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>>36248228It is now 8AM, anon-sama.>>36248238Soon, anon-sama.>>36248263Hello, Calamity Jane-sama.
>>36248318Man I miss Runescape...
>>36248323Its still going, friend.Better than its ever been (oldschool runescape)
>>36248326I need to start playing, hope I have time
>>36248326I know it is, I tried it, but it just didn't feel the same. Maybe I'm just a bitter adult
>>36248345Thats fair, I kinda wished they kept the early game untouched, but the game must go on i suppose.I have the 'number must go up' autism, so I can't stop playing. Otherwise I try to replace it with unfun idle games.
not having a good time
>>36248372why not?
why does no one love me
>>36248387r u weird looking
>>36248387I love you little tranner. Unless you're blobby.
>>36248387Being alone is so hard, but I'm sure people can still care about you
>>36248385extremely depresseddeeply hate myselfliterally years away from any actual progress in my life
>>36248402>literally years away from any actual progress in my lifein a way, isn't it good to have progress ahead of you instead of behind you? once you achieve all your goals you dont have anything left to do but die
>>36248402Can't help ya with depressing and self loathing... buuut.>years away from any actual progresshow long we talkin?what progress?are you making short term goals to reach your long term goals?
its so funny seeing people from the past predict how geopolitics was gonna evolve
>>36248451
>friend wants to travel overseas to hang out w mesounds fun but also a bit awkward for someone to spend that much money just to meet up.>>36248366numbers in osrs just aren't big enough imo. i wanna break games to hit that integer overflow if possible.
>>36248402sorry. i hate myself too because i'm so fucking ugly and permanently male. my mood goes up sometimes but its usually super low like right now i'm prob gonna cry before sleeping again.
>>36248474>awkward for someone to spend that much money just to meet upDepends where you live.I live in LA and have a ton of foreign homies that want to visit to see me and sight see, and its not too weird.But if youre in the middle of bumfuck Nebraska, then its a little odd.
Hello?
Is there anybody in there?
>>36248474You're probably very cute
>>36248489>sight see in LAya i really wanna vacation by spending 2 hours a day on the 10 hauling around
>>36248506Just nod if you can hear me. Is there anyone at home?
>>36248489I went to LA so many times to see friends. And there is always something new you can do. It's one of the best location to repeatedly visit.
>>36248480felt>>36248420>are you making short term goals to reach your long term goals?try to improve my physical health even more by going to the gym nearby my campus once the semester startsliterally just try to survive until ffs in septget my permit and do nothing with it bc i cant afford driving lessons or a car>what progress?degreecarreal jobactually being satisfied with how i look (lol)mentally "healing">how long we talkin?literally 3-4 years for my college degreei dont even know if i can complete it bc my family might decide to move again and ill have to put everything on hold
>>36248451every time i see stuff like this brought up i think about how good uyghur food is and how much people love it in china
also lold at "the nomads" that manga seems cool i'll pick it up
>>36248509I do warn them all against it, but disneyland and universal is rather tempting.My least favourite part is taking people to see the hollywood sign and the walk of fame.But they like seeing all the 'rare' cars and stuff we run across there.
>>36248530there;s like an inverse square law between how close you are to LA and how much you hate it i think lol lol.unless ur in the industry there's just no reason to be there. Dago is actually nice af and you dont need to deal with the LA bullshit
>>36248534I applied to UCSD and really wanted to go there just to get out of LA, but then I got accepted to UCLA. Being a 'better' school and closer to home, I had to stay.
>>36248551oh thats chill. you arent a serf you can get up and leave when you want to, it's all good. ucla is a good school you're doing fine by going there.
>>36248516>i dont even know if i can complete it bc my family might decide to move again and ill have to put everything on holdI think thats the roughest part.also; you need shorter term goals.Maybe its because im a weirdo, but I have like weekly to monthly goals I wanna get done.They can be recurring.Honestly, just to have some sort of structure and feeling of control of your life.Going to the gym is a GREAT one.Like even being satisfied with the way you look can be broken down into these recurring "goals".Make your hair appointment every 1-2 monthsGetting your eyebrows did every few weekswalk/lift x at the gym by the end of the monthetc. etc.What are you majoring in?
>>36248489only ever heard ppl have a bad time in LA but maybe it's a culture diff. euros and aussies can't handle that pvp zone vibe.>>36248507not rly.
>>36248590It got real bad, mainly because of the homeless people.Like, some of it is a drug problem, but most of it is a mental illness problem.State mental hospitals need to come back, 'cause its really bad
>>36248602most of it's a drug problem.you can't walk on the beach barefoot cause of sharps
>>36248610are you a republican now grendy?
>>36248622no.i dont believe in political activism. i have no way to impact policy at all. vote blue, vote red, doesn't matter. i just vote on state legislature on a case by case and dont vote for representatives
>>36248622i dont even thing the republicans can fix the homeless druggy problem in california.the democrats should be tougher on crime, thats my main issue with them.dudes with a rap sheet that has 15 prior offences shouldnt be walking the street.But other than that, its doing well, a lot of their policies to help the poor are great. Medi-cal is slow, but its free and works.Its a shame they give those same benefits to non-US citizens.
>>36248629what's the solution to the drug problem? personally i feel like the government needs to supply free drugs if they're going to make the country ass anyway, so people can cope with the dystopian malaise hellscape that they want
>>36248637this state is shit if you're not middle-upper middle class anon.
>>36248641i've got no clue, honestly. i feel like the only thing we can do at this point is social reform to try to divert people away from feeling like they need it, unless we accept some extremely totalitarian stuff like death penalty for trafficking and dealing. people don't just get off fent or heroin, for every exception to the rule a dozen others finally get the OD that kicks em. it's also not like people who are seriously hooked can be productive members of society either. people who have good things going for them in life don't turn to that sort of drug abuse, which is why the naive and maybe best answer is that we need to make life not shit for everybody at the bottom rungs of society.
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>>36248670i like that answer. it shows you're still hopeful and not cynical about life. i think Newsom and the government wants poor people erased, it frees to housing and space for new arrivals from foreign countries, which is what they want here clearly. white Americans under the poverty line are a barrier to progress, and they grew up without anything stable in their life to keep them from becoming dysfunctional. the drugs help erase them
>>36248667Even 'Middle class' is getting priced out.Mfers near me want $2500 for a STUDIO apartment.They're insane.
