but mine feel like a curse, I have to wear sportsbra and even then it doesn't work that well unless i wear baggy clothes.Wish I could perfectly transition overnight so I didn't have to worry about social shit but I'd need FFS and that's expensive.
>>35646770don't worry I don't feel obligated to do anything, I just don't really have irl people to talk about trans stuff so I missed it a bitand yeah tarot is a great tool if you're willing to engage with it properly!
>>35646536>I've kept all the packagings of my antidepressants from repper days and my prog pills, it is cringe but I also find it cool to look at what it took to keep/get me where I amkinda same.. i still have some of the first hrt packages i used, they're really nostalgic to me for some reason. i was underdosed on estrogen back then and it sucked but i was much more excited for my transition lol>boring tbdesu, how was yours?it was kinda bad, i was mostly really bored and didn't do anything to relieve that boredom despite easily being able to do so. it's always a strange feeling when i'm too lazy to make being lazy pleasant
>>35646790I just lie to people at work and say I'm gay
>>35647046i considered this but for my family
>>35646536>what's that mean? you're not on hrt yet or are you gonna come out to people or what?No, going through an official transition, instead of diy, means I'll get a transsexual diagnosis my hrt, bloodwork, and srs will be covered by state healthcare, and in a few years and after orchi/srs, I can change my gender marker.the whole system was designed in the 70s during socialism and it hasn't been updated at all, so it's a nightmare for most trans people-------------->>35646834>going on 7-8 years and missing sole in onethose must be some good shoes though>picrelcool ^-^>till I can afford some really nice long-lasting shoeshow much can shoes like that cost? 0-0
>>35646981>i'm too lazy to make being lazy pleasantthat is a perfect way to put it lolI mean it's ok to be in a funk every once in a while but it's easy to get lost in doing nothing if that makes sense and I can't stand that, did enough of nothing as a repper, got too much drive to sit on my ass nowadays, but it still happens unfortunately>>35647243you could just have said you diy'd until now but I got it was a dumb question ig
>>35647243this is still nice, where i live transitioning exists basically through a legal loophole and you're forced to go private if you want hrt. i wish there was an available public option for it at least so i didn't have to do everything myself even if i feel more independent doing so
>>35644711god im exhausted and almost got heatstroke...i think i might actually have gotten it...walked like 12km in glaring sunQO1: Idk some of yall caught my Sun Tsu rant but yeah like 18th century military theory. uber malebrained ikQO2: Hmmm kinda? i have gemstones and i care ab zodiacs but nothing spooky. i do believe in ghosts doeQo3: 2 milks!!!!Hopes 4 may; start electro, be happier, maybee get into the dating pool idrki think im s1ettling into my job so>>35644823nao ur not just a tea girlie ur a matcha girlie>>35644908ouh? convos ab spooky things with the sibling? like what?>>35644964iirc this was takked ab last thread but im scared of rejection>>35645155ouchhh>>35645209was ok! i got a painting framed and some forms signed and read a lot since friday....>>35645952..can u show?>>35646834the spikey things at the tounge r super cool!!!!>>35647243oh fuck that reminds me i should apply for legal gender change like stat
>>35647381>QO1: Idk some of yall caught my Sun Tsu rant but yeah like 18th century military theory. uber malebrained ikholy HECK i'm going to think you're a genius and possibly a supervillain now, that's so cool...
>>35644711>QOTT: What's your most obscure hobby/interest?military occultism>QOTT2: Are you into witchy/occult stuff, if yes what?military occultism>QOTT3: How do you take your coffee?like my men
>>35647381was there a reason you walked? or did you just decide to pick a direction and go. me and my sibling go to uni together, so we often end up chatting about a lot. sometimes the topic gets into tarot readings or astrology or rituals or whatever. they’re super big on that stuff.
>>35647565>like my menstraight into the ass?
>>35647568phone died at workso i couldnt bus or uber >>35647403yeah. i am -v- the supervillan part not the genius. im like jesse from pokemon
>>35647584no.. extra sweet..
>>35647243>those must be some good shoes thoughThey are some uncomfortable nike sneakers they are falling apart and have been falling apart for a long while.>how much can shoes like that cost? 0-0500-700 USD via the brands im interested in (Nicks and Whites)It's a lot more upfront but considering how much longer it will last its worth it in my opinion (Plus you can get them re-soled for years and years).Fast fashion and mass produced products are lame imo and supporting stuff made by someone who's actually talented in their craft makes me feel good.I'd be nice to return to having more specialized craftsmen and not just a massive stores with everything who immorally manufacturer their products.>>35647381>the spikey things at the tounge r super cool!!!!Yeah i think they are super super cute. :)
>>35647085Same but then I thought how awkward it'd be to be like nvm I'm actually a tranny someday so I just pretend I'm a normal man
>>35647646i'm out as gay to some of my friends so i will let you know how awkward it is when i get around to coming out to them for realsies this time
>>35647381Hi Bea!!>can u show?show what xc?if you mean the shoelaces, then I already did ^-^>god im exhausted and almost got heatstrokedon't die and don't forget to drink!! I forget all the time xc>>35647642>500-700 USDThat's very pricy 0_0, but the prices here will be probably similar...>supporting stuff made by someone who's actually talented in their craft makes me feel good. Yeah definitely agree, can't afford that though xc>immorally manufacturer their products. yeah ;-;>Yeah i think they are super super cute. :)SAME ^w^
>>35648026>That's very pricy 0_0, but the prices here will be probably similar...Yeah it's why I haven't bought new stuff for so long It takes a while to save up for stuff like that.
