Sigma male edition!QOTT: Do you live it?Previous >>36252212
OP picrel is sexy af
Being a manmoder sucks ass
>>36267117>qottDid I have a choice?
>>36267165Thanks>>36267212Only if you want to be a woman>>36267238Hot
gigafucked frame
I'm so fucking sigmaI exude 100% pure masculinity, dominance, testosterone, diesel, motor oil, sweat
>>36267548ok bestie. you got ffs. you can leave now
>>36267117would>>36267238might
>>36267548mommodding desu
I'm considering posting unsee just to prove my point that I have it worse than all of you
>>36267552No amount of drugs, makeup, or surgery can turn a true manmoder (me) into a woman
>>36267619ok. i hope when you’re done attention seeking and dunking on people who will never get surgery, these thoughts actually start keeping you up at night : )
I held weight lifting records in high school and I have never malefailed in my life. Existence is suffering, but I understand.
>>36267632holy shit. you are gorgeous
>>36267595let's see it tough guy
>>36267548what happened to your lips lol how old are u
>>36267632You have literally a women's body though... ffs could save you, so you always have that for hope.
>>36267877My shoulders and rib cage make me instantly read as male. I can just angle fraud hard like others.
>>36267345lol beyond over
older manmoders, can you explain how you get through life like this. i am almost a year in and its painful, I don't see myself making it to thirty, or even 25.
>>36267632You actually look 100% like a woman though? Like holy shit you look amazing!
>>36267949Slit ur wrists the long way stinky bitch
>>3626769328... This thing happened where I was born with shitty genes and have no lips :')
>>36267949u don’t
>>36267949I just focus on my career, and my relationships with friends and lovers. Regular exercise, try to eat healthy as much as I can. It's really not that bad, I could be a homeless schizophrenic fentanyl addict or something. I have a job, an apartment, a little transbian thruple polycule thing, it's all good. I'm becoming a minorly influential figure in my neighborhood, people say hi to me on the street all the time which is fun. Also Adderall, that helps a lot.
I encountered a manmoder (online) for the first time yesterday, and I just wanna say I hate you and you're my least favorite letter now. Like I thought it was just a closeted thing, but apparently you're just turbo faggots who can't commit. Or something it's really not clear.Make up your fucking mind. Transition or don'tFuck you
remake the thread
>>36268041Where? We don't exist outside of this general. So you're just bullshitting me kid.
u haven’t said anything in a while are u alright
>>36268135Yes baby thanks for checking on me
RIP CHUDETTE1986-2024:((((
>>36268208loved her tummy :(
>>36268243me too homie :( his tits were soooo perfect r i p
>>36268208finally
>>36267971ha. yeah. sounds right.>>36267995cant imagine having lovers like i am. im gross.
>>36268162<3
>>36267666You got it Satan, just be warned, it's really not goodhttps://unsee cc/album#RuCTufnHthCT
>>36268323idk i think you mog lots of the regulars..
>>36268323Hottest bitch ITT
>>36268360What? How? >>36268378This is the one place on the internet I wasn't expecting to be hugboxxed. Also I thought I set it to disappear after one view.
>>36268323PLAP
>>36268378>>36268408I set it to disappear after one view, so I know you two are lying to me
i am a bpdemon griffithmoderi use my cute looks to get attention from gigahonsi'm eternally seething at boymoders for mogging mei love manipulating people who are vying for my romantic attention into doing my biddingi have become an estrogenized fagboi clone of my childhood friend and first love
>>36268396what exactly do you think looks so bad? nose?? i mean i understand if that's the case bc i hate mine too but your features don't jump out as "man" to me... idk i'm not good at this objectivity thing i've had bdd since high school. all i know is would t4t.
>>36268323>missed it
Repost the pics. Why would you set it to 1 view? Rule around here in unlimited 6 hour pussy
>>36268445I mean, I've been told many times that I have little going for me appearance-wise, I don't pass, and every other transfem seems way better looking
>>36268463Fine, here you go. And this is after like 5 or 6 takes and some preparation time.https://unsee cc/album#zcfKVt1f5Zut
>>36268501You skittish little faggot set it for 15 minutes at least.
>>36268469okay but if you look like a clocky trans woman you are more desirable than most of this general. this is the man thread...
>>36268527settle down cranky ass nigga
>>36268501>>36268463>>36268457>>36268527Did any of you see it? Did it not work?
>>36268545fembrained af
>>36268544I am mad.
>>36267632I will pay you $300 to wear a cockring & sniff poppers with me over whatsapp
>>36268536But I don't! Normally I'm indistinguishable from a cis man
>>36268536buddy im gonna be real. i malefail and people think im a troon here and there, and i promise no one wants my ass lmao
finna curbstomp chuddette
>>36268616nope sorry, when i see cis men i want them to blow my back out, i just want to give you a hug
>>36268614Hmmm
Hi & bye again.