>>36248672it's not my country, im just consumer #349,076,864 until someone replaces me
>>36248687the middle class get to share a studio with 3 other middle class people, and many do and i shouldn't bitch so much.
>>36248686it seems way to disorganized to me to be some sort of conspiracy like that. i think the reality is just that there's a complete void where the fabric of society used to be. people don't have communities anymore, and so they're more exposed and susceptible to drug abuse. i struggle to see a trajectory from this point where southern california doesnt just become like mexico, where the rich have armed guards and gated communities and the rest just stew in the violence
>>36248703I live with my mom still and feel no shame about it.I would rather live alone and closer to my university, but it can't be helped.Shit sucks for people who don't have that opportunity.
>>36248584idk what short term goals to look for. i have really bad adhd and fiend for instant gratification on a regular basisi have goals to get done but it feels awful to not see any sort of tangible immediate rewards especially when what im chasing is extremely important to meidk im just extremely mentally and physically broken>What are you majoring in?computer science
>>36248764>fiend for instant gratification on a regular basisSame, thats why I have goals like 'get 100% on all my assignments this week' and that turns into a daily thing of 'i completed part of my goal this week today'Idk I trick myself by being able to check something off every day.I'm majoring in BioChem as a premed
>>36248707i think sweeping away the fabric of society, and the common bonds Americans used to share was a top priority for bankers and the elite class. David Rockefeller described his initiatives in opening trade with China as based on his view that the American economy had nowhere to expand further to meet the needs of shareholders, and therefore we needed to inject the economy with foreign labor to make our goods. The next step in that goal is erasing national sovereignty and borders, because they serve as a roadblock to the open movement of people and goods.. We're at this stage now of open borders for the purpose of legal and illicit trade, and the free flow of migrants with 15 million new immigrants entering since 2021..>>36248726Sorry to hear that anon, i know it's hard living with your parents at that age. Hopefully you can spread your wings and find freedom on your own
>>36248788>Hopefully you can spread your wings and find freedom on your ownIf all goes to plan i'm gonna be living with her for 8+ more years lolBut yeah, my own space would be nice.
>>36248788>i think sweeping away the fabric of society, and the common bonds Americans used to share was a top priority for bankers and the elite class. David Rockefeller described his initiatives in opening trade with China as based on his view that the American economy had nowhere to expand further to meet the needs of shareholders, and therefore we needed to inject the economy with foreign labor to make our goods. The next step in that goal is erasing national sovereignty and borders, because they serve as a roadblock to the open movement of people and goods.. We're at this stage now of open borders for the purpose of legal and illicit trade, and the free flow of migrants with 15 million new immigrants entering since 2021..you might be right. no matter which way you slice it it's become pretty extremely clear that unmitigated globalism has been extremely bad for the west. no matter who we point the finger towards and get angry at though, we need to come up with a practical solution to the problems we face. i think a lot of people that acknowledge the problems get mad and then never move forward from there to policy claims for how to unfuck the situation. i like mexicans so idrc that theres 15 million more of them but i care about the economy being destroyed by the US debt bubble popping within 10 years and the complete collapse of infrastructure and cities.
>>36248812>i like mexicans so idrc that theres 15 million more of themTbh, once we get into a trade war with china and move all of our outsourced labor to mexico I think that situation will sort itself out eventually.US can help with prosperity, but idk if it can help with corruption and drug cartels the normal people of mexico have been stuck with.
>>36248824>>36248812Didn't finish...I'm more worried about people coming from other countries and flying into mexico to cross the border.People from India should not be coming in from mexico illegally, thats insane and the problem is getting worse
>>36248824the US has massively mismanaged its politics for hundreds of years, but most egregiously in the 20th centuryWe established the monroe doctrine for a reason, because American countries have a mutual interest in each other's affairs. We should have created positive relations with Latin America and worked to develop each other's economies, rather than trying to stamp out anybody whose interests didn't align perfectly with ours. Instead, we plucked the wings off of countless countries by supporting military dictatorships and created violence and instability that flowed out through the entire region.im not even sure how to adress the problem now, i think it might be too late.>>36248834>People from India should not be coming in from mexico illegally, thats insane and the problem is getting worseyeah, it is insane. the fact it's being allowed is treasonous.
i think total freedom of movement is a great thing. borders are kind of crazy
>>36248843>the fact it's being allowed is treasonous.Like, I don't want to start calling for a Korean DMZ lite, on our border, but idk what else we could do.They're just ganna keep breaking the fences, keep tunneling under, boat around...Who knows.
>>36248844a country is a living thing like any other.it needs to be enclosed by a membrane to stay alive. the rule of law can't exist without jurisdictions. i think that if you believe that we can live in a world without countries you're naive.>>36248854who knows, yeah. i think it's just too late.
what the fuck r u retards talking about
are big male shoulders and chests a problem for bras? should i expect to have to go up a size or two or notalso when im here sports bras have the same sizing right?
>>36248892sex with dads, but not really that shits scary
Finally my live has stabilized after figuring out other issues to now figuring out im probably trans at fucking TWENTY FOUR. Is it over? How do i work this.
>>36248900sports bras sometimes dont have cup vs band and just have 1 side.>are big male shoulders and chests a problem for bras? go up 1 size on your band and calculate cups accordingly. male ribcages have a bigger difference in circumference between underbust and bust
>>36248941> Is it over? it's all genetics. doesnt matter if you start at 24 as opposed to 18 or whatever post-puberty is post puberty.>How do i work this.transition asap. always better than putting it off. get on hrt, voice train, get laser, figure out how to make clothes work, look into surgery. try not to boymode for too long
>>36248943okay thank you thank you
i dont even feel like a >woman. I feel/want to be a transwoman.
>>36248941no just transition and stop being a bitch
>>36248963that might be how you feel on the inside but to most normies their subconscious can only process female and male so you have to pick one and live with it.
>>36248941>now figuring out im probably trans at fucking TWENTY FOUR...did you not have dysphoria before then?