>>35647602oh wow that sucks. be sure to rest well and let your body recover!>>35647620this was so unexpected. like there are thousands of ways this joke has been told but this one is fresh and nice. are you currently looking for a partner?do you have any recommendations for what to do on a boring sunday bmg? my weekly dnd session got canceled and i’m desperately trying to think of an excuse to not voice train
hi bmg had my defense then stayed a bit for the after party but it was too many people and i am now going to a concert. saw an irl boymoder getting pizza in the same place i was
>>35648891>saw an irl boymoderyou made sure to not acknowledge that you knew they were a boymoder right?
>>35648918of course not but i could smell it on her. the hat and the hair , all black outfit and painted nails, i l know my kind
>>35648938wtf i was wearing almost exactly this minus a hat today
>>35648703>do you have any recommendations for what to do on a boring sunday bmg?Clean and be productive.Dust your PC and room and afterwards learn to cook a new meal.>>35648891>saw an irl boymoderI think if i saw a IRL boymoder I'd try and activate their sleeper cell somehow.
>>35648981>try and activate their sleeper cell somehow.loudly saying "excuse me, miss. where can i find the blah blah"
>>35648703>are you currently looking for a partner?no i actually met my gf in this thread 4 years ago
Does anyone else shave with a DE/safety razor? My skin is so sensitive that shaving with a single blade is the best way to reduce any bumbs/ingrowns/etc..Just would like to know if you use a lathering soap or just basic cream.
>>35648970maybe i saw you getting pizza just now. this show is so weird im like the oldest one here and im only 25?
sup bmgi'm at a concert with a goth girl and bored as heckwhat're u up to today
>>35649248Turning 23 this year and started hrt also this year... It's over isn't it?
>>35648891what if we're at the same concert loldoes the artist have a long name consisting of 4 words ? does he talk about spells a lot?
>>35649272are you at the same show as me camo?>>35649274yes it’s over embracing being an oldie
>>35649248i don't think i live anywhere near you and i didn't get pizza today. what band are you seeing? maybe they just have a young demographic?
>>35649284nope. if you can’t clock 25% of the audience it’s not the same show lol
>>35649302sad :(this concert is tiny theyfab goth girls and their twinkish well dressed bfs
>>35649329;_; kinda seems like here but there’s a lot of tranners. this is the fitst show since i saw ezra furman last april which was literally 75% of the audience tranners lol>>35649297pachiko, it seems like all the tiktok teenagers left after the opening tho
>>35649367holy shit 4chan revived band pachikoi was rlly wanting to seem them
>>35649367>pachikoi am 29 and have no idea who or what this is
>>35649387so tru!! i was really here to see weatherday but seems they’re not playing
>>35649395/mu/ band lol not even exaggerating people found the demo in a charity shop
>>35648981>Clean and be productive why must you give genuinely important advice on what to do with free time? can’t you just tell me to bed rot, it’s easier>>35649165this feels like sarcasm but if it’s not you mind sharing?>>35649272not much, trying to make myself feel better for not leaving my room>>35649329that’s sounds like either the worst or best concert imaginable >>35649367are we really that easy to pick out in a crowd?
>>35649413yes i know my fellow tranners. >:)
>>35649413>are we really that easy to pick out in a crowd?don't worry cis people don't have the brainworms necessary to be super clockers like us. you probably sneak by unnoticed most of the time
>>35649413>this feels like sarcasm but if it’s not you mind sharing?we met in this thread then we were both in a bmg discord and then a year later we were dating :)moved across the world as well
>>35649620
updateglory to crypto and its confusing ass design preventing me from ordering without helpyipee!anways gn
>>35650019enraged on your behalf Mumu. hope this all gets sorted out, sleep well!
>>35649367ok yeah great show but the worst concert etiquette i’ve ever seen. zoomers need to learn how2concert
eepymaxed cozy back on the block the dont bed like me they dont wed like me i could get married and still be asleepim not woke. all these other boymodes are bespoke, maxing their life but im made for two purposes!!!!! sleeping! and napping!!! nobody could wake me up without coke
>>35650334hi bea nice rap
goodnight bmg!
>>35646536>hey naoto! how you doing! coworker still annoying you?Hi Juche! a bit late, been busy all day. yeah hes still there being a problem >>35647381>nao ur not just a tea girlie ur a matcha girlievery very true. its like 2 stages above tea girliebed time for me, ive had an extremely long day. night bee-m-gee
>go to party in boymode>get gigamogged by girlmoder>go home and ugly cry with snot dribbling out of my nose like the disgusting hon i ami love parties
>>35644711hi boymg
>>35649413yea lol i got clocked at a show recently in boymode
if you know anything about transsexuals at all and if you look for it it's the most obvious thing in the world. but nobody knows much of anything about trans people and much less boymoders. honestly looking at myself objectively its obvious im trans if you know what to look for, but to most i probably look like a really cute guy. and honestly i prefer that. id much rather be a femboy than a hon or even a twinkhon.
>>35651338Are u lost fren? >>>/lgbt/hornygen/
>>35652146>femboy copingSomeday you will wake up and wonder why you were so cringe
hello can a boymoder please tell me im cute and give me a goodnight kiss?