>>36268737nooo don't ruin your perfect body with body mods queen
>>36268683Interested? :)
>>36268590why?
>>36268737omg what’s up homegirl
>>36268826im getting 2 more next month its really painful and makes me feel good
>>36268824because I'm being excluded from seeing what their posting!
>>36268737ftm hillary clinton
>>36268871i kinda look like hillary. ai said so too about a few of my pics
>>36268868Oh, it should be working now
>>36268864they look nice sis you ate
>>36268889i eat alot now
>>36268888Put on a little weight and ffs and you'll be fine. Hardly the worst I've seen.
>>36268903I was kind of hoping I could get out of ffs but it feels more and more necessary
>>36268949we all need lotsa surgery
holy shit my side profile is so fuckedhttps://unseecc/album#1m63cTsvYK1D
>>36268999It looks fine?
>>36268999better than mine but that’s not saying much
>>36268999you haven't seen shit
>>36268999mogs me.
>>36267238Disgusting. End your life.>>36267345Nigga built like a tank>>36267548HAHAHHAHAHAH TRANSVESTITE>>36267632Cover up big bro i just ate breakfasts>>36268737Die
brennan cameocan sigmas have long hair?
>>36269324Take out all your dermals again during your next freak out faggot. Glad you scarred your face.
>>36269365Genuinely why are you here? Straight up a normal ass woman.
>a woman in a black shirt posing for a picture, masculine jawline!, restaurant!!, long elf ears, sephora, server, uncropped, sfw version, short haircut, i played a man from history, (sfw) safe for work, inside a casino, photo taken in 2018, tx, f / 2 4, customerIt's so over lmao
>>36268208unironically hope he's okay
>>36269390i am cursed to manmode by powers beyond my control and also face issue also i think your name is cute
>>36269367I haven’t had dermals in over a year and I have no scars lmao
>>36269440I’ve seen the scars in every pic of you without them in, so false. But you look entirely male, I don’t know why you’d think you’re in a position to critique lol. Looking like uncanny teenage-yet-25ish year old boys aren’t really what we’re aspiring to sweetie.
https://youtu.be/NvneHByueAE>nico nico douga is down;-;
>>36268889what a crock they look like shit lmao. don’t lie
i showed this image to my eggy bro trying to explain why it's AGP and cringe and he liked it and didn't seem to understand the concept of AGP as cringe. then he started complaining about their receeding hairline. do you think they're going to transition? i can't tell if she's ever gonna crack but i feel like i should push her over the edge before it's too late to reverse the male-pattern baldness>>36269365nice cock, tranny>>36268737you're like a black woman trapped in a white man's body, contrapoints>>36267548>girlmoders post in /mmg/>>36267345clean your mirror, apehon>>36267238i would lick every inch of you
>>36269465Scars fade bud, I haven't posted a new pic in over a year (at which point the dermals were only out for 3-4 months)Nothing male about me besides my clothing and hair :3
>>36269592Sad, hope you persist here.
https://youtu.be/B7lguGtLj6Mi wish to be the anime girl ;-;
>>36269536dogshit take
i look like a MAN
>>36269365Post face or kys
>>36267345Thought you were a pooner for a second ygmi
Is there a way to tell whether FFS can save me or not?
>>36269698nothing pleasant to see, trust
>>36269789yea, if you don't pass pre ffs, the chance of passing after ffs is very small bc it is your skull that is probably the issue, passoids don't need ffs bc their skull is good, ffs is a scam for hons
new day lets go
>>36269808Guess its time to die then.
>>36269808what a dumb post
>>36269783>clothed fat fuck>cant see anythingPooner ygmi!!!
>>36269808unfortunately TRVKE
>>36269808
being a trve manmoder is a fate worse than death bros
>>36269932that's definitely worth it god i hate brow ridges
>>36269932kek, that doesn't pass at all even in that anglefrauded pic and especially irl, sure, ffs might make you look relatively female but you are still not going to pass irl and you will look like a tranny from most angles, when you will sti next to cis women, your skull is going to look huge..
gn chatsome of you are alright, don’t show up to the next life tmrw
fuck my traNEET skiddie AGP wannabe-dickgirl life
>>36270030i genuinely dont understand you. she looks absolutely fine.
>>36270081ya, she looks ok, though she is still trans looking
>>36270207the only reason i can see that is the eyebrows but even then not really and just get them waxed
>>36270221passing in real life is completely different from passing in a pic and she looks clocky asf even in that anglefrauded pic
>>36267632god I want you to mating press me
>>36267117Hottest bitch ITTt. actual durian
>>36270036what are you coding?