How do you know if its gender dysphoria vs fear of getting older or maybe just a want to be pretty.
>>36248976I was busy being suicidal and getting a job. I never really cared about gender or THE BODY or whatever. But yeah for sure never wanted to present male just kind of got funneled into it.
>>36248981dysphoria is different for everyone.i wanted to stab myself in the throat when i saw i was developing an adams apple and growing facial hair.when i was a kid, we're talking like 7 or 8 i would pray to the devil to be a girl because god was ignoring me i was so desperate.but most tend to notice around puberty, and if they internalize it, they get severely depressed and distressed.
>>36248981Im autistic so my life problems need a progression going from : getting a stable foundation/ solving the most pressing issues (in a mental hierarchy just like food and urination is more important in the moment than figuring out what art you like the most) and then working from that stable foundation.
>>36248981can u touch ur pp
>>36248990>But yeah for sure never wanted to present male just kind of got funneled into itwell you better be sure. we're talking permanent changes here.i know therapy isnt an option for everyone, but talking to someone professional about this stuff can help you sort it out, and even tell you if you're showing signs of gender dysphoria
>>36249014I think ill just take some acid and iron it out thanks. It was a slow but constant growth. I dont think i would ever be 100% about something like this as i said i wish there was a third gender.
>want to go for a run>mum has a friend visiting>don't want to disturb them>no runsobbing
>>36249031sneak out your window runsneak back inbingo bango why is your mom's friend visiting this early anyway?
>>36249024There's no shame in being feminine or androgynous, but taking medicine to transition into a woman is a very very big step.Be informed is all i'm saying.
Its like 8 hours i saw transpeople being happy and i was like "i want to be like those COOL WOMEN"
>>36249051Yossss thank u anon. What a great age to be something in between.
>>36249047>sneak out your windowcan't, the window in my room is blocked by a bunch of stuff>why is your mom's friend visiting this early anyway?she got here yesterday, spent the night. i think she's going home today but idk what timei'll just write it off as a skip day and try again tomorrow
>>36249053You kinda sound like you're having a mental breakdown, not gonna lie
>>36249066>sound like you're having a mental breakdowntrutrans
>>36249066This is how i talk and am always. I just think its something i have to do in this life. Like thinking i am above self-expression for some reason is way more EGO. Im not a fucking monk.
>>36249065>can't, the window in my room is blocked by a bunch of stufffire hazard, retard. sort it out
I love my family a lot a lot a lot but they have a lot of personal growth to do still. My cousin transitioned and they all were calling him a pervert behind their ears. I wasnt expecting it from people who literally were mostly fine with me dating guys and shit.Why do i HAVE to be the karma lesson for my parents like.
>>36249065I hate when my relatives visit and i have to creep around so as to not make noise because they're too cheap to stay a hotel, so they sleep in the living room
>>36249074i mean i could easily get out of the window by shoving stuff out of the way but that would make a mess>>36249086kek shit sucks, i feel like i have to hold my breath even and anxiously listen to their conversation to see if they say anything about how shitty i am
>>36249083are you talking to someone or just diary posting?you're not replying to anyone so idk what the fuck youre talking about.
>>36249090Lmao we're so alike in that way. My chuddy relatives from the south always make sure to drop the fact they hate gays and trans people into the conversation, because apparently it's noteworthy
>>36249071Its not just about self expression you'll get breasts and probably be infertile for life. Its not a fashion statement youre irrevocably changing the course of your life.
>>36249083>My cousin transitioned and they all were calling him a pervert behind their ears.holy based>mostly fine with me dating guyswhat kind of guys>>36249101lol my uncle's wife asked my mother if i was gay once because i had a handbag
>>36249099im talking to you specifically and also trying to trigger other people with similiar POV to share their exp.
>>36249107lol
>>36249083Gay and trans arent the same. My parents were cool with me being gay but they flipped when i came out as trans. Theyre totally seen differently
>>36249130Old people are so old
Being trans IS actually a quirky chungus fashion choice. MY body is NOT my home. Im dressing up my little video game avatar.
>>36249130my grandma was a diehard christian, hosted summer bible schools, prayed 2 hours every night, thought gay people were unnatural, etc.but she caved in with me being trans because i was basically rotting away in my room from depression.sat me down with the closest planned parenthood website pulled up and made me make an appointment.she did her own research about it and drove me an hour away to my first appointment to get me started.that was almost 9 years ago now.i'd prob be dead if it wasn't for her.i miss her a lot.
>>36249160Thats sweet. Your grandma sounds like a good person. My grandma got terminal cancer while i was boymoding so i chise not to come out before she died, and since my grandfather was grieving i still haven't told him.
>>36249160People can totally change. Behaviors are kept because they are reinforced by INACTION from other people in the group.
>>36249169>Your grandma sounds like a good personshe was. she supported me when my dad wanted nothing to do with me when I tried to come out to him when I was 16.i hope you get a chance to tell your grandfather if you think you're able.>>36249179i think it hits a lot harder when its someone you know, too. like how some homophobic parents are suddenly no longer homophobic when their kids come out.but probably wouldn't care if the neighbor's kid came out
>>36249220For better or for worse queerness being something that happens to someone you know helps the bigot humanize them and empathise with them on a level thats deeper than surface level facebook propaganda.
I am going to try and NOT be mad at my parents spoiling my siblings with things we couldnt afford when we were poor.
>>36249258This is a metaphor for spiritual and cultural growth of the bigoted
>>36249220>i hope you get a chance to tell your grandfather if you think you're able.He doesnt like transgender. I feel like i shouldnt say it. I actually havent come out to any family before they just grabbed my bboobs and made me explain myself
>>36249160this is what a real christian is, people who shits on christianity are stupid
What can I put in the tank with Minnows? https://youtu.be/VLZHNKDBJgA
>>36249331Like, religion is not/ should not be stagnant. Its an ethical base that you have to keep reapplying to different issues. I dont see how living your true self would be against it.
>>36249343TFW me altering my body IS actually me being above it.