Question for /bmg/ :Do you work out or diet? what are your ideal goals and what does your workout consist of?>>35650327>zoomers need to learn how2concertZoomers gigafucked spending formative years in lockdown.I've only been to one concert but I'm a fairly quiet person so I'd be fine.>>35650019>glory to crypto and its confusing ass design preventing me from ordering without helpIf you end up needing help lmk, It's can be overwhelming for someone unfamiliar.>>35652408If you are taking HRT femboy coping just seems like boymoding with extra steps idk how its much different.Also my new tripcode is "!y4Zn5nojHk ", someone posted as me last /bmg/ so I'm curious if code gen algorithm got reverse engineered and it'll happen again or if something else happened like silly jannie fuckin with me. (￢_￢)
>>35652760I go for a jog and try to diet, trying to get bmi frpm 24 to 20 and then increase calorie intake but try to still burn some fat
>>35652760i eat more than i want because i need to get fatter. i do stretches but thats about it for workout, im blackpilled on body weight exercises because they didnt work for me in the past even doing the intense ones like split squats, i dont want to go to the gym.
>>35651237anyone willing to girlmode is far more likely to pass than people stuck boymoding.>>35652408this. i can’t believe how much time i wasted. worse is the money i wasted on cringe clothing that will never be worn outside cause it’s not what humans wear.>>35652734good night qt3.14>>35652760>workout or dietno but i really should. i need to gain weight and literally the only way to be healthy while doing so is by working out, but i'm just so lazy.>tripcodeyour trip is insecure silly! iirc you should use two hashtags instead of one, for some reason it makes the trip substantially harder to crack.
>>35649329nigga with the crossed legs is gay
morning bmg>>35652760>workoutI do 15-40 minutes of yoga every day or try to at least but sometimes I just bike instead>diettrying to gain weight actually but with being sick recently I haven't been very good at it, I try to drink a liter of milk a day in addition to whatever I would normally eat>>35652146you'd prefer to be a cute boy over a woman, are you sure you're trans lol?
im old
>>35650019yay! (*^ω^)>>35652760>Do you work out or diet?I do yoga and swim once a week, and as a proper uni student, I eat anything I can get my hands on.
I should sleep circadian rhythm has other plans...>>35653007>im blackpilled on body weight exercises because they didnt work for meHope it ends up working for me. Needed a little push to start so a guy friend helped me make a workout plan plus dieting, hope it helps me get below my current 21 bmi + improve physique.>>35653017>iirc you should use two hashtags instead of oneI guess that would make sense if it runs it twice. I'm more used to things like PGP keypairs.I'll try it for funsies on this post thanks for the tip.>>35653066>I do 15-40 minutes of yoga every dayI should try yoga as well my flexibility is quite poor>I try to drink a liter of milk a daysounds very unpleasant >>35653241>im oldtry doing the opposite
>>35652408I dont think it's coping i just dont feel comfortable being treated as women and feel embarrassed by that plus I would rather never present female if I dont pas>>35653066>are you sure you're trans lol?I dont really know anymore, no.
>>35653297>sounds unpleasantI like milk... I used to eat a bag of m&ms daily instead but that gets really disgusting real fast and also so much sugar is just terrible, liquid calories are the easy way out
>epilating the back of the knees
should you just detroon if you grow hair on your thighs
>>35654086no you should shave it, silly! it gets easier the more you do it
>>35654145but shaving is a dogshit tier hair removal method
>>35654183the more you do it the thinner it comes back in in my experience
>>35654207why would shaving do literally anything to damage the hair follicle? you must be some early hrt andy and mistaking it for that
>>35654210maybe yeah im at 6 months :p
>had to pause to recharge epilator>manic determination is gone and i cant power through the pain anymorefuck>>35654242seeim the smartest bitterhon on the planet
>>35654286can't that smart if you think you look like a hon
>>35654308im the kind of hon where you say "buhh youre so pretty" while inside you think "close but no cigar, ngmi"
>>35654362better than when they say "oh you poor thing" and think "i can't wait for this gross thing to leave me alone"
>>35654401better than being a starving child in a thirdie country
>>35654451true, grass is always greener. wanna become a corpsemoder with me?
>>35650541record realeasing on the 9th!!!!!>>35650933real. matcha is superior yeses...frappes are big rnfjdhdjd>>35651237desu them girlmoding might be the only thing mogging>>35652146yeah. my coworkers just know im a twinkhon but like ppl on the street either just see me as a girl or a prettier guy>>35652734mwah!! ur amazing frien!>>35652760im 'dieting' (skipping meals) ig and i run a lot. i wanna go down at least to 132 ilbs>>35653017haha lmao i tried some on the other day it was not goodddd>>35654086epilate it. r u stupid? everyone has hair on thighs>>35654401dont waste ur breathmorning bmgeeee im sad cause im steamrolling thru this book rn but the 2nd book in the series isnt available at my local bookshop so i has to wait
all of my breath is wasted tho
>>35654499
>>35654474yes>>35654480i think women of most ethnicities only have wispy hair on their thighs, like arm hair. mine is full terminal hairs
>>35654526okay, pick me up at 8 and we can go jump off a bridge together or something
i almost finished one leg, im at the part right next to my pubes. its so bad here that basically every hair leaves behind a small drop of blood. insanity>>35654545cant wait
>>35654720what about the hair around your butthole?