>>36267649>>36267877>>36267951>>36268614>>36269536>>36270304My rebuttal: it’s over and you are faggots but thanks
>>36267949>25uhh arent you a boymoder if youre that young? anyway i dont plan on living much longer, i think its over for me
>>36270385the subtle beard shadow combined with the lipstick is mad honsmell but that doesn't mean it's over it just means you should finish laser/electro
>>36270343an elementary cellular automatonim like the world's stupidest linux tranny shaking and crying trying to write hello world for the past 8 years
>>36270402Lose more beard hair everyday (doing it at home, like 80% done I’d say with tria 4x)I am ugly and fat but I would never agree I smell any kind of way, I think my smell alone clocks me more as a manmoder than the way I look in manmode. I get told I smell like flowers when I make no attempt to. Must be just hair products.
>>36270385i think you look pretty, i have similar cheeks though and i feel like i rarely see them on anyone, male or female
>>36270388there actually are some younger manmoders, like me at 25 looked like a 40 yo beast with sagging skin aged low facial fat and the worlds worst forehead wrinkles :/most of you aren't manmoders anyway>>36270413cellular automata are cool :)totally get that feel too, used to be good at coding but now i just feel bad thinking about trying it again...
>>36270452>most of you aren't manmoders anywayi am, im 27 and like idk what im doing with my life. i tried using different pronouns officially but even with laser and long hair i still get he/him when i had a female name and pronouns on my account (in medical settings) so like im clearly destined to manmode forever
what is the point of being a manmoder? to what can manmoders evolve afterwards? a hon?
>>36270478one day id like to be a cute hon. ive accepted ill never pass (well it still makes me want to die, but i know i cant fix it)
>>36270478just manmoding so i can post here
You ask the same shit everyday.
>>36270478you could evolve to a position where you're more or less satisfied in life (most people aren't totally satisfied so...) and you present in a way that makes you feel your bestif you'd call that being a hon then so be it
>>36270478Eventually I’ll evolve into a maxed osrs hon. I have 6 99s already and cannot be stopped.
>>36270498ya, i have ocd, i still fail to see what is the point of being a manmoder besides maybe one day graduating to be a hon
>>36270532well what else can i mean in the midterm? i cant switch to being a boymoder, a passoid or anything
>>36270532you can just be an effeminate man you dont need to be a hon dummy
>>36269932Who was her surgeon?
>>36270036>>36270343I feel that
>>36270544you can be an effeminate man without hrt though and still keep your dick working and not have gyno and look like a freak, i can disaociate well from my body and i don't feel dysphoria anymore but i am still depressed..
>>36270385OMG you’re so pretty :3~~~~
>>36270590dicks dont break on hrt just the libidoim on mega levels if i need to i can use my dick no problem tho
>>36270610mine got limp and nuked extremely fast on cypro, it is genetic and how are you ok being a feminine man btw?
>>36270630You are asking that question to the wrong person lol
>>36270607Thanks lil bro
>>36270674ADD me on discord?? My pookie blocked me ;-;june.juni.I look forward to spoiling you financially <3
>>36270630>on cyproim on mono>how are you ok being a feminine man btw?its not much different than preeveryone was taller and stronger than me anywayim just a little more aware of it and sometimes get weird looks while i was more of a ghost before
>>36270682Sorry I’m too disgusting + need to end my life + cover up :(
>>36270684bruh, i didn't mean socially, no one cares that you are a faggoti mean from a psychological and dysphoria point of view, don't you get depressed about it?and don't fucking say no, you asshole liar, you literally are stuck here and need this place so you are as bad as the rest of us>>36270496
should i live stream my suicide?
>>36270705REAL
>>36270716i feel better the closer i get to the point i see myself on the gender spectrumi got unrelated depression but thats since forever and has no real reason
>>36270748>i got unrelated depression but thats since forever and has no real reasonsame lol, totally unrelated to being trans also, like 100% unrelated, it has nothing to do with it, surely, others are depressed about being trans but not me hahaha
>>36270811yea idk how it is for people with gd
>>36270820you have gd, are you fuking retarded lol
>>36270828i almost always make male vidya characters and usually self insert into anime boys not girlsunlikely that i have real gd
>>36270853holy cope, a cis man would get reverse dysphoria and be disgusted by having breasts but you enjoy them enough to post them here, just stfu
>>36270735>>36270853trawling the gens looking for any good for andro advice and I'm curious about you two, can you tell me like what your respective deals are, gender wise or whtv? it feels kinda weird and newfag to just ask trips that but i wanna know
>>36270385Meh, I got money to burn, would still pay $$
>>36270882Im a cis man previously on hrt(never a tranny, only to reverse hair loss), i like to shitpost, not much else to say
Oh and I’m very honest about peoples appearances because I hate hugboxing Everyone who posted itt looks like a freak
>>36270911Lol balding June? How gross. Can I see?
>>36270878having breasts to play with is a normal male fantasy>>36270882if i had an irl character customizer i would choose the ftfemboy look but with penis and small breasts maybesomewhere inbetween is where i am mentally i guess
>>36270911>>36270920That's interesting, so you're not on HRT any more? did you have any other beneficial effects, or bad side effects?
>>36270943I think I'm a little more m side in that analogy, but not dissimilar. do you do anything actively to try and make that happen irl (clothing, drugs, exercise, etc)?