>>36249275>I actually havent come out to any family before they just grabbed my bboobs and made me explain myself.i'm sorry that happened to you :(my family just eventually noticed, and since i wasn't making a fool of myself they let it be(minus my dad who still berates me about it to this day)
>>36248293is she a tranny
>>36249353Looks like you grabbed it from a video, post the video.They just looks like a cis girl with bad eyebrows from this pic
>>36249358https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vc79sJ9VOqk
>>36249369>that voice100% cis. not even 3 seconds in
>>36249372why is her channel so trannycoded also I'm pretty sure I've heard voicegen do better
>>36249375girls can be autistic too, anon.
i realized i have to detransition. I've been manmoding for the two worst years of my life
gm homosegsuals
Havnt woken up past noon in nearly 10yearsFeels weird.
>>36248293Life as a trans lesbian is pain!my insecurity tells me most cis women want a trad man or another cis lesbian and that I can never find a cis partner. I'm most interested in women because that's what I want to be like and what I'm most attracted to. I'd also date a guy or a trans girl ofc cause I'm bisexual. I want to experience dating a cis f as a trans woman. Maybe I just want the validation and love from someone I am attracted to, idk.I'm still boymoding so everyone deadnames me constantly calls me sir.I have anxiety about being alone and feel like I'm never gonna be good enough or what someone would want.I am anti social and cripplingly nervous around new people so I don't go out so I am not getting enough social life to even meet anyone to have those chances I am on hrt and feel dysphoric all the time why can't I find love? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
>>36249639mroning fag
>>36249687>im a lesbian >im also bisexual >i see trans women as men and am only willing to settle for one because im bi
wasnt able to sleep, oh wellthe only thing thats really annoying about it fro me is that i get a really bad stomach ache the next day whenever i dont sleep at night
>>36249708I didn't mean to phrase it like that. I just mean that I am most attracted to cis women but I'd date other as well and no problem with that. Trans women are women, I'm just talking about how I have 0 rizz
>>36249708i think not wanting to date a transwoman because youre a lesbian is fine some people really don't like penis.just like how i wouldn't date a trans man because i really don't like vaginer.even though i'm straight only.
>>36249687>I am anti social and cripplingly nervous around new people so I don't go out so I am not getting enough social life to even meet anyone to have those chances >I am on hrt and feel dysphoric all the time >why can't I find love?reverse the order of these lines and you have your answer
>>36249721its 5am, gren.its time to partyim definitely healthy and not doing my school work before going to bed by 7amyaaaaaay
>>36249729I mean, I like dick like the rest of 'em, but sometimes I just want a woman to snuggle with, okay! >.< is that too much to ask for? That's what I meant by "it's hard for trans lesbians"I am more into femme overall and being lonely sucks
>>36249617happy for you fren
>>36249696:3 have the best company to wake with>>36249687>why can't I find love?>I am anti social and cripplingly nervous around new people so I don't go outwell theres yer prob>>36249684lazy days are based tho
>>36249764dang, I came here for life advice and didn't expect to get roasted. fair enough, I just don't know how to get my feelings across very well. sorry if I unintentionally sounded rude to anyone, I just was venting some specific frustrations.
>>36249687r u weird looking
>>36249787yeah, I am working on it by doing social things, it just sucks when the social stuff brings me more anxiety and gender dysphoria/gender envy. >>36249790Nah, trans women are women and I said I'd date one as much. T4T is nice. I just was trying to express my insecurity with dating cis women ever since transitioning and my insecurities of not being good enough.
those who suck cocks
>>36249794>dating is hard when looking for a cis lesbian partner>i'm willing to date men and transwomen but i am currently looking for a cis girl for something new>it is very hard>i am very uggy because i haven't tried to be a woman>but since i am still socially a man there should be no reason for lesbians, especially cis ones, to look in my direction.>forever boymoder>i am here to complain into the voidfixed.
>>36249796I look like Shia Labeouf pretty average but my natural looks aren't helping me in the femininity department at all, it would take a lot of work for me to transition fully. so I like to be kinda androgynous non binary and I can do drag and keep transitioning and just try to get that life as much as I can.
its crazy how much cuter jp vtubers are than en vtubers
>>36249855there are very few good en vtubers that can stand with the jp ones
>>36249687im sure there are straight women out there who would date a fem guy, just don't get hung up on chasing lesbians bc that's creepy and they're not into you
>>36249833>i am very uggy because i haven't tried to be a womanbrutal
>>36249864i love filian but shes not cute. she gets the same itch for me as marine or someone like that. the good en vtubers arent like "cute" vtubers
>>36249876whats that one retard one with the pink hair and her eyes go sideways sometimes.i like that one
>watching vtubers>everfor what purpose
>>36249890ironmouse?
>>36249833lol yeah, pretty much
>>36249896chibidokii havent watched their stream, but i see their clips often because florkofcows interacted with them a lot when they were super small.
good meowning mtfg
>>36249901yeah, don't mind me and my ramblings. hope everyone has a nice day <3
>>36249922oh, i havent seen any of her streams either. seems cool. im just watching korone rn cause shes live
what is the appeal of vtubersits crongeit's just cringe
>>36249941i thought she was a dog, why is she a christmas tree now
>>36249948its christmas
>>36249940youll find lurve anon just be vulnerable and curious about ppl
Why are trannies so cute
>>36249981have you gone on twitter?you'd be taking that back, anon
>>36249974
>>36249981they aren't
>>36249984I don't use twitter, I'd have never talked to a tranny if it wasn't for this place
>>36250002in the romantic sense dont be weird
>>36249976thank you. thats good advice. :3what vidya do y'all play? I've been playing some fallout and paper mario lately
>>36250004>I'd have never talked to a tranny if it wasn't for this placethen you've only talked to the good ones.
>>36250013There's always some bad apples, the good ones are the only ones that matter
>>36250013imagine being this delusional lolthe boards in shambles
>>36250034
im one of the good ones
>>36250037No, you're a retard is what you are
>>36250037Prove it.
>>36250042no im smart
>>36250053hehe funny joke
>>36250054Yeah you're not one of the cute ones, please don't reply to me ever again I only want the cute ones
why is discord messaging me.who gave them my discord tag?