>>35654779not gonna bother trying, ill just use a hair removal cream. maybe one day if the legs actually become easier to do.
>>35654797I mean I could put some cream in there
>>35654889You still cream?
>>35654910Ocre makes me cream daily
im done with one leg i guess. holy fuck, it took me two hours to get from below the knee to the crease of my crotch. this shit is gonna get infected for sure.>>35654889>>35654939how does me being a hairy beast inspire you to type this
>>35654976I saw the picture of your ass
>>35655001that was clothed
>>35655031those jeans could barely contain the thickness
>>35655264i actually dont have ass though. hips sure but im too skinny
so mildly funny story, I need a new picture for my insurance card and they've refused the last three ones I took because it "doesn't match with personal data"Are they telling me they can't accept those pictures because I look like a woman but am still legally a man?
>>35655570Passoid get out reeee
>>35655570>>35655612i second this motion
>>35655630ocre, you can't just exile yourself like that
>>35655570wait really? wild
>>35655612>>35655630I'm 80% sure I'm not a passoid but I don't really know what else it could mean, wasn't even wearing makeup or anything>>35655658yeah I don't get it eitherwouldn't it be hilarious if they used that as a pretext to not cover my surgery because I already pass in their opinion
>>35652760i don’t know if i diet but i try to eat healthy. my appetite is admittedly pretty bad so it’s hard to eat much.good news is i can start exercising now ! im probably just going to spend that time on a stationary bike but its more than i’ve done for exercise in like 8 years now >>35652408>>35652146never femboy or nb cope. it just fucks up yor progress and transition in the long run and then you will feel regretful afterwards >>35654480>real. matcha is superior yesesit’s an addiction of which i have succumb to. i love hojicha too a hojicha latte with soi milk and a nice bit of sugar so perfect hype for your record :)morning bmg i got to sleep in today :’) benzo 15 hours over 3 days sleep is the best
>>35655743Nta but>it just fucks up yor progressHow exactly? If I take hrt, grow out my hair and try to learn makeup/clothes/skincare/haircare/voice/etc at the same time, does it really matter?I think after ffs I might have a change but my body isn't the best, especially ribcage + height so I guess it wouldn't be much enbycoping if I do those things, maybe?But I feel like I will never be a woman so might just enbycope when thinking about myself and what will be my realistic end point.
guy at the grocery store was definitely staring at my tits :(
>>35656034wear a bra>>35656005i mean if you’re taking hrt and getting ffs you’re not really femboy/nbcoping are you? it’s another thing entirely to feel like you’ll never make it to womanhood
>>35656059>wear a brawas wearing a sports bra instead of my usual binder since it is too hot to wear now
>>35656086>binderdaily reminder wearing a binder permanently stunts your breast growth
>>35656101another reason i'm trying to wear sports bras instead but clearly my breasts are too visible in them
>>35656123what's stopping you from just committing to girl/andromoding?
>>35656133my job. probably quitting soon if i don't get guilted into staying. also my face but i could andromode at least
>>35656059But isn't like hrtfemboy cope just taking hrt normlaly but seeing yourself as a femboy? Ofcourse it all falls into the effort you are willing to put besides that.
>>35656160honestly i don’t know. i mean whatever makes you more comfortable i guess. but im also kinda just fine if i end up as a twinkhon or whatever so ive shed any of the nb / hrt femboy cope that i once had
>>35656157ok I get thatwould you be willing in the next job as an open tranny or is it just gonna be the exact same situation?I'm also looking for a new job and honestly I'm just gonna tell them straight up I'm trans, it gets tiring having to play pretend at work all the time
>>35656174I hope I get to be a twinkhon but yeah I'm not huge on the nb/hrtfemboy cope since it wasn't the thing I wanted to be my end goal. Just wanted to poke the idea a bit.
>>35656222>or is it just gonna be the exact same situation?if i am honest i don't really have a plan after quitting my job other than maybe kms. being out at work seems like it could go either way in terms of comfortability >it gets tiring having to play pretend at work all the timeyeah, i thought i would be better at living a double life
>>35656101source? you have none, because it doesnt.
I love boymoders so much
>>35656707it seems pretty logical no? compress your breasts and they can’t grow, or at least not in the way they should. i’d recommend looking into it just to be safe>>35656714i love you so much
did a one card pull for coming out to my dad and i got the five of swords:>degradation, destruction, reversal, infamy, dishonor, loss
>>35656804were you inspired by the tarot thread? lol
>>35656953Also if any of you want a spread, just did one over there so while I'm at it I can do a few of you
>>35656953saw the thread after i posted this actually. i just got the deck so i figured i could use it to help me catastrophize better>>35656973i just did a past, present, future for myself before doing the one card pull. interested to see if you get similar results for me
>>35656973that was you? every time i learn something more about you it just makes you seem infinitely cooler
May the fourth be with you (brap)
>>35656996ok past present and future about coming out to your dad? I'll have to do a quick grocery run but afterwards I'll do a spread - really curious to see if they match up somewhat!>>35657012awwww thank you you're making me blush
>>35657088>k past present and future about coming out to your dad?it was just a general one. coming out to my dad was a separate reading. have fun at the store
>>35656714<3
it’s a take a nice nap til 5 kind of day
How can I know if I'm a manmoder or a boymoder?