>>36270882they are both two coping troons. there is nothing of value to get from them.
>>36270957REAL
>>36270950Shrunk 5 cm in height, shoe size went from 42.5 to 39.5, waist went from 36 to 27 inches, dick shrunk, skin condition I had my entire life went away, body hair went away without laser, balding reversed more than I could’ve ever dreamed, became asexual, depression cured, eyesight got worse, anxiety got betterStill regret it lol I just wanna be a guy
>>36270964haha lmao, sure bro, why are you here again?
>>36270978I like making you hons upset because I was a luckshit and didn’t appreciate it :))
>>36270953skincare,hrt,electro,planning on ffs,maybe light(unnoticeable) make up,fitness(glutes and legs),some fem leaning clothing like tops maybe when i hit a point where thats comfortablethe point im aiming for is closer to fem than masc but not by much
>>36270995Imagine looking like June and thinking anyone is upset lol, lmao evenNarcs really cling to this site huh
I love kids, Charlie. I LOVE KIIIIIDS!!
I got to be sorta pretty for a day today, that was fun. Time to remove this pound of makeup and go back to being a regular guy. I realized today that things aren't so bad: I have friends, I can communicate in 5 different languages, and I used all 5 over the course of today. Whether I manmode, fagmode, or honmode, I'm a lovely person with a bubbly, vivacious personality that draws people to me, and no matter how busted I might look I can make it work. I am worthy of happiness, and it's time to start loving my body and treating it with reverence and care.
>>36271017>and it's time to start loving my bodyso you will remove that thai sexpat tattoo?
>>36270964Damn you must have very responsive genetics, that's nuts. I enjoy sexuality and like my current body for the most part, if I start balding I'll have to consider it. Thanks for the details, it's amazing how individual the responses can be. Maybe a low dose could give me some skin/hair/minor muscle distribution benefits without too much interference>>36270997Seems pretty well thought out, I think we're on either side of the middle point, I'm looking into electro but honestly I quite like the ritual of shaving. Nice to meet you
>>36270995sure buddy, keep doing your thing, maybe one day someone will actually believe it>>36271004literally almost all trips are narcs, besides me, i am some histrionic bs
>>36271033Let me make this easy for you as someone on hrt many years. June is a liar, those numbers are embellished to “enrage hons” as it would say.You cannot low dose a cross sex hormone. Low sex hormones point blank is bad. You pick one or face the consequences. Nobody has a magic femboy pill.>>36271045I remember the good days when June didn’t bother to use a name most of the time. We should return to that.
>>36271033yea the problem with us is that its easy to under or overshooti feel like it will be a lifelong task of adjustmentssame tho all the others here claiming andro are coping trannies and larpers
>>36271057>are coping trannies and larperslol lmao even, you literally said that you want to be a girl a few days ago..
>>36271080now THAT is made up
>>36271049He could be lying/exaggerating, those effects are drastic, and your answer is the broad consensus on here. But nobody really knows the answer regarding the magic femboy pill. There are millions of people with order of magnitude level distortions in sex hormones in most imaginable combinations with relatively mild/highly diverse responses to them. Eventually there will be stratified regimes to optimise health or physical traits, and there's a good chance that will involve supplements of some kind, androgen-wise. But I'm sure nobody has s solid answers outwith their own experience yet. I think it's interesting to ask around though
anyway, idk how to make being trans work for me, i guess it is over>>36271104stfu bozo
>>36271158im just larping a little with june because she loves that
I am so fucking doomed, no matter how much i try to avoid the rope, it just doesn't seem possible, being trans is so awful
i hate you god, you are so cruel, please forgive me if i did anything bad and make me feel good
i stop praying when i feel better and i think god sees it and then punishes me, it is not ok to only pray when i feel bad, i should always pray
>QOTT: Do you live it?unfortunately yes. i have no choice
>>36271404>kysik that you are sad and have a miserable life but being negative on a mongolian basket weaving forum and telling other miserable people to kill themselves won't make you happier
idk god wanted me to be a tranny, this is torture and there is nothing good about it, but maybe there is some silver lining in this
>>36271320>>36271367>>36271512You have a complicated relationship with God, how long have you been transitioning?
>>36271512God isn’t real buddy. Life gets easier when you accept that and stop thinking things happened for a reason. They did not. Make the best of it. Or don’t, no one will feel sorry for you unless you’re beautiful.
>>36271542i am not transitioning, i am not on hrt, i am just trying to find another way out but god doesn't allow me to find it and be happy
>>36271572Such is knowledge of good and evil ig. I hope you find your path
>>36271569you don't get it, i can't get the bad ending, that is for other people and not me, like i am in a matrix built just for me and other people are not real, god/universe/fate whoever is in charge would never allow me to get the bad ending and i must find a way out, it is just not possible for me to rope, even if truly did it, i think something will happen and stop me from doing it, it is not possible
>>36271593You’re not the main character; you think like a small child. Your “I’m in a matrix designed by god, this is all a test and I’m at the center” idea is a classic philosophical theory thought up by others hundreds if not thousands of years ago. If you rope, you will die. But I digress; stop thinking about god and maybe you can get the delusional brainwashing out.