>>36250054sneed harder lasagna>>36250052how
>>36250066>how1.What music have you listened to recently2. Post ankle
>>36250072Prove it.
>>36250071>Post ankleHow scandalous!
have any of you gone to a psychiatrist/therapist for hrt? how'd it go?
>>36250064kat
I have a trans friend who I fear might detrans, is it hurtful to aggressively say things to keep her trans? She will never be a man, she's well past the point of no return, she has had several laser sessions and can't grow any significant amounts of facial hair anymore. Without a beard, she will always look girly. You are a girl!
>>36250082i live in an informed consent state, thankfully.but one of my friends just treated it like a normal psych visit, but focused around their dysphoria.and it went fine.if you don't have dysphoria, youre ganna have a hard time because you shouldnt be transitioning in the first place
>>36250092it is for them to decide. you can point them in the right direction talking about how hard they worked on their transition. but if they want to call it quits, thats up to them.
>>36250090You COULD be pretty COULD also be NOTThat tum tum does seem to be begging for some kisses however
>>36250082it was pretty chill, but i was already on hrt at the time. no questions asked really
>>362500711.>cool for cats - squeeze>til the ocean takes us all - cat empire>c'mon c'mon - von bondies>me, i disconnect from you - tubeway army>c'est beau la bourgeoisie - discobitch>engrish bwud - man man>perfekte welle - juli>thou shalt always kill - dan le sac vs scroobius pip>futari no rainy day - meiko nakahara2.>picrel>>36250090>im so pretty>covers facelol
>>36250082i did, went fine
>>36250092I want laser so fucking bad, shaving sucks. always feel better after shaving though
>>36250115>>36250116Okay you cute, which one of you wants to be my gf
>>36250130post biceps + wrists
>>36250127i got told laser wouldnt work that well for me because i'm a red head.
>>36250134>wristsI am defeated
>>36250127rhea ripley isn't a tranny, why post her pics>>36250137oof>>36250139oof
>>36250139Yeah you cute but I have no wrists :[
>>36250154My wrists are tiny it's over
oh man tfw gooner calls you a newfag
when i was in high school one of my brothers friends used to make fun of how thin my wrists were and wrap their pinky finger and thumb around my wrist and wouldnt let me leave until he cracked everything in my hands forwards and backwards. i had a crush on him but never did anything about it
>>36249740update: i aint finishing this shit by 7, ive got atleast 3 more hours of this bs.
>>36249380didn't really think of that
>>36250094I'm like 99% sure I have dysphoria, leg hair, wide torso, penis, beard stubble, and a solid amount of just envy of fem clothes, and being with girls' friend groups just makes me feel like garbage sometimes. been thinking about transitioning for the past year so i don't think it's a problem of "proving" I could be trans to the psychiatrist . I am afraid of it not working whatsoever, like the psychiatrist ignoring me, the hrt doing nothing if I get my hands on it, or even just my parents disowning me for being trans..
>>36250143because I like her okay, jeezshe's based
>>36250186No I am a manly man and always will beJust the wrists are.... well...
When old people turn into angry children, they shouldn't be allowed to vote.
only people with jobs should be allowed to vote
>>36250187>I am afraid of it not working whatsoever, like the psychiatrist ignoring mePsychiatrists go to medical school, they look at facts, and work with all types of people. You won't be the first or last to have gender dysphoria with them.Idk about therapists, i'm sure they work with all sorts of people, and they're fairly intelligent. Since most of them have masters degrees.HRT depends on your genetics and how much damage puberty has done. But noone really knows until you take it for a while.Lia used to be a meat head and now shes an attractive woman.Dunno about your parents, gl with that, thats all you.
>>36250233what if im a full time student that used to have a career in hospitality.
>>36250233ok youre fired
>>36250187>therapist ignoring methen you pick a different one that listens>hrt not workingmemes aside hrt def works unless you dont manage your levels
>>36250242if you didnt pay taxes this year, you shouldnt determine policy this year imo
I'm sorry i started this retarded shit.
>>36250268but thats not fair, the policies will usually last multiple years, or for the foreseeable future.i'll eventually have a job that those policies will affect.i understand that your suggestion would weed out old people that shouldnt get to determine the future they won't be apart of, and the dregs of society. But the net is too wide.
>>36250305I was complaining about my father.
>>36250293>i'll eventually have a job that those policies will affectbut you dont have that job yet and don't understand the reality of it? even if you understand it better than the average person a specific vote will rarely be impacted by your small demographic. It's the same idea as why minors dont vote. not like it will ever happen anyways
>>36250324>but you dont have that job yet and don't understand the reality of it?i was a general manager of a hotel... i know what paying taxes and having a job entails.maybe if you meant 'never worked a job ever', then i guess i'd see your point, but then that deletes the old people and tweaker issue from before.dunno.
>>36250358i dont get your point at all.
>>36250361That 'if you don't have a job you shouldn't be allowed to vote' is a silly idea.Make specific rules for old age like we do to the young.Make specific rules for drug addicts like we do for felons.But 'not working' isnt a reason for someone to have a say in their future.
>>36250384enforcing all those random ass rules simultaneously is ridiculous and impractical. its easy to see who paid income tax
No, the real unfortunate truth is that we can't afford to disenfranchise anyone because evil groups will definitely influence definitions to the point that it justifies disenfranchising whoever they want to lose power.So we literally HAVE TO allow the wandering mindless old man to vote so that we don't disenfranchise all the old men who haven't lost their minds.
>>36250399so the guy in law school has less say than tim the highschool dropout that works as a dishwasher 6 hours a week.
>>36250415>most peopel in law school dont work while studying anywaysits like 2 years anyways it wont make the person have "more say" in the long run.
hiiLorde ate on the remix
>>36250426full time law students don't work while studying, yes. and 3 years is a long time especially when long-term stuff gets voted on constantly.my school has a contractual agreement that students have to sign saying they're not allowed to work while attending. and thats 4 whole years.so why punish the higher educated? its silly.
>>36250472exceptions are cringe and ruin everything in the long run
>>36250464omfg thank u emma this is how i found out about the lorde remix
>>36250495i'm just saying, tim the 6 hour dishwasher shouldn't get more say and its a flawed idea.maybe if the government wasnt dogshit and voted on policy year-by-year rather than multiple year placements, it would be a good idea.