>>35657475age and what you look likeeven if you’re a manmoder you can hang out here since it’s far less depressing than mmg
>>35657542There is a lot of trips here than on mmg (not good nor bad), atleast there is something to learn from.Age for me is 22 (starting) and definitely need ffs but height is 6'2'' so not ideal.But I don't like to doom about it, it is just reality.Have to say that this place has much more positive energy but can't blame manmoders though..
>>3565759822 is young. i mean i started last year at 25, and i also definitely need ffs so i’d say your probably good. like right now i mostly andromode but i still consider tha boymoding even if my age is definitively a man. its all how you view these silly labels i can’t blame manmoders either but it’s not really somewhere i’d like to hangout.
>>35657113took a bit longer, walked my dog afterwards so I don't have to leave my apartment for today lolif you're still here, give me a quick reply, focus your intent on your path in life for a minute or so and I'll do a spread
>>35657703Andromode is something I'd like to get into as well, I'm terrified of "girlmoding" it'd be more like honmoding for me if I was forced to do it, so gradually doing more and more is how I'd like to do it.Labels are dumb tbhh, I was scared to even start hrt because I didn't feel like I fit into the trans label.Mmg can be a bit unmotivating place to hang around.
>>35657801focusing :)
>>35657827Hermit - Inverted Star - Temperance
>>35657475i’ve heard that the difference is if you’ve given up, and that’s the cope i choose to take.>>35657806labels are incredibly dumb. happy that you got over it and started! you’re always welcome here since mmg is substantially more miserable. what’s stopping you from starting to andromode?
>>35657475yeah it's an attitude thing above all else I feel likefeel like you can make it eventually or at least handle being a clocky twinkhon -> boymoderif not -> manmoder
>>35657857I assume since you're familiar with tarot you can do your own interpretation but I can do one too of course if you so desire, not sure about the etiquette between two people familiar with it lol
>>35657857pretty different spread, for myself i got strength, chariot and reversed three of wands>>35657906i'd love to hear your interpretation actually
>>35657806imo andromoding is a good first step to get yourself comfortable with girlmoding in the future. like if you find clothes and style you feel good in, it boosts your confidence without generally making you feel like a hon. felt on not starting because you don’t fit the trans label too ;_; labels can be really invasive in your brain even if you recognize they’re bad for you >>35657861i think your definition is fair too. mmg is just people who have entirely given up and basically are just on hrt for the effects. i sometimes feel that way but i guess it’s like transitioning has a clear direction for me and provides some sort of purpose of what i know will make me happier in the grand scheme of things so im not completely hopeless even if i get fits of bad dysphoria often
starting to stink like a man again as i switch from cypro to bica. i can feel my t not being suppressed and i hate it
>>35657861>what’s stopping you from starting to andromode?Not knowing how to start I guess, I don't know what type of clothes would fit it (I know, I should start researching/looking into it)I already have shoulder length hair but I usually wear all black, cargos and college.
>>35657924>imo andromoding is a good first stepI feel like this aswell, it'd probably not out myself constantly but at the same time drop the masc stereotype out of me, not necessarily but could.
>>35657944women’s cut clothing. basically unisex clothes cut for women. this can be anything from trousers with more room in the hips and meant to sit on your waist, or women’s sweaters meant to have a little more cropped look to them. basically when it comes to women’s clothing you’re really looking for a 2/3 ratio where your hips and legs are accentuated. basically high waist compared to low waist. >>35657980in my experience that plus having a feminine demeanor and some voice training is enough to shred that without clocking you entirely, if anything you’ll probably malefail or cause confusion more often since you’re presenting androgynously and not necessarily girly
>>35657917Well I usually do a mild variation of past-present-future so I'm not too experienced with interpreting this spread in particular but here goes:You spent a long time reflecting on your life and the path to take and avoided social contact because you were too busy trying to deal with yourself, but this didn't get you anywhere and you felt like there was nowhere left to go and all the cards are dealt so to speak, but in you lies the ability to rise above that feeling of desolation and to find a healthy way to deal with the issues you face or learn to live with them
>>35658043Thank youu!! Yeah I have to look more into clothes but I've heard about the 2/3 ratio. Will try my best but it'll be slow process.
>>35658059thanks for the reading! glad for the positive outlook on the future
>>35657935Get on Mono injections, thank tttt later and your liver will thank you
>>35658161scared of needles and i am afraid of messing up breast growth. i do plan to to mono injections closer to 9 months tho
where are the single boymoders at? i wanna marry one asap
>>35658228most of us are single
>tfw you are two boymoders in a trench coat
>>35658100you're most welcome xx
>>35658190I've got a needle fear too (funny bc I've been diabetic most of my life lol).Fun tip for you, you'll get recommended all huge needles but you can actually inject most e including Lena's thicker sludge with a 8mm 30g needle which is incredibly small honestly.Any smaller and it starts to blunt just from entering the vial though.
>>35658082np np good luck anon !! if you have any questions about it i can help you out
>>35658287what do you recommend as far as injections go?
>>35658238heyy
>>35658326bmg isn’t a dating thread, but why do you want a boymoder and who are you
>>35658369i got bbs. uhh no one important
>go into clothing store 2 check out salescure black hoodie and womens baggy jeansgod fucking damn it
boymoder-chan will you marry me?
>>35658228oh speaking ofdo any of yall use dating apps? obvi i want a bf but grindrs out, tttt seems bad, so idk if i should go on tinder or bumble...idk what i even put...nb?