>>36271602>small childi am sorry, i am not very smart, i am average iq at best, i still think that you are not real and you are some sort of an npc and this is like a prison or a torture device that i am stuck in until my sentence is over, i think it is impossible by design to kms bc i was even more suicidal a few months ago and i didn't do it so it is probably impossible, and i am scared to be stuck here suffering, i just wish that whoever is in charge of this would make me feel better and be happy, i would tell you to send them a message since you probably could but you will just pretend that you are real and have no way of communicating with the forces that control this, and anyway you are part of those forces since everything else is part of 'god', you just want to make me suffer for whatever reason, idk what i did but i am sorry, just stop this torment already, i am really really sorry
>estrogen skin on a guy with a masculine face and a shaved head
i just want to be happy, why am i so cursed, please please, i want the pain to go away, i don't want much from life, i am a humble simple person, i just want to no longer suffer so much
i hope i will find happiness and stop hurting so much
>>36271817i wish u the best lari.you need to wake up and ditch religion though.
>>36271824what i am supposed to even cope with then
>>36271849you should get one or more expert opinions on whether youre trans or not and then act accordingly
>>36271860i am trans 100%, this is why i am so so miserable
>>36271865well, research shows that a transition is the most effective way to cope with gender dysphoria
>>36271867i can't pass, i am a tall ogre, and i am scared to even act as a feminine man here, i act very masc amd straight here in eastern europe
>>36271882you can treat hrt as an anti depressant and only transition physically until youre more confortable transitioning socially or showing femininity in general.do you mind telling me in which country you live?im from western europe
>>36269365Yeah Imma need you to go ahead and leave the thread for me
>>36271885romania, i heard from gay dudes being randomly spit on while walking down the street just for looking a bit gay, not even fem or anything, i will see what i can do
>>36271929thats rly fucked up im sorry to hear that.id recommend you try hrt if youre so sure that youre trans.reevaluate after 2 or 3 months how you feel and if its really what you want though.
>>36271817You will never be happy brother
>>36271108Why would I lie about any of those XDLosing height badSmall feet embarrassing for a manDick shrinking badWaist is blessed but that’s partly weight loss
>>36271957how long did it take for you to lose height?
>>36271942i was 4months on hrt, no more hrt for me>>36271953i hope that you are wrong, i want to stop hurting so much and be happy
>>36270964>waist went from 36 to 27 inchesplease never call anyone else fat ever again lmaoooo
>>36271992I noticed 2cm after 6 months when I had a medical check up>>36272082Mistake, 33ish inch :) mistyped cause it’s 86 in cm. I wasn’t obese or anything, just had a hell of a ribcage. I was 87kg at 182, fat but nothing too major
i hate my life :'(i will go amd pray and dissociate again
>>36272113Marry me and come live in the first world br
>>36272146why would you want me lol
my body is so bad...there are some pics with particular clothing where it look okayishbut its really badlike, ive been seeing family this week (im not out to them) but they would comment about how big my feet are, how broad my shoulders are, how i have no butt or hips, big ribcage, etcno one even slightly considers anything is off...im realizing that other than very rare clothing that covers me up almost entirely, im pretty much beyond savingim going to keep going, but idk if im going to be around forever. like holyits obvious people were hugboxxing when all the things family were saying unprompted were about all the issues i knew i had and will not be able to overcome
>>36272247I’m sure you’re very beautiful girlypop
>>36272348im not, its only photos some times, but irl, im actually pretty grosslike everyone in my family only shakes my hand when they hug everyone elsethey talk about how masculine looking i am... like even people who i havent seen in like 10yrsim truly disgusting
>>36272375I’ll make you a woman…
>>36272430you cant, im prob too far gone
>>36272437I’ll try anyways >:)BACKSHOTS WITH ANON
>>36272441it wouldnt be nice, i have no butt :(
>>36272445Where do you poop from
there is a lot of survivorship bias in the trans community huh, i see a ton of threads from entitled passoids humble bragging and calling themselves not passing ugly whatever but actual hons not that often, i would imagine most people that troon out after puberty to not be passing but when i see so many passoids it makes me wonder, i guess that most hons and never passers give up and either repress or rope in less than two years and what is left are the few lucky ones that made it or are close to making it or the delusional ones that cling onto hope so it kinda creates a skewed perception that most people pass..
>>36272448i have an exceptionally small butt*so much so that even family brings it up
>>36272213Help me pay my rent We can get you on HRT and then pimp you out, it is a work from home opportunity
>>36272457Add discord
>that 4 hour lunch nap
>>36272665Where do you live hon? Am I close? Backshots???