>>36250517Sadly this comes up with an error when I try to play it. What was the video?
>>36250525it was a video of you at a hotdog eating contest.super funny
>>36250519i disagree that the system is flawed i think you just dislike the system because you'd be personally disenfranchised it exactly right now. and yeah i think high school dropout dishwashers should have their vote count. and i think housewives neets and senile psychos shouldnt have a say in government
>>36250529Oh, I see. I am sorry for being unable to watch it, anon-sama. Have an e-hug.
>>36250540About what, anon-sama?
meeting my dad today fir the first time in 2 years at the celtics parade ithought id have friends coming with me but i think theyre all still asleep and the train is in 40minutesvery anxious
>>36250562I will not cease posting, anon-sama.
>>36250552Is your dad pretty too?
>>36250531you think that voting on a policy that will be put in place for 10 years that is barred from people unable to work in that specific voting year isn't unfair?I agree the dropout dishwasher should also have his say, its just that he shouldn't get MORE say than others that aren't housewives, neets, or senile psychos.
good morning denizens>>36250552good luck I hope it goes well
>>36250582>you think that voting on a policy that will be put in place for 10 years that is barred from people unable to work in that specific voting year isn't unfair?yes. it isnt unfair. it isnt unfair to be 17 years old during an election cycle either. a line is drawn somewhere
>>36250602thank fuck you're not in government is all i'm going to say.
>>36250576no hes actually like kinda ugly its weird i just got rly lucky and got a lot of my moms genes ig>>36250598thank u maiq
>>36250531>housewife "neets" shouldn't votewtf is this shit lol
>>36250622>moms against ____
voting is stupid
Disenfranchising the unemployed and housewives would lead to a pretty skewed voting demographic of middle class middled aged and lower class youth white likely majority-male voters. It wouldn't be very representative overall and would simply lead to problems not being addressed if they mostly affect those who fall out of that range, in other words similar problems to before universal suffrage really became a thing.
electoral politics is a form of theater
>>36250631>everybody needs to be able to pretend that their vote does anythingvoting is uselesscorporate interests always winetcur playing w shadows
what's a solid weight/bmi to transition at for best results
>>36250631a slight skew is way different than 0% participation of certain demographics. the majority of women and men are employed in all ethnicities.
>>36249974What manga is it from and please say it's not porn
>>36250685Asumi-chan is interested in lesbian brothels
>>36250670Skewing demographics at all changes voting patterns and constituencies. Effectively disenfranchising all students means pushing politics further rightwards and far more socially conservative. Disenfranchising the unemployed means there becomes no incentive to maintain as many social welfare policies. In practice it means pushing politics irrevocably rightwards and as trannies we should probably not want that.>>36250693Yes, it is over for us.
>>36250630*curls up on you and purrs**you try to speak but you are overwhelmed by the fluffiness*
>>36250647im so smart arent i....
>>36250710did u go to college carol?
>>36250710>Skewing demographics at all changes voting patterns and constituencies. Effectively disenfranchising all students means pushing politics further rightwards and far more socially conservative. Disenfranchising the unemployed means there becomes no incentive to maintain as many social welfare policies. In practice it means pushing politics irrevocably rightwards and as trannies we should probably not want that.i dont agree at all. getting rid of retired people and housewives easily undoes any bias in that direction
>>36250723I wasn't able to finish university due to student finance issues, anon-sama.
>>36250737Your country is being infected by our neoliberals. You need to exterminate them.
>>36250737shame. you would've been a gift to academia
I got prescription for 10 vials of EV yesterday and now I have to find some pharmacy in Czechia that could book them for me and is close to the border and where I could go by the train and/or bus and I only have a month to do so which wouldn't be a problem if I had a car :C
>>36250744She would be a gift to ink manufacturers.
>>36250760idk what that means gnomi
>>36250735I don't exactly understand.>>36250741I'm voting Lib Dem. I don't have much of an appetite for immediate execution of neoliberals. I mostly want us to rejoin the single market and strengthen workers rights, build infrastructure. I'm sympathetic to socialism, but radical politics aren't pragmatic until the UK is in a more stable position, and in any case I would like the return of freedom of movement.>>36250744I'm pretty stupid, anon-sama. I write overly formally, which gives the impression that there's more going on in my skull than there actually is.>>36250770This is a very good gif.
>>36250791If you don't kill the neoliberals they will take you over. There is no reasoning with them. They will not soften. It's like having sauron in an "advising role".
>>36250812We've already had that strain of politics, Nomi-sama. David Cameron would fall easily under the term, being socially liberal and also relatively economically liberal. Also, a large proportion of the Brexit supporters claims during the referendum were about free trade and opening up Britain economically to the rest of the world.>>36250815A heart! <4
>>36250857>gaba receptoryeah, you do be talkin a lotgabbin all the time
>>36250857Oh. I'm sorry, anon-sama.
more like gabarepentin
those who slurp on gock
My orange kitty is on my lap and is constantly headbutting me. He laid on me in such a way that his head is smacking into my face and he isn't moving. He is just laying in that spot on me, with his head jammed into my chin and he's just kneading my shoulder.
if voting is contingent on employment then employers decide who votes
>>36250894I don't get all the creepy "I wanna possess her" stuff.Is that coming from self-hating trans or from just transphobic people who think there is something wrong with wanting to copy somebody's look?Like, have you ever read a vogue? Half the economy is telling people "BUY OUR LOOK".
voting doesn't matter u absolute retards
>>36250937*curls up on you and purrs*My BUTT doesn't matter.
>if rain dance contingent on employment then employerman decide who rain dance
>>36250913That's already true, Cat-sama.
>>36250948You've given up. I haven't.
>>36250944>My BUTT doesn't matter.werent you telling us it was gonna make us kms a couple months ago
>>36250955Schrodingers butt, I guess, Lia-sama.
>>36250955I was hoping somebody would come in with "Your butt is A LOT of matter, nomi."
>>36250367From what I've seen of you so far that sounds like a normal night for you though :o
>>36250950incorrect
>>36250968I don't ask and i don't die. Next question.