>>35658315I use estradiol valerate with the ordinary castor oil because I'm cheap but mct oil is less viscous and estradiol enanthate offers a better curve by the looks so I'd recommend that too.Honestly anything works it's all going to get your tranny drugs into your body but I noticed boob growth on troons is better if they wait a year or so before starting injections (purely anecdotal evidence).
>>35658394what’s bbs?>>35658466now? but we’ve barely met>>35658471i really want to try but i have the same problem. like i don’t want to date as a guy or while seen as a guy, but it would be really nice to have someone with me. it’s tough for us
>>35658490i like the idea of EEn because it involves injecting less frequently. do you recommend lena's stuff or was she just a random example?
>>35658512so dumb just remembered broken bird syndrome
>>35658532I inject ev every 9 days, I don't check my levels bc that's a meme but I feel good and I don't get more masculine. The charts online aren't gospel and you can adjust any hrt to suit your own body as needed.Lena is very good, a bit schizo but well respected and that reputation makes me trust her, obviously the world of diy hrt is riskier than dealing with gatekeepy doctors so I wouldn't outright advocate anything. I used Lena the past year without issue and otokonoko for a while too also with no problems.
>>35658471tinder is hilariously shit if you put nb as a gender because they still categorize you into male or female. and bumble it’s like if i want to find someone cute they’re all theyfabs or i have to put myself into the wrong category. ughhhit’s frustrating because i want a boyfriend but i also don’t want to be in a “gay” relationship where we’re both “guys”…
>>35658569what is your dosage? if i am doing my math right lena is recommending 11mg every 7 days for EEn and that seem really high to me
>>35658311I don't have many questions now, I think this is something I should figure out from videos/reading to actually know what to talk about and get inspiration, thank you for answering though, it's refreshing to talk to people who can relate but at the same want to push themselves out there, to be better. It's who I want to be aswell.
>>35658512broken bird syndrome
>>35658604Like 10mg every 9-10 days I say 9 but usually a couple days late because I'm busy or just don't want to.
>>35644711>What's your most obscure hobby/interest?i like to collect butterfly knives and do tricks with them ive been told its loser shit but i think it's fun>Are you into witchy/occult stuff, if yes what?no>How do you take your coffee?iced with cream and sugar>What are your plans and hopes for May?after finals im going to visit my girlfriend in another state for a few daysthat's about it actually i don't really have a whole lot going on lol
bump
sometimes i wish i had confidence, but i can barely even go outside as is. any advice on working on self-esteem and anxiety ?
>>35659083>ive been told its loser shit but i think it's funyeah, it's the kind of hobby that 12 year old boys have, but it's def not loser shit!>iced with cream and sugarWhat cream?>>35658601>it’s frustrating because i want a boyfriend but i also don’t want to be in a “gay” relationship where we’re both “guys”…yeah, totally understand :cI gave up on looking because of thismaybe someday...>>35658569>I don't check my levels bc that's a meme0_0you don't want too high levels, though?afaik that's what fucks up breast growth among other things
>>35660089>any advice on working on self-esteem and anxiety ?genuinely, fake it till you make it
>>35660152ive thought about that but it just feels really hard to exactly fake it, like if im not talking to anyone, what would i fake exactly ? if that makes any sense hahahaha
>>35660197like go outside and just take a walk or go out to eat by yourself and smile and be friendly with the people you see. eventually you will feel less scared of going outside because you know you can do it and have done it before
>>35660225i know this an excuse, but everywhere to actually go and sit down at is miles away, and im not able to drive or anything. i used to be so full of confidence too and wouldnt mind chatting with anyone at all. im not sure what really happened in the past few years for that to change so drastically.but what youre saying is good advice, whenever i get the chance to go somewhere ill try it out. thank you, anon !
>>35660263it's basically just exposure therapy. if you are afraid of going outside then go outside more, in small bursts at first. if you are scared of talking to people then slowly start talking to people. if there is no places to sit down and eat around you then i bet you have lots of nice nature to explore. i'm sure you'll figure it out!
>>35660299thats true, even if there isnt a lot of places near me, i can still go outside on trails and stuff. i didnt really think about that, but that seems like it would be really helpful, thank you so much !!
>>35660143I'm on hrt for 6 years there is no "growth" anymore lol.A solid 70% of it happens in the first 8 months I'd say then slowly over a few years.
>>35659083that’s a really cool collection actually. do you have a favourite knife? also how many times have you hurt yourself going for a trick?>>35660574is it spread even across those 8 months in your experience? i’m really hoping i’ve got more growth left
my face pics now default to female in faceapp
>>35660784sorry 2 inform but faceapp does hugboxclip interrogator is a bit better but still just go lutside
>>35660622Uhhh fairly well spread plus it isn't like a hard timeframe lol
>>35660833thats all in my head
what does it mean to love?what does it feel like to truely be loved?
>>35662357I probably would spend less time on this board if I knew.
>>35662357i’ve been lonely my whole life. i feel like my last relationship was the first where i felt loved for more than brief moments but even then i was constantly insecure and worried she’d hate me sigh i feel like damaged goods at times
>>35662357i’m not certain, but it shouldn’t feel like this. some possessiveness is to be expected, you want what you love to be yours, but this is too far. it’s a perversion, a suffocating obsession. it’s a difficult thing to decipher. to know what love is you must feel it, to feel love you must first know what it is. >>35663606i’m sorry it was that way for you. love most certainly is not something that makes you paranoid about if it’s there or not. you’re worth so much more than you think, i hope you realize that one day.i’ve had a long day bmg, good night and sleep well.