>>36272464i can't really function unless i am somehow happy as a man, i am just thinking about giving up completely, this is just pointless at this point..next life idk..
>>36272680no im from hamburg but i live in heraklion
>>36272682Please don’t give up. We just lost Chudette we can’t lose another manmoder to suicide. Hang in there man
>>36272703That’s so sad… I came all this way for backshots ;-;Now I need to find another German tranny which luckily shouldn’t be too hard
>>36272715yea i think there are several in mtfg good luck
>>36272682https://youtu.be/g5sukHe4A3A?si=nWnlpCYQqqzXHwi8
>>36272710>lost Chudettethat is really sad, which one was this, i only now them by the faces>>36272737slimy bastard asshole
june promised nice pics before but didn't give me any ;__;oh cruel fate etc. etc.
>>36272800I only send pics to my main pookie… and they have been getting lewd pics daily ^~^
>>36272806tfw not being a teenage looking oldboy ;_;
>>36272680junebug what are you doing in the Vaterland?
>>36272761ah the bald one, didn't they like post yesterday?
>>36272761Yesterday a honmoder posted photos in drag so he shot himself in the back of the head. The bald guy
>forced to play as female characternot even gonna enjoy it
How to know if I'm a tranny ,I always wanted to be a girl but I started to repress any "faggotry" in HS becouse I had right wing friends and my parents are also right wingers so I started working out, now I ended HS and the feeling of being an alien in my body is tounting me more than ever 24/7. I don't know if this is some kind of sick fetish of mine or just my mind coping with feeling depressed and overall shitty.
>>36273184its just hrt dont overthink it
>>36273223it's just chaning your life irreversibly ,don't overthink it
>>36273231you are in mmg nothing changed for us we are still men
>>36272989how do you know they did it? did the pics got deleted?
my life is so fucked up i live in a crackhouse the same house i lived in as a child again after being a shutin at grandmas for 6 years still boymoding after 3 years (probably manmodinng at this point) unablet o get a job beacuse ima fuCKING RETYARDED FUCKING TARNANNY unable to get to ldr gf because iAM MENRTALLY FUCEKD AD UNFIT TO SURVIVE INT HIS WORLd
>>36273253Yeah someone must have reported the pic Please don’t kys dawg
i need to feel protected and safe and warm for one time on this bitch of an earth
>>36273252That's why I'm asking here ,you changed your life and you know why
>>36273286the drag photos from the post ffs ba manmoder are up, i looked at the thread, idk if chudette actually did it, i guess they just took a break from here maybe..
how does anyone make it in this world? whats the secret to becomign a functional adult? why am i juST FUCKINGN CRYING ALL DAY
>>36273321i was a male looking shut in neet before this and im still a male looking shut in neet
do most of you neetmoders just leech off your parents
>>36273349Because you don’t have me in your life yet
>>36273373But how did you know you were trans
>>36270920>I hate hugboxxingCap, you've hugboxxed me recently. And others you obviously just hate sometimes:P
>>36273501im not desu this is just like taking steroids
>>36273430Yes, not because I want to though.. eventually I'll have a trust fund though. My grandpa was stupid rich.>>36273501Contemplating starting hrt is a pretty big indicator lmao
>>36273519You have to have a reason to take them
>>36269365Oh mein gott
>>36273523What if I'm just not reading my mind correctly? Maybe it's just some form of cope
>>36273530yes im looksmaxxing
>>36273530they are trans but just coping, ignore themif you made it to this board and this thread, it is at least 90% likely that you are trans>>36273184from this it seems that you are just trans, you seem to talk very similarily to how reppers talk "i am just a depressed loser" "it is a fetish" etc., the truth is that depressed losers or real fetishists don't ever think about trooning out, you literally wrote> i always wanted to be a girlso you already know that you are trans..
looksmaxxers itt can stay! uglymoders and dysphoric hons itt kys!!!!
>>36273595You’re so real for that
>>36273565basedidentity is a spook anyways
https://www.reddit.com/r/Transgender_Surgeries/s/GhkSFdLyh0
>>36273574I'm not a loser I think ,I have friends but when ever we meet I fell even more alone and different ,the depression part is just what I think is wrong with me and I always felt "down" so maybe it's my mind trying to cope with "grass is always greener on the other side of the field" (sorry for any language mistakes I'm from eastern europe and english isn't my first language but I hope you understand what I'm trying to say)
>>36273692you are trans, you literally said that you always wanted to be a girl and that you feel alien in your body and the other stuff you describe, a lot of trans people also experience, and that is about it, i am no longer feeding your ocd
my former best friend had a threesome with another friend and his gfdoes this mean there is potential to seduce him?he was ok with sharing a girl with another dick after allhe is also part of the reason my mind broke i feel like i should break his heart
>>36273985fuck his girlfriend and cuck him
gm chatuhhh dm me immediately
>>36274064i dont think he has one havent had contact in years now thosame friend he was doing that shit with was originally part of the group i hung out with he then started coming as well i didnt want to share him and stopped coming because i felt jealousidk why i have these feelingshe replaced me anyway with some online gaming group after like over 10 years of friendship
>>36274101wow ur just like me frdo u love him too? or just obsessed
>>36274110i dont think its romantic love i never thought of him in a sexual way outside of now for revenge i suppose
>>36267632Jesus Christ you're gorgeous
>>36274136i see, i get it
>>36272989
Imagine being romantically attracted to anyone. I've realized I only ever wanted to be the girls I liked, not be with them. And men are no more than play things or friends.