>>36250961u rang?
is it AGP if it's your bf who is forcing you to wear hyper feminine clothes for him?
>>36250985>hyper feminine clothesexample?
Why did paige post butt when she knows i'm here?
>>36250984Nein.
>>36250985No. Unless you get off on it being AGP, then it's super super AGP.
>>36250988
>>36250985he's going to troon out probably>>36250988dont be tranphobic hon!>>36251002he's not having you wear this outside is he
paige is ripe for a melty
>>36251022>day ending in y
>>36251030what does that feel like
how long does it take for prog to absorb when u boof it
Literally not, it can't be. It can't be according to the colliquial definition of AGP and it certainly isn't according to the original definition of AGP.The current people's definition of AGP is, "Person who is aroused by being a woman and the reason they're trans is to get aroused and only that."So if somebody, your partner, especially a dom, commands you to, it's not up to you, you didn't do the thing because you wanted to. You were commanded. In this case, submissive is the main fetish, and dressing girly is the accessory fetish.But this is all total nonsense anyway. Like, is being AGP the fetish now? People aren't aroused by being women in public, they're aroused that people *think* they're aroused by being women in public?God i wish i had that fetish, lol.
>>36251039no I mean does it feel confusing
>>36251030do NOT involve other people in your fetish like thisthey did not consent to it>>36251034b r u h
>>36251030wear the maid dress, walk with your hands together in front. Do not speak unless spoken to. When your bf says goodbye to someone, you bow and follow steadfast with him.
>>36251030What's humiliating about being a maid? It's a dignified profession.
>>36251033Hey hey hey. I'm talking to you.*jangles keys*
>>36251062so you have a maid outfit
>>36251062https://x.com/mikemomonga/status/1802657124205416672only when its a real maid outfit
>>36251044nobody cares lasagna, you could do with a bit of purging every now and then anyway
>>36251062All positions of servitude are humiliating. Not necessarily by a lot, and it definitely ranges. But servitude is inherently humiliating.
>>36251072>large hands
>>36251044It is a little like Larry-shi's cyberflashing.>>36251077Don't be cruel.
sarah just uses her dom powers to make me play support for her in league
>>36250984Your butt is very pretty. There. You have your attention. You have your victimhood that i saw it, that i responded. Now go have a good weekend.
>>36251083mike - male namemononga - man main character from Overlordvery possible, sure.
>>36251087Honestly, best life.
>>36251087the most transgender sentence>>36251084ugh sry i'll delete the pic kms im not like larry
>>36251071Who doesn't? It's like the most basic rp.
>>36251073wear the maid dress for me
>>36251099it's hard to tell apart incels itt sorry
>>36251096could be “mee kay” ?
>>36251102>w-who doesn’tI see
>>36251101Lol. Actually you kinda are. Is lari someone's exaggeration of you? Lari would be about as gross an impression of you as pring is for me.
>>36251108i was just leaning into the transvestigation memeprob is a cis girl that likes to draw maids idk
I am the one who gets called a faggot by my dad when I see him in 30 minutes
>>36251132hot!!
>>36251132no.
>>36251143do u wanna take my place for the day
>>36251145i need u to protect me...>>36251146decent chance it happens, he hasn't seen me since before I started transitioning and he doesn't know im a troon and im making no attempt to boymoder and he's not too fond of gays or troons
>>36251147evil nomi shoulder angel: Tell them to post their dad, paige needs a new date.good nomi shoulder angel: Let me consult my shoulder angels.
>>36251147yea but im not driving all the way to snew england sry
The angels sigh in relief.
>>36251150>he hasn't seen me since before I started transitioning and he doesn't know im a troon and im making no attempt to boymoder and he's not too fond of gays or troonsAHAHAHAHA, you should record this
>>36251155broken heart emoji>>36251159sobbing why would I record it
>>36251150oh i misread, i thought you were askin if you were the only one who gets called faggot by your dad.'cause i do. a lot.goodluck, homie. i hope hes chill
>>36251162There's no way it won't be hilarious
>>36251131it is not hands that call us>>36251150is your hair up or down
cute doggy sleeping next to me
>>36251171hair down my hand is injured makes it hard to put hair up and I look better with hair down anyways>>36251169yeah i guessrecording would be hard though>>36251163thank u dear
how long into hrt have you started malefailing and how good/bad was your start of point? I'm not sure if I'm starting to feel more or less disillusioanble
>>36251177miss my dog so much>>36251186well at least you’ll look pretty
Cat refusing to let me post.
>>36251192check >>36242187
Now he's besides my chair laying on the floor. He's such an autistic cat. He is upset that i'm posting off schedule.
>>36251192maybe 2 yearsmy starting point was absolutely abysmal and i transitioned late, but around that time i was presenting female except for around family and even then i would still get called her/ma'am by like waiters if we went out to eatit was very awkward
>>36251210>He is upset that i'm posting off schedule.everyone is.
>>36251177give him a pat pls
>>36251220i have, he's a good boy desu>>36251223relieved
>>36251223Give hug for me pls. But say it came from someone she likes.
>>36251150gl fren hope its easy
>>36251192first time i malefailed was like 2 weeks on hrt but i was androgynous looking and weird to start
extremely anxious
>>36251192i never malefailed but went fulltime 1 year in and haven't been misgendered since and tht was a year and a half ago>how good/bad was your start of point?iunno rly, someone i met irl a few months into hrt said i had insane genetics but i think thts a huge exaggeration lol i started at 26 and have other things working against me like height and shoulders
Cellular respiration is going to be the death of me.My head hurts
>>36251242Yeah I can't imagine it not going terrible if he really dislikes faggots and troons, I'll need a greentext later
>>36251253take a nap you will feel better when u wake up,,
>>36251192Like a year and a half. Dressing like a girl was a huge huge boost. Because people mainly use dress as their cue to figure out your gender. It's that and voice.If a complete man, with hips as straight as a washboard, dressed like alanis morisette, 99% of people will say "miss", and if you have a good voice, they won't correct themselves when you speak.