>>35663731goodnight o/
did a celtic cross reading for my future...i don't think tarot is good for my mental
Bump :)
>>35660833funny site
>>35665618I used three different pictures and it called me a woman everytime, clearly hugboxing>>35662357to love is to be able to trust another person with knowing, accepting, and well, loving your whole honest self and vice versaAnyways good morning bmgirlies how y'all doing on this day of the lord
i just nearly threw up on my computer trying to take a collagen supplement
How many of you take collagen supplements? Do they really help?
>>35666272i guess its just me copying gma and i saw maybe 1-2 other mentions of it.
>>35666272it might be good for your skin and nothing else but even then there's plenty other stuff that you're probably not doing that would be better for your skin than taking supplements
>>35666455>tfw cleanse and moisturize every day, usually twice>tfw use fresh towels>tfw change pillowcase weekly>tfw avoid touching my face>tfw epilate to minimize shaving>tfw skin will never look good because of subtle acne scars everywhere
>>35666492such is life dude, for men and women alike stop whining
>>35666516maybe i should get back on retinol
>>35666536probably a better idea than collagennow back to ignoring you
>>35666552i can do both? and collagen is also supposed to be good for your nails and my toenails are kind of shit probably from bathing too much.>now back to ignoring youis it you who keeps virtually following me around and telling people "durr ocre is a bitterhon ignore and sage!!"
why am I awake
morning bmgggg
>>35667679morn
ripped out every hair on my legs, i think im traumatized now. ill see how much the chicken skin improves over the next few days.
>>35667853do you use an epilator?
>>35667679morning naoto! slept in again?
>>35667960yeah, i just started trying to take it more seriously. did my thighs for the first time so the hair was still super tough. took me forever because the epilator works best on weak hair and it was painful as fuck, makes you feel like this picrel >>35646073
>>35668019Yeah I bought an epilator, will use it tonight on my legs. Will report back after.
>>35668003yes! i kind of want to nap again im so tired lately >.<
>>35667679morningggg
slow day huh
>>35666272They're a meme.Your stomach is going to obliterate any collagen down into a bunch of sludge the moment it makes contact with your magic pill. They're not bad to take but like, just have some bone broth or something.
>>35668531we are all at church. things will speed up when we get back from the post church brunch
just had a bit of a weird moment where i stuck my nose in one of my shirts to see if its the one i wore earlier and i was like "i smell like that?"tfw still agp babytroon posting while approaching 4 yrs hrt>>35668561its supposed to turn into extra peptides and shit, there are some studies on it improving your skin but maybe thats just shills idk
ever just get up to make lunch and then it’s time to sleep again?
>>35669890I can't do naps usually tbdesu - once I'm out of bed I can't sleep until evening and even then usually only after prog hits
>>35669968how much would you say your sleep improved with prog? i am really looking forward to anything that helps with that
>>35669968i get sleepy mid morning or mid day if i don’t have anything going on. but i also get lingering sleepyness from my benzo.
>>35665762good answer for love, you speak from experience? i’m taking the last day before spring semester to just vibe desu. you got anything interesting?>>35669890Naoto eepy arc
>>35670033very eepy arc. it’s grey out the past two days and my duvet is too comfy
>>35669993it's a looot better genuinelyBefore I struggled with falling asleep, taking 30-60 minutes easily and I woke up often and found it hard to fall asleep again at timesnow I fall asleep within 5 minutes or less and will sleep like you hit me with a brick for six hours or so at leastvery vivid dreams too, so generally I'm a huge prog fangirl, it's been amazing for me>>35670033I do speak from experience and I know how lucky I am for that...don't really had much going on today either, studied a bit, cleaned up a bit, played CP2077 a bit and prepared all the documents for my insurance (still the trach shave ._.)dunno if you mentioned and I forgot/missed it but what are you majoring in?
I'm in my eepy arc also..
>>35670382>now I fall asleep within 5 minutes or less and will sleep like you hit me with a brick for six hours or so at leastvery vivid dreams toothis makes me look forward to getting on prog even more :’)
>>35670382>progthat’s seems incredibly useful, struggle pretty bad with sleep myself. ideally i should wait until a year on hrt before starting right? don’t wanna mess up growth>major i’m majoring in psychology! took a course in high school and really enjoyed it. not sure what i’m gonna do with it, but it’s a fairly broad field so i’m not worried. how about yourself? >>35670386good thing this bmg is coffee edition or we’d all be asleep. maybe take a power nap and see if you feel better
>>35670491It's already 9pm here so I will wait and go to sleep for real, I usually sleep for 8-9 hours and have a 1 hour nap.And yes, I love coffee!
>>35670382my dreams are pretty vivid but not waking up every hour sounds amazing
>>35670491>majorhey I'm studying psychology too! looking to get into industrial and organizational psychology myself, or maybe health psychology>progLike with most stuff there isn't much actual science on any of this so I honestly can't tell you, my endo started me off with prog from the very beginning and while I'm aware people warn of cone tits and stuff I'm fine so far idkbut usually people tell you to wait a year yeah
i love hair washing day. my hair always feels and looks so amazing
>>35670841TRUE! my hair always looks so sad all the time but on hair washing days i fall in love with it again. what’s your hair like anonette?