>>36274192i always(except one) loved my gfs way too muchi ended up crying infront of that former best friend after my last one broke up
>>36274220I feel this. I'm always way more into someone than the other way around.
>>36274376successfully sabotages every relationship as well
i dissociate hard daily to not feel the dysphoria, i feel like i am living in a dream and i have a hard time accepting that this is going to be the way i live for the rest of my life, i can't stop dissociating bc every time i do, i feel extremely dysphoric and awful and the pain is too much.. i wish things were different..
>>36274440you could make things different
>>36274456i cannot, my body is too bad to ever be able to be modified into a body i would be able to live in, it is just bad luck
>>36274438>I like them way more than they like me>I need to pull away to stop being annoying>Make them feel alienated by my attempt to match their level>They think they did something wrong when it was just me being overly clingy to startFun times.
i can't stop falling in love with anyone that gives me an ounce of affectionit's tiring dating ugly bastard after ugly bastard
>>36274521i can relate to every point desudid you also withhold sex as punishment for shit even tho they couldnt know what they actually did wrong because its all just in your head?
>>36267548>>36267963>28go get fillers and chemical peels immediately also wear sunscreen
>>36274551No i never withheld sex as a punishment. If they wronged me it was usually my fault.
>>36274479i've seen worse, you could at the very least hrt twink cope and grow out your hair. if you're worried about gyno just starve yourself
>>36274681they rarely actually wronged me i just felt jealous and attention starved all the time
>>36274710Yeah, which is why I need to pull back from them because obviously It's something wrong with me feeling that way. Being a mentally off kilter woman sucks so much ass.
>>36274697i want to stay off hrt and androgynousmaxx and be some sort of a feminine man but not like obnoxious and annoying like a flamer, idk what else i can do besides growing my hair very long, losing weight, doing my eyebrows and electro/laser>>36274710narcissist
>>36274732well i know that isolating as well even though it kinda hurts to do it>>36274751i think its probably bpd
>>36274751do you have a skin and hair routine?
>>36274778Yeah but it feels good to punish yourself a little bit.
>>36274778i was gonna say this is classic bpd lol. things could be so much easier if ppl read my mind to figure out why i hate them
>>36274818it feels similiar to cutting>>36274834they would probably just round us up for beeing insane
i need money for ffs
>>36274789no, i don't even wash my face or really brush my teeth, i am too depressed and male brained to care
>>36274863I'm glad I never physically self harmed, but I for sure made up for it by engaging in self sabotaging relationships when I was younger. I'm better about putting a stop to those thoughts now but I still feel the urge occasionally with people I really care for.
>>36274916you should brush your teeth, NOW!!!
>>36274916>really brush my teethbro do yourself a favorthat shit can really fuck you over>>36274920i blocked and deleted everyone during mental breakdowns thats where you are heading if you dont keep suppressing it
>>36274957I used to do that years ago actually. My head is screwed on pretty well these days. I dont think it'd ever get that bad for me again, unless life gets really fucking bad.
>>36274931>>36274957i will do it tomorrow, brushing them won't fix my life anyway, it is ok
>>36275041alcohol was involved every time i did iti since stopped drinking completely but whats done is done
how to get male friends? :(preferably the kind that let's me suck after drinking some alcohol...
chudette ;_; are the rumors true??
i shaved my head and now i need to go to a shrink for transgender diagnosis how the fuck do i explain this? i am a manmoder, but i want the diagnosis so i don't have problems in the future also i want antidepressants diying rn obviously
>>36274660I've been wearing sunscreen daily since I was 16 fag. Chemical peel is gonna happen once I'm through with laser.
>>36275368i had no problem getting my diagnosis with a shaved headjust say you shaved it as a form of self harm if they ask about it?
i mean it fits with wanting antidepressants...
>>36274660The pitting on my lower face isn't even from acne or sun damage, I got rekt by a full face electrolysis session that I reacted super badly to.. turns out I might have an allergy to surgical steel, or I just can't handle electro for whatever reason. Sucks but that's life
so i have an issuei am only into men but if i dissociate i get turned on by my own body and feel the need to have sex with women or feminine beings to self insert as them while being turned on by my own body, which is weird, i am still attracted to men even like this but not as strong as it should be and the sex with them feels off, i only start to feel attracted the right way to them if i imagine myself as a woman or as a feminine being in which case my 'attraction' to women disappears, it seems that to be able to feel my attraction to men fully i have to be feminine to some extent, not necessarily to look like a woman but even stuff like putting some panties on or wearing something fems helps, idk how to solve this without crossdressing and to become some sort of a feminine being without hrt to a point that my attraction to men will be felt fully and i will enjoy sex..