>>36251260sobbing ok anon i will entertain u with my suffering
>>36251261Im going to bed after i finish this lecture and notes.Need to knock this out because i'll have to do a bunch of at-home labs when i wake up.Took 2 whole pages of notes just on the stupid kreb cycle
I even still have visible beard shadow. I figured that wouldn't matter, because i've met women in my life that have mustaches(and like, were trying to get rid of them, not keeping them) and nobody called tranny on them.
>>36251270thats an objective lie. you need good genetics is what makes or breaks it
>>36251300no
Yay my early twenties will be wasted completely than you evolution for inventing transgenderism>>36251270What do you mean by effort? Things like specific muscle groups training and good diet? Make up? Learning fashion theory? Something else?
i wish i could pull off terf bangs
>>36251345because you'd make history?
>>36251345terf is a slur pls do not use that word
>>36251307It's not evolution's fault that the right wing decided to use a random feature of it as the basis for expedient political scapegoating. It might have even predated anatomically modern humans.
>>36251348bcuz theyre cute>>36251350im so sorry i meant to say uhh radical feminist
>>36251345Nobody can pull off "terf bangs". It's just ugly to see way too much forehead. It makes the bottom of your face look small. Look at any bald guy. Looks like they've got a tiny ass face on a huge melon. That's why everybody dislikes that.
>>36251327>being intersexMaybe??? IDK in my case it would be mostly things around puberty>getting ffsOh yeah that thing I could get in few years at best>>36251345>>36251345they faces looks completely different >>36251351dont think so about that prehuman thing sorry no backspace but if that would be the case monkeys would have mtf and ftm monkeys as well if that would be true imo certain abstract brainpower is needed for that
>>36251364idk ive seen girls online pull them off really well
>>36251370Nah, we find sex chromosome abnormalities among other animals all the time. And we note, for instance, gay behavior, in other animals all the time.And have you never in your life seen a male cat mount another male cat? Because mine occasionally did it, and they were both neutered.Genki was a real man.
>>36251370>they faces looks completely differenti think the point was the bangs not the face
My professor is talking about bacterial batteries because some eat electrons and it can be another way of solar power.I think this mfer wants to reinvent the matrix.Someone needs to stop this guy
>>36251382>well I suppose you need to visually pass but I thnk trannies vastly overestimate what normies would see as passingi think your reality of how awkward early transition is is warped from being a shut in for all of it.
>>36251396Of course, but it skews the point by making one a sour face and one a happy face. Like those before and after pics where the lighting is shit in the before pic or something.
>>36251400Running out of money will stop him just fine.
>>36251382>only the tiny ones destined to be brokenthis is tall sub erasure sob
>>36251358thanks :)>>36251402cringe n misogynistic
>>36251438>cringe n misogynisticcan men not be feminists?
>>36251230just saw this.i guess its not really a letting thing i just do what im told
>>36251408i dont think its really that different
>>36251445not if they call women subhuman
>>36251463but terfs arent only womentrans exclusionary radical feminists.not only women are feminists.stupid
i would probably be a terf if i was cis
>>36251382I couldn't pull off those things yet and constantly failing at them makes it very unsatisfying to try doing make up again and seeing a horrible clown in the mirror in return but I will have to be done with those things before going into girlmode... I haven't malefailed to anyone with good eyesight yet so I still have some time>>36251390>sex chromosome abnormalitiesSome bodies needs more hormones some needs less but it has nothing to do with being trans>gay animalsIt's a matter of attraction towards others and social stuff and it's complicated when we talk about whole kingdom. But being trans is tied to your selfimage so you need to be able to think about yourself which is abstract and then you need more of that intelligence to think about yourself in a abstract way. If we would give crows or similar birds some times to evolve and get smarter than I'm sure it would be possible for them to be trans but right now only humans can be trans>>36251396if that would be the point than they would change only the hairstyle instead of making one face cute and the other angry>>36251455both look as bad for different reasons now
>>36251483i am a terf already as a tranny
>>36251480ive seen people say men cant be feminists because they only are to get laid which honestly i kinda believe
>>36251480this is true, and the majority of "terfs" are indeed womenattacking terfs and calling them subhuman is misogynist because they are protecting women and women's rights, and so to call them subhuman, whether the specific person is a woman or not, is indeed misogynistic if you're calling them subhuman for being a "terf"
>>36251497thats a horrible take lol
>>36251499>someone says they want to protect women's rights>gets called subhuman for that>therefore the person calling them that thinks women's rights are something subhumansimple as
>>36251497i always kinda feel bad when i get the attention of a radfem cuz i sympathize with them and honestly agree with them but im a tranny so im still part of the problem
>>36251510this is literally just an exercise in bad logicjust because you think a group of women is bad doesnt mean you think all women are bad or women are genewrally badis hating ss officers misandry because they were all men?
>>36251526>at 7 monthsthats way past the point im talking about, and going for groceries isnt even close to the same as working
reminder it's friday so it's pizza day so make sure you eat a yummy pizza with your favorite toppings on it!!!!!
>>36251526> since ur still tiny to fionerthankfully yeh
>>36251670
>>36251670>your favorite toppings on itI don't know any cute twinks not to mention them being a top too, thanks for rubbing salt into a wound amerikanon
My torement is over.No more studyingTime for bed
I think im genderfluid/bigender alongside being a trans woman and it's very surreal. How's your day going?
>>36251740bad procrastination walk bad procrastination I have to find pharmacy that could sell me hrt and I don't have car with those pharmacies being abroad, luckily I'm close to the border
>>36251790>constantly lashes out>get some blow back>cries how she's the victim and people are mean to her>lashes out again>and the cycle goes on and onI'm starting to feel less and less sorry for you by the day
>>36251670i got a really big grandma pizza with prosciutto on it on wednesday from a really really good placeand i've had the pizza for like, 4 meals in a row and im probably skipping pizza lunch today but im finishing the pizza for dinner
>>36251670ngl im prob just gonna have kava and some chicken breast today
>>36251528if the group of women are supporting women's rights, then yes it's misogynisticbecause you're saying you don't support women's rights
>i'm not racist i just think blacks who think they should have human rights are fucking subhuman niggers>not all blacks, just the ones who think they're people
>>36252025>>36252025>>36252025>>36252025new bread