>>35670899between a 1c and a 2a, blonde and just a bit past my shoulders. i only wash once a week so washing my hair is always exciting
>>35670841ahh me too. i love how silky it feels on those days>>35670899im glad im not the only one who loves her hair washing days :’) but hates when its been slept on or messy from the day
>>35671106the day before washing day is the worst. i use dry shampoo sometimes throughout the week but by saturday it all just feels oily and gross
I need to learn to take better care of my hair, I was raised too malebrained to know proper hair care stuff. Luckily i was born with naturally good hair.Getting better at stuff like this though my skincare routine is working pretty well.
Cleaned up my PS2 inside it wasn't that bad just a little dusty in the disc tray and fan!Wish I had a crt so I didn't have to play the games blown up on my lcd with composite
>>35671760>Wish I had a crtno you don't. they are heavy and awful to move
>>35671917I owned one as a kid I know they're awful to lug about but like these old PS2 games just look better on them honestly especially with a nice scart cable plugged in...
>>35670841>>35670899>>35671106how often do you wash your hair?I wash mine every two to three days, they just get way too greasy otherwise, crazy that you can go a whole week
>>35671720i’ve always been told i had good hair as well. i treated it so poorly, like using 4 in 1 shampoo every day and nothing else. i’m so thankful my hair turned out ok. i’m trying to get more into skincare. i’ve got my face covered pretty well, but do you have any tips for the body?>>35672525same! i go largely based on feel, but the average is 2-3 days, sometimes a little longer if i’m super busy or lazy.
>>35672600>do you have any tips for the body?Not the best person to ask but I just moisturize and keep my bed sheets clean and my skin turns out fine. I'll probably do more research and use more product once I can afford it since stuff like that is usually pretty expensive.
>>35672525i wash 4 times a week usually. my problem is i get really bad bed head and with 2c hair its not exactly easy to fix without a wash to reset it
>>35668127Ouch ouch ouch ouch ouch..... And now my skin looks like a minefield..
>>35673566yeah
>>35673628Does it ever get better? I only did shins and thighs, tried pubes but wont be doing that.
>>35673653its supposed to get easier. ive used it on other places and it does make the hairs weaker and smaller
>>35673653I don't epilate, but I've plucked my facial hair for years, and it absolutely gets better. My first few times plucking my mustache drew tears and sneezes (had to leave a hitler stache the first time cuz that part hurt so much...); it was so painful. Now, it just hurts a bit.
night bmgggg
>>35676681night night
>>35644711Dead thread, everybody! It's a dead thread!
my electrolysis tech just cancelled on me one hour before our sessioncool cool I enjoy having had to look disgusting for no reason whatsoever very nice thank you
>>35678931fuck that. did they at least give you a time you could reschedule?
>>35678931>my electrolysis tech just cancelled on me one hour before our sessionI'm sorry :cdid you at least move it to a closeby date?>>35674877>I've plucked my facial hair for years, and it absolutely gets better.I used to pluck my facial hair but stopped because it would prevent me from getting laser for like half a year.The hair follicle cycle gets messed up, apparently---------->shavingI got a better shaving gel, and it's a night and day difference, I didn't know shaving gel matters this much. I thought it was all about how sharp the razor is, but I used a duller blade, and I have no cuts and a close shave!>hair careI also bought a balsam for my hair and my hair is very comfy todayI wash my hair every day, which is bad, I know, but it gets matted and oily otherwise :c
morning bmgg therapy today but im very sleepy stikl
idk man it's been 21 months so the vast majority of changes have already happened now and ive never been gendered female ever so pretty sure thats not gonna happen. I was always thinking how if I couldn't male fail, then I would have to make serious decision of whether to continue or not, and im not really sure what to do anymore. ive always thought that if i couldn't pass, then transition is just something that i am not a strong enough person to do and moreover i personally wouldn't feel happy with it if i didnt truly pass. and ffs has the risk of just not working anyway. i think for my face its really just my forehead that is masculine and theoretically i should pass if i could since i always hide it, but that just sad never happened. ive also been thinking more and more that im fine and actually even happy just being a male that looks a little more feminine. i think i like it and it doesnt have the difficulty or feeling like im trying to perform to fit in like maybe acting female would be. im a little saddened by it but this really was always my thoughts on this. and not i just know the truth, that i cant really pass.
>>35680701Are you going to stay on hrt though?
>>35680821I dont know one hand I feel like I should because it's bad to be normal man if I am infertile so should try and get that back, on other it feels bad to stop and i dont like masculinizing
>>35680930whether I pass or not I plan to stay in e for the rest of my life
>>35680930For me if it ever comes to that point, I'll just stay on hrt, who knows, maybe you'll afford a good ffs someday. But you should really think on it, the negatives and positives of both. I'll gladly be on hrt than off of it but that's just me.
>>35680974>>35680992I just dont think its that simple. I want to stay on E but im not sure it is the right thing to do.
>>35681334I can’t imagine going back to T.
>>35681334I mean if you can function on test. I couldn't but it might have been other factors at play at the same time
>>35679651>>35679663no, they're booked out a month in advance so I'll just have to wait for my next regular appointment in two weeksalso who's gonna make a new thread?
>>35681841I can make it
>>35644711>>35682722>>35682722>>35682722new thrad