>>36275076I've been trying my best to avoid alcohol. I dont make good decisions when I'm drunk really. Does feel liberating though.>>36275048It's a small step towards self improvement. Besides your teeth feel coarse and yucky. Smooth teeth good.
>>36271028Lol nah my sak yant is beautiful and it makes me happy. I will go back to Thailand in a year or two and get more :3
>>36275425electro done wrong can always cause damage :/i have some pitting from it>>36275433tl;dr but also smells agpget some therapy perhaps?
>>36275465it is not agp, i get turned own by my literal male body and cock and pretty much all my life i kinda did but i didn't know it..
>>36275460ofc u have one of these ya fucking millennial
>>36275492Sounds like to me the brainworms have turned your brain into partial soup ngl. I dont overanalyze my boners.
>>36275531if i dissociate hard, i completely get disconnected from my body and have the impression that there is just a random dude and not me and i get turned looking at my body and dick, i really love to look felx my biceps and look at them then, i used to also jerk off while looking in mirrors in the past also, mhhm, i guess i am not dissociated enough yet and that is why sex with men feels off bc i feel like a man and i am no longer disconnected from that man, yep, i need to research this more..
>>36275590You sound like you need to talk to a therapist, and I mean this with all the love in my heart Lari. Sex shouldnt be such a mind game.
>>36275616>Sex shouldnt be such a mind game.it is when the body is not the right one and you also probably repress a lot of shit, ik that i sound like a schizo but i am not one, schizos are not aware of being schizos
>>36275645Most schizos are actually painfully self aware. Only the schizos beyond our understanding arent.
>>36275654well, the whole trans stuff made me extremely stressed, anxious, depressed and suicidal for the last couple of months and i kinda feel like i have been developing schizophrenia to some extent, though i think it is just my ocd that got very severe, i will talk to my therapist about the sex thing, to understand if it is bc i am not fem enough or the dissociation is not enough or both..
>>36275701How long have you been on hrt, if at all?
>>36275866i am not on hrt, i have been a few months ago on it for 4 months but stopped it
>>36275996I am going to kill you. Stop repping this instant woman. Take your pills or suffer forever you silly little tranny. Manmoding is infinitely superior.
>>36276036hell nawmanmoding is dumb asf
>>36276257i think you could at least make a decent hrt twink if you put effort in
>>36276257It beats winding up a john 50 by a longshot. Would genuinely rather kill myself now than do that.
>>36276257You're right. But it's better than not being on hrt. I do hate manmoding though, I just don't know how to come out. Or that I'm ready both mentally and physically for it. I wish I could just be happy being an out and open visible trans women.Just got a warning for telling someone to kill themselves for thinking 15 was oldshit.
>>36276277idk, i can lose like 25kgs and i store a lot of face fat but idk what i need hrt for if it is only to look more fem as a man..
>>36276426nigga wash your hair and face and shave first. also get rid of the chud spectacles they really don't look good on you
>>36276426bro are u in the jungles of vietnam
>when you also wear chud glasses and look better without, but contacts hurt after 2 hoursIt's so over
can i get rid of that fat? ik i look retarded bc i am, you are welcome for this nice juicy pic of me>>36276539>nigga wash your hair and face and shave firstthat is just too much work bro jki just got out of the shower there oof>>36276605it is just vines on a outside building, it is just romania
>>36276673Are you gypsy? Getting rid of that fat is harder, but can be done.
>>36276426always making sure to show of your snaggle teethyou can do better pics if you wanted
>>36276426>>36276673village idiot lookin ahh
>>36276696do i look like a gypsy or it is bc i am from romania??? are you a racist??
>>36276611You need to match your glasses to your face shape. I wear chuddy glasses but I have a round face so it works for me.>>36276673You have good potential. Honestly funny considering I've seen girls who have it way worse who let themselves be way less brainwormed.
>>36276673Get Coolsculpting under your chin, easy peasy targeted fat removal with 0 downtime. Not a substitute for weight loss but it's a quick fix that will absolutely help
>>36276736Both? I wasn't trying to be racist, should i not say g××sy?. Haven't you said a few slurs in here yourself though lol..
>>36276732i am very smart, can't you see that i have glasses??>>36276742>You have good potential.nope, big skull + big midface>>36276750the face fat goes last and i still can lose 25kgs, i have never been skinny, under 15% body fat, maybe it will go away
>>36276795gypsy is fine but i am white though
>>36276673I thought this was frenchie, you could be twins
lari mogs frenchie. literally just needs a keratin treatment, some hair styling products and a consistent workout routine
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